durrain as he had been used to do when he was at at this court frequent determines (utterance_0) before gerant the squad to the enemy i saw steeds white with foam and after the shout of a battle a fearful torrent (utterance_1) these tidings came to urban (utterance_2) not i by my confession under heaven said she there is nothing more hateful unto me than this (utterance_3) and the tears she said in the word she had spoken awoke him (utterance_4) and ye will be tied me said he if thou returnest here until thou knowst whether i have lost my strength so completely as thou dost say (utterance_5) then geran went to see urban (utterance_6) sir said he i am going upon a question i am not certain when i may come back (utterance_7) take heed therefore unto thy possessions until my return (utterance_8) but one person only will go at me (utterance_9) and he desired eat it to mount her horse and to ride forward and to keep a long way before him (utterance_10) and unless i speak unto thee say not thou one word either (utterance_11) and though thou shouldst desire to see my defeat in my death by the hands of those men yet do i feel no dread (utterance_12) and he received him and that not feebly (utterance_13) and say not one word unto me unless i speak first unto thee (utterance_14) i will do as far as i can lord said she according to thy desire (utterance_15) i maiden said he it is vain to a temperaseating forward (utterance_16) i cannot by any means refrain from sleep through weariness said he do thou therefore watch the horses and sleep not (utterance_17) and when she saw the dawn of day appear she looked around her to see if you were waking and thereupon he woke (utterance_18) and they left the wood and they came to an open country with meadows on one hand and mow was molly the meadows (utterance_19) my lord he added will it be displeasing to thee if i ask whence thou comest also (utterance_20) wilt thou follow my counsel said to you and take thy meal for me (utterance_21) what sort of meal he inquired (utterance_22) then they washed and took their repast (utterance_23) i go now lord said he to meet the knight and to conduct him to his lodging (utterance_24) i will do lord said she as thou sayest (utterance_25) and after they had eaten and dragged draim went to sleep and so did eat it also (utterance_26) the date seemed unimportant but throughout the period the officers and men of the ship have been unremittingly busy (utterance_27) bows attacked the ship's doors surveyed reliss and restold them saving very much space by unstowing numerous cases and stowing the contents in the lazarette (utterance_28) without steam the leak can now be kept under with the handponpomt by two daily efforts of a quarter of an hour to twenty minutes (utterance_29) as the ship was and in her present heavily laid in condition it would certainly have taken three to four hours each day (utterance_30) the live green tent was put up in purpose of fords made for it (utterance_31) the engine rooms staff and edison's people on the engines scientists was stolen their lava toys the cookery fitting his galley and so forth not a single spot but had his band of workers (utterance_32) the men's base such as it is therefore extends from the forehache the stem on the main deck (utterance_33) under the four castleor stalls of fifteen ponies the maxim in the space would hold the narrow irregular space in front is packed tight with fodder (utterance_34) meat behind the four castle bulkhead is a small boobey hatch the only anxious to the men's mess deck and bad weather (utterance_35) about the four hatches the ice house (utterance_36) we manage to get three tons of ice one hundred sixty two cockasses of mud and three cockasses of beef besides some boxs of sweet breads and kidneys into the space (utterance_37) the sex containing this last added to the goods already mentioned make a really heavy decago and one is naturally anxious concerning it but everything that can be done by lashing and scurrying has been done (utterance_38) porridge i originally ordered thirty tons of compressed oat in hay from melbourne (utterance_39) the scene is wholly enchanting in such a view from some sheltered sunny corner in a garden which blazes with masses of red and golden flowers tends to feelings of inexpressible satisfaction with all things (utterance_40) a great mass of people assembled (utterance_41) cayani lunch with the party in the de zilian companyship rupahu (utterance_42) telegram to say taranova had arised sunday night (utterance_43) a third sledge stands across the break of the poop in the space here the two occupied by the after which (utterance_44) the quantities to an half tons and the space occupied considerable (utterance_45) the ship was over two feet by the stern but this will soon be remediated (utterance_46) they must perform be changed up and they have given what shelters afforded on deck but their position is not enviable (utterance_47) it was a pathetic attitude deeply significant of cold and misery occasionally some poor beasts amidst a long pathetic wine (utterance_48) there are generally one of two on watch which eases matters but it is a squash (utterance_49) later in the day the wind has viewed to the westward heading us slightly (utterance_50) oakes and atkinson with intimate and assistance from others were busy keeping the ponies on their legs (utterance_51) there was nothing for it but to grapple with the evil and nearly all hands were laboring for hours in the weights of the ship heathing coal sacks overboard and relashing the petral cases et cetera and the best man are possible under such difficult and dangerous circumstances (utterance_52) no sooner was some semblance of order restored than some exceptionally heavy wave would tear away the lashing and the work had to be done all over again (utterance_53) from this moment about four a m the engine room became the centre of interest (utterance_54) the water gained his spite of every effort (utterance_55) the outlook of pad grim (utterance_56) the amount of water which was being made but the ship so roughly handled was most uncertain (utterance_57) williams had to confess he was beaten and must draw fires what was to be done (utterance_58) the bill's pomp is depended on the main engine (utterance_59) on one occasion i was waste deep when standing on the rail of the pooh (utterance_60) the afterguard were organized in two parties by evans to work buckets the men were kept steadily going on the choked hand pumps this seemed all that could be done for the moment and what a measured account is a sole safegut of the ship from sinking practically an attempt of balerotte (utterance_61) occasionally a heavy sea would bear one of them away and he was only save by his chain (utterance_62) now this is how author hunted the stag (utterance_63) and the last dog that was let loose was a favorite dog of atho cava was his name (utterance_64) then they sounded the death horn for slaying and they all gathered round (utterance_65) one wish that it should be given to the lady best beloved by him and another to the lady whom he loved best (utterance_66) and after midday they beheld an unshapely little man upon a horse and after him a dame or damsel also on horseback and after her a knight of large stature bowed down and hanging his head low and sorrowfully and clatton broken and worthless armour (utterance_67) i know not who they are said he but i know said glenarva this is the knight whom gerant pursued and me things that he comes not here by his own free will (utterance_68) but gerant has overtaken him an avenged insult to the maiden to the uttermost (utterance_69) lady said he at the gate there was a night and i saw never a man of so pitiful an aspect to look upon as he (utterance_70) i do said he he tells me that he is ediron the sum of nod (utterance_71) then she replied i know him not (utterance_72) saguiniver went to the gate to meet him and he entered (utterance_73) and gerank greets thee well and in greeting thee he compelled me to come hither to do thy pleasure the insult which thy maiden received from the dwarf know where did he overtake thee (utterance_74) sir said she when thinkest thou that your aunt will be here (utterance_75) to morrow late i think you will be here with the maiden (utterance_76) i am lord said he and i have met with much trouble and received wounds unsupportable (utterance_77) well ah that for one i hear it be whose blemiver to be merciful towards thee (utterance_78) the mercy which thou desirest lord said she will i grant to him since it is insulting to thee that an insult should be offered to me as to thyself (utterance_79) thus will it be best to do said arthur let this man have medical care until it be known whether he may live (utterance_80) to go over in her handmaid and said he (utterance_81) and the steward of the household so awedded her (utterance_82) and being young he changed himself and grew to hate the sin that seemed so like his own of moderate othis nephew and fell at last in the great battle fighting for the king (utterance_83) and when jeuring came to the place where one of her was he saluted her (utterance_84) then they went in and dismounted (utterance_85) heaven protect thee said arthur and the welcome of heaven be unto thee (utterance_86) and inasmuch as thou hast vanquished ednuin the son of nud thou hast had a prosperous career (utterance_87) and from that time she became his wife (utterance_88) and the maiden took up her about in the palace and she had many companions both men and women and there was no maiden more steamed than she in the island of britain (utterance_89) and a year and a second and a third he proceeded thus until his fame had flown over the face of the kingdom (utterance_90) and he greets thee well as an uncle should greet his nephew and as a vassal should greet his lord (utterance_91) and the neighbouring chief's knowing miss grow insolent toward him and covered his land in possessions (utterance_92) and atholjo joined the cause of the mission and of the coming of the ambassadors to him out of conwell truly said gerant be it to my advantage your disadvantage lord i will do according to thy will concerning this embassy (utterance_93) what discourse said glenarva do i hear between you (utterance_94) said gerant i think i shall have enough of knighthood with me and they sat forth (utterance_95) and never was this seen a fair host journeying towards the seven (utterance_96) and he said to jeuringt i am a feeble and a natured man and whilst i was able to maintain the dominions for thee and for myself i did so (utterance_97) and everyone asked that which he desired (utterance_98) and they were not long in giving so eager was every one to bestow gifts and of those who came to ask if none departed unsatisfied (utterance_99) then geraine sent ambassadors to the men of cornwall to ask them this (utterance_100) and they all said that it would be the fullness of joy and honour to them for gerank to come and receive their armage (utterance_101) so he received the armage of such as were there (utterance_102) and the day after the followers of arthur intended to go away (utterance_103) a number of other days were observed with a christian church of various times as a birthday of jesus the gospels give no date and appear to be quite uncertain really ignorant about it (utterance_104) yet there is no evidence that he was born on that day (utterance_105) might his description see an historical document to say nothing about inspiration (utterance_106) again matthew says that to escape the evil designs of herod marian joseph with the infant jesus fled into egypt looks as nothing about this hurried flight nor of hair is intention to kill the infant siah (utterance_107) only come to the more important chapters of a jesus will be with greater difficulties (utterance_108) or is always on a friday that the cruspituents commorated the week in which the day occurs very severe to year (utterance_109) good friday falls not before the spring equinox but as soon after the spring equinox is the full moon louse thus making the calculation to depend upon the position of the sun and the zobiac and the phases of the moon (utterance_110) the pagan austeria has become a christian easter (utterance_111) that in the actions of evidence origin offers of following metaphysical arguments against the spectacle senses one (utterance_112) if we are to have any mythology at all he seems to argue why object to adding to it the miss of jesus (utterance_113) the immediate companions of jesus appear to be on the other hand as mythical as he is himself (utterance_114) who was matthew who was marked (utterance_115) who were john peter judas and mary (utterance_116) there is actually no evidence that they ever existed (utterance_117) if peter ever went to rome with the new doctrine how was it that no historian has taken note of him (utterance_118) here again we see the presence of amith (utterance_119) he was the only one who saw them (utterance_120) peter paul john james judas occupy the stage almost exclusively (utterance_121) it is impossible to explain why the contemporaries of jesus the authors and the historians of this time you not take notice of him (utterance_122) could they have been a conspiracy against him (utterance_123) how is his unanimous science be accounted for (utterance_124) how then are we to decide which are the innumerable candidates for divine honour should be given our votes (utterance_125) and such a faith is never free it is always maintained but a sword now and by hell fire hereafter (utterance_126) if the most impossible utterances are put in juda's mouth (utterance_127) only a mythical jesus could virtually hand over the gome of euvres to quarters who have petitions to press upon his attention (utterance_128) moreover if jesus could keep his promise there would be to day no misery in the world no orphans no childless mothers no shipwrecks no floods no famines no disease no crippled children no insanny no wars no crime no wrong (utterance_129) have these prayers been answered (utterance_130) how me self delude profits these extravagant claims have produced (utterance_131) and who can number the bitter disappointments caused by such impossible promises (utterance_132) the saying which approaches us to day give he parried his answer with many words and at length said that the promise was to be taking with the provision that will we ask for would be given if god thought it for our good (utterance_133) but he said if he asked anything in my name i will do it and if it were not so i would have told you (utterance_134) did he not mean just what he said (utterance_135) self effort and not prayer is a rimia against ignorance slavery poverty and moral degradation (utterance_136) but i am determined not only to know if it is possible the whole truth about jesus but also to communicate that truth to others (utterance_137) but there is more of a moral tonic in the open and can a discussion of a subject like a one hand than in the multitude of pletitutes (utterance_138) i never deliver a lecture in which i do not be it directly or indirectly if full and free expression to my faith in everything that is warily afface (utterance_139) if i do not believe in dagma is because i believe in freedom (utterance_140) oh he tears down but he's not build up is another criticism about my work it is not true (utterance_141) no preacher a priest is more constructive (utterance_142) clasping truth and jail jagged the mouth of a student is that building up or tearing down (utterance_143) when winnell lighted a new torch to increase the lie of the world who was as reward the stake (utterance_144) count your rights political religious social and intellectual and tell me which of them was conquered for you by the priest (utterance_145) i wish to tell you something (utterance_146) the first list be impersonal the epithets irrevrant blastumer apheist and infidel are flung at a man not from pity but from envy (utterance_147) not having the courage or the industry of our neighbour who works like a busy bee in the world of men and books searching with a sweat of his brow for the real bread of life weighing the open page afore him with his tears pushing into the weir hours of the night his quest and made by the fairest of our loves the love of truth we ease our own indolent conscience by calling him names (utterance_148) as i approached the city i heard bells ringing and a little later i found the streets of stir with throngs of well dressed people in family groups winding their way hither and thither (utterance_149) looking about me i saw gentlemen in a neat black dress smiling and his hand extended to me with great cordiality (utterance_150) he must have realized i was a stranger and wished you tender his hospitality to me i accepted it gratefully i clasped his hand he pressed mine (utterance_151) regained for a moment slightly into each other's eyes (utterance_152) of course you are going there too i said to my friendly guide (utterance_153) yes he answered i can have the worship i am a priest (utterance_154) an idle i whispered taken by surprise (utterance_155) they worship god they did not exist (utterance_156) but the greeks loved their gods i protested my heart clamoring in my breast (utterance_157) no i said in a low voice (utterance_158) he was an idle then and not a god (utterance_159) emit athens a sea of light he created the beautiful the true the good yes our religion was divine (utterance_160) it had only one fault and wrote to my guide what was that (utterance_161) i inquired without knowing what his answer would be it was not true (utterance_162) produce him (utterance_163) i was with you to myself what blasphemy (utterance_164) then taking heart i told my guide how more than once i had felt apollo's radiant presence in my heart and told him of the immortal lines of homer concerned the divine apollo (utterance_165) do you doubt hummer (utterance_166) i said to him homer be inspired bard (utterance_167) no no papa was not an idle (utterance_168) he is a god and the son of a god (utterance_169) the air was heavy with incense a number of men and gorgeous vestments were passing to and fro bowing and kneeling before the various lives and images (utterance_170) observing my anxiety to understand the mean of all this my guide took me aside and in a whisper told me that a people were celebrating the anniversary of the birth the other readiful saviour jesus the son of god (utterance_171) forget apollo he said with his asjection of severiting his voice (utterance_172) there was no such person he was only an idle (utterance_173) if you would assert for apolloan all the universe you would never find any one answering to his name or description (utterance_174) i will diseges us i hasten turning toward him (utterance_175) will he not be here this morning (utterance_176) will he not speak to his worshippers i asked again (utterance_177) will he not permit them to touch him to caress his hand to class his divine feet to inhale the embrosial fragrance of his breath too bask in the golden light of his eyes to hear the music of his immaculate accents (utterance_178) i asked my eyes filled with wonder in my voice quivering with excitement (utterance_179) would not that then i venture to ask impatiently make jesus as much of an idle as apollo (utterance_180) and if faith it jesus is a god proves him a god why will not faith in apollo make him a god (utterance_181) i make his a fanciful explanation of a given phenomenon (utterance_182) the mine craye's renolege the child as questions because of an emborning desire to know (utterance_183) now in then they came close enough to stop at each other (utterance_184) with this mythos the prone to man was satisfied and who his developing intelligence realized its inarequacy science was born of that realization (utterance_185) the mereth of a one eyed people live in an india has in replace by accurate information concerning the hindoos (utterance_186) and this is precisely the use to which miss heaven put (utterance_187) is genusamith (utterance_188) there is a man of faculty for fiction (utterance_189) a faint less than a guesses (utterance_190) in his reflection which introduces a bit into the mouth of imagination carbon is place and subduing its relentless spirit (utterance_191) we feel the space abounding over us with spirits fairies gods and other invisible and airy beings (utterance_192) recovered the rainbow we reach out for the moon (utterance_193) our feet not really begin to touch the firm ground under we have reached the years of discretion (utterance_194) science was not born till man had a church (utterance_195) grown up people create science (utterance_196) the cradle is the room of all the fairies and face to mankind (utterance_197) the school was the birthplace of science (utterance_198) religion is the science of the child (utterance_199) in the discussion of this subject i appeal to the mature not to the child mind (utterance_200) he is god's mouthpiece and no one may disagree with him (utterance_201) the only way i may command your respect is to be reasonable (utterance_202) let us place ourselves entirely in the hands of the evidence (utterance_203) as intelligent beings would desire to know where this jesus whose worship is not only costing the world millions of the people's money but which is also drawing to his service the time the energies the affections the devotions and the labor of humanity is a myth or reality (utterance_204) and again when the artists following malicorne's advise was a little late in arriving and when saint agnon had been obliged to be absent for some time it was interesting to observe so no one witnessed them those moments of silence full of deep expression which united in one side to souls most disposed to understand each other and who by no means objected to the quite meditation they enjoyed together (utterance_205) in a word malicorne philosopher that he was no he knew it not had learned how to inspire the king with an appetite in the midst of pony and with desire in the assurance of possession (utterance_206) in this manner therefore without leaving her room and having no confident she was able to return to her apartment thus removing by her appearance a little tardy perhaps the suspicions of the most determined sceptic (utterance_207) but the door remained close and neither sight agner nor the painter appeared nor did the hangs even move (utterance_208) go then dearest love said the king the return quickly (utterance_209) no no not to day sire (utterance_210) i knew but too well that you had not ceased to love me (utterance_211) the valory with a gesture partly of extreme terror and partly as if in voking a blessing attempted to speak but cannot articulate one word (utterance_212) at the moment however when the king threw himself on his knees a cry of utter despair rang through the corridor accompanied by the sound of retreating footsteps (utterance_213) the captain sitting buried in his leather arm chair his spurs fixed in the floor his sword between his legs was reading a number of letters as he twisted his mustache (utterance_214) d'artagnan uttered a welcome full of pleasure when he perceived his friend's son (utterance_215) i owe my boy he said by what a lucky instant as it happened that the king has recalled you (utterance_216) these words did not sound agreeably in the young man's ears who as he seated himself replying upon my word i cannot tell you all that i know is i have come back oh (utterance_217) that the king has not recalled you and you have returned (utterance_218) i do not understand that at all (utterance_219) raoul was already pale enough and he now began to turn his hat ground and round in his hand (utterance_220) what they do says the matter that you look as you do and what makes you so dumb (utterance_221) said the captain do people nowadays assume that sort of airs in england (utterance_222) i have been in england and came here again as lively as a chaffinch (utterance_223) will you not say something (utterance_224) i had too much to say (utterance_225) ah how is your father (utterance_226) forgive me my dear friend i was going to ask you that (utterance_227) d'artagnan increased his sharpness of his penetrating gaze which no secret was capable of resisting (utterance_228) you are unhappy about something he said (utterance_229) i am indeed and you know the reason very well monsieur d'artagnan (utterance_230) they do not pretend to be astonished (utterance_231) i am not pretending to be astonished my friend (utterance_232) i have neither head nor arm do not despise but help me in two words i am the most wretched of living beings oh (utterance_233) she is deceiving you said d'artagnan not a muscle of whose face had moved those are big words who makes use of them (utterance_234) everyone ah (utterance_235) if everyone says so there must be some truth in it (utterance_236) not for a friend for a son (utterance_237) i do take it you are really ill from curiosity (utterance_238) nor does not from curiosity it is from love (utterance_239) good another big word (utterance_240) i tell you i love louise to distraction (utterance_241) well suppose it were only that (utterance_242) no sensible man ever succeeded in making much of a brain when the head was turned (utterance_243) i have completely lost my senses in the same way a hundred times in my life (utterance_244) you would hear but you would not understand me you would understand but you would not obey me (utterance_245) oh try it try (utterance_246) i go far even if i were unfortunate enough to know something and foolish enough to communicate it to you you are my friend you say indeed yes (utterance_247) very good i should quarrel with you (utterance_248) i never complain as you know but as heaven and my father would never forgive me for blowing out my brain i will go and get the first person i me to give me the information which you withhold i will tell him he lies and and you will kill you (utterance_249) and a fine affair that would be so much the better what should i care (utterance_250) you now assume a different tone instead of killing you will get killed yourself i suppose you mean very fine indeed (utterance_251) how much i should regret you (utterance_252) of course i shall go about all day seeing ah (utterance_253) what a fine stupid fellow that bragglon was (utterance_254) as great as stupid as i ever met with (utterance_255) go then growl and get yourself disposed of if you like (utterance_256) i hardly knew who can have taught you logic but do you take me if your father has not been regularly robbed of his money (utterance_257) raoul buried his face in his hand murmuring no no i have not a single friend in the world (utterance_258) i don't fancy monsieur i do not laugh at you though i am a guscon (utterance_259) a carpet there what do you mean (utterance_260) upon my word i did not know some one told me there was a carpet to whom made an opening through a certain floor (utterance_261) oh i don't know where (utterance_262) and whose room then (utterance_263) i have told you for the last hour that i know nothing of the whole affair (utterance_264) but the painter then the porter (utterance_265) are you seek to have only that name in your mouth (utterance_266) i do not suppose it will concern you (utterance_267) yes you are right and he made a step or two as if he were going to eat why are you going (utterance_268) to look for some one who obtain me the truth (utterance_269) who is that a woman (utterance_270) you wish to be consoled by some one and you will be so at once she will tell you nothing you live herself of course so be off (utterance_271) you are mistaken monsieur replied raoul the woman i mean will tell me all the evil she possibly can (utterance_272) well i admitted (utterance_273) and employ the fact why should i play with you as a cat does with a poor mouse (utterance_274) you distress me you do indeed (utterance_275) wait if you can (utterance_276) i could not so much the worse (utterance_277) ah said raoul snatching eagerly at the pen which the captain held out to him (utterance_278) how very fortunate that is he was looking for you too (utterance_279) she said in the same tone of voice it is not i who am going to speak to him oh then (utterance_280) i accompanied my granddaughter to dismiss a camet her ladyship responded (utterance_281) it is scarcely a joyous occasion to my mind (utterance_282) no need the dresser's thought went back if it isn't ejaculated mister benny (utterance_283) if i were sure this was the same man i go myself (utterance_284) when i find a fellow whose nigger nave north full ice stick to him believe i'll send to find up (utterance_285) the only hive he had an early comment upon her was the first time he saw her in the dress she accompanied montatius nay scambat he darted out didn't get a hearer old wager (utterance_286) this will look like it he said gravely (utterance_287) no she answered i am not afraid at all (utterance_288) i shall not be afraid again (utterance_289) the facts she are perfectly confounded her ladyship by her de nina (utterance_290) i beg you will not speak to me of that again she said i will not listen (utterance_291) and turning about she walked out of the room (utterance_292) and nothing more habited on such a sense (utterance_293) before breakfast miss belinda was startled by the arrival of another telegraph which made miss follows (utterance_294) arrived to day perversia the usie of a mile evening (utterance_295) friend with me martin basset (utterance_296) well remarked savia i suppose that would have been in advantage (utterance_297) octavia was a marked figure upon the grounds of that garden party neither dress my dear remarked mister burnham (utterance_298) and what a charming color she has in a clear she is usually paler (utterance_299) perhaps the others to lord lynde's own (utterance_300) just pretty at an ever to day in its enjoying herself (utterance_301) she was enjoying herself mister granse's brow observed it rather gloomily as he stood apart (utterance_302) and then have come lord leonza who and crossed the lawn to shake him for this host have been observed to keep his eye fixed upon one particular point vermus stowed he said after having spoken his first words who is that tall golden weight (utterance_303) in intimates lady teable mister bernard mister berylden livers others too numerous to mention some was in the octavia's sight evidently with no intention of leaving it (utterance_304) not long after this francis burrow found his way to miss belinda he was very busy in and by their nervous you knew says ivanittle enjoying herself he remarked (utterance_305) occurvia is most happy to day answered miss blenda (utterance_306) very few people under saint auctavia said miss fulnda i not said i follow all her moods myself (utterance_307) she is not as frivolous as she appears to beaucy don't know her well (utterance_308) the old sedgeon as mustache and made no reply he was not very comfortable (utterance_309) he felt himself ill used by fate and neither wished he had returned to london from bugs instead of loitering and slowbridge (utterance_310) he had a reason for at first but in time he had been surprised upon its amusement knew something of it possessed (utterance_311) it's ducely bowed from on his part he lamentally what does he mean by it (utterance_312) octifia on the contrary you not ask when he meant by it (utterance_313) where he ejaculated i say what a name (utterance_314) i had not deserved it answered her ladyship (utterance_315) but she glared at a barrel that she passed and back into him where is lucia she am indit (utterance_316) i saw her with bermiston half narrow ago he answered coully have you any message for my mother i shall return alone into mar leaving here early turn quiet pale (utterance_317) what is happened she asked rigidly he looked slightly surprised nothing whatever he replied (utterance_318) i have remained here longer than i intended (utterance_319) she began to move the mantles on her right wrist (utterance_320) she had not brought lucia up under her own eye for nothing (utterance_321) chapter twenty three may i go (utterance_322) the very day after this octavia opened a forked trunk (utterance_323) evidently something had happened octavia she said mister double binny is at oak klaut who is he (utterance_324) he is my grand uncle exclaimed lucia tremulously he has a great deal of money (utterance_325) i did not quite understand mamma tivia she said (utterance_326) last night she came to my room to talk to me and this morning she came again and oh (utterance_327) she broke out indignantly how could she speak to me in such a manner (utterance_328) what did you understand (utterance_329) i enter on after a man he does not care for me and make myself attracted in the hope that he will condescend to marry me because mister benny may leave me his money (utterance_330) do you wonder that it took even lady field a long time to say that (utterance_331) well remarked octavia you will do it i suppose i would don't worry (utterance_332) oh i always do it i didn't guess (utterance_333) which she smiled ever said faintly (utterance_334) that is what the reason for she loves me so she added (utterance_335) we shall thought deeply forbearment she recognized all at lives several things she had been mystified by before (utterance_336) octavia smiled and rolled again (utterance_337) lucia sat thinking her hands clasped tightly (utterance_338) i am glad i came here said at length (utterance_339) i think i shall never be afraid of her any more (utterance_340) her delicate nostrils were dilated if she held her head up her breath came fast there was a hint of exultation in her tone (utterance_341) she walked very fast after she left the house (utterance_342) but it was not against him that lucia's indignation was aroused (utterance_343) she wondered if he had heard her last words she fancied he had (utterance_344) he took hold of her shaking little hand and looked down in her excited face (utterance_345) i am english he said you have never seen me angry with four (utterance_346) i am on my way to my lady theobald (utterance_347) he held her head as calmly as before (utterance_348) what do you only say to her he asked she laughed again (utterance_349) he held her hand rather closer (utterance_350) she has made you very angry said (utterance_351) and then almost before she knew what she was doing she was pouring forth the whole of her story even more of it than she had told octavia (utterance_352) we shall he said i wish you would let me go and talk but lady theobald you she's out of little start (utterance_353) yes he answered let me go to her (utterance_354) if you will say yes to that i do i don't promise but you need never be afraid of her any more (utterance_355) the fierce color died ilivor cheeks in the tears rushed to her eyes (utterance_356) she may serve his with a pathetic work (utterance_357) i'm desperately love with you he answered in his quietest way (utterance_358) alakano how do you feel your word this time (utterance_359) why that thing we must charge you between a quarter this time the dog (utterance_360) supper was over and i retired to my upper birth situated longside and overlooking the brass table where the captain was deeply engaged having now the other pilot as his principal opponent (utterance_361) had i been sure then and taking six quarters of its good fido at topsen i can't very well leave the game now as getting right along (utterance_362) whose paddled speediness all the smash the wood he completed to be paddled on again (utterance_363) their anxious to alarm the game and they delerted (utterance_364) still with all these a severages they continued playing they wanted to learn the game (utterance_365) oh pretty goodly sir replied the mate we can scarcely tell what have it we are making for we are obliged to keep the middle of the river and there is a shadow of a fog rising (utterance_366) this whitson's rather better than that we took in a yellow faces but we're nearly out of it and must be looking out for more (utterance_367) as our leg just to have on the brake shall we hail (utterance_368) yes yes replied the captain grinned the bell enough when wets the price of what appear (utterance_369) i thought illigian hears double kings (utterance_370) deal sir if you please but you will collect time (utterance_371) the other pilot's voice of again her own deck how much have you (utterance_372) only about ten court sir was replied the youthful salesman (utterance_373) we've happened here at all tom send a cheek six cords which were last a daylight and again turned the attention to the game (utterance_374) the palace here changed places when did they sleep (utterance_375) with eager end the caravan again took her place in the middle of the stream paddling on as usual day at length dawned (utterance_376) i had risen on my out with a captain to enjoy the other bluffs (utterance_377) here it is exclaimed the captain stop her (utterance_378) he was gone (utterance_379) no more deep blue skies are crimson now the twins (utterance_380) she sat by herself at the fire with unlighted candles on the table behind her the gills of the day the happy walk happy sketching cheerful pleasant dinner and the uncomfortable miserable milk in the garden (utterance_381) here was she disturbed and unhappy because her instinct had made anything but a refusal impossible while he not many minutes after he had met with a rejection of what ought to have been the deepest holiest proposal of his life to speak as if its brief success in all the superficial consequences of a good house can ever in agreeable society or the soul of our objects of his desires oh dear (utterance_382) her mother came into the room before this whirl of course was adjusted into anything like order (utterance_383) mister hale sipped his tea and outstretched silence margaret had the responses all to herself (utterance_384) she forgot that he had not made them an offer (utterance_385) margaret was reparing her mother's worsted work and rather shrinking from the thought of the long evening in wishing bedtime i will come that she might go over the events of the day again (utterance_386) margaret (utterance_387) i want to speak to you about something very serious to us all (utterance_388) very serious to a soul (utterance_389) mister lennox had never had the old peculiarity of having any point of conversation with her father after her refusal or else that would indeed be a very serious affair (utterance_390) but she soon felt it was not about anything which having only lately and suddenly occurred could have given rise to any complicated thoughts that her father wished to speak to her (utterance_391) mister hale did not answer for a mere dossieux (utterance_392) margaret could not bear the sight of the suspense which was even more distressing to her father than to herself (utterance_393) but by day papa don't tell me (utterance_394) because i must no longer be a minister in the church of england (utterance_395) but nothing to the shops who received from mister hale's last speech what could he mean (utterance_396) it was all it was for being so mysterious (utterance_397) why can you no longer be a clergyman (utterance_398) surely the bishop would all be no about frederick and the hard and just (utterance_399) margaret's i will tell you about this (utterance_400) or relents are any questions this one's but after to night let us never speak of it again (utterance_401) i can need the consequences of my painful miserable doubts but it is enough it beyond me to speak of what has caused me so with suffering (utterance_402) no not doubts us to religion not the slightest injury to that he paused (utterance_403) margaret sighed as if standing on the words of some yohora (utterance_404) margaret how i love the holy church from return to be shut out (utterance_405) he could not go on for a moment at him (utterance_406) margaret could not tell what to say it seemed to her as tetter be a mysterious as if her father were about to do in my hermitean (utterance_407) the one state foundation of her home of her idea of her beloved father seemed really and walking (utterance_408) he swallowed down the dry choking soft which had been heaving up from his heart hitherto and going to his bookcase he took down a volume which he had often been leading lately and from which he thought he had derived strength to enter upon the cause in which he was now involved (utterance_409) listen dear margaret said he putting one arm round her waist (utterance_410) when god will not use thee in one kind yet he will in another (utterance_411) if when thou art charged with grubbting god's worship forsify thy wealth their pretendest and necessity are it on in order to a continuance in the renastry (utterance_412) as he read this and glanced at much more which he did not read he gave resolution for himself and felt as if he too could be brave and firm in doing what he believed to be right but as he ceased he heard margaret's low convulsive sob and his courage sang down under the keyed sense of suffering (utterance_413) i have won long with southward porch there would have roused any wine less too big and cowardly than mine (utterance_414) he shook his head as he went on (utterance_415) margaret i cried to do it i tried to content myself with simply refusing the district president and stopping quietly here striking my conscience now as i had strained it before (utterance_416) god forgive me (utterance_417) he rose and walked up and down the room speaking no words of soft reproach and humiliation of which margaret was thankful to hear but a few (utterance_418) margaret i returned to the old said burden we must leave helstone (utterance_419) yes (utterance_420) i have written to the bishop i dare say i've told you so but i forget things just now said mister hale collapsed into his depressed manner as soon as he came to talk of hard matter of fact details informing him of my intention to resign the speakerage (utterance_421) they are but what i have cried upon myself without a wail (utterance_422) that will be a trial but worse followers will be decording from my dear people (utterance_423) you will come to stay with us to morrow (utterance_424) was it to be so sudden then (utterance_425) what does malas say (utterance_426) margaret i am a poor coward after all i cannot bear to give pain (utterance_427) yes indeed she must said margaret (utterance_428) perhaps after all she may not oh yes (utterance_429) she will she must be shocked as a false of the glory turned upon herself and cried to realize how another would take it (utterance_430) to milton know them he answered with a dull indifference for he had perceived that although his daughter's love had made her claim to him and for a moment tried to see him with her love yet the keenness of the pain was as fresh as ever in her mind (utterance_431) note to me often (utterance_432) yes said he in the same despondent indifferent way (utterance_433) but he with this quick induity of sympathy read in her face as in a mirror the reflections of his own moody depression and turned it off with an effort (utterance_434) you shall be told old margaret (utterance_435) only help me to tell you mother (utterance_436) i am going out for the day to bid father dobson and the poor people and bracy common good bye (utterance_437) would you dislike breaking it to her very much margaret (utterance_438) margaret did as like it ditching for it more than from anything she had ever had to do in her life before (utterance_439) mister hale shook his head despondingly he pressed her hand in token of gratitude (utterance_440) margaret was nearly upset again into a burst of crying (utterance_441) to turn her thoughts she said now tell me papa what up nanza (utterance_442) you and mamma have some money in dependent of the income from the living have not you i am sure has i know (utterance_443) certainty of that has always gone to frederick since he has been abroad (utterance_444) you must have sung a pair for serving with the spanish army (utterance_445) frederick must not suffer said margaret decidedly in a foreign country so unjustly treated by his arm armors is left (utterance_446) no (utterance_447) said mister hale that would not answer i must do something (utterance_448) i can always describe better for myself and not influence by those whom i love said he as i have the apology for having remained so much before you told any one of his family of his intentions (utterance_449) i cannot stand objections (utterance_450) i make me fell undecided (utterance_451) mister hale continued a few months ago when my miser of doubt became more than i could be without speaking i wrote to mister bell you remember mister bell margaret (utterance_452) no i never saw him i think (utterance_453) at any rate he has property there which has very much increased in value since milton has become such a large manufacturing town (utterance_454) i don't know that he gave me my strength (utterance_455) the private tutor (utterance_456) said margaret looking scornful what in the world and manufactures want with the classics of literature are the accomplishments of a gentleman (utterance_457) oh said her father some of them really seem to be fine fellows conscience of their own deficiencies which is more than mannie a man oxford is (utterance_458) some one they children to be better instructive than they themselves have been (utterance_459) and in milton marvas i shall find a busy life if not a happy one and people and scene so different that i shall never be reminded of helstone (utterance_460) discordant as it was with all mister detestation for all she had ever heard of the north of england the manufactures the people the wild and weak country there was this more recommendation it would be different from helstone and could never remind them of that beloved place (utterance_461) when do we go (utterance_462) i do not know exactly (utterance_463) i want you to talk it over with you (utterance_464) you see no mother knows nothing about it yet but i think in a fortnight after my dear resignation is sent in i shall have no right to remain (utterance_465) margaret was all a stand (utterance_466) but she recovered herself immediately (utterance_467) yes papa it had better be fixed soon and decidedly as you say (utterance_468) called full maria (utterance_469) oh if i were not married if i were but myself in the world how easy it would be (utterance_470) no said margaret sadly i will do it (utterance_471) you must not deceive yourself into doubting the reality of my words my fixed intention and resolved (utterance_472) he looked at her in the same steady stoli manner for some moments after he had done speaking (utterance_473) the blessing of god be upon me my child (utterance_474) the next moment she feared lest this answer to his blessing might be reverent wrong might hurt him as coming from his daughter as she threw her arms around his neck (utterance_475) she heard him murmur to himself the martyrs and confaces had even all painted bear i will not shrink (utterance_476) they were startled by hearing missus hale inquiring for her daughter (utterance_477) in seventeen fifty he came forth in the character for which he was eminently qualified a majestic teacher of moral and religious wisdom (utterance_478) the vehicle which he chose was that of a periodical paper which he knew had been upon former occasions employed with great success (utterance_479) when i was to begin publishing that paper i was at a loss how to need it (utterance_480) i sat down at night upon my bedside and resolved that i would not go to sleep till i had fixed its title (utterance_481) addison's note was a fiction in which unconnected fragments of his lucubrations were purposely jumbled together in his awed manner as he could in order to produce a laffable fact (utterance_482) whereas johnson's abraviations are all distinct and applicable to each subject of which the head is measured (utterance_483) for instance there is the following specimen (utterance_484) public calamities no sense of their prevalence of bad habits negligent of time ready to undertake careless to pursue all changed by time (utterance_485) confidence of others on suspecting his unexpiriansed imagining himself secure against neglect never imagines they will venture to treat him ill ready to trust expecting to be trusted (utterance_486) new fambitious as thinking honours easy to be had (utterance_487) defect kinds of praise pursued at different periods (utterance_488) of the fancy and manhood (utterance_489) wife (utterance_490) scholars friendship like ladies (utterance_491) drawn to man by words repelled by passions (utterance_492) common danger unites my crushing other passions but they return (utterance_493) quality in his compliance (utterance_494) superiority produces insolence and envy (utterance_495) too much regard in each to private interest to little (utterance_496) of confederacy was superior as everyone knows the inconvenience (utterance_497) with equals no authority every man his own opinion is of interest (utterance_498) man and wife hardly united scare sava without children (utterance_499) computation you've two to one against two how many against five (utterance_500) in this as in many other cases i go wrong in opposition to conviction for i think scarce any temporal good equally to be desired with regard and familiarity of worthy men (utterance_501) i hope we shall be some time nearer to each other and have a more ready way of pouring out our hearts (utterance_502) greatest benefit which one friend can confer upon another is to god and excite and elevate his virtues (utterance_503) this your mother will still perform if you diligently preserve the memory of her life and of her death a life so far as i can learn you full wise and innocent and the death resigned peaceful and holy (utterance_504) i cannot forget to mention that neither reason nor revelation denys you to hope that you may increase her happiness by obeying her precepts and that she may in her present state look with pleasure upon every act of virtue to which her instructions or example have contributed (utterance_505) if you write down minutely what you are a member of her from your earliest years you will be it with great pleasure and receive from it many hints of soothing recollection when times shall remove her yet farther from you and your grief shall be matured to veneration (utterance_506) number thirty two on patience even under extreme misery is wonderfully lofty and as much above the rents of stoicism as the son of revelation is brighter than the twilight of pagan philosophy (utterance_507) it must indeed be allowed that the structure of his senses is expanded and often has somewhat of the inversion of latin and that he delighted to express familiar thoughts in philosophical language being in this the reverse of socrates who it was said reduced philosophy to the simplicity of common life (utterance_508) this idle charge has been echoed from one babyllow to another who have confounded johnson's essays with johnson's dictionary and because he thought it rightly in a lexicom of our language to collect many words which had fallen into disuse but were supported by great authorities it has been imagined that all of these have been into his own compositions (utterance_509) their styles differ as plain cloth and brocade (utterance_510) our extremest pleasure has some sort of groaning and compliing in it would you not say that it is dying of pain (utterance_511) the highest and fullest contentment offers more of the grave than of the merry ipsaphylicitoss say nissy temperate premit even felicity unless it moderate itself oppresses (utterance_512) socrates says that some god tried to mix in one mass and to confound pain and pleasure but not being able to do it he bethought him at least to couple them by the tail metrodore said that in sorrow there's some mixture of pleasure (utterance_513) nature discovers this confusion to us peters hold that the same motions and grimaces of the face that serve for laughter too and indeed before the one of the other be finished do but observe the peter's manner of handling and you will be in doubt to which of the two the design tends (utterance_514) and therefore common and less speculative souls are found to be more proper for and more successful in the management of affairs and the elevated and exquisite opinions of philosophy unfit for business this sharp vivacity of soul and the sharp vivacity of souls (utterance_515) he who dies into and in his inquisition comprehends all circumstances and consequences hinders his election a little ension well handled is sufficient for executions whether of less or greater weight (utterance_516) when the lofty secidities is about to enter upon his description of the plague that desolated assens one of his modern commadators is sure segurder that the history is now going to be exceedingly solemn series in pathetic and hints with that air of chuckling gratulation (utterance_517) such are the true subjects for the historic pen (utterance_518) the full vampires the desolation of happy countries splendid cities smoking in their ruins the proudest works of art tumbled in the dust the shrieks and groans of whole nations ascending unto heaven (utterance_519) thus those swarms of flies which are so often execrated as useless vermin are created for the sustenance of spiders and spiders on the other hand are evidently made to devour flies (utterance_520) ancient traditions speak much of his learning and of the gallant inroads he had made into the dead languages in which he had made captive a host of greek noons and latin verbs and brought off rich booty in ancient sauce and apothetums which he was wont to parade in his public korangs as a triumphant general of yore (utterance_521) it was observed however that he seldom got into an argument without getting into a perplexity and then into a passion with his adversary for not being convinced gratus (utterance_522) his abode which he had fixed in a bowery or country seat at a short distance from the city just at what is now called dutch street soon abounded with proofs of his ingenuity patent smoke jacks that required a horse to work them dutch ovens that (utterance_523) it is in knowledge as in swimming he who flounders and spices on the surface makes more noise and attracts more tension than the pearl diver who quietly dies in quest of treasures to the bottom (utterance_524) the romans by this means erected their colonies for perceiving their city to grow immeasurably populous they eased it of the most unnecessary people and sent them to a inhabitant cultivate the lands conquered by them sometimes also they purposely maintain wares in convenience (utterance_525) and we suffer the ills of a long piece luxury is more pernicious than war (utterance_526) and this also was one reason why our king philip consented to send his son john upon a foreign expedition that he might take along with him a great number of hot young men who were then in his pay (utterance_527) what other end is the impious art of the glatiator's proposed to itself what the slaughter of young men what pleasure fed with blood (utterance_528) prince take the honours delayed for thy reign and be successor to thy father's henceforth let none at rome be slain for sport (utterance_529) let beasts blood stain the influous arena and no more homicides be there acted (utterance_530) it was not enough for them a sight and to die bravely but cheerfully too insomuch that they were hissed and cursed if they made any hesitation about receiving their death (utterance_531) the very girls themselves set them on (utterance_532) beginning of revolt (utterance_533) at this unexpected command the surprise was great on board the forward (utterance_534) like the fires exclaimed some (utterance_535) what with asked others (utterance_536) and stuff the stove with the masts added warren (utterance_537) did you hear me (utterance_538) who spoke cried hatteras (utterance_539) i did said pennon advancing towards the captain (utterance_540) i say answered pen with an ols i say we've had enough of it and we won't go any further (utterance_541) you shan't kill us with hunger and work in a winter and they sha'n't like the fires (utterance_542) if you repeat what the man says answered hatteras i'll have you shut up in your cabin and guarded (utterance_543) a murmur was heard (utterance_544) the engineer followed by clover and one went down to his post (utterance_545) the steam was soon got up the anchors were weighed and the forward reared away east cutting the young ice with her steel prow (utterance_546) between berying island and beecher point there are considerable quantity of islands in the midst of ice fields the streams crowd together in the little channels which cut up this part of the sea they had a tendency to a glomerate under the relatively low temperature (utterance_547) i'm beginning not too answered wall (utterance_548) hatteras still hoped to find an open sea beyond the seventy seventh parallel as sir edward belter had done (utterance_549) ought he to treat these accounts as a parkerful (utterance_550) the next day the sun set for the first time ending thus the long series of days with twenty four hours in them (utterance_551) the men had ended by getting accustomed to the continual daylight but it had never made any difference to the animals the greenland dogs went to their rest at their accustomed hour and dick slept as regularly every evening as though darkness had covered the sky (utterance_552) the doctor by following johnson's advice accustomed himself to support the low temperature he almost always stayed on deck raving the cold the wind and the snow (utterance_553) there is more than one amongst us who would like to an imitate them i think (utterance_554) they are cowards mister globony those animals have no provisions as we have and are obliged to seek their food where it is to be found (utterance_555) you hope that hatteras will succeed then (utterance_556) he certainly will mister clawbonny (utterance_557) i'm of the same opinion as you johnson and if he only wanted one faithful companion he'll have too (utterance_558) prince albert land which the ford was then coasting bears also the name of grenell land and though hatteras from his hatred to the yankes would never call it by its american name it is the one it generally goes by (utterance_559) on the eighteenth of august they sighted britania mountain scarcely visible through the most and the forward weighed anchor the next day in northumberland bay (utterance_560) and as a mortal apollo sop to earn his bread amongst men (utterance_561) afterward people wondered at at menaces ever smiling face and avareating beam (utterance_562) those before it met us sailed on argo with jason and the companions of the quest (utterance_563) thereafter admittance having love of alchestus was even more happy than he had been before (utterance_564) a radiant figure it was and had matters knew that this was apollo come to him again (utterance_565) but apollo turned to admit it a face that was without joy (utterance_566) what years of happiness have been my nopollo through your friendship for me said ned meadows (utterance_567) but still apollo stood before him with a face that was without joy (utterance_568) he spoke and his voice was not that clear and vibrating voice that he at once in speaking to admittance (utterance_569) admittance admittance he said it is for me to tell you that you may no more look on the blue sky nor walk upon the green earth (utterance_570) it is for me to tell you that the god of the underworld will have you come to mad meadows and menace know that even now the god of vandald is sending death for you (utterance_571) if one will go willingly in thy place with death thou canst still live on go at meadows (utterance_572) and then he came upon an ancient woman who sat upon stones in the courtyard grinding corn between two stones (utterance_573) there she was sitting as he had first knowed her with her eyes blurred and her knees shaking and with the dust of the courtyard and husks of the corn in her maddet hair (utterance_574) he went to her and spoke to her and he asked her to take the place of the king and go with death (utterance_575) but when she heard the name of das hoar came into the face of the ancient woman and she cried out that she would not let dusk come near her (utterance_576) edmeddis took to the man shirvelled hand and he asked him if you would not take the king's place and goeth death that was coming for him (utterance_577) then admedis winking to the palace and into the chamberer's bed was and he lay down upon the bed and he lamented that he would have to go with death that was coming for him from the god of landorolt and he lamented that none of the wretched ones round palace would take his place (utterance_578) one should go in your place for you are the king and have many great affairs to attend you (utterance_579) now the footsteps seemed to stop (utterance_580) it was not so terrible for him as before (utterance_581) and the words he had spoken he would have taken back the words that had brought her consent to go with death in his place (utterance_582) doth would soon be here for her (utterance_583) no not here for he would not have death come into the palace (utterance_584) he lifted our customs from the bed and he carried her from the palace (utterance_585) no more speech came from her (utterance_586) and as for admeters he went within the chamber and knelt beside the bed on which alchelches sat lain and thought of his terrible loss (utterance_587) to what god is that sacrifice do (utterance_588) and then rackleas felt that another labor was before him (utterance_589) i have dragged up from laundorald he thought the hounds i guards loaves whom death brings down into the realm of the god of the undoorled (utterance_590) why should i not strive with death (utterance_591) and one a noble thing it would be to bring back this faithful woman to her house and to her husband (utterance_592) he left the palace of edward meadows and he went to the temple of the gods (utterance_593) you are held by me death and you will not be let go unless you promise to go forth from this sample without bringing one with you (utterance_594) and death knowing that heracles could hold him there and that the business of the god of landools would be left undone if you were held promise that you would leave the temple without bringing one with him (utterance_595) she was veiled and admedis could not see her features (utterance_596) here is a woman whom i am bringing back to her husband i want her from an enemy (utterance_597) this i cannot do said her meadows i have had pains enough (utterance_598) then that matters raised the veil of the woman he had taken across the threshold of his house (utterance_599) thus when dogmas leetis what the man really and in general wills remain still the same (utterance_600) for these are careful only for themselves for their own egoism just like the bandit from whom they are only distinguished by the absurdity of their means (utterance_601) the deeds and conduct of an individual and of a nation may be very much modified to dog was example and custom (utterance_602) with an equal degree of wickedness one man may die on the wheel and another in the bosom of his family (utterance_603) it is conceivable thy perfect state or perhaps indeed a complete and firmly believed doctrine of wars and punishments after death might prevent every crime politically much would be gained thereby morally nothing only the expression of the will in life would be restricted (utterance_604) we who here seeks the theory of virtue and have therefore also to express abstractly the nature of the knowledge which lies at its foundation will yet be unable to convey that knowledge itself in this expression (utterance_605) he sees that this distinction between himself and others which to the bad man is so great a golf only belongs to a fleeting and elusive phenomena (utterance_606) he recognizes himself his will in every being and consequently also in the suffer (utterance_607) but the latter's the necessary and inevitable symptom of that knowledge (utterance_608) the opposite of the steam of conscience the origin and significance of which is explained above is the good conscience the satisfaction which we experience after every disinterested deed (utterance_609) to good man lives in world of friendly individuals the well being of any of whom he regards us his own (utterance_610) therefore although the knowledge of the lot of mankind generally does not make its disposition a joyful and yet the permanent knowledge of his own nature in all living beings gives him a certain evenness and even serendy of disposition (utterance_611) for the interest which is extended to innumerable manifestations cannot cause such anxiety as that which is consecrated upon one (utterance_612) the accidents which concern individuals collectively equalize themselves while those which happen to the particular individual constitute good or bad fortune (utterance_613) thus though others have set up moral principles which they give out as prescriptions for virtue and laws which it was necessary to fall i as has already said cannot do this because i have no oct or lot or scribe to low eternally free will (utterance_614) further than this it cannot go for there exist no reason for preferred an individuality of another to its own (utterance_615) yet the number of other individuals whose whole happiness or life is in danger may outwather guard for one's own particular well being (utterance_616) so dieth sauches and guirdano bruno and so many a hero of the truth suffered death at the stake at the hand of the priests (utterance_617) weeping is accordingly sympathy with our ownselves or sympathy directed back on its source (utterance_618) it is therefore conditional upon the capacity for love and sympathy and also upon imagination (utterance_619) when we are moved to tears not through our own suffering but through that of another this happens as follows (utterance_620) either we vividly put ourselves in the place of the sufferer by imagination or see in his fate the lot of humanity as a whole and consequently first of all our own lot and thus in a very round vot way it is yet always about ourselves that we weep sympathy with ourselves which we feel this seems to be the principal reason of the universal and thus natural weeping in the case of death (utterance_621) for so all he certainly weeps for the fate of the dead but he also weeps when after long heavy and incurable suffering death was to this man a wish for deliverance (utterance_622) they were in the land this people said before the moon had come into the sky (utterance_623) and many of the magicians of egypt who had come with king saustrous stayed in that city of aia and they talk people spells that could stay the moon and are going and coming in arising and setting (utterance_624) mitya too his wise daughter knew the secrets talked by those who could sway the moon (utterance_625) for jason was a grandson of crathius and crefius was the brother of a thamis their grandfather (utterance_626) jason took pelleus and tolerman with him (utterance_627) as they came to the city a mist fell and jason under his comrades with the sons of fritzis went through the city without being seen (utterance_628) the mist lifted and before the heroes was the wonder of the palace in the bright light of the morning (utterance_629) on each side of the courtyard were the palace buildings in one keen adis lived with absurdis his son and an other chassiope and media lived with their hand bagions (utterance_630) and then a dove flew toward her it was been chased by hawk and meddya saw the hawk's eyes and beak (utterance_631) we pulled away from that place and thereafter we were driven by the winds back to the mouth of the fussus (utterance_632) with him there came the mightiest of the sheriff's greece (utterance_633) already he has heard of your bitter foes the sarah matti (utterance_634) he with his comrades would subdue them for you (utterance_635) it is heart was filled with wrath as he looked upon them and his eyes shone as a leopard's eyes (utterance_636) and then speaking to the king in a quiet voice jason said (utterance_637) his heart was divided as to whether he should summon his armed men and have them slain upon the spot or whether he should put them into danger by the trial he would make of them (utterance_638) it may be that you are truly of the seat of the mortals (utterance_639) and it may be that i shall give you the goldspease to bear way after i have made trial you (utterance_640) she entered softly and she stood away from her father and the four who were speaking with him (utterance_641) she had a dark face those made very strange by her crown of gold hair (utterance_642) no that on the plain of eras yonder i have two far breathing bulls with feet abreass (utterance_643) then i showed the furrows not with the seed that demeanour gives but with teeth of a dragon (utterance_644) if you can accomplish this that i accomplished in days gone by i shall submit you and give you the gold fleece (utterance_645) but if you cannot accomplish what i once accomplished you shall go from my city empty handed for it is not right that a brave man should yield up to one who cannot show himself as brave (utterance_646) then jason utterly confounded cast his eyes upon the ground (utterance_647) i will dare this contest monstrous adesities (utterance_648) as he said this he saw the eyes of mitya grow wide as was fear (utterance_649) prantis and mels went to where their mother was (utterance_650) but what can i do so small and stupid and shy as i am (utterance_651) i must find some way to give the little ones a nice christmas (utterance_652) tommo a like to have me go with him and saying while he places harp in the streets (utterance_653) yes i will try and then if i do well the little one shall have a merry christmas (utterance_654) but see that it is cold in the streets the wind bites in the snow phrases one's fingers (utterance_655) she thanked tomah and ran away to get ready for she felt sure her father would not refuse her anything (utterance_656) then she washed out little ransos frock and put it to dry because she would not be able to do it the next day (utterance_657) she longed to make the beds and dressed the children over night she was in such a hurry to have all in order but as i could not be she sat down again and tried over all the song she knew (utterance_658) when she had told her plan peter benare shook his head and thought it would never do but tessa begged so hard he consented at last that she should try it from one week and send her to bed the happiest little girl in new york (utterance_659) as soon as her father was gone tessa flew about and put everything in nice order telling the children she was going out for the day and they were to mind tom was mother who would see about the fire in the dinner for the good woman left tessa and entered into her little plans with all her heart (utterance_660) portesse's heart beat fast as she trudged away with tomah who slung his heart over his shoulder and gave her his hand (utterance_661) it was rather a dirty hand but so kind tessa clung to it and kept looking up at the friendly brown face for encouragement (utterance_662) see now have no fear give them bellah monica that is marian will make the laugh whispered tomah turning his harp (utterance_663) when a fat old frenchman nodded to her and it seemed to help her very much for she began to sing before she thought and that was the hardest part of it (utterance_664) but tommov shook his curly head and answered soberly yes i took you there first for they love music and i are of our country but up among the great houses we shall not always do well (utterance_665) but she had made half a dollar for tomah divided the money fairly and she felt rich with her share (utterance_666) her hands were covered with joglins for she had no mittens but she had put them under her shawl and shuffled merrily away in her big boots feeling so glad that the week was over and nearly three dollars safe in her pocket (utterance_667) how gave the streets where that day (utterance_668) how brisk everyone was and how bright the faces looked as people charted about with big baskets holly wreaths and young evergreens going to blossom into splendid christmas trees (utterance_669) but i can't so i feel the socks all full and be happy said tessa as she looked wistfully into the gay stores and saw the heavy baskets go by (utterance_670) who knows what may happen if we do well returned tommot nodding wisely for he had planned as well as tessa and kept chuckling over it as he charged through the mud (utterance_671) we'll try one more street and then go home there aren't so tired little one (utterance_672) at the fourth some people of them sang all their songs and gave nothing (utterance_673) tessa felt so grateful that without waiting for tommo she sang her sweetest little song all alone (utterance_674) alas mamma said rose and away she went into the dining room close by (utterance_675) as the door opened tessassawa looked to her like a fairy feast all silver mugs and flowery plates and oranges and rosy wine and tall glass pitchers and smoking dishes that smelt so deliciously she could not restrain a little sniff of satisfaction (utterance_676) ah yes i shall come with much gladness and play as never in my life before cried tomah with a flourish of the old calf that made the children laugh (utterance_677) give these to your brother said the fairy prince stuffing nuts and oranges and to test his hands (utterance_678) ah so kind so very kind i have no way to say thank you but runs i shall be for you a heavenly angel and i will sing my heart out for your tree cried chessa folding the nettons as if she would say a pair of thankfulness if she knew how (utterance_679) she got up early to see if the socks were all right and there she found the most astonishing sight (utterance_680) four socks instead of three and by the fourth pinned out quite elegantly was a little dress evidently meant for her a warm woolen dress all made and actually with bright buttons on it (utterance_681) tessa screamed and danced in her delight and of tumble all the children to scream and dance with her making a regular carnival on a small scale (utterance_682) in her long stocking she found all sorts of treasures for tomah had stuffed it full of queer things and his mother had made gingerbread into every imaginable shape from that pigs to full omnibuses (utterance_683) little ramso is accepted with delight by the kind lady in her children and tesseller in the song quite easily (utterance_684) arose from the crowd of children gathered to the festival (utterance_685) before they went home the kind mamma told tessa she should be her friend and gave her mother leakis which warmed the child's heart and seemed to set a conceal upon that promise (utterance_686) the senator took his seat in the pulpit with the minnistron one side of him and the superintendent of the sunday school on the other (utterance_687) so odd were they by the presence of a living united state senator that during three minutes not a spit ball was thrown (utterance_688) after that they began to come to themselves by degrees and presently the spell was wholly gone and they were reciting verses and pulling hair (utterance_689) the usual sunday school exercises were hurried through and then the minister got up and board the house with a speech built on the customary sunday school plan then the superintendent put in his oar then the chumped dignitaries had there say (utterance_690) and i am some popular centre of my own country where the choicest children of the land have been selected and brought together as at a fair for a prize no (utterance_691) then where am i yes where am i (utterance_692) my soul is lost in wonder at the thought (utterance_693) earth has no higher no grander position for me (utterance_694) then what is it what did my consciousness reply (utterance_695) ah think of that now i could hardly keep the tears back i was so grateful (utterance_696) they could not give him a costly education but they were good and wise and they sent him to the sunday school he loved this and they school (utterance_697) i hope you love your sunday school aye see by your faces that you do that is right (utterance_698) always love your teachers my children for they love you more than you can know now (utterance_699) and by and by the people made him governor and he said it was all owing to the sunday school (utterance_700) why the people gave him a towering illustrious position a grand imposing position (utterance_701) it was senator of the united states (utterance_702) that poor little boy that left his sunday school became that man that man stands before you (utterance_703) above all things my children be honest (utterance_704) when senator dorili departed from kataville he left three dozen boys behind him a regent campaign of life whose subjective point was the united states senate (utterance_705) never mind polly said jasper there's all neck summer and after i went to and dressed in and all our hard work over music one it be fine notes had john round again and his eyes glistened (utterance_706) and you'll go on john and painting till you get to be a great artistry on polly enthusiastically and then we'll see something you've done in the louve maybe the louvre cried adela oh dear me polly pepper (utterance_707) tom selwyn had been very sober during all this merry chatter and now in his seat across the narrow aisle he drove his heels impatiently on the floor (utterance_708) what's up little mother asked tom in surprise at her unusual manner it's just this time (utterance_709) when the news was circulated as it was pretty soon that the party was not to be broken into it all till paris was a completed story the jubilation was such as to satisfy even tom (utterance_710) oh isn't it oats pews beans and barley grow cried polly as they watched them intently (utterance_711) and his long arm went out and picked a jack and end of an urchin who incautiously regarding such quiet travellers as not worth minding had hovered two nearer all trying to tease the girls (utterance_712) and presently a woman came and took little blue pinafore off and then the rest of the girls unclasped their hands and the ring melted away and the game was over (utterance_713) i'm glad the girls over here have fun said polly as grandpapine his party moved off isn't it nice to think they do (utterance_714) two or three days of rest at martiniac put every one in good shape and gave them all a bit of time to pick up on many little things that were behind him (utterance_715) that's my third letter polly announced jasper on the other side of the table now i'm going to begin on jewels (utterance_716) one too said polly counting why i thought i'd written three while this one is most finished asper (utterance_717) dare said tom delighted to think that no terrible result had really ensued from his words that after they were out had scared him mightily (utterance_718) i'll posture a stew poly give them here (utterance_719) then his face brightened and he said and she's right polly while polly fished up frank out of joe's little money bag that hung in her belt (utterance_720) do get the stamps please jasper and put them on and he took up her two letters and she gave the bag a little pat for joe's sake wishing it was his study black hair that her fingers could touch (utterance_721) i don't know where we are going to get nice white paper for a round robin said polly leaning her elbows on the table and her chin in her hands i know ejaculated tom whirling on his heel and dashing out (utterance_722) i want polly too said phronsie wriggling away from the pen that polly held out alluringly (utterance_723) phronsie who hadn't heard what polly said her small had been full of the responsibility of beginning the important letter and considering since it was to be done it was best to have it over with as soon as possible felt as scribbling the letters as fast as she could all of them running down hill (utterance_724) it's all right grind daddy i like it you said (utterance_725) i tell you you don't know my granddaddy he's got lots of fun in him he added (utterance_726) i won't cry any more declared phronsie wiping off the last year trailing down her nose (utterance_727) then i shall be all as well as ever said polly kissing the wet little face (utterance_728) we must put in little pictures said polly trying to make herself cheery as the work went busily on (utterance_729) polly you always do think of the best things exclaimed jasper beaming at her which made her try harder than ever to smile (utterance_730) i wouldn't feel so badly polly he managed to whisper when phronsie was absorbed with an work he'll like it probably just his father did the gingebrad boy (utterance_731) he seems to accomplish something every time he goes observed jasper dryly hello just look at him now (utterance_732) oh dear me exclaimed adela as her sister slipped now you've jogged the table again then she caught polly's eye (utterance_733) rather not much obliged tom bobbed his thanks (utterance_734) picture after picture cut from railroad guide books illustrated papers and it seemed to jasper gathered as if by magic with cunning little photographs broke up the letter and wound in and out with funny and charming detail of some of their journey (utterance_735) the rest of it is nice whispered jasper and he ventured to say that he'll like that the best of all (utterance_736) mister king thought so too and he beamed at phronsie so you did he cried now that's fine i wish you'd write me a letter sometime (utterance_737) i don't know how to say good bye to you now he told dorothy and anne next morning (utterance_738) oh that will be splendid declared nan (utterance_739) you are quite rich now are you remarked dorothy (utterance_740) and dorothy went up and down the room like the pictures of cinderella's proud sisters (utterance_741) and we will be on hand thank you replied the joking dorothy (utterance_742) come nelly called missus mc lockleyn i am ready where's your hat (utterance_743) we might be able to manage that too nelli told him (utterance_744) my uncle is a fireman and he can take us through his engine house (utterance_745) most of them i guess answered bert (utterance_746) well we have had a good vacation and i'm willing to go to work again (utterance_747) so am i declared me in vacation was just long enough i think (utterance_748) mister bobbsey was down from the city of course to take the family home and now all hands even freddy and plassy were busy packing up (utterance_749) there were the shells to be looked after the fish nuts besides downy the duck and snooped the cat (utterance_750) and so our little friends had spent all their vacation (utterance_751) captain bull the commander of a small garrison at sabrook permitted him to land but when the governor began to read his commission oh ordered him to be silent (utterance_752) what has happened mister prince was worth asked for he could see that the man was greatly excited governor andrews has come again gasped mister prince why should that alarm us the fellow though giving to boasting is not dangerous or liable to point his threats into execution but he is grown dangerous declared mister prince the liberties of the colonier involved (utterance_753) captain watsworth became a little uneasy though he was still inclined to treat the matter lightly (utterance_754) we have severally refused to yield our charge of voluntarily for it is the guardian of our political rights (utterance_755) that as true captain wadsworth continued mister prince and to subdued our stubbornness this vistora has come to heartfrid with sixty armed men to demand the surrender of the chartering person (utterance_756) captain wazrith bounded to his feet in a rage and placing his hand on the hilt of the sword declared he shall not have it (utterance_757) the day was well my spent when he arrived and the members were engaged in a heated debate on a subject of the almost importance (utterance_758) he consented however to await the discussion but as soon as it was ended he declared that he would have the charter (utterance_759) after that captain had taken two or three turns across the room he paused and asked (utterance_760) what is the assembly doing engaged in the bay (utterance_761) and will he wait until it is ended he has promised to do so (utterance_762) mister prince fixed his amazed eyes on the captain's face and read their desperate determination captain he began (utterance_763) mister prince bowed and hastily returned to the house where the assembly was in session (utterance_764) as soon as he was gone charles steed and said (utterance_765) yes charles you will answer what do you mean uncle (utterance_766) never did debators take greater interest in a minor subject (utterance_767) what do you intend doing uncle will you fight then (utterance_768) remember the worth must be done the right at the time not too soon nor to wait (utterance_769) the sun was setting and the captain said (utterance_770) come charles let us hasten to the assembly (utterance_771) by no means but i want you to be fully impressed with the seriousness of your mission (utterance_772) take your place charles and be prepared to do your part whispered captain wolsworth (utterance_773) child's god is close to the long table used by the secretary's is possible without attracting special attention (utterance_774) the discussion went on darkness came and four lighted candles replaced on the table in two set on a shelf on the wall (utterance_775) those two candles on the wall were agreed anoints to charles until he saw a manstafe knew them (utterance_776) though the lights were extinguished through the window the faint starlit dimly illuminated the scene (utterance_777) he followed him as rapidly as he could (utterance_778) the youth was close behind him and when they were outside seized his arm (utterance_779) oh i have it here how you approach me (utterance_780) the soldiers began the crowd about the house when at a signal from captain wazworth the trained bands came on the scene and prepared to grapple with the soldiers (utterance_781) where is the charter (utterance_782) you have your soldiers at the door and we have the trained bands of connecticut ready to defend us against violence (utterance_783) who of you has the charter (utterance_784) it was the boy rising greensh governor (utterance_785) every member of the assembly shook their heads (utterance_786) we do not know him he does not living connecticut where does he live (utterance_787) little did the captain or his youthful system dream that their simple act would make the old tree historical it (utterance_788) the tree in which the document was hitting was ever afterwards noticed charter oak (utterance_789) it remained the great sparing fruit every year and tittle a little after midnight august eighteen fifty six when it was prostrated by a heavy storm of wind (utterance_790) when the order from the seigir of the chartiffs was first made known assembly of royleum sent a most loyal address to the king's saying (utterance_791) he formerly dissolved the assembly broke the seal of the colony which bore the figure of an anchor and the word hope admitted five and the inhabitants into his legislative council and assumed the function of governor but he did not take away the parchment on which the charter was written (utterance_792) from that time until the four senior of the colonies were mutual defence at the birthing out of the french in indian war the inhabitants of rode island or their share in the defence of efforts especially when the hostile savages hung along their frontiers of new york like an ill omened cloud (utterance_793) the history of that commonwealth is identified with that of all new england from the beginning of king william's war soon after to the expulsion of andrews (utterance_794) a beautiful day had grown out of the dreadful storm (utterance_795) and everybody was so happy (utterance_796) the neptine the vessel that had struck on the sandpire was now safely anchored near shore and the sailors came in and out in rowboats back and forth to land just as they wished (utterance_797) then we had to go back to work at the logs went on the captain and then one of our crew took a fever (utterance_798) that was what galina soap (utterance_799) finally we had every wall glowed on the schooner and we started off (utterance_800) we can't get on getting home last week when this last storm struck us and drove us out of our course (utterance_801) about the value asked mister bobbsey who is down from the city (utterance_802) the value repeated the captain in the side so that the strangers might not hear (utterance_803) while i am a rich man now and so as my mate mc gluckling for that wood was contracted for by the largest and riches piano firm in this country and now it is all but delivered to them and the money in our hands (utterance_804) yes indeed it would have taken us a lifetime to accumulate as much money as we have earned in the sheer (utterance_805) neevie aunt emily will take you down to the city on her shopping door suggested nan (utterance_806) he made the clerks to move all the trucks from the oz and i guessed everybody was glad the army fell down (utterance_807) the wonderful fresh air that these men lived in night and day had brightened their eyes too so that even the plainest feast and the most awkward man among them was as nimble as an athlete from his perfect exercise (utterance_808) called bert who had heard his uncle getting ready to run down to the water's edge (utterance_809) it's a schooner said mister bingham to mister mintrey and she is a very heavy cargo (utterance_810) to this cord was fastened a heavy roper cable (utterance_811) what's that board for asked bert as he saw aboard following the keyhole (utterance_812) thence the direction said how (utterance_813) they are printed in a number of languages and they tell the truth to carry the end of the key will high up to the mast and fasten it strongly there (utterance_814) oh i see said burg the line will stretch then and the breeches volui will go out on a poly (utterance_815) it was clear day now and much of the wicked storm had passed (utterance_816) what the daylight came girls and went into the beach (utterance_817) missus bobbsey missus minton neli and her mother besides dorothy and nan were all there flassy and freddy being obliged to stay home with dinah and susan (utterance_818) of course the girls asked all sorts of questions and burton how tried to answer them as best they could (utterance_819) it seemed a long tiny for any movement of the cable showed that the boy was returning (utterance_820) nearer and nearer it came until now a man's head could be seen (utterance_821) the girls and woman were too frightened to talk and nellie clung close to her mother (utterance_822) a big roller dashing in finished the work for the lifegirds and a man in the court boat bounded upon shore (utterance_823) everybody gathered around ennelley with a strange face and a stranger hope broke through the crowd to see the rescued man (utterance_824) oh it is my father she screamed falling right into the arms of the drenched man (utterance_825) but the half drowned man rubbed his eyes as if he could not believe them then the next minute he pressed his little daughter to his heart unable to speak a word (utterance_826) and his george put him out there anxiously asked the brother (utterance_827) safe and well came the welcome answer (utterance_828) i guess our prayers were heard last night (utterance_829) here come to another man exclaimed the people as this time a big man dashed on his hands (utterance_830) while i declare we didn't land on a friendly shore (utterance_831) just as mister bingham said the life saving work turned out to be a social affair for there was a great time greeting nellie's father and house uncle (utterance_832) and how on his father too put in nan (utterance_833) what a morning that was at sunset beach (utterance_834) i'm so gladly prayed said little fossy to freddy when she heard the good news (utterance_835) pray captain cause i as i was going down into his cabin it's a man never overtaken by death in this passage (utterance_836) why there's not i for a man to be sick in it replied he what a cursed lya for i am sick as a horse grows i already what a brain upside down hey day (utterance_837) six sick sick (utterance_838) sick sick sick (utterance_839) when shall we get to land (utterance_840) the wind chopped about (utterance_841) s'dess then i shall meet him full in the face (utterance_842) captain grow she for heaven's sake let us get ashore (utterance_843) was not democritous who laughed ten times more than i tan clerk of abdeera (utterance_844) nay if you don't believe me you may read the chapter for your pains (utterance_845) icy shawls of some depart not perhaps zozardina made longing too too to get the island along with his happy snobs (utterance_846) for a well dear friends i say you lettan know that the individual who regards you from the beach is your friend and historic refer and preserve (utterance_847) i went to day to see our excellent ventnoates on board the queen of the french many scores of snops was there on the deck of sert fine ship marching force in their pride and bravery (utterance_848) they will be at ostend in four hours they will anondate the continued next week they will carry into far lands the famous image of the british snope (utterance_849) i have seen snobs in pink coats and taunting boots scouring over the companion broom and have heard as their roads and their valners slang in the galleries of the fattican and under the shadowy arches of the colossium (utterance_850) my lady marginous comes on board looks round with sad happy air of mingled terror and impertinence which distinguishes her ladyship and rushes to her carriage for it is impossible that she should mingle was the other snobson deck (utterance_851) there she sits and will be illumined private (utterance_852) the strawberry leaves on her chariot panels are in great on her ladyship's heart (utterance_853) and de vizier bestake the pistol case into his cabin (utterance_854) look at honest mason hans detch and his lady and there little sum (utterance_855) what a noble air of blazing contentment illuminates the features of those snobs of eastern race (utterance_856) won't a toil at hounds did she say's (utterance_857) he will never spare himself any cheap enjoyment (utterance_858) i have said before i like to look at the peoples on their galleries there is so picturesquely and outrageously splendid and happy (utterance_859) younger comes captain bull speaking spant tight and trim whichevers for four or six months every year of his life who does not commit himself by luxury of rayment or insolence of demeanour but i think is as great a snob as any man on board (utterance_860) boop passes the season in london sponging for dinners and sleeping in a garret near his club (utterance_861) see he is up to old carbass already i told you he would (utterance_862) that broad shouldered book was a great whiskers and the clean toilet kit gloves is mister fellum clansie of paul du c c he endeavours to disguise his native brogue with the richest super position of english and if he play at billiards or a cart with him did chances of the king (utterance_863) the next person is umbitarch (utterance_864) when a gross instance of snobbishness happens i should not the indignant journalists call the public attention to you said delincosy too (utterance_865) how for instance could sat wonderful kate if the earl of mangle wetter and his brother be examined the snobbish point of view (utterance_866) all really why is that a man should be recommended to us by the earl of magna versusher (utterance_867) oh you pride of all snobland (utterance_868) o ecrolling truckling self confessed lackeys and parasites (utterance_869) it was her slobbish sentiment but miss let her and to make her vanities a prey to the swindling fortune teller (utterance_870) how do your count for the prodigious benefilence exercise to us into seeing your french lady (utterance_871) the honest boarding house people were at her feet at once (utterance_872) good honour simple lord loving children of snoplant (utterance_873) finally there was a case of delight on a bo mister vernon at new york (utterance_874) the right honourable was the son of an ogreman and practised on an old lady (utterance_875) then he cast his snets over a family of father mother and daughters one of whom he proposed to marry (utterance_876) one day the trait of platt with a teapot and a basket full of cold thick chers (utterance_877) it was a right honourable which made it the hook which gorge all these greedy simple snobs (utterance_878) would they have been taken in by commoner (utterance_879) alas and alas what water man that speaks a truth can have for such a landlady (utterance_880) and yet all these instances of fond and treacherous snobbishness have occurred in the same week's paper was here he knows how many school more (utterance_881) we are three sisters who seventeen to twenty two (utterance_882) we are just the same to persons who are sir handled with any must his own without it (utterance_883) if you do i cannot help it but i am of a sanguine disposition and entertain a lingering home (utterance_884) excuse us grow but i always write had long (utterance_885) we never write and perfume to paper it ought i can't help thinking that if you knew us you would not think a snops (utterance_886) i shall have a black craye perhaps my white hat and my usual baby came i sir richly gilts knock (utterance_887) i am sorry there will be no time to get up mustaches between now and next week (utterance_888) from seventeen to twenty good gods or ages (utterance_889) dear young creatures i can see you all three (utterance_890) something ensues me as near as my own time of life but my deid i don't say to andrenties to all (utterance_891) you know no and that fritterogish demure metawan (utterance_892) peas please their silly little fluttering heart (utterance_893) you snobs dear young ladies (utterance_894) i will pull any man's nose you says so (utterance_895) there is no harm in being of a good family (utterance_896) you can't help it poor dears what's in a name (utterance_897) that very confident savis of arrogants and to be arrogant is to be a snob (utterance_898) but aren't there no cunning natures no tender hearts no soul's humble simple and truth's loving (utterance_899) ponderwell on this question sweet young ladies (utterance_900) interest however still runs on in both cases superior to keep the memory of the affair of relief till at length in some eve lower pup comes a creditor upon each and by demanding principle upon each (utterance_901) as the reader for i hate your rives has a sorrow knowledge of human nature i need not say more to satisfy him said my hero could not go on at this rate without some slight experience of these incidental mementoes (utterance_902) to speak the truth he had wontingly evolved himself in a multitude of small book debts of this damp which notwithstanding eugenius is frequented thinking that as not one of them was contracted through any malignacy but on the contrary (utterance_903) eugenius would never admit this and would often tell him that to one day a rosa who would certainly be reckoned to wish and he would often add in an accent of sorrowful apprehension to his uttermost bite (utterance_904) what inclined eugenius to his the same opinion was as follows (utterance_905) yorik followed hughinis was his eyes to the door he then closed them and another opened them all (utterance_906) alas poeuryoric (utterance_907) nevertheless in general appearance the harriet and the fox sounded very much alike the one obvious distinction being that of sides (utterance_908) if you want to hunt your harriers on foot sixteen inches is quite big enough i was too big to run with but if you are riding to them twenty inches as a useful hike or even nineteen inches (utterance_909) it is useless to lie down any hard and fast rule as to color it is so much a matter of individual taste (utterance_910) thought puppies are usually sent out to walk and may easily be procured to the captain reared until they are old enough to be entered to their work (utterance_911) he is of course finer but with the length of neck so perfect in the bigger hound little shoulders of the same patter and the typical quarters and second plaws (utterance_912) and when he is fairly on a line of course he sticks to it as the saying is like a beagle (utterance_913) it is quite possible therefore that the beagle was crossed with the welsh southern or otterhound to get more size and power as there certainly was a well rough coated beagle of good eighteen inches and an almost identical contemporary that was called the essex beagle (utterance_914) that a great many of the true ore were bred became very manifest as soon as the harior and degle association was formed and more particularly when a section of the peterborough hound show was reserved for them (utterance_915) then i seemed to spring from every part of the country (utterance_916) one hears now of the chastan the house had place very noted indeed the haltan the lee park the sturbitan the trinity foot the wood dale missus turners (utterance_917) eyes brown dark casel or hazel not deep set nor baldi and with a mild expression (utterance_918) eerts long set on low fine in texture and hanging in a graceful fold close to the cheek (utterance_919) neck moderately long slightly arched the throat showing some dugwat (utterance_920) shoulders clean and slightly sloping (utterance_921) forlex quite straight well under the dog of good substance and round in the bone (utterance_922) feet round well knockled up and strongly pat it (utterance_923) coat smooth variety smooth very dance and not too fine or short (utterance_924) height not exceeding sixteen inches (utterance_925) all things which follow from the absolute nature of any attribute of god must always exist and be infinite or in other words are each harnel and infinite through this said attribute (utterance_926) proof conceive if it be possible supposing the proposition to be denied that something in some attribute of god can follow from the absolute nature of the said attribute and that at the same time it is finite and has a conditioned existence or duration for instance the idea of god expressed in the idea of god (utterance_927) in its nature infinite (utterance_928) must necessarily exist (utterance_929) we have now granted therefore thought not constituting the idea of god and accordingly the idea of god does not naturally follow from its nature in so far as it is conceived as constituting the idea of god which is against our hypothesis (utterance_930) and beyond the limits of the duration of the idea of god supposing the latter at some time not to have existed thought would perforce have existed without the idea of god which is contrary to our hypothesis for we suppose that thought being given (utterance_931) bearing mind that the same proposition may be affirmed of anything which in any attribute necessarily follows from god's absolute nature (utterance_932) corbler hence it follows that god is not only the cause of things coming into existence but also of their continuing in existence that is in schalastic phraseology god is cause of the being of things as sindy riram (utterance_933) coralary individual things are nothing but modifications of the attributes of god or modes by which the attributes of god are expressed in a fixed and definite manner (utterance_934) such a corps such a time you never did see (utterance_935) i was wishing somebody would give the conversation a start when in the annie made a break (utterance_936) this ain't no great stock country says he to the old gentleman with the king (utterance_937) no sir says the old gentleman (utterance_938) there is very little grazing here and the range is pretty much wore out (utterance_939) the young lady smiled through veil and the old lady snapped her eyes and looked sideways at the speaker (utterance_940) i'm whined out o our leans to see if i can't get a contract out of uncle sam to feed the boys once been looking them in front of mexkins so bad (utterance_941) i've read some accounts of the battle says the old gentleman there didn't give a very flattering account of the conduct of some of our troops (utterance_942) the old preacher listened to him with evident signs of displasure twisting and groaning tell me couldn't stand it no longer (utterance_943) he showed his mouth right in the middle of what he was saying and looked at the preacher while his face got his red as fire (utterance_944) swearing says the old preacher he's a terrible bad practice and there ain't no use in it no how (utterance_945) hoops but in the enemy kept shady he appeared to be cowed down (utterance_946) the old gentleman with the cane took a part in the conversation and the hoozer listened with that ever open in his head (utterance_947) he was at sodam and gamoro and seeing the place war lots wife fell ah (utterance_948) yes says the preacher he went to the very spot and was the remarkable staying of all he seen the pillar of salt what she was turned into (utterance_949) yes sir he's seen the salts standin thar to this day (utterance_950) what says the hoozer real genoine good salt (utterance_951) yes sir a pillar of salt just as it was when that wicked woman was punished for her daisal obedience (utterance_952) right out in the open air he asked (utterance_953) we had then but little of that minute and accurate knowledge of the interior of the continent which was requisite for a determination of the problem (utterance_954) several different parties were therefore organized to examine the various routes supposed to be practicable with in the northern and southern limits of the united states (utterance_955) the only discrimination made was in the more prompt and thorough equipment of the parties for the extreme northern line and this was only because that was supposed to be the most difficult of execution of all the servades (utterance_956) the inquiries were made with regard to gunpowder which subsequently led to the use of a coarser rain for artillery (utterance_957) the officers of these regiments were chosen partly by a selection from those already in service in the regular army and partly by a point of from civil life (utterance_958) under instructions from the president the least was therefore revised and modified in accordance with this new element of geographical distribution (utterance_959) after some further discussion of the question the visitors withdrew dissatisfied with the result of the interview (utterance_960) the quartermaster general on hearing of this conversation hastened to inform me that it was all a mistake and the appointi to the office had been confounded with his father who was a well known wig but that he the son was a democrat (utterance_961) i assured the general that this was altogether immaterial adding that it was a very pretty quarrel as it stood and that i had no a desire to effect a settlement of it on any inferior issue (utterance_962) the social actiotor smoking yard a victorian days and for some time later was curious (utterance_963) now missus creupe you says i feel in the smoking humor and shall probably blaze away all night (utterance_964) but to seek where you are if you please in case i want you (utterance_965) the dwarf's place however were capital it (utterance_966) but the crilpin brass were now the society (utterance_967) there was still twenty of fact the baldonis and denouncers of tobacco (utterance_968) one of the most of the distinguished was the great theoca of wellington who a balmin and smoking and was annoyed by the increase of cigar smoking a mile visitors of the army (utterance_969) the ladies had their kings sent for the balmadebalds were of the battle and they distressed that the man was smoked (utterance_970) furious fist through those or thacker is coming on it for this this smoking that it should be considered a crime (utterance_971) i believe in my heart the women are jealous of it as the upper wivel (utterance_972) i've the lay a guinea but the manu lady who has just been kind enough to wreat the above lines laystown the book after this confession of my that i must smoke her and the face o the barger rush and the passer sounds of something else (utterance_973) germany has been puffing for three square years france moaks to a men (utterance_974) sah look at his progress (utterance_975) thus the outdoor of the back was not brought into the drawing room (utterance_976) the stern olase and the bohemians who met at their cogious war about or below the thick pace of fashion and the smoking was always the feature of their gatherings (utterance_977) both queen victoria and the prince consort detested it so tabako was to bouvrey ever the poor force (utterance_978) at that very time i tell you the morning of the second of september napoleon was standing among his troops on the pocloni heal looking at the panarlas spread out before him (utterance_979) the brightness of the morning was magical (utterance_980) but the myclamacy is always ready to descend upon the vanquished (utterance_981) yet here she is lying on my feet with her go then domes and a crosses singlating in the twinklehean the sun shine (utterance_982) but i shall spare her (utterance_983) from the high south of krameli yes nearest the kremillin yes i will give them just the louse i will teach them the meaning of true civilization i will make generations of puvyars remember their conqueror with love (utterance_984) i will tell that that votation that i denount as i wore that i forged the war only against the false policy of their court that i love and respect alexander and that a massacal our accepterms of peace with the of myself and of my people (utterance_985) i do not wish to utilize the fortunes of war to humiliate an honored monarch (utterance_986) he would have to be told i'll the same so some gentlemen are this wit but gentlemen (utterance_987) a single report out of the sinking only gone foul and the troops who were a raddistrat out on different size of moscow mowban to bessayed he flew murkoluga and bargamov gates (utterance_988) he a smater domo came in a second time to say that the frenchman who had a brow the letter from the countess was very anxious to see him he only four minutes and thus some one from besothiev's we do have a cow to ask pierre to take charge of her husband's book asked she herself was slaving for the country (utterance_989) there was no way in the passage (utterance_990) the whole poolter was standing at the front door (utterance_991) from the landier where appears too there was a second the seracase links of the pack engines (utterance_992) he went down the staircase and out into the yard no one has seen him (utterance_993) when he felt that he was being looked at he behaved alike afterwards which highness had in the pussion there now to be seen he hung his head quickening his face when down the street (utterance_994) he hardly first a cap he met and told the javert to go to the patriax powds where the wigle basidive sals was (utterance_995) this was the offensive scouts ax with bathshev's nose and squanations (utterance_996) he said that the dusty writing table and the having laid the menucree before him open the mouth closed them finally pushed them away and arresting his hat on his hand sank into medication (utterance_997) meccury a lexivage came twice that evening shuffling along his slosh as far as the door and stops and the loop and gritiately at the pure (utterance_998) the officers will bow to take leave of the prince andrew apparently reluctantly relaptent will be left alone with his friend asked them to stay in half tea (utterance_999) seas were browsing and so was the tea (utterance_1000) the officer's case was surprised in a pure schutstal figure and a listen to his stock of massaco and a position of abarari one voice he had agreed in (utterance_1001) so you understand the whole position of our troops (utterance_1002) now being a military man the cantessay up and are still the fooly for they understand the general precision (utterance_1003) well then you know more than any one else be it hoard may sad prince andrew (utterance_1004) and tell me you're a pinion fact like the toweght (utterance_1005) pure look that mark him with the countysendola into rock tave smile with wish everybody voluntarily rejoiced at officer (utterance_1006) was she alight again since his serenity has been the pointed your excellency sat in marking timidly and continually turning to glass at his colonel (utterance_1007) why so ask the peer (utterance_1008) the wife was as for peter (utterance_1009) i small ask too he chose the correction of the french my galflancas as they had a large forces (utterance_1010) he ordered us to retreat and all our affers and allows us when for nothing (utterance_1011) so we asked me with barkily (utterance_1012) well rosalind was well before i knew could serve her and be a slang in the minister but as soon as she is in danger she needs one of her own king (utterance_1013) and they say he is a skillful commander rejoin the peer (utterance_1014) i don't understand what is meant by a skilful commander replied the prince andrew ironically (utterance_1015) a skilful commander replied the peer (utterance_1016) pure look and the hammer's surprise (utterance_1017) and yes they say that the horse like a game of chests he remarked (utterance_1018) the relative strength of parties of troop can never be known to any one (utterance_1019) success never depends a never will depend on position where equipment were even the members and the least of all our position but i am what then (utterance_1020) on the filling that is in me and in him a point of the toating malton and he is soldier (utterance_1021) but that o swan by those who firmly resolve to win it (utterance_1022) why they will lose the powder and austibleness (utterance_1023) we flost so light us one and we ran (utterance_1024) but to morrow we shouldn't say it (utterance_1025) but i would away there's the morrow (utterance_1026) the factish that of those men with whom you have freed their love the position now only to now help matters but a hinder (utterance_1027) vast the truth the real truth said to malchin (utterance_1028) is now the day for that they say (utterance_1029) oh were silent the officers were stills (utterance_1030) yes yes answered the prince andrew absently (utterance_1031) the flesh has destroyed my home and are only worth destroyed massacre they have outraged and our outraged and our outrages every moment there are my enemies (utterance_1032) in my ophinea there are o criminals (utterance_1033) and so things to malchy and the whole army (utterance_1034) since they are my foes they cannot be my friends wherever they may have been sad at acusant (utterance_1035) yes yes mothered pierre loki with shining eyes at the prince andrew (utterance_1036) the tugged to us of ruse of war of chivery our flocks of truths of mercy to the unfortunate and so long it's our rubbish (utterance_1037) the plunder of their people's houses issue false claver money and a worst i found they kill my children and my father and they talk of ruseau for and magnimity to folks (utterance_1038) take no freesoners by the cue and bikil (utterance_1039) prince andrew who have felt it was all the same to him whether when nab massaco was taken as mallescov was suddenly checked the his speech by a inspected crambius throat (utterance_1040) he paced up and down a few times in silence but his eyes glittered feverishly and the hissed leaves quivered assid began speaking (utterance_1041) and the wind there was a roar like this one it would be a roar (utterance_1042) what is needed for success in warfare (utterance_1043) on in spite of all this it is the highest class respected by every one (utterance_1044) hodaska the babe look of them and hear them (utterance_1045) i see that i have began to understand too much (utterance_1046) and it doesn't do for men to taste out the tree of nause of good and evil ah well it is now for love he added (utterance_1047) however you are sleepy and this time for me to sleep (utterance_1048) go back to gorgey said the prince andrew suddenly (utterance_1049) go go before battle one must have one silly part repeated friss angel (utterance_1050) no he does not want it pure concurruded (utterance_1051) and i know that this is our last meeting (utterance_1052) one picture succeeded another in his imagination (utterance_1053) and one of them he dwelt long and cheerfully (utterance_1054) his characters get drunk or go mad with jealousy or full in a collective fits or rave hysterically (utterance_1055) if dauster ski had had less vision he would have been stringburg (utterance_1056) like them he is an everlasting torture (utterance_1057) certainly the last of cruelty the last destruction of the destruction's sake is the most conspicuous of the deadly sins in dosteirsky's men and women (utterance_1058) he may not be a cruel also (utterance_1059) but they are never in balance they are always in demoniacal conflict (utterance_1060) even the lost is never haughtily of a the lust of a more or less sane man (utterance_1061) daustersky could not have described the scene of neclidov in resurrection (utterance_1062) this is a madhouse cried so one in the idius (utterance_1063) one result of this is a morteproprosity of action (utterance_1064) even the talk is of actions more than of ideas (utterance_1065) he saw his violent deeds not with the hand but with a suck (utterance_1066) but one had noticed during this last two days that the other was wearing a silver watch on a yellow big chain which he seems not to have seen on him before (utterance_1067) he took enough and when his friend had turned away he approached him cautiously from behind took aim turned his eyes heavenwards crossed himself and fraying silently god forgive me for christ's sake (utterance_1068) you never paints every man he always projects dustievsky or are not married thus to evsky (utterance_1069) that is why a crime in punishment belongs to a lower range of fiction than any coronet or fathers and sons (utterance_1070) we sympathized indeed with the fears the barvado the despair that succeeded the crime (utterance_1071) he is a grotesque made alive by sheer imaginative intensity and passion (utterance_1072) one does not grudge in art as an abnormal character or two (utterance_1073) he invents vicious greatest as dickens advance comic greatest (utterance_1074) was very fond of hanging cats and bearing them with great ceremony (utterance_1075) as for the keremis of themselves he betrays the old father in the oldest of his sons hating each other in fighting like brutal maniacs (utterance_1076) serve him right shouted to meet you breathlessly (utterance_1077) if i haven't killed him i'll come again and kill him (utterance_1078) he is easy to see where dastyevsky has become a popular author (utterance_1079) no melodramatist ever poured out incident upon a stage from such a horn of plenty (utterance_1080) gustayaski is always ready to show them all in at once (utterance_1081) on two opposite pages of the idiot one finds the following characters brought in by name general a parchin prince s adelaida ivanovna liservetta provlovir ridonski princess beaudawski agonia prince muski a kovnahovna (utterance_1082) but the secret of dustier skizh appeal is something more than the multitude in thrill of his incidents and characters (utterance_1083) mister murray boldly faces the difficulty and attempts of definition (utterance_1084) to him thus theresky's work is the record of a great mind seeking for a way of life it is more than a record of a struggle it is to struggle itself (utterance_1085) and those voices take shape in certain unfregetable fragments of dialogue that have been spoken by one spirit to another in some ugly mean tavern certain surrounding darkness (utterance_1086) ultimately they are the creations not of a man who desired to be but of a spirit which sought to know (utterance_1087) because they are possessed they are no longer men and women (utterance_1088) this is all in a measured truth (utterance_1089) to save this is not to deny the spiritual content of dostheus his work the anguish of the imprisoned souls at battles with doubt and denial and despair (utterance_1090) there is in dostheriersky a suggestion of caliban trying to discover some better gord than to tables (utterance_1091) the ultimate attitude of dastevsky is as christian as the apostle peters lord abilaid hope thou might unbelief (utterance_1092) and beyond the dark night of suffering and dissipating the night thus the earth can still sees the light of christian compassion (utterance_1093) or even by the compassion of others but prince michigan in the it is (utterance_1094) his work lack his face bears the mark of this terrible conflict (utterance_1095) the novels of the perfect image of the man (utterance_1096) as to the man himself the vicomte de valge described him as he saw him in the last years of his life (utterance_1097) when he became excited on a certain point one could have sworn that one had seen him before seated our adventure in a police court awaiting trial or among baggabons he passed their time begging before the prison doors (utterance_1098) at all other times he carried that look of sad and gentle meekness seen on the images of old savonic saints (utterance_1099) thus support you to the man one sees behind osthersky's nose the portrait one might almost have inferred from the nobles (utterance_1100) it is a figure that at once fascinates and repells (utterance_1101) he is not by temperament of sinna (utterance_1102) his music is a still small voice unevenly matched against his consciousness of midnight and storm (utterance_1103) truth to tell mister hardy is near the sufficiently articulate nor sufficiently fastidious to be a great poet (utterance_1104) he does not express life easily in beautiful words or in images (utterance_1105) thus he writes in i found her out there of one who (utterance_1106) there could not be an ugly and more presaic its adjuration than is contained in the age in the last line (utterance_1107) imprsing truths in the choice of words as well as in images (utterance_1108) take for example the use of the word domiciled in the passage in the same palm about (utterance_1109) when we are strangers sought their katering care veiled smiles bespoke their thought of what we were (utterance_1110) coatering care is in a pawling phrase (utterance_1111) is a line of good poetry (utterance_1112) you did not come and marching time drew on and wore me none yet lost the loss of your dear presence there then that i thus found lacking you'll make that higher compassion which can overbear reluctance for pure loving kindness sake grieved dye when as the hobaubar stroked it some you did not come (utterance_1113) there are hints of the grand style of liric poetry in these lines but phrases luck in your make and is the hope hour stroked its song a discourse that preyate cumbling to the levels of victoria and commonplace (utterance_1114) he has a temperament sensitive beyond that of all but a few recent writers to the pain and passion of human beings (utterance_1115) one can remember paul after paul of his with a theme that might easily have served for mister hardy too late christina the lost mistress the last ride together the statue in the breast to name a few (utterance_1116) but what a sense of triumph there is in browning's tragedies (utterance_1117) his world is a place of opulence not of poverty (utterance_1118) to have loved given for an hour is with browning to live for ever after in the inheritance of a mighty achievement (utterance_1119) to have loved for an hour is in mister hardy's imagination to have deepened the sadness even more than the beauty of one's memories (utterance_1120) for then i undistrest but hearts growing cold to me could only wait my end this rest with their equanimity (utterance_1121) but time to make me grieve part steals let's part abide and shakes this fragile frame at eves with throbbings of new tide (utterance_1122) and despair is by no means triumphant in what is perhaps the most attractive of all mister hireley's poems the oxen (utterance_1123) you pictured the mech mile creatures where they dwelt in this story pen nor did it occur to one of us there to doubt they were kneeling then (utterance_1124) the murder faith however or rather of delight in the memory of faith is not mister hardy's prevailing mood (utterance_1125) he can enter upon a wall without ironical gots as we see in the song men he march away (utterance_1126) how long he cries in a palm written some years ago (utterance_1127) when shall the sceners softer qualities wherever we dream have sway in each proud land and patriotism growing broadlacke scorn to stand one slave to realms but circle earth and seas (utterance_1128) but perhaps his characteristic attitude to war is to be found not in lines like these but in that melancholy poem the souls of the slain in which the souls of the dead soldiers return to their country in question as senior so flame as to how their friends and relatives have kept their doubted deeds in remembrance (utterance_1129) and general hellowed out her sweethearts swooned loyal as doves (utterance_1130) some fickle and fleet hearts have found the new loves (utterance_1131) and i wives quoth another resonantly don't they are our deeds (utterance_1132) mister haughty has too bitter a sense of reality to believe much in the glory of war (utterance_1133) the very world to mister haughty is the road of ancient human things in which war has come to be a hideously relevance (utterance_1134) it may be thought on the overhand that mister hardy's poems about war a no more expressive of tragic futuity than his poems about love (utterance_1135) futility and frustration are ever recurring themes in both (utterance_1136) his lovers lack his soldiers wrought in the grave defeated of their glory (utterance_1137) love was always savid both in life and in death (utterance_1138) in beyond the last lamp we had the same mournful cry over severals (utterance_1139) no shade of pinnacle or tree or tower while earth and jaws will fall on my round and within the hour still unto yours one robin never haunt our two green covertures (utterance_1140) there bring us face to face with an experienced intenser than our own (utterance_1141) nothing of tinious worth have i wrought pondered planned no one thing asking blame or praise since the pale corpse like birth of this diarnal unit bearing blanks in all its rays dullest of dull huge days (utterance_1142) in one corner of the little room kennith thorpes squattered upon a bench with an empty pine box held carelessly in his lap (utterance_1143) while yankeen worked the boy was busy with his penses but neither had spoken for it pleased a half hour (utterance_1144) then riding slowly up the heads porter rode his club was once more to sail him and he wondered if there was not some sport upon the broad earth to which he could fly for a diamond until the girls had left almost for good (utterance_1145) norah shied and he looked up to discover that he had nearly run down of pedestrian a stout little man with a bundle under his arm who held up one hand as it to arrest him (utterance_1146) where do you want to go asked the boy (utterance_1147) let us the same jane as ever he responded with a shake of his grizzled head (utterance_1148) do you know i saw a horse she performed and i'd big lad as he her again did i wish you've got money (utterance_1149) aunt jane's rich aute (utterance_1150) echoed the man quickly what you name lad (utterance_1151) don't i girls i think it (utterance_1152) another long pause then the boy suddenly turned questioning (utterance_1153) do you know aunt miss merrick sir (utterance_1154) i used to let me be both younger (utterance_1155) gannit stopped shot and the mayor stopped and the little man with a whims a good smile at the boys's punishment also stopped (utterance_1156) john meddock let me (utterance_1157) you were the pinsmit (utterance_1158) they kept track of her as she suddenly became rich and a great lady and that was a surprising thing to have to a merrick (utterance_1159) thank you lad returned the man gratefully i thought a little exercise would do me good but this three miles has seen like thirty to me (utterance_1160) i will said the man (utterance_1161) the boy turned away but in a moment hoisted again (utterance_1162) his interest in miss jane's brother john was extraordinary (utterance_1163) where is little the injured in this court lampshire so i may as well be french with the poor child (utterance_1164) ah why not (utterance_1165) but hesitated (utterance_1166) the letter asking me to visit her was the first i have ever received from her (utterance_1167) but since she asked me to visit her which i had she had softened and might wish to become friendly and so i accepted the invitation (utterance_1168) surely two girls will have a better time in this lonely old place that one could have alone (utterance_1169) oh yes she has corrected louise (utterance_1170) you mean that kishadoil yes (utterance_1171) let me make conclude she's let out of the arrangement said beth come (utterance_1172) you will fight for your own chance and five mighty hard (utterance_1173) why my dear cousin i don't want aunt jane's money (utterance_1174) my mother and i are amply provided for and i am only here to find dress for my social duties and to get acquainted with my dead father's sister that is all (utterance_1175) my father teaches music and mother's causes continually for not being able to earn enough money to keep out of bed (utterance_1176) we've never seen her scent of her money although father has tried at times to whirl enough to happen out of his difficulties (utterance_1177) are you to kiss her when she asked me to and it's that if she were all come my back (utterance_1178) for my part i am fond of every one and it delights me to fussertown in willids and assist them (utterance_1179) you see you like to catherine when it's and i don't (utterance_1180) you're trying to make me think you don't want alice with your eyes anxious to get it as i am (utterance_1181) they call me beth suddenly (utterance_1182) i couldn't give in this out of the way corner of the world you know (utterance_1183) but suppose she leaves it to you persisted bett (utterance_1184) louise seemed to manage it (utterance_1185) it's a magnificent estate said beth looking at her cousin thoughtfully (utterance_1186) now shall you be french she asked lightly (utterance_1187) for we shall i should want it all my dear (utterance_1188) such a girl said it had never been hopeful of it to have before and when her suspicions were forgotten she became fairly responsive and right and wonderfully (utterance_1189) silas she said rennienta would you think of my nieces (utterance_1190) they are fairly charming girls he answered although the other in age when few girls short of good advantage (utterance_1191) why does you not invite cannist to denountian the boy (utterance_1192) he is constantly saying this agreeable things (utterance_1193) very well said the lawyer quietly which of my niece is due prefer (utterance_1194) asked you a lady after a pause i cannot sail in so short an acquaintance he answered with gravity which do you prefer jane (utterance_1195) they are equally unsatisfactory she answered (utterance_1196) i cannot imagine ennas belonging to either sides (utterance_1197) i must see that allenes the one who defies me and refuses to answer my second netta (utterance_1198) there would be a dozen airs to fight for my money and dear old allahnheis would be sore to strangers she resumed with bitterness (utterance_1199) they are but lukewum lovers who can content themselves with a dialogue carried on at bouchare distance (utterance_1200) if there be an elissium monarch it is this (utterance_1201) his own daughter his only daughter of the best blood of southern aristocracy beautiful accomplished everything to secure him as splendid a lions holding nightly assignation with a horse hunter (utterance_1202) he could well conceive so much to her caprice since her staying at home could be no disadvantage to the cause that had prompted him to the stern council (utterance_1203) it is already known that this road passed the hassy ender of cassa del corro at some distance from the house and on the opposite side of the river (utterance_1204) on reaching the corpse he dismounted let his horse in a man go underwood hitched him by looping his bridle green around the topmost twigs of an elastic bull then detaching a long rope of twisted horsehead from the horn of his saddle and inserting his arm into its coil he dismounted out to the edge of the hazyenda (utterance_1205) before forsaking the shadow of the corpse he cast a glance toward the sky and met the moon sailing supremely over it (utterance_1206) the droll conceit which has so often used the nocturnal inaute of great cities appear to produce a like aspect upon the night patroler of the prairie and for a moment the shadow lite dattening his brow disappeared (utterance_1207) it's not likely if this are unless it be the owner of a bad conscience who can't sleep (utterance_1208) trot there's once such within those walls (utterance_1209) if he be abroad there's a good chance of his seeing me on the open ground not that i should care estralla if it were only myself to be compromised (utterance_1210) it's no use waiting upon the moon deuceca (utterance_1211) it is true he had designs upon the hussy ender but these did not contemplate either its cash fleet or jewelry if we accept the most precious jeweller contained the mistress of the mansion herself (utterance_1212) he tarried at genisho a few days and came up the gido where i then decided he was apparently without any business that would support him but he soon became acquainted with my son thomas with whom he hunted for a long time and made his home with him at my house winter came on and he continued his day (utterance_1213) the enraged husband well knowing that he should feel a blow if he waited to hear the order repeated instantly repeated and went down the river to his cattle (utterance_1214) we protected the poor mantegulk woman and gave her pictures and allan sympathized with her in her misfortunes to spring when her husband came to her acknowledged former errors and that he had abused her without a cause for mister defamation and she received him with every mark of renewal of her affection (utterance_1215) the indians was soon answered by the american officer that the wampum was cordially accepted and that the continuance of peace was arrading feverish for (utterance_1216) my son dormis went with them with islands horse and carried the good (utterance_1217) alleyne on finding that his enemies had gone came back to my house where he lived as before but of his return they were soon not to fight at niagara and neckles who married priscilla ramsey with a small party of indians came on to take him (utterance_1218) metals at length abandoned the chase went home and alien all intatters came in (utterance_1219) by running in the woods his clothing had become torn into rags so that he was in a suffering condition or was naked (utterance_1220) allen made his trousers himself and then built a raft on which he went down the river to his own place at montfaudis (utterance_1221) there and indian gave him some refreshment and a good gun with which he hastened on to little beardstown where he found his call (utterance_1222) not daring to risk himself at that place for fear of being given up he made her but a short visit and came immediately to guard all (utterance_1223) the love of liberty however added to his natural swiftness gave him sufficient strength to make his esquie to his former castle of safety (utterance_1224) his pursuers came immediately to my house where they expected to have found him secreted and under my protection (utterance_1225) still unsatified and doubting my vircity they advised my indian brother to use his influence to grow from me the secret of his concealment which they had an idea that i considered great importance not only to him but myself i persisted in my ignorance of his situation and finally lizzie left me (utterance_1226) he came to my house in the night and awoke me with a greatest caution fearing that some of his enemies might be watching to take him at a time when and in a place where it would be impossible for him to make his escape (utterance_1227) at that time islandly in a secret place in the gust a short distance above my flats in a hole that he accidentally found in the rock near the river (utterance_1228) the puffed rods held feast after feast celebrating a wars they had received for the campaign and made expeditions to all modes to visit a certain carolina hungarian who had recently opened a restaurant there with girls as witches (utterance_1229) the guards had made their whole march as if on a pleasure trip perading their cleanliness and discipline (utterance_1230) the regiments had entered and left the toad with their bands play and by the grandeags orders the men had marched all the way in step a practice on which the guards preded themselves the officers on foot and up their proper pulse (utterance_1231) boris had been coarser to have marched all the way with berg who was already in command of a company (utterance_1232) boris during the campaign had made the acquaintance of many persons who might prove useful to him and by a letter of recommendation he had brought from pierre had become acquainted with prince andrew borlkonski though whom he hoped to obtain a post on the commander in chief staff (utterance_1233) berg and boris having rested after yesterday's march were city clean and neatly dressed at a round table in the clean quarters a lotted to them plain chests (utterance_1234) well how are you going to get out of that's you remarked (utterance_1235) at that moment the door opened (utterance_1236) dear me how you have changed (utterance_1237) he was about to embrace his friends but nicholas avoided him (utterance_1238) he wanted to pinch him push him do anything but kiss him i think everybody did (utterance_1239) but notwithstanding their sparsion braced him in a quiet friendly wee and kissed him three times (utterance_1240) they had not made for nearly half a year and being at the age when young manteth of first steps and life's road each so immense changes in the other quite a new reflection of the society in which they had taken was first steps (utterance_1241) i did not expect you to do he added (utterance_1242) you know of course of his imperial highness wrote with our regiment all the time so that we had every comfort in every advantage (utterance_1243) what receptions we had in polands (utterance_1244) what dinners and balls i can't tell you (utterance_1245) oh you guard said rostov i say saffers are wine (utterance_1246) he went to his bed drew a parsim under the clean pillow and said for wine (utterance_1247) yes and i have some money in a letters to give you he added (utterance_1248) oh don't mention it count i quite understand said burg getting up and speaking in a muffled and guttural voice (utterance_1249) go across your horse they invited you added boris (utterance_1250) bert put on the keenest of coats without a spot or speck of dust stood before a looking glass and brushed a here on his temples upwards in the way affected by the emperor alexander and having insured himself from the way rostov looked at it that his coat had been noticed left the room of a pleasant smile (utterance_1251) oh dear was a beast i am muttered rostov as he read the letter why (utterance_1252) well have you seen gabriel for some white or right lace has said (utterance_1253) in the letter from his parents was enclosed a letter of recommendation to bagration which the old countess and anamicolophna's advice had obtained through an acquaintance and sent to her son asking him to take it to his destination and make use of it (utterance_1254) why if you throw not away asked boris (utterance_1255) it is some letter of reckwind dei she wanted a devil do i want it for (utterance_1256) he looked intently and inquiringly into his friend's eyes evidently trying in vain to find the answer to some question (utterance_1257) which you believe it coates i was not at all alarmed as i knew i was right (utterance_1258) i came forward bert stood up and showed how he presented himself with his hand to his cab and really it would have been difficult for a face to express greater respect and self complacency than his debt (utterance_1259) well he stormed at me as to say his stormed and stormed and stormed (utterance_1260) it was not a matter of life but rather of death as the seighis (utterance_1261) aubanians and devils and two siberia said burg with a sagacious smile (utterance_1262) still i remain silent and what do you think kate (utterance_1263) the next day it was not even mentioned in the orders of the day (utterance_1264) that's the week out said berg lighting his pipe and emitting rings of smoke (utterance_1265) yes that was faint he rostovs smiling (utterance_1266) rustle with a treassful young man and with a newer kate have told a deliberate lie (utterance_1267) he began his story meaning to tell everything just as it happened the imperceptibly involuntarily and inevitably he elapsed into falsehood (utterance_1268) prince andrew who liked a help young man was flattered by being asked for his assistance and being well disposed towards boris who had managed to please him the day before he wished to do what young man wanted (utterance_1269) his spite of prince andrew's disagreeable ironical tone is spite of the contempt with which rostov from his fighting army point of view regarded all these little adjutants on the staff of whom the new comer was evidently one rostov fell confused blushed and became silent (utterance_1270) boris inquired what news there may be on the snuff and what without indiscretion one may ask about our plans (utterance_1271) we shall probably advance replied bolkoski evidently reluctant to see more in the presence of a stranger (utterance_1272) barked at the opportunity to ask with great politeness whether as was rumors the alloyance of forage money to captains of companies who had be doubled (utterance_1273) i was there said rostov angrily as if intending to insult the aide de camp (utterance_1274) with a slightly contemptuous smile he said yes that i many stories now told them at that affair (utterance_1275) but our stories of the stories of men who have been under the enemy's fire (utterance_1276) our stories have some weight not like the stories of those fellows on the staff who get rewards without doing anything (utterance_1277) however he added rising you know my name and where to find me i don't forget that i do not regard either myself or you as having been at all insulted and as a man older than you my advice is to let the matter drop (utterance_1278) exclaimed prince andrew and was about to them both he went out (utterance_1279) and he was still more angry at having omitted to see it (utterance_1280) he ordered his horse at once and coldly taking leave of barris rode home (utterance_1281) should he go to head quarters next day and challenge that a fated adjutant or really let the matter drop was the question that worried him all the way (utterance_1282) it was long since the rostovs had news of nicholas (utterance_1283) not till midwinter was the coat at last handed a letter addressed in his son's handwriting (utterance_1284) on receiving it he ran on tiptoe to his study and alarm and haste trying to escape notice close the door and began to redeletter (utterance_1285) each time of these hints began to meet the comtesse inches as she glanced uneasily at the count and at anna mikolovna the latter very adroidly turned the conversation to insignificant matters (utterance_1286) but for god's see be careful you know her at me affect your mamma (utterance_1287) no are my true word of honor said natasha crossing herself i won't tell any one (utterance_1288) and she ran off at once to sonya (utterance_1289) she rushed assonia hugged her and began to cry (utterance_1290) it's true that all you women are crying baby she remarked petya pacing a room with large resolute straits (utterance_1291) you are all blubberries and understand nothing (utterance_1292) natasha smiled through her tears (utterance_1293) what nasty brits they are (utterance_1294) hold your tongue peter what a goose you are (utterance_1295) sonya smiles do i remember nicholas (utterance_1296) i remember nikolinka too i remember him well she said (utterance_1297) no she shut her eyes (utterance_1298) she felt that sonya was speaking the truth that there were such love as sonya was speaking of (utterance_1299) she believed it could be but did not understand it (utterance_1300) shall you write to him she asked (utterance_1301) now that he was already an officer and a winded hero would it be right to remind him of herself and as it might seem of the obligations to her he had taken on himself (utterance_1302) i don't know (utterance_1303) so you smiled no (utterance_1304) it's because she was in love with that fat one his spectacles that was her picture described his namesake the new cobazukov and now she's a love with i singer he met natasha's italian seeing master that's why she's ashamed (utterance_1305) pity you're stupid said natasha (utterance_1306) the countess had been prepared by animicalovna's heads at dinner (utterance_1307) on retiring to her own room she sat in an armchier her eyes fixed on a minute's a portrait of her son on the lid of a snuff box while the tears kept coming into her eyes (utterance_1308) the coats put his ear to the keyhole and listened (utterance_1309) at first he heard a sign of indifferent voices then anemicolovna's voice alone in a long speech then a cry then silence then both voices together with glad insinations and then fruit steps (utterance_1310) animikolovna opened the door (utterance_1311) when she heard this sonya blushed so that tears came into her eyes and unable to bear the looks turned upon her ran away into the dancing hole whirled round it at full speed with her dress puffed out like a balloon and flushed and smiling plumped down on the floor (utterance_1312) the contest was crying (utterance_1313) from all he says one should be glad and not cry (utterance_1314) how charmingly he describes said she reading the description part of the letter and what a soul (utterance_1315) i always said when he was only so high i always said (utterance_1316) i have been told that mister van brandt is in prison for debt i said (utterance_1317) and i saw for myself last night that he had left you helpless (utterance_1318) he left me the little money he had with him when he was arrested she rejoined sadly (utterance_1319) his cruel creditors are more to blame than he is for the poverty that has fallen on us (utterance_1320) even this negative defence of that bratt stung me to the quick i ought to have spoken more guardedly of him i said bitterly (utterance_1321) i ought to have remembered that a woman can forgave almost any wrong than a man can inflict on her when he is the man whom she loves (utterance_1322) she put her hand on my mouth and stopped me before i could say any more (utterance_1323) how can you speak so cruelly to me she asked (utterance_1324) you know to my shame i confessed it to you the last time we met you know that my heart and secret is all yours (utterance_1325) what wrong are you talking of (utterance_1326) is it the wrong i suffered when van brandt married me with a wife living at the time and living still (utterance_1327) do you think i can ever forget the great misfortune of my life the misfortune that has made me unworthy of you (utterance_1328) it is no fault of mine god knows but it is not the less true that i am not married and that the little darling who is playing out there with her doll as my child (utterance_1329) and you talk of my being your wife knowing that the child accepts me as her second father i said (utterance_1330) it would be better and happier for us both if you had as little pride as a child pride she repeated (utterance_1331) in such a position as mine (utterance_1332) a helpless woman with a mock husband and prison for debt (utterance_1333) am i to marry you for my food and shelter (utterance_1334) am i to marry you because there is no lawful tie that binds me to the father of my child (utterance_1335) but as he is he is he is not forsaken me he has been forced away (utterance_1336) my only friend is it possible that you think me ungrateful enough to consent to be your wife (utterance_1337) the woman in my situation must be heartless indeed who could destroy your place in the estimation of the world and the regard of your friends (utterance_1338) the wretchedest creature that walks the streets would shrink from treating you in that way (utterance_1339) oh what are mad made of (utterance_1340) how can you how can you speak of it (utterance_1341) i yielded and spoke of it no more (utterance_1342) every word she uttered only increased my admiration of the noble creature whom i had loved and lost (utterance_1343) bitterly as i hated the man who had parted us i loved her dearly enough to be even capable of helping him for her sake hopeless invatuation (utterance_1344) i don't deny it i don't excuse it hopeless abatuation you have forgiven me i said (utterance_1345) let me deserve to be forgiven (utterance_1346) it is something to be your only friend (utterance_1347) you must have plans for the future tell me unreservedly how i can help you (utterance_1348) complete the good work that you have begun she answered gratefully help me back to half (utterance_1349) make me strong enough to submit to a doctor's estimate of my chances of living for some years yet (utterance_1350) a doctor's estimate of your chances of living i repeated what do you mean (utterance_1351) i hardly know how to tell you she said without speaking again of mister vanbrant (utterance_1352) thus speaking of him again means speaking of his debts i asked (utterance_1353) why need you have the tape (utterance_1354) you know that there is nothing i will not do to relieve your anxiety (utterance_1355) never let me tell you the plain truth (utterance_1356) there is a serious necessity for his getting out of prison (utterance_1357) yes this is his position in two words a little while since he obtained an excellent offer of employment abroad from a rich relative of his and he had made all his arrangements to accept it (utterance_1358) unhappily he returned to tell me of his good fortune and the same day he was arrested for debt (utterance_1359) the snare that had been set for her was plainly revealed in those four words (utterance_1360) in the eye of the loss she was of course a single woman she was of age she was to all intends and purposes her own mistress (utterance_1361) what was there to prevent her from insuring her life if she pleased and from so disposing of the insurance as to give them brought a direct interest in her death (utterance_1362) thinks to the happy accident of my position the one certain way of protecting her lay easily within my reach (utterance_1363) i could offer to lend the scoundrel the money that he wanted an hour's notice and he was in man to accept my proposal quite as easily as i could make it (utterance_1364) you are quite mistaken i replied (utterance_1365) i am only doubting whether your plan for relieving mister van brant of his embarrassments is quite so simple as you suppose (utterance_1366) are you aware of the delays that are likely to take place before it will be possible to borrow money on your policy of insurance (utterance_1367) i know nothing about it she said sadly (utterance_1368) will you let me ask the advice of my lawyers (utterance_1369) they are trustworthy and experienced men and i am sure they can be of use to you (utterance_1370) cautiously as i had expressed myself her delicacy took the alarm (utterance_1371) promise that you won't ask me to borrow money of you for mister van brant she rejoined and i will accept your help gratefully (utterance_1372) i could honestly promise that (utterance_1373) my one chance of saving her lay and keeping from her knowledge of the course that i had now determined to pursue (utterance_1374) i rose to go while my resolution still sustained me (utterance_1375) kiss me she whispered before you go (utterance_1376) it is only your goodness that overpowers me (utterance_1377) it's a sad thing for a body to lack brains wheret she wants to be a teacher isn't it (utterance_1378) when a lopi has studied so hard all winter and she hasn't gone anywhere so the other sister wistfully (utterance_1379) doris dreamed of credit rests all that night and thought about them all the next day (utterance_1380) so it must be confessed did pennilope so she would not have admired it for the world (utterance_1381) she knew that pennonope had started out to say a new dress (utterance_1382) doris hander i believe it's an old quilt (utterance_1383) listen penelope my dear doris (utterance_1384) love to penniloch and yourself (utterance_1385) your affectionate aunt at the lahant (utterance_1386) i don't see it's beauty said pennon loppi with a great (utterance_1387) it may have been pretty once but it is all fided now (utterance_1388) tell me dorry does it are you a lack of proper respect for my ancestors that i can't feel very enthusiastic over this harloo especially when grandmother hunter died years before i was born (utterance_1389) it was very kind of aunt adela to send it said doris duty for it (utterance_1390) why the wrong side is ever so much prettier than the right exclaimed pennilope (utterance_1391) what lovely old tie me stuff i knock a bit fatted (utterance_1392) i declare it is as good as new (utterance_1393) well let us go and have cheeks said pennilope i decidedly hungry (utterance_1394) besides i see the poverty barkilp coming (utterance_1395) it is something to pass his ann herloon after all (utterance_1396) bennilope was surprised as much as the tender sisterly heart could wish it where doris flashed out up on her tomb frankly and the party with the black skirt nicely pressed and rehunk and the prettiest waste imaginable of waste that was a positive creation of that (utterance_1397) so when an aupi went to blanche party and her dress was the admiration of every girl that (utterance_1398) when a lop is told her altogether shunny (utterance_1399) she looks as if she had just stepped out of the frame of some lovely old picture she said to herself (utterance_1400) my aunt adela give me give us the material she stammered (utterance_1401) i naved after her missus fairwatter suddenly put her arm about panelope and drew the young girl to her her lovely old face aglow with delight and tenderness (utterance_1402) then you are my grand niece she said (utterance_1403) when i saw your dress i felt sure you were related to her i should recognize that rosebud seal if i came across it in tibat (utterance_1404) when a loppi was four years older than i was but we were devoted to each other (utterance_1405) soon after this our mother died and our house called was broken up (utterance_1406) my dear i am a very lonely old woman which now party belonging to me (utterance_1407) now she patted missus fairworther's soft old hand affectionately (utterance_1408) nor isn't pennonopee found their leaves and plants changed in the twinkling of an eye (utterance_1409) where missus ferwittle had gone doris and pennonope looked at each other (utterance_1410) as she sleeped into her blue print afternoon dress her aunt called to her from below (utterance_1411) aunt jane was standing at the foot of the stairs with a lamp in one hand and the year old baby clanging to the other (utterance_1412) she was a big shapeless woman with a round good natured face cheerful and vulgar as a sunflower was owned jane at all times and occasions (utterance_1413) i want to run over and see how missus biggs beg is this evening city and you must take care of the baby till i get back (utterance_1414) she made downstairs for the baby (utterance_1415) all her days were alike as far as heart work and dullness went but she accepted them cheerfully and uncomplainingly (utterance_1416) but she did resent having to look after the baby when she wanted to write her letter (utterance_1417) the room was more a mere box about the kitchen which suddenly showed with two small cousins (utterance_1418) her bed and the cot where the little girl slapped filled up almost all the available space (utterance_1419) just at that particular angle one eye appeared to be as large as an orange while the other was the size of a pea and the mouths exact from ear to ear (utterance_1420) sydney hated that mirrors very likely as she could hate anything (utterance_1421) their mother had died to day after and sydney their up and had come into the hands of good aunt jane with those books for her story since nothing else was left after the expenses of the double funeral had been faint (utterance_1422) presently she began to write with a flush of real excitement on her face (utterance_1423) only one answer came to ellen douglas and that was forwarded to her pipe the long suffering a detter of the mapple leaf (utterance_1424) he wrote that although his age departed him from membership in the club he was twenty and the limit was eighteen he read the letters of the department with much interest and often had thought of answering some of the requests for question that (utterance_1425) she never had done so but ellen douglas's letter was so interesting that he had decided to write to her (utterance_1426) would she be king enough to correspond with him (utterance_1427) he was two years out from the east and had not yet forgotten to be homesick at times (utterance_1428) sydney like the letter and answer at eight (utterance_1429) she never expected to meet john lincoln nor did she wish to do so (utterance_1430) in the correspondence itself she found her pleasure (utterance_1431) john lincoln wrote breezier counts of french life and adventures on the far western plains so aiian and remote from snug hummed ram plain field life that siney always had the sensation of crossing the garf when she opened a letter from the bar and as for sydney's own letter this is the way it's read as she grulted (utterance_1432) the evergreens plainfield dear mister lincoln (utterance_1433) i love life and its bloom and brilliancy i love meeting new people i love the reepple of music the hum of laughter and conversation (utterance_1434) the manner had been talking it was all more the great novelist (utterance_1435) as it was i had contradicted him twice and he had laughed and liked it but his boats will always have a new meaning to me henceforth through the inside he himself has given me (utterance_1436) it is such meetings at these that give life it sparkle for me (utterance_1437) you will be weary of my raps of these overflower (utterance_1438) she has sympathy and understanding for my every note (utterance_1439) yours censerly simite richmore (utterance_1440) out jane came home presently and carried away her sleeping baby sydney sat her prayers went to bed and slept soundly and serenely she mailed her letter the next day and the mount lighter and answer came (utterance_1441) she may did not sleep that night but toast restlessly about of crying in her pillow (utterance_1442) the good woman shook her hat (utterance_1443) she netrowed the way of the transgressor and found that its tones burst to bone and marle (utterance_1444) you see that road out there (utterance_1445) and there was no harbour or glimpse of distant sea visible (utterance_1446) had the halter people made a mistake (utterance_1447) this is his place nobody calls it the evergreen but myself (utterance_1448) i don't understand he said pereprexetly (utterance_1449) oh sydney too out her hands in the burst of patient protest (utterance_1450) no and you never will understand i can't make you understand (utterance_1451) everything i told you about it and my life was just imagination (utterance_1452) then why did you write them he asked blankly (utterance_1453) why did you deceive me (utterance_1454) oh i didn't mean to deceive you i never thought of such a thing (utterance_1455) i just couldn't write you about my life here not because it was hard but it was so ugly and empty (utterance_1456) and when once i had begun i had to keep it up (utterance_1457) i found it so fascinating to (utterance_1458) those letters made that other life seem real to me i never expected to meet you (utterance_1459) this last four days since you letter came have been dreadful to me (utterance_1460) oh please go away and forgive me if you can (utterance_1461) it was worse than she had even thought it would be (utterance_1462) he was so handsome so melley so earnest i (utterance_1463) john lincoln up on the gate and went up to her (utterance_1464) please don't distress yourself so sydney he said unconsciously using her christian name (utterance_1465) i think i do understand (utterance_1466) i'm not such a dull fellow as you take me for (utterance_1467) after all those letters were too or rather there was fruit in them (utterance_1468) this young man was certainly good at understanding (utterance_1469) you you forgive me then she stammered (utterance_1470) but in the state venuses they will have been lord musical age (utterance_1471) on the contrary everything generated this first imperfect but in the city of innocent's children will have the begotten by generation (utterance_1472) therefore from the first they would happen in perfect in bodily size and power (utterance_1473) therefore in the state of innocence there was no need for a women to be born on the contrary nature's process in generation would happen in commonly with the manner in which it was established by god (utterance_1474) for whether in that state men would have been master over men (utterance_1475) therefore in the state of innocence men have no mastership of the animals (utterance_1476) therefore in the state of innocence before mana had displayed nothing disbade him that was naturally subject to him (utterance_1477) secondly this is proved by the order of divine providence which how is governs and purer things by the superior (utterance_1478) certainly this is proved from a property of men and other animals (utterance_1479) now whatever his part is paid is subjected is essential and universal (utterance_1480) therefore disjection of other animals to man is proved to be natural (utterance_1481) they not hivor on this kind have been accepted from the mastership of men as neither at present nor they for their reason accepted from the mastership of plot as providence has ordain all this (utterance_1482) this is signified by the fact that god led itly and most of men that he might give the names expressive of their respective natures (utterance_1483) so all animals would have a bit men of their own court as in the present day some domestic animals obey him (utterance_1484) objection one it was seen that innocent innocence man would not have had mastership over all other creatures (utterance_1485) much less therefore would he have a big man in the state of innocence (utterance_1486) therefore since it is by this reason that man is compatent to have mastership it seems fetting the state of the sense man had no meaning over plans (utterance_1487) now he may reason has the position of the master in not of a subject (utterance_1488) i answer that we must needn't admit that in a primitive state they would have been some inequality at least as regards sex because generation depends upon diversity of sex and likewise as regards age for some would have been born of others nor old sexual union have been sterile (utterance_1489) there might also have been bodily despairing (utterance_1490) in a quality might also rise on the parts of nature as above described without any defective nature (utterance_1491) objection one it will seem that immosticism's man would not have been asked over men (utterance_1492) therefore in the state of a sense men would not have been subject to man (utterance_1493) in other sense mastership is referred in a general sense to any kind of subject and in this sense even he who has the office of governing and directing free men can he call a master (utterance_1494) such a kind of mastership would have existed in the state of innocence between man and men for two reasons (utterance_1495) more than this he hath been heard to rail on you my lord who are now his judge (utterance_1496) judge though i just do would be to die on the spot stoop let us hear what thou hast to say (utterance_1497) then the judge to some of the case spoke those you save this man who has made such a stirring now at town (utterance_1498) thus while one must he fly for the truth a new man rose from his death the try of same way was christian (utterance_1499) come good help for said christian let us walk on the grass (utterance_1500) so they sat off through the field (utterance_1501) hopeful i have my fears from the first and so gave you a heap christian good friend i grieve that i have brought you out of the right path (utterance_1502) hopeful say no more no doubt it is for our good (utterance_1503) christian were you must now stand thus let us try to go back (utterance_1504) then set joined despair you have no right of foresail waking here the ground hung with you lie is mine (utterance_1505) they had not much to say as they knew that they were in thought (utterance_1506) and by this act we cure our souls as well (utterance_1507) he now went on till he came to the house at a door for which he was to night this it did two or three times (utterance_1508) christian i have come to see a good man at the house (utterance_1509) christian sir i am come from the city of destruction and en m my way to monsilian (utterance_1510) i was still by the men the stands of the gate that if i can hear you show me good things that would help me (utterance_1511) he stood as if he would play for men and a crown of gold how near his head (utterance_1512) christian what thus was mean (utterance_1513) then he took him to a large room that was full of dust for he had not been swept and interpreter told his man to sweep it (utterance_1514) christian what means these (utterance_1515) the eunax saw the maid come into later dust so he seemed making and laid low by faith in the book (utterance_1516) just as christian came up to the cross his loads lay from his back close to the mouth of the tomb where it fell in and i saw it no more (utterance_1517) as he stood those and wept low three broadwents came to him and one of them said please be to thee thou hast grace from thy scenes (utterance_1518) christian give three leaves for joy and send as he went ah what a place is this blaste crowds blessed too (utterance_1519) he went on thus do he came to a bale where his softry men who were in a sound sleep with chains on their feet (utterance_1520) christian sirs bens call you and where do you go (utterance_1521) from alice and hypocrisy we were borne in the land of laying lorry and our own are way to mount dyne for praise (utterance_1522) know you not that he that comes not in at a door the clown said to getting the same as a thief (utterance_1523) they told christian that he had known it for care on thus gore for long use had made it all and they could prove that it had been silver years (utterance_1524) yes said they no doubt of it (utterance_1525) and if we getting the road at all pray what are the ox (utterance_1526) is not our case as good as yours (utterance_1527) i saw then that they all went on do they came to the foot of the heal of difficulty where there was a spring (utterance_1528) now when christian got as far as the spring of life he drank of it and then went up too (utterance_1529) now half way up was a case made by the lord of that year that those who came by met rasphere (utterance_1530) timmer sat then zy was the hue of the men's a clown but that when they had got half way they found that they met with more and more risk so that great fear came on them and all they could do was to turn back (utterance_1531) yes said miss chest for just in front of us there lay two beats of prey now pav we knew not if they slept or not but we thought that they would follow this antiural leagues (utterance_1532) yet he thought once more if what he had heard from the man and then he founding his slope for his grow that he might read it and find some piece (utterance_1533) he felt for it but found it not (utterance_1534) so he fell down on his knees to pray that god would give him grace for this act and then when back to look for his crow (utterance_1535) oh fool that i am said to sleeping the day time so they gave way to the flesh as two used for yeze that rest which lord of the hue hath made but for the help of the soul (utterance_1536) such was the lot of the jews for they were seen they were sent back by way to bassi and i am made to try those steps with wave which i might have dropped with joy had it not been for the sleep (utterance_1537) how far when i have been on my way by this time (utterance_1538) now by this time he had come to the veil once more where for spell he said down wept but at last as he cast a step glance at the food of the bench he saw his crow which he caught it with haste and putting his cloak (utterance_1539) words are too weak to tell the joy of christian when he had got back his row (utterance_1540) he laid it up in the breast of his coat and gave thanks to god (utterance_1541) with what a last act did he now clang the hue (utterance_1542) ha thought he these beets swans you the night for their prey and if they should meet with me in the dark how should i fly on them (utterance_1543) the name of the men who kept the lodge of their house was watchful and when he saw that christian made a halt as if he would go back he came out to him and said is by strength so small (utterance_1544) fear not the two wild beasts for they are bound by change and are put here to try the faith of those that have it and to find out those that have known (utterance_1545) keeping the mischief the path and no harm shall come to thee (utterance_1546) then i saw in my dream that still he went on in grey dread of the wide beasts he heard them grow yet they did he know harm but when he had gone by then he went on with joy do he came and stood in front of the lot where he had watchful doubt (utterance_1547) christian sir what has it this man rushed here to night (utterance_1548) when watchful told her why christian had come there she said what is your name (utterance_1549) then christian bent down his head and went with him to his house (utterance_1550) iti calm good christian since our love promises to take you into rest let us talk with you for that you have seen all your way (utterance_1551) christian was a right good will and i am glad that she should ask it of me (utterance_1552) prudence and first say what is it that makes you wish to almost go to marthiren (utterance_1553) there they say is no death and there i shall dwell with such as love lord (utterance_1554) charity have you a wife and babes christian yes i have (utterance_1555) charity and why did you not bring them with you (utterance_1556) but they would now come with me nor have me leave him (utterance_1557) thus did christian talk with his friends to the room dark and then he took his rest in a large room the name of which was peace there he slept to a break of day and then he said to him (utterance_1558) and they brought out a john bone of the nest with which sentence did such way feasts and the sling and stone with which dabbot slew garliath of death (utterance_1559) what is the name of his len said the christian (utterance_1560) then they told him it was in manuous land (utterance_1561) it was a knight when sorrow may come to the brightest without causing any great sense of incongruity when with impressible persons love becomes solicitousness hope sinks to miss giving and faith to hope when the exercise of memory does not stir feelings of regret (utterance_1562) still to a close observer they are just as perceptible the difference is that their meteor of manifestation are less trite and familiar than such well known ones as the bursting of the buds or the fall of the leaf (utterance_1563) if anything could be darker than the sky it was the wall and if anything could be gloomier than the wall it was the river beneath (utterance_1564) an indescribable succession of dull blows perplexing in their regularity sent their sound with difficulty through the fluffy atmosphere (utterance_1565) not long after her form moved by the brink of the river (utterance_1566) this was all that was positively discoverable though it seemed human (utterance_1567) the shape went slowly along but without much exertion for the snow though sudden was not as yet more than two inches deep (utterance_1568) at this time some words were spoken aloud one (utterance_1569) two three (utterance_1570) four five (utterance_1571) between each utterance the little shape advanced about half a dozen yards (utterance_1572) he had the spot stopped and wyndled smaller (utterance_1573) then a morsel of snow flew across the river towards the fifth window (utterance_1574) the river would have been seen by day to be of that deep smooth sort which races middle and sides with the same gliding precision any irregularities of speed being immediately corrected by a small whirlpool (utterance_1575) the window was struck again in the same manner (utterance_1576) then a noise was heard apparently produced by the opening of the window (utterance_1577) said the blood spot in the snow tremulously (utterance_1578) i asked which was your window forgive me (utterance_1579) what i said that you might (utterance_1580) oh must i it is when shall we be married frank (utterance_1581) i have money (utterance_1582) and we gave him two parishes do he what then (utterance_1583) if i said so of course i will (utterance_1584) the fact is i forgot to ask (utterance_1585) good night frake good night (utterance_1586) he hoped nothing serious it happened to drag her out of such an untoward time (utterance_1587) but as the rain gave not the least side of sensation he observed i think we shall have to go back never (utterance_1588) why not he inquired (utterance_1589) i cannot understand how you should know me while i have no knowledge of you (utterance_1590) oh but you know me about me at least (utterance_1591) i should think so (utterance_1592) he's my father indeed (utterance_1593) but we have been tenants of savania castle on the island here this season (utterance_1594) my father's is as a comparatively humble residence hard by (utterance_1595) but he could afford a magic picker when if he chose (utterance_1596) you've had her (utterance_1597) i don't know he doesn't tell me much of his affairs (utterance_1598) my father she burst out suddenly is always killed me from my extravagance (utterance_1599) was that this evening (utterance_1600) there on the nets they sat (utterance_1601) joscelyn thought it strange that he should be thrown by fate into a position to play the son of the montaguese to this daughter of the capitales (utterance_1602) no i shall go on and get a lodging in bubbath town if ever i reach it (utterance_1603) it is so late that there will be no house open except a little place near the station where you won't care to stay (utterance_1604) the island was an island still (utterance_1605) they had not realized the force of the elements till now (utterance_1606) he seated her bodily by encircling her waist with his arm and she made no objection (utterance_1607) he pitied her and while he wanted at it admired her determination (utterance_1608) their application for admission led her to the withdrawal of a bolt and they stood within the gaslight of the passage (utterance_1609) he could see now that though she was such a fine figure quite as tall as himself she was but in the bloom of young womanhood (utterance_1610) i will tell the servant to do this and send you up some degree (utterance_1611) he felt ravenously hungry himself and set about drying his clothes as well as he could and eating at the same time (utterance_1612) by the aid of some temporary raps and some slippers from the cupboard he was contrived to make himself comfortable when the maid servant came downstairs with a damp armful of woman's rayment (utterance_1613) you are sleepy my girl said piercing (utterance_1614) he again became conscious of the change which had been initiated during the walk (utterance_1615) the well beloved was moving house had gone over to the wearer of this attire (utterance_1616) and how bad little of his carroll (utterance_1617) things arrange themselves (utterance_1618) but the countess never gave way an inch (utterance_1619) the following was the answer which she returned to the note written to her by aunt judia (utterance_1620) i shall not know how to drink wyam with them and she do a hundred things which would make them think me a beast (utterance_1621) but the girl begged for some to day (utterance_1622) it was a matter that required to be considered (utterance_1623) pride in him might be as weak as bright in them (utterance_1624) if he were put out their hands to him why should he refuse to put out his own (utterance_1625) our tailor received him courteously had he learned to like the man understanding that he had behaved with honesty and wisdom in regard to his land and respecting him as one of the workers of the day but he declared that for the lovel family as a family he did not care for them particularly (utterance_1626) there paul's assenter from me he said (utterance_1627) but by your good fortune a merit if you will allow me to say so you have travelled from the one pole very far towards the other (utterance_1628) at present i think that the sense of the country is in favour of an aristocracy of birth (utterance_1629) when you were foremost among them did you not wish to be their master (utterance_1630) it is one to which all legislative than all human efforts should and must tend (utterance_1631) when you make much water boil mister throat some that will probably boil over (utterance_1632) i quite agree with you that the silk gown should be kept for their elders and so the conversation was ended (utterance_1633) with her there was a real wish that the poles might be joined together by her future husband (utterance_1634) if you ready wish it you shall go he said (utterance_1635) and a blue one to be buried in alas me (utterance_1636) must i have a pink silk gown to walk about in early in the morning (utterance_1637) i soon as you daunt my worst is stocking sweetheart (utterance_1638) i can do that too (utterance_1639) and now i'll sit down a rider letter to my lord (utterance_1640) she draws close and satisfied (utterance_1641) he could not forget missus pineaven's eyes though he remembered nothing of her other facial details (utterance_1642) afterwards they kept apart a while in the drawing room for formsake but eventually gravitated together again and finish the evening in each other's company (utterance_1643) but this was not all (utterance_1644) but was he able (utterance_1645) it was unfair to go further without telling her even though hitherto such explicitness had not been absolutely demanded (utterance_1646) he determined to call immediately on the new incarnation (utterance_1647) she did not far from the long fashionable handsome square and he went thither with expectations of having a highly emotional time at least (utterance_1648) but somehow the very bell pull was seen cold although she had so earnestly asked him to come (utterance_1649) raising her eyes in a slightly inquiring manner from the book she was reading she leant back in her chair as if suking herself in luxurious sensations which had nothing to do with him and replied to his greeting with a few commonplace words (utterance_1650) just as they turn medeera into port in the space of a single night so this old air has been taken and doctored and twisted about him brought out as a new popular ditty indeed (utterance_1651) she thought a little and then they went on to talk about her house which had been newly painted and decorated with greenish blue satin up to the height of a person's ed an arrangement that somewhat improved her slightly faded though still pretty face and was helped by the warnings over the windows (utterance_1652) yes i have had my house some years she observed complacently and i like you better every year (utterance_1653) don't you feel lonely in it sometimes oh never (utterance_1654) what an unsevil thing to say she murmured in surprise (utterance_1655) it is rather on civil (utterance_1656) as a punishment she did not ring the bell but left him to find his way out as he could (utterance_1657) i saw him at lady chennel cliffs the other night (utterance_1658) joseph and peerston (utterance_1659) oh didn't he marry her (utterance_1660) said missus pineaphon with a start (utterance_1661) but jostin was receding from the pretty widow's house with long strides (utterance_1662) daryliarius had left the drawing room for a moment to see that all was right in the dining room and when he was shrunion there stood alone in the lamplight nicola pine even (utterance_1663) she had been the first arrival (utterance_1664) as the other guests dropped in the pair retreated into a shady corner and she talked beside him till all moved off for the eating and drinking (utterance_1665) he had not been appointed to take her across to the dining room but of the table found her exactly opposite (utterance_1666) the spring in the present case was the artistic commendation she deserved and craved (utterance_1667) the lady on dostance left wife of a lord justice of appeal was in like manner talking to her companion on the outside so that for the time he was left it to himself (utterance_1668) it came from the wife of one of his father's former workmen and was concerning her son whom she begged justly to recommend us candidates for some post in turn that you wished him to feel (utterance_1669) what is necessary to the complainest of the story at this stage it's not to recapitulate but to take up some of the loose ends of the threats woe and then and follow them through unto the clear and comprehensive picture of the vans can be seen (utterance_1670) the way of the vendor is hard (utterance_1671) he can sometimes raise capital to help him the working of his crude conceptions but in then it is frequently done that it is fresh facoved a personal surrender (utterance_1672) when the result is a chief the adventure makes it appear on the score of the economy a meteora aut of effort and then labor often awaits with crushing and tyrannical spirit smash the apparetous of forbiddice very used (utterance_1673) possibly our national optism as revuting the mansion the seeking the higher good knit some check (utterance_1674) possibly the letters would travel too fast and too far on the road of reflection if conceptive edison did not also play its salutary part and insisting that the procession of forward assaho (utterance_1675) on the contrary the conditions for its perceptions have been lightly fast (utterance_1676) yes yes the very vogue of the electric art light made harder the arrival of incandescent (utterance_1677) a number of pirates arcoyding companies were in existence and a great many local comeness having called into them under french eyes for commercial business and to exact you the regular city contracts for straight line (utterance_1678) thus in the curious manner the modern aute of a luxury lining was in a very true sense divided against hisself with in times reveries and jealousies which were none the less real because they were but temporary and occurring felt where ultimate union the force was inaftable (utterance_1679) hence twenty years after the first avasion station were established the methods they involved could be fairly credit with no less than sixty seven per cent (utterance_1680) it will be readily under these conditions the modern lining company supplies to its customers both incandescent and arglining frequently from the same dinamel electric machinery as the sores of current and that the old food asked between the ribal systems has died out (utterance_1681) in fact for some years past the residence of the national electric light association have been chosen almost exclusively from among the managers of the great allison linen comptus in the little cities (utterance_1682) the other strong opposition to the incandescent light came from the gasping of his room (utterance_1683) there also the most peter feeling was shown (utterance_1684) the gasmanager did not like arclide but he interfered only with his street service which was not his large source of income by enemies (utterance_1685) here again was given the most convincing demonstration of the truth that such an addition to the resources of mankind all was carried with it uncispaceded benefits even for his enemies (utterance_1686) this was not long no enormously the spared shown and to day in hundreds of cities the electric and gasprobbas are united under that one management which does not find it impossible to push in the friendly and progressive way the use of both illuminence (utterance_1687) the most conspicuous example this identity of the interest is given in new york itself (utterance_1688) so much for the early opposition of which they are of splendid (utterance_1689) but it may be questioned whether in oceans not equally to be dreaded with active ugo (utterance_1690) of course a gray many counts were eaten and red but why a genuine interest was aroused it was necessarily optatic (utterance_1691) we got it at a great bargain and only paid us more sum damn and the palaced in wottergage (utterance_1692) was so them for four cents that they were only about twenty with thirty thousands of them (utterance_1693) the fourth year i got it on to thirty seven cents and i made all the money out in one year that i held off previously (utterance_1694) one of the incidents which caused very great cheapening was that when we started one of the important processes had to be done by experts (utterance_1695) after feeling around for some days i got a clue how to do it (utterance_1696) a den made another machine which did the word nicely (utterance_1697) incidently he may be doubted as loisterative of the problem brought to elison that while he had the factory at harrison and importing the chinese trader when sir haymanch wanted a dynamo to be won by hand power (utterance_1698) for making the dynamos adescence of curate asked note in the preceding chapter a roach i who are son go were streets new york and this was also equipped (utterance_1699) to sick mande bird man who had wore previously with atticism unsaliphoned paragas and phonographs and was already making addism specialist in a small way in a loft of loose turstry new york was assigned a task of constructing sockkets fixedries meters fifty fuses a numberous as numberous out of owes (utterance_1700) in the early part of eighteen eighty one the edison electrile light company least a o b schalmashim asked sixty five fifth avenue close to fording street for his headquarters and showers (utterance_1701) this was one of the finest home to the city of that period and his acquisition was a premoider sign of the surrender of the famous rustic should avenue to commerce (utterance_1702) they experienced with a later gas engine was rather startly (utterance_1703) one day it was not going very well and it went up to the man in charge and got exploring a rant (utterance_1704) the next poor or five year since if i was a veritable bee hive day and night (utterance_1705) the routine was very much the same as that at the laboratory in its utter nacklet of the clock (utterance_1706) i was telling a gentleman one day that i could not keep a secret even if i locked them i had been i asked they would break it open (utterance_1707) he suggested to me that he had a friend over on eighth avenue who made a superior grate of segress and who would show them a trick (utterance_1708) he said that he would have some of them made ab with hair and oh paper and i could put them in without a word and see that result (utterance_1709) i don't know more about the matter (utterance_1710) i didn't remember anything about it (utterance_1711) i was to busy on other things to denote us (utterance_1712) speaking of those days of nights and assen says years ago one of the great violinist was rammony (utterance_1713) he would talk with me that i never asked him to bring his violin (utterance_1714) why not he came with his violin about five o'clock (utterance_1715) after that every time he came to new york he used a call as fifty five late a night with his violinsk (utterance_1716) another visitor who had used to give us a good deal of amusement and pleasure was captain shah they had a flint and fibery gate (utterance_1717) who go out among the five ladies and have a great time (utterance_1718) speaking of telllessdors i once got telling a master is at the herose in the hamplantry in the yard as he was leaving (utterance_1719) he was winter and he was all in first (utterance_1720) i hear nothing long to protect me against the coat (utterance_1721) nannigob plurysie and had a big ship to florid the forkirre (utterance_1722) he had merely enjoyed the delights of anxious anticipation and the perilous pleasure of facting avasion's experiments (utterance_1723) now active his quotation was required (utterance_1724) lindon his goat and glory (utterance_1725) they say best man are moated out of thoughts and for the most become much more the better for being a little bad (utterance_1726) standing on the broken column of the osteeper three hundred feet above praying rot hill william struck an attitude of theoretrical fashion and ottery the falling areatorical flight (utterance_1727) glorious london (utterance_1728) a sad how sad to think that the day will come when not a vastage of this wonderful mass of human energy shall remain where the cry of the wash bat and beat him shall only be heard a nature given resume her rustic splendid desolation (utterance_1729) the devil's heaven was the resort for actors authors bahinian's floors and ladies who did not retire early to their downinged couches (utterance_1730) well am i sound soon found resting deep slumbering and wafted away into a dreamless rim our tide bodies laying the faint folding arms so more for us unto the potter knocked at our door next morning as the clock of the tower struck the hour of night (utterance_1731) i first sight of the sun rising in a gift of its great expectations of fame and fortune for surely all we had was glowing exutations (utterance_1732) off expectation fowls and most of there were most a promises and off a heads were hoped with coldest and despair most fits (utterance_1733) dusis one double when six is tropically (utterance_1734) william to the great amazement of the dillar flung a guinea in the sinapat which were immediately tepped by jack while the others looked on in silent expectation (utterance_1735) the pipe replied i'll rye sir take it work for it (utterance_1736) i have sent my life upon a cast i will stand a hazard of the die (utterance_1737) i meddle followed in this footsteps and found a joking with a landlady about a cup of infant boopaps she was fondling her capacious lap (utterance_1738) if he had dropped out of the clouds william could not have been more pleased of surprise than the feeling was reciproco (utterance_1739) the preening shabbah fau was only a sure distance from the devil's taven and we were invited to visit the establishment (utterance_1740) james rabbage gazed for a moment on the manley forma willum and bleri out in his bluff manner what do you know (utterance_1741) the next day everybody in the house began to make preparations with the journey (utterance_1742) everything was done very leisurely though there was a lot of talking into speeding and the giving of contrary orders (utterance_1743) the old porter was there directing a scoating the servants of the piled the rugs and blankets and bags of food and pots and pans and dishes into the wagon (utterance_1744) there was quite a procession among that last the big wagon rumbled out through the gateway (utterance_1745) behind i came the grandmother in her duly deck a sort of a letter or easy chair sunk between two long poles (utterance_1746) besides the family there are many servants and several others walked beside the slow moving wagon (utterance_1747) the cook too are with them (utterance_1748) good bye shouted little enough miss carton wossy went by good bye (utterance_1749) they shouted greeting so the friend the potter as he passed them and also to the old fakir smeared all over with ashes who sat in a little brick hut by the bridge and pretended to make wonderful cures (utterance_1750) this is more fun they go into school said color as the oxen plotted along through clouds of dust (utterance_1751) these lovely birds are so nearly everywhere in india and in some parts are in quite wild (utterance_1752) his long matted hair hung on his shoulders and you'll see his prayers with the help of a rosy of beads which he continually pass through his hands (utterance_1753) as the waggon came up a young man who accompanied the holy man ran up and held out a baking bull seeing give o charitable people to this holy one (utterance_1754) no country in the world has so many beggars as india (utterance_1755) many of them are caught holy men because they do nothing but make pilgrimages from one secret place to another living solely on the arms that are given to them (utterance_1756) when they had eaten their lunch the young people to explore the garden near them (utterance_1757) perhaps there don't said mahala a little fearfully but if we got about dogs and they thought thicket of sugar came down by a stream (utterance_1758) perhaps you can buy some from the man there he is now blowing by the stream said collah (utterance_1759) it is thicker for water said the farmer as he took a long sluck of cane and gently guided it down to the stream (utterance_1760) the snake is another sacred animal of the hindoos and do not kill or endure when for anything (utterance_1761) as they were about to move on again they saw a great cloud of dust down the road (utterance_1762) a chindap that it was agreed in powerful regia going stay on a journey to with another regia or ruler of one of the small kingdoms or states of which marden and deo was formerly made up (utterance_1763) first there came a big elephant all decorated with silken gold and silver (utterance_1764) on the elephant's back which was the hoda which was like a big chair the canopy over it and in this sitting crosslight was the rujah a big fat fellow dressed in colored silks and jewels the great dame and sepulm in his turban (utterance_1765) behind the howdas that a servant holding a big umbrella a fine feathers over the rojas head (utterance_1766) the driver sat on the neck of the elephant and guided the big beast up a prouding him on one side or the other with an hour's sharp stick or gold (utterance_1767) as in it fine to rile down a big elephant (utterance_1768) neither us of the day the middle soak talked of nothing but the greater janna's escort (utterance_1769) our party came to a halt among many other block carts the owners of which were ready sitting around on the ground cooking the suppers a bargaining for food and a little booth (utterance_1770) these they used for plates keeping them up with their boiled rice and curry and sersh and also as puddings and sweets (utterance_1771) a supper was being eaten another party stopped at the parrol and camped not far away (utterance_1772) when the litter was put down the young boy stepped out looking very proud and haughty (utterance_1773) his servants are once spread a handsome ruggle mc gant for him to sit on i rushed about waiting on him taking good care to keep every one at a distance (utterance_1774) yes and how he orders everyone about him (utterance_1775) around a little brown's neck was a thin quarter thread which was the sign of his high cast (utterance_1776) meanwhile the hodi little brammon eat his supper when the sait turned away so no one could see him eat and then growing tired of respectful glances of the crowd around him he got into his letter again and the servants fastened the curtains tightly around him (utterance_1777) everybody slept soundly in spite of the fact that one of the servants was beating a drummers of the night which there really believed was away to keep off evil spirits (utterance_1778) oh the thieves he cried (utterance_1779) there are spattest beggars (utterance_1780) what are they guarding so carefully she a asked her brother (utterance_1781) he and cula were walking beside the wagon for a change (utterance_1782) the lattices wereized so she and her mother and aunt could enjoy the fresh air (utterance_1783) there my dolls said the little girl sadly as she patted the bundle beside her (utterance_1784) i take them with an offering to the holy river poor little woman (utterance_1785) must still sacrifice thy toys too (utterance_1786) smarter uncle as he patted her head (utterance_1787) chapter forty nine greeks is stubborn (utterance_1788) the days glided by with the stiffness and crisp these men screwing thus painful and the pony recovering fast for the clear mountain air seemed to act like a cure for wounds (utterance_1789) every day they came showed the injured animal in better condition (utterance_1790) as efforts to move no longer made chris wince and forget his own pains in those he fell at seeing the mustang suffer (utterance_1791) everyone was busy for the keeping watch regularly took up a good deal of time (utterance_1792) it's all nonsense ned cried chris for them to think of their staying on account of us who lo greggs were you listening (utterance_1793) how did your pony go this morning splendid (utterance_1794) just how to de litter on the bare leg but is better than a wise yesterday (utterance_1795) did you count her this morning counter (utterance_1796) we were at a good stream gallop and what about you (utterance_1797) oh i'm only little stiff still (utterance_1798) we shall get strong more quickly journeying over the plains or climbing in and out among the mountains (utterance_1799) he says we're to start to morrow at daybreak (utterance_1800) hurrah cried chris (utterance_1801) but we sha'n't my lad why not (utterance_1802) because of seeing indians again (utterance_1803) oh you're always seeing indians again (utterance_1804) well they showed themselves to me i don't want them said griggs strily (utterance_1805) then artful lot never bein away at all i believe (utterance_1806) we couldn't see him oh for you may disturb they had been close upon a heels directly (utterance_1807) ah you have the trap from chris said ned maliciously (utterance_1808) look here if you say out again we shall quail here that griggs (utterance_1809) oh yes i hear serve you right (utterance_1810) as he can't show us a better way you had better hold your tongue (utterance_1811) very well i can do that said ned hotterly (utterance_1812) there that's enough cried chris don't be so petty ned (utterance_1813) that's right cried griggs (utterance_1814) were pure lives have just been trying that place again (utterance_1815) and he turned the doctor likes (utterance_1816) being shot up by fellows of both an arrow sounds bad enough but there's not much rescue (utterance_1817) i don't know about that said chris anxiously (utterance_1818) don't you will i do (utterance_1819) i should be running fast and dodgy in and out among the rocks and trees (utterance_1820) but the enemy you won't be standing still continued griggs (utterance_1821) and believe there's a bitter risk for me i shall be our right (utterance_1822) but the animals will be well back in that hole said chris (utterance_1823) yes my lad but i want them to be planted for the backstill (utterance_1824) and afraid father was saying that the ponies ought to be close at hand (utterance_1825) yes that's right as it can be done but it will go hard with us all as the indians gave up the bait of the trap and turned upon those who said it (utterance_1826) well you must talk it a rude father said chris (utterance_1827) to many ratskins about as i told you (utterance_1828) there always too many redskins about cried chris impatiently (utterance_1829) i wish i could charge them boldly and send them flying over the plains (utterance_1830) never to come back again said ned sharply (utterance_1831) not quite my lads do you see that we're playing a very ticklish game (utterance_1832) just then the doctor came into the shelter with the boys having talking ring with a lodging looking shooting rather trying to shoot for he had had no success they too were talking earnestly about ways and means (utterance_1833) oh here you are greggs cried the doctor (utterance_1834) had a good turn asked gowdy yes son (utterance_1835) the indians have shifted their quarters and therein about us outcurred a position as they could contrive for our purpose (utterance_1836) we must get away from here to some good hunting ground (utterance_1837) to the indians seem to be camping or only on the moves (utterance_1838) this seemed to me to be hatching up some daughter another replied griggs (utterance_1839) then he began to walk up and down slowly evidently deep in thought (utterance_1840) there he said as made up my mind (utterance_1841) it is very evident that we may wait here at our stores are exhausted and be as far off our particular duly seek as ever (utterance_1842) the indians came wet we cannot and they seem to know it (utterance_1843) going to give up young chris's plan said phoop slowly (utterance_1844) no i'm going to put it in force out once we start to night (utterance_1845) but all the same we can be making up preparations (utterance_1846) the bears can be filled with water and every one's bottle (utterance_1847) relations can be packed in all all its the fact everything how ready for a start (utterance_1848) finally just at thus the animals could be driven into food and water and (utterance_1849) exactly replied the doctor (utterance_1850) but before any more sedgarchs i want you off to you the opportunity to go back (utterance_1851) look for said guiddh sharply (utterance_1852) not a bit of it sir i'm going to take care they don't het me (utterance_1853) i want to do a bit to carry out young chris's plan i shut up the reskin for a week or two perhaps a month while we get right away (utterance_1854) there is a horrible sergeant grapes (utterance_1855) what be as we let them get the better for us sir (utterance_1856) you mean the shutting of the enemy here to stars (utterance_1857) ejaculated cranks so sharply that the boy started so the right if they did sir (utterance_1858) what business have they do on our skulps but we shouldn't shut them up to stars (utterance_1859) they'd have weeks of work before they could get their horses up but without horses they'd be out in the week (utterance_1860) star nonsense (utterance_1861) but there i don't want to make speeches it's awel settle gentlemen (utterance_1862) will you use god to tell the lookout with coming off (utterance_1863) now every one understands that he is to be ready without showing any watchful indians doubt that there is something on the way (utterance_1864) yet so strong was the effect upon him of contemplating a large fortune that in despite of reason and desire he lived in eager expectation of the word which should make him rich (utterance_1865) a part of that impression was due to the engagement which he must now fulfill (utterance_1866) to shuffle out of this duty would make him too ignoble even in his own eyes (utterance_1867) because in whose celid days he delied with a girl who had indeed many charms step by step he had come to the necessity of sacrificing his prospects to that law attachment (utterance_1868) unable to think of work he left the house and wandered gloomily about regin's park (utterance_1869) he felt himself ill used by destiny and therefore by marian who was fate's instrument (utterance_1870) he wrote to marianne (utterance_1871) will you let me hear or come and see me (utterance_1872) i scarcely thought of beffin as likely to kill himself (utterance_1873) but why the jews did he go all the way out there (utterance_1874) i hope you would bring me some news (utterance_1875) poverty i can only suppose (utterance_1876) but i will see welpt out i hadn't come across bethon for a long time (utterance_1877) was he still so very poor (utterance_1878) asked davy compassionately (utterance_1879) i'm afraid so his book failed utterly (utterance_1880) oh if i had imagined him still in such distress surely i might have done something to help you (utterance_1881) perchance his death was imparted tributable to that hopeless love (utterance_1882) he sent me a copy of his nothing she said and i saw him once or twice after that (utterance_1883) having this subject to converse upon put the two more quickly at ease than could otherwise have been the case (utterance_1884) amy might take a foremost place among brilliant women (utterance_1885) especially now that her father is threatened with blindness (utterance_1886) is it so serious (utterance_1887) even if mister yale recovers his sight it is not at all likely that he will be able to work as before (utterance_1888) our difficulties are so grave that (utterance_1889) he paused and let his hand fail despondently (utterance_1890) i have a good deal of will you remember and what i have set my mind upon no doubt i shall some day achieve (utterance_1891) there was silence (utterance_1892) the last three years he continued have made no slight difference in my position (utterance_1893) recall where i stood when he first knew me (utterance_1894) just now i am in need of a little encouragement (utterance_1895) you don't notice any falling off in my work recently (utterance_1896) do you see my things in the current and so on generally (utterance_1897) sometimes i believe i have detected you when there was no signature (utterance_1898) her story in that girl's paper has attracted attention (utterance_1899) and i could so easily put her rest by renouncing all claim upon her (utterance_1900) i surmise that that you yourself would also be put a rest by such a decision (utterance_1901) jarnt look at me with that auronical smile he pleaded (utterance_1902) i couldn't go about declaring that i was harper and in any of it i must be content for people to judge me according to their disposition and judgments are pretty sure to be unfavorable what can i do (utterance_1903) the case is too delicate i fear for my advice (utterance_1904) well i'll go back to my scriptly (utterance_1905) again jasper held the white soft hand for a superfluous moment (utterance_1906) yet for such feelings he reproached himself and the reproach made him angry (utterance_1907) marian could not mistake the air of restless trouble on her companion's smooth countenance (utterance_1908) she had divined that there was some grave reason for this sense and the painting with which she approached was half caused by the anxious beats of her heart (utterance_1909) he began abruptly (utterance_1910) he gave her such details as he had obtained then added (utterance_1911) there are two of my companions falling in the battle (utterance_1912) i ought to think myself a lucky fellow marian what (utterance_1913) you're better fitted to fight your wife jasper (utterance_1914) more if a great bee mean (utterance_1915) you know very well i don't (utterance_1916) i have made up my mind about erapheus he went on presently (utterance_1917) this (utterance_1918) will you marry me and let us take your chance (utterance_1919) you feel yourself indispensable to your father at present (utterance_1920) i should be so afraid of the effect upon his health jasper (utterance_1921) she paused and looked up at him touchingly (utterance_1922) dear i can't feel it would be my duty to announce you because my father had become light (utterance_1923) has one thing occurred to you (utterance_1924) will he consent to receive an allowance from a person whose name is missus milvain (utterance_1925) and if he obstinately refuses what then what is before him (utterance_1926) she listened anxiously and reflected (utterance_1927) as i have said there is a very serious doubt whether your father would accept money for you when you will my wife (utterance_1928) it isn't your fault marian and well then there's only one thing to do (utterance_1929) except jasper that if father is helpless i must find means of assuring his support (utterance_1930) do you think them insurmountable (utterance_1931) that is just what i have decided is impossible marrying you shall have the plain truth (utterance_1932) i don't trust myself (utterance_1933) but shall you face the willingly (utterance_1934) put up your own brother marian (utterance_1935) what do i care for a drop of rain she exclaimed with passionate sadness when all my life is at the stake how am i to understand you (utterance_1936) every word you speak seems intended to disarp me (utterance_1937) why need you conceal it if that is the truth (utterance_1938) is that what you need by saying you distrust yourself (utterance_1939) we must see each other again marian (utterance_1940) how am i to live an hour in such uncertainty as this (utterance_1941) i do wish it (utterance_1942) her emotion had an effect on him and his voice trembled (utterance_1943) there is no natural law that a child should surrender everything for her parents (utterance_1944) you know so much more of the world than i did can't you advise me (utterance_1945) does that know why of providing for my father (utterance_1946) good god this is frightful marian i can't stand it (utterance_1947) i will be faithful to you (utterance_1948) he had made a pretense of holding his umbrella over her but marian turned away and walked to a little distance and stood beneath the shelter of a great tree her face averted from him (utterance_1949) moving to follow he saw that her fine was shaken by soundless sobbing (utterance_1950) in what can there be more selfishness (utterance_1951) but i couldn't say on word that would seem to invite such misery as this (utterance_1952) you don't love me jasper ah that's an end of everything (utterance_1953) happiness of misery come to us by fight (utterance_1954) is it in my power to make you happy (utterance_1955) but if you had said you loved me before that i should have it always to remember (utterance_1956) if i believe anything i believe that i did love you (utterance_1957) what can you say to me more than you have said now (utterance_1958) remember me as a man who disregarded priceless love such as yours to go and make himself a proud position among fools and knaves indeed that's what it's come to (utterance_1959) soon enough you would thoroughly despise me and though i should know it was merited my perverse pride would revolt against it (utterance_1960) what can be simpler than the truth (utterance_1961) it is a thing that happens every day either in a man or woman and all that all of demands is the courage to confess the truth (utterance_1962) marian will you do this will you let her engagement last for another six months but without her meeting during that time (utterance_1963) that seems to me childish (utterance_1964) the rain fell unceasingly and with it became to mingle unwartundal mist (utterance_1965) jasper delighted my remark then asked calmly (utterance_1966) are you going to the museum yes (utterance_1967) go home again for this morning marian you can't work (utterance_1968) i must and i have no time to lose (utterance_1969) good bye she gave him her hand (utterance_1970) they looked at each other for an instant then marian left the shelter of the tree opened her umbrella and walked quickly away (utterance_1971) jasper did not watch her he had the face of a man who was suffering as severe humiliation (utterance_1972) his sister said very little for she recognized genuine suffering in his times and aspect (utterance_1973) a few weeks ago he actually proposed to a woman for whom he does not pretend to have the slightest affection but who is very rich and who seemed likely to be foolish enough to marry him (utterance_1974) yesterday morning he received her final answer a refusal (utterance_1975) you will understand by surely you need no fresh proof how oscily a worthy he is of you (utterance_1976) you are the only friend i have of my own sex and i could not be it to lose you (utterance_1977) several days passed before they came a reply (utterance_1978) i must only ask that you will write to me without the least reference to these troubles tell me always about yourself i be sure that you cannot tell me too much (utterance_1979) we have succeeded in a massing two hundred ounces of silver enough i trust to erect a handsome bronze figure (utterance_1980) to be sure it seems a shame yet if i could steal the money this priest is boasting about i could live at ease for the rest of my days and so he began casting about how best he might compass his purpose (utterance_1981) but the priest far from guessing the drift of his comrade's thoughts journeyed cheerfully on till they reached the town of guana (utterance_1982) here there is an arm of the sea which is crossed in fairy boats that start as soon as some twenty or thirty passengers are gathered together and in one of these boats the two travellers embarked (utterance_1983) when the boatman and passengers heard the splash and saw the priest struggling in the water they were afraid and made every effort to save him but the wind was fair and the boat running swiftly under the belling sails so they were soon a few hundred yards off from the drowning man who sank before the boat could be turned to rescue him (utterance_1984) when he saw this the roon feigned the utmost grief in dismay and said to his fellow passengers do as praise to whom we have just lost was my cousin he was going to cuiotto to visit the shrine of his patron and as i happen to have business there as well we settled to travel together (utterance_1985) now alas by this misfortune my cousin is dead and i am left alone (utterance_1986) he spoke so feelingly and wept so freely that the passengers believes his story and pitied and tried to comfort them (utterance_1987) then the ronin said to the boatman (utterance_1988) what thank you gentlemen added he turning to the other travellers (utterance_1989) they of course were only too glad to avoid any hindrance to their onward journey and all with one voice agreed to what the run had proposed and so the matter was settled (utterance_1990) when at length they reached this shore they left the boat and every man went his way but the roanet overjoyed and his heart took the wandering priest's luggage and putting it with his own pursued his journey to kiota (utterance_1991) fortune favouring his speculations he began to amass great wealth and lived at his ease denying himself nothing and in the course of time he married a wife who bore him a child (utterance_1992) since then all was gone well with me yet had i not been poor i had never turned to sasson northeaf (utterance_1993) he would have fled into the house but the ghost stretched forth its withered arm and clutching the back of his neck scowled at him with a vindictive glare and a hideous gasliness of me so unspeakably awful that any ordinary man would have swooned with fear (utterance_1994) at length undone by such ceaseless vexation took a bay fell ill and kept muttering oh misery the wandering priest is coming to torture me (utterance_1995) now it chanced that the story reached the ears of a certain wandering priest too large in the next tree (utterance_1996) and hiding his head under the coverlet he lay quivering all over (utterance_1997) three years ago i the cuanaphere you flung me into the water and well you remember it (utterance_1998) happily continued the priest i had learned to swim and to die if a boy so i reached the shore and after wandering through many provinces succeeded in setting up a bronze figure to buddha thus fulfilling the wish of my heart (utterance_1999) on my journey homewards i took a lodging in the next street and there heard of your marvelous alement (utterance_2000) thinking i could divine its cause i came to see you and i'm glad to find i was not mistaken (utterance_2001) and would it not ill become me to bear mellis (utterance_2002) repent therefore in abandoning your evil ways (utterance_2003) to see you do so i should esteem the height of happiness (utterance_2004) be of good cheer now and look me in the face and you will see that i am really a living man and no vengeful goblin come to torment you (utterance_2005) in a fit of madness i was tempted to kill and rob you (utterance_2006) fortune befriended me ever after but the richer i grew the more keenly i felt how wicked i had been and the more i foresaw that my victim's vengeance would some day overtake me (utterance_2007) haunted by this thought i lost my nerve till one night i beheld your spirit and from that time forth fell ill (utterance_2008) but how you manage to escape in her still alive is more than i can understand (utterance_2009) a guilty man said the priest with a smile shutters at the rustling of the wind or the chattering of a stork speak a murderer's conscience praise upon his mind till he sees what is not (utterance_2010) every well ordered japanese home of the old fashioned kind has its little shrine which is the centre of the religious life of the house (utterance_2011) she it is who sets the rice and wine before the ancestral tablets who lights the little lamp each night and who sees that at each feast day and anniversary season the proper food is prepared and set out for the household gods (utterance_2012) these must be kept carefully by the mothers the safe guard against the many evils the beset child life (utterance_2013) visits to noted temples by relatives and friends often result in additions to the child's collection (utterance_2014) all these are put together by the careful mother and preserved as jealously as queen afia kept the charge stick that governed the destiny of her son (utterance_2015) as the children arrive at years of discretion these treasures pass out of the mother's faithful keeping into the hands of their actual owners and they are usually kept sport away in some little use drawer cabinet until death removes the necessity for any further safeguards over life (utterance_2016) each animal brings its own kind of good or bad luck into the hour day or year over which it provides and only a skillful balancer of prose and cons can read a right the combinations and understand what the luck of any particular hour in any particular year will be (utterance_2017) for the greater events of family life the home prophecies are felt to be too uncertain in the services of the fortune teller must be called him (utterance_2018) no well managed family would think of building a new house without finding in what direction to face the front door (utterance_2019) after this manner has been settled in the houses fairly begun there are occasional crazys in its construction upon which much depends (utterance_2020) of these the most important is the day when the roof is raised (utterance_2021) the houseowner then the sides whether the days set by the builder is a lucky one for himself and his family (utterance_2022) a present of money to each workman is also in order and will conduce to the rapid and faithful execution of the javit hand when at last the houses finished and carpenters and plasterers are ready to leave it the local firemen who have assisted all along in the building as uncelled laborers often assent to the roof and from the bridge poles for which the children in the neighborhood scrambled joyfully (utterance_2023) all come who can and those who cannot come since servants are provisions (utterance_2024) on the day after the death often in the evening the body must be placed in the cask shaped coffin that until recently was a style commonly in using japan (utterance_2025) now among the wealthier classes the long coffin has superseded the small square or round one but the smaller expense connected with the burial in the old way makes us survival of an old type a necessity for the majority of japanese (utterance_2026) at an appointed time all the relatives assembled in the death chamber and preparations are made for the bathing of the corpse (utterance_2027) there is no official ceremonial morning of parents for their children nor disgust him require them to perform any of the last rides or attend the funeral (utterance_2028) upon the younger brothers and sisters falls the duty of attending to all the last sad menacetrations (utterance_2029) when the body has been washed as is dressed in white and silk coboti whenever the family can afford it (utterance_2030) the body too be placed in the coffin must be folded into a sitting posture and the chin resting upon the knees the position of the mummys found in many aboriginal american tombs (utterance_2031) this difficult to us apparently impossible feat safely accomplished there are placed in the coffin and number of small things that the dead takes with him to the next world (utterance_2032) the single exception to this rule about metal is that small copper coins may be put in to see the old hag who guards the bank of the river of death (utterance_2033) last of all the vacant spaces in the coffin are filled in with bags of tea (utterance_2034) so long as the coffin is in the house it must be watched over continually (utterance_2035) it is their duty to see that the incense burning before the coffin is never allowed to go out while the food for the dead is renewed a regular intervals by the mourners themselves (utterance_2036) there are few enlightened japanese who will defend the present system of cruelty to the afflicted or who do not long for some change but so great as the force of conservatism in this regard so haunting the fear that any change may indicate a lack of respect for the dead that reform advances slowly (utterance_2037) individual instances occur in which some of the worst features of these customs are modified (utterance_2038) a case in point is that of the late mister fussava a man whose life was devoted to the advancement of his countrymen in modern ways and who in his death continued his teaching (utterance_2039) in his will he provided that his body was to be buried without washing in the clothing in which he died (utterance_2040) through these growing feeling and the unselfishness of maternal affection may come in time the release from these mournful ceremonies (utterance_2041) just before the procession starts a religious ceremony is held at the house which is attended by the friends of the deceased and which is substantially the same as that performed at the cemetery (utterance_2042) on the day of the burial great bunches of natural flowers are sent to the dead each bunch so large as to regard the services of one man to carry it (utterance_2043) sometimes with the gift a man is sent to take part in the possession but if the giver feels too poor to hire a man this burden too falls upon the bereaved household for etiquette requires that all flowers sent be born to the grave by uniform coolies who march in the funeral train (utterance_2044) another favour present at this time among buddhist is a cage of living birds too be born to the grave and released thereon (utterance_2045) it seems more like a bridle than a burial (utterance_2046) during this period the spirit of the deceased is supposed to be still inhabiting the house and a tablet or shrine is set up in the death chamber before which food and flowers are renewed daily (utterance_2047) of course you must be a lane answered diana (utterance_2048) of course it would be romantic conceded jane andrews but i know that i couldn't keep stone (utterance_2049) but it's so ridiculous to have a red headed elaine mourned anne (utterance_2050) and a lane was a little maid (utterance_2051) your complexion is just as far as rubies said diana earnestly and your hair is ever so much darker than it used to be before you could it (utterance_2052) it was splendid to fish for trot over the bridge and the two girls lured to row themselves about in the little flat bottomed during mister beryke had productiating (utterance_2053) it was anxiety that they dramatized a lean (utterance_2054) those days she said were so much more romantic in the present (utterance_2055) they had often gone down like this and nothing could be more convenient for playing a lane (utterance_2056) the black shall having been procured anne spread it over the flat and then lay down in the bottom with closed eyes and hands folded over her breast (utterance_2057) it spoils the effect because this is hundreds of years before missus lunde was born (utterance_2058) jane ewbrangis (utterance_2059) it's silly thrilling to be talking when she's done (utterance_2060) jane rested the occasion (utterance_2061) that behind the landing (utterance_2062) anne gave one gasping little scream which nobody ever heard she was white to the lips but she did not lose her self possession (utterance_2063) there was one chance just one (utterance_2064) under such circumstances you don't think i ought to about making a flowery prayer (utterance_2065) the flat drifted under the bridge and then promptly sank in mid stream (utterance_2066) ruby james and diana already awaiting it on the lower headland sought disappear before their very eyes and had no doubt but that anne had gone down with it (utterance_2067) the minutes passed by is seeming like an hour to the unfortunate lily maid (utterance_2068) one in somebody come where had the girls gone (utterance_2069) her imagination began to suggest all manner of girls and possibilities to her (utterance_2070) anne shirley (utterance_2071) how on earth could you get up there he exclaimed (utterance_2072) it was certainly extremely difficult to be dignified under the circumstances (utterance_2073) what has happened anne (utterance_2074) asked gilbert taking up his oars (utterance_2075) we were playing a lane explained anne frigily without even looking at her rescuer and i had to drift down to camelat in the barge i mean the fat (utterance_2076) for a moment anne hesitated (utterance_2077) her heart gave a quick queer little beet (utterance_2078) her resentment which to other and older people might be as laughable as its cause was a no wit a lady and softened by time seemingly (utterance_2079) no she said coldly i shall never be friends with you gilbert blythe and i don't want to be (utterance_2080) all right (utterance_2081) i'll never ask you to be friends again anne shirley and i don't care either (utterance_2082) of course he had insulted her terribly but still (utterance_2083) everything i do gets me or my dearest friends into escape (utterance_2084) anne's per centament proved more trustworthy than percentiments are apt to deal (utterance_2085) will you ever have any sense anne exclaimed marilla (utterance_2086) i don't say how said marilla (utterance_2087) ever since i came to green gables i've been making the stakes and each of the stake has helped to cure me of some great short coming (utterance_2088) vanity and vexation of spirit (utterance_2089) the spring was abroad in the land and marilla's sober middle aged step was lighter and swifter because of its deep primal gladness (utterance_2090) i must say with all her thoughts i never found her disabediate or untrustworthy before and i'm real sorry to find her so now (utterance_2091) perhaps you're dead in her too hastily marilla (utterance_2092) of course i knew you take her part matthew but i'm bringing her up not you (utterance_2093) demanded marilla anxiously going over to the bed (utterance_2094) anne cowered deeper into her pillows as if desires of hiding herself rather from mortal eyes no (utterance_2095) get right up this minute and tell me (utterance_2096) this minute i say there now what is it (utterance_2097) and had slid to the floor in despairing obedience (utterance_2098) yes it's green moaned anne (utterance_2099) i thought nothing could be as bad as red hair (utterance_2100) he even got an intuniate scrape for ever two months and i was sure another one was due (utterance_2101) now then what did you do to your hair (utterance_2102) and shirley didn't you know it was a wicked thing to do (utterance_2103) yes i knew it was a little wicked admitted anne (utterance_2104) i know it if he is like to have you a word dadded (utterance_2105) and missus allan says we should never suspect any one of not telling us the truth unless we have proof that they're not (utterance_2106) but i hadn't been and i believed every word he said implicitly (utterance_2107) who said are you talking about (utterance_2108) oh i didn't let him in the house (utterance_2109) in a trice i saw myself with beautiful rave and black hair and the temptation was irresistible (utterance_2110) oh marilla but a tangled webb we weeve and fresh we practice to deceive (utterance_2111) you hare must be cut off there is no other way you can't go out with a looking like that (utterance_2112) with a dismal sigh she went for the scissors (utterance_2113) but there was nothing comforting in having your hair cut off because you died a dreadful color is that (utterance_2114) i'm going to weep all the time you're cutting it off if it won't interfere (utterance_2115) it seems such a tragic thing (utterance_2116) anne wept then but later on when she went upstairs and looked in the glass she was calm with despair (utterance_2117) yes i will too (utterance_2118) i never thought i was vain about my hair of all things but now i know i was in spite of its being red because it was so long and thick and curly (utterance_2119) i expect something come we happen to my nose next (utterance_2120) anne's clip tette made a sensation in school in the following monday but to her relief nobody guessed the real reason for it not even jessie piet who however did not fail to inform anne that she looked like a perfect scarecrow (utterance_2121) it's hard to be told you look like a scarf and kicked scarecrow and i wanted to stay something back but i did it (utterance_2122) i make you feel very virtuous when you forgive people doesn't it (utterance_2123) i mean to devote all my energies to being good after this and i shall never try to be beautiful again (utterance_2124) of course it's better to be good (utterance_2125) i do really want to be good marilla thank you and missus allen amiss dasty and grubbs to be credit to you (utterance_2126) dionys says when my hair begins to grow to tie a black velvet ribban around my head at the boat one side (utterance_2127) i will call it a snude that sounds so romantic (utterance_2128) my head is better now (utterance_2129) it was terrible by this afternoon that (utterance_2130) junior avonlea found it hard to settle down to humming existence again (utterance_2131) perhaps after a while i'll get used to it but i'm afraid concert spoil people for every day life (utterance_2132) i suppose that is why marilla disapproves of them (utterance_2133) i feel just now that i may grow up to be sensible yet (utterance_2134) i to slay away and imagine the concert over and over again (utterance_2135) eventually however avonleas school slipped back into its old grove and took up its old interests (utterance_2136) none of the sloans would have any dealings with the bows because the bells had declared that the sloans had too much to do in the programme and the sloans had retorted that the bells were not capable of doing the little they had to do properly (utterance_2137) the winter week slipped by (utterance_2138) on anne's birthday they were chipping lightly down it keeping eyes and ears alert amid all the chatter for miss stacy had told them that they must soon read a composition on a winter's walk in the woods and it behoved them to be observant (utterance_2139) i can scarcely realize them in my teams (utterance_2140) it's a great comfort to think that i be able to use big words then without being laughed at (utterance_2141) ruby gillas thinks of nothing but bows said anne disdainfully (utterance_2142) she is actually delighted when anyone writes her name up and it take notice for all she pretends to be so mad (utterance_2143) i'm trying to be as much like missus allen as i possibly can for i think she's perfect (utterance_2144) if i had alice bell's crooked nose said anne decidedly i wouldn't but there (utterance_2145) i'm afraid i think too much about my nose ever since i heard that compliment about it long ago (utterance_2146) oh diana look there's a rabbit (utterance_2147) they're so white and still as if they were asleep and dreaming pretty dreams (utterance_2148) i wrote at last monday evening (utterance_2149) it's called the jealous rival or in death not divided (utterance_2150) i read it to marilla and she said it was stuff in nonsense (utterance_2151) it's a sad sweet story (utterance_2152) cordelia was a regal brunette with a coronet of midnight hair and duskly flashing eyes (utterance_2153) you know so much more than you did when you were only twelve (utterance_2154) they grew in beauty's side by side until they were sixteen (utterance_2155) i asked for he begullis if she knew anything about how men proposed because i thought she'd likely been authority on the subject having so many sisters married (utterance_2156) but she pretended to be jelly and's friend the same as ever (utterance_2157) let's you and me have a story club all around and write stories for practice (utterance_2158) you ought to call to bet your imagination you know miss deasey says so (utterance_2159) only we must take the right way (utterance_2160) this was how the story club came into existence (utterance_2161) near boys were allowed in it although ruby gillis a pin that their admission would make it more exciting and each member had to produce one story a week (utterance_2162) each girl has to read her story out loud and then we talk it over (utterance_2163) mine is rosamond montmorsory all the girls do pretty well (utterance_2164) i am sure that must have a horse in the fact (utterance_2165) the more was the great thing mister allen says so (utterance_2166) i read one of my stories to him in missus allen and they both agreed that the moral was excellent (utterance_2167) jane and ruby almost always cry when i come to the pathetic parts (utterance_2168) miss jessefin barry broke back that she had never read anything so amusing in her life (utterance_2169) i am sure missus allan was never such a silly forgetful little girl as you are (utterance_2170) i felt so encouraged when i heard that (utterance_2171) missus lyndes has she always felt shocked when she hears of any one ever having been naughty you mother how small they were (utterance_2172) now i wouldn't have felt that way (utterance_2173) pelix nuckers the generally of lady man of the whole had just brought the boys up from cedarville to its place they had journeyed from a tartar on the regular afternoon of carugalic (utterance_2174) with the rose had come threat garrison naddy colvie and several others of the old school chums (utterance_2175) oh how did he do missus strong (utterance_2176) and he had anthony the herpitor (utterance_2177) well thomas i hope you have left all your plans behind observed george stung (utterance_2178) hollowayrack (utterance_2179) of great fifteen homes and (utterance_2180) you'll let me go say you are sticking prince in my hand hold paul (utterance_2181) he moaned as tom ran off turning a vaseable tiny tax as he did so (utterance_2182) so you have come back have you (utterance_2183) observed missus green as tom stopped at the kitchen door (utterance_2184) as tom and then his face fell (utterance_2185) oh dear you always did put me down as the first boy in the school when i i do my very best an almost sobbing tom put his face off against the coat sleeve (utterance_2186) missus green was very tender hearted in spite of her somewhat free tongue and she was all sympathy immediately (utterance_2187) there there's home i don't mean to her defeatings she said soothingly (utterance_2188) ay i na'ah sobbed tom (utterance_2189) don't sit down and have a pie that's a good boy (utterance_2190) i scarcely like home he murmured presently (utterance_2191) missus green manued i they are to eat an awfully big monument away your grave (utterance_2192) what was her trouble tom and sancho (utterance_2193) and yet with it all she couldn't help but like the boy (utterance_2194) and to think the stove just began (utterance_2195) and he mobbed his bow with his foot bentella handkerchief (utterance_2196) what kind of fiorch is that master over (utterance_2197) ot's not a joke you're handsome (utterance_2198) have you got a cametter to be sure here it is (utterance_2199) sam drew a tiny box from his pocket (utterance_2200) will stand still and outhake his national (utterance_2201) though stand up straight and look happy (utterance_2202) cried sam as the count collected a rump (utterance_2203) raise your right hand to your breast this is all statesman do (utterance_2204) no greater minute and the picture will be finished (utterance_2205) now this is a new patented fosses (utterance_2206) sam drew a square of the tent from the box (utterance_2207) i don't see any future grows snubbers looking at a square blankly (utterance_2208) as the little fresh yet (utterance_2209) the boys gathered around set up a shove (utterance_2210) sam rover i'll get square see if i don't (utterance_2211) demanded sam innocently as a lady of good picture (utterance_2212) so me asked sonya don quixote (utterance_2213) a donkey o pelig i did nothing of the fine (utterance_2214) it's a donkey's head i say (utterance_2215) and i said to our picture (utterance_2216) i guess i know a donkey's head when i see it asked albert (utterance_2217) hellock there is some mistake here (utterance_2218) oh you can joke me no more (utterance_2219) one night when both was leaving the prince had a remarkable dream (utterance_2220) they rushed into the room added their cries to hers and forgetting all their form of the cautions left the doors opened so that the guards outside hearing the clamour entered and saw the prince (utterance_2221) she is a disgrace to her family and shall soon see her husband impelled on a stake (utterance_2222) then with his forehead disfigured my a fearful frown he continued to abuse the prince and having tied his hands behind him tied him from the room (utterance_2223) through the dust like some wild beast roughly shaken and neglected nights of our honor would have suffered greatly had he not been protected by the magic throat giving to him in bardala and which he had contrived to conceal in his head (utterance_2224) advancing therefore with a large army he prepared to be seated sampa the capital city (utterance_2225) a terrible battle ensued in which both kings were formed prodities of valor (utterance_2226) for there be any pity for the violin of the herom (utterance_2227) at the old king my father now in his stout age was foolish enough to favor the criminal for the sake of his worthless daughter you had no need of his permission and ought not to have been influenced by him (utterance_2228) let that fly seduce her me immediately put to that my torture and his baramovi shall up and present the like em (utterance_2229) have ready also of fierce elephant suite bleak whipped which i have mounted immediately after the very two olegate my army a march against the enemy and as i set out i will make the elephant trample the life out of that criminal (utterance_2230) while he stood there calmly awaiting that he still seemed inevitable he suddenly felt his feet free and a beautiful lady appeared before him (utterance_2231) she humbly bound down said let my lord pardon her servant fall in yearly which she has unconsciously caused (utterance_2232) i am in absalis born from the days of the moon (utterance_2233) monday as i was flying through the air learning of my press as one who staking me for a lot of slaughter tack me (utterance_2234) in his anger he causes me saying oh wicked one for this offence you are in them to be changed into a piece of unconscious metal (utterance_2235) the change took place immediately and i fell to the ground turned into a silver chain (utterance_2236) on his way he saw the silver fetter descended to the ground picked it up and continued his flight (utterance_2237) the slave of tenthruadma hearing this came out of the palace and quickly mounting the elephant who held down his bunk to deceive him placed himself behind the prince (utterance_2238) good for some reason astonishment and joy and david acknowledged each other the pensive exclaiming is it possible (utterance_2239) is it really you my dear friend a pahrirovna who have done the steed (utterance_2240) two these they force their way and lying with good effects the weapons place on the elephant for the use of tintleroidma (utterance_2241) before however he had gone far he heard the noise of battle at a distance and saw the soldiers and gentlemen scattered in all directions (utterance_2242) we have just now encountered and utterly defeated the enemy so that there is no fear of any further assistance (utterance_2243) rather than i had agreed to this (utterance_2244) out of curiosity he had one of them outside his house (utterance_2245) in cases of scott be stingh the marametous and men draw up patent plauses with human milk or juice of the milk head slant u fort bier through cali and afliam to the parts (utterance_2246) when the ambicle guard of aukond baby's laws off aspited as burned in the fire and its ashes are placed in a couple of show mixed with castro oil and applied by means of a foul feather to the naval (utterance_2247) nilinkol the dead man by his name and eagerly made till some insects settle on the cloth (utterance_2248) bladders described as oozing out of his eyes (utterance_2249) made the patient suck the milk off the breast of our woman whose baby is more than eight days old (utterance_2250) his campboy told him of a case in which that was said to have besought him from eating one of these animals cooked foot some jack fruit (utterance_2251) a few years ago a scared arrows in connection with an insect which was said to have taken up its elbowed in imported german class bankles which complete foot being eating as industry of the garzila bankers the insect was reported to lie low on the pangle till it was berthas in order before the coming (utterance_2252) his body was long and slender heart and a child his sight came his aim on earing (utterance_2253) in the month of argrahene kantia had gone out shooting near the swamp of city he with a few sporting companions (utterance_2254) one morning as thante was seated in his boat leaning a favorite gun he suddenly started at what he thought was the cry of a white duck looking up he saw a policeman in coming to the water's edge with two white stockings glass to her breast (utterance_2255) the girl put the birds into the water and was the anxiously (utterance_2256) looking round can't he saw one of his men binding an unloaded gun and the ducks (utterance_2257) kante went on cleaning his gun (utterance_2258) after can't he had eaten and drunk the brahman begged him to introduce himself can't he give his own name his father's name and yet this of his home and then said in usual bay if i can be of any service sir i shall keep me sir fortunate (utterance_2259) so saying contripeator has saluted and repapat (utterance_2260) the prick boat mention of the muzumler's had been borrowed for the burning ceremony which was fixed for the next mark as kandi did not wish to delay (utterance_2261) in due time the priggrum arrived on his elephant with drums and music and with the parts lay procession and the ceremony began (utterance_2262) in that partial downcast face grown with the relent coroneer and bedact with sandal paste he could scarcely recognize the relays waiting of his fancy and in the fullness of his emotion and must seem to be cloud his eyes (utterance_2263) delight of the lamp seemed to grow them and darkness to punish the face of the pride herself (utterance_2264) at first he felt angry with his father in law the old scoundrel had shown him one girl and married him to another (utterance_2265) he was upon it followed the girl he had seen the fall (utterance_2266) oh the mad girl cried the woman as they made signs to her to lead the room (utterance_2267) while the women in the room began to titter (utterance_2268) the increasing laughter in the room betokened in a musing joke (utterance_2269) with the sigh of intense leaf as of a scade on thelammadi he looked once more into the face of his pride (utterance_2270) the fog had taken this morning meal and now lay curled up on the bed of moss (utterance_2271) whenever the fawn caught up he was quite content to frisk about (utterance_2272) the danger was certain now it was near (utterance_2273) the house had struck a trail where she turned and the fawn was safe (utterance_2274) one was rowing the other had a gun in his hand what should she do (utterance_2275) her tired lakes could not propel the giant boarding rapidly (utterance_2276) the dough saw the boat nearing her (utterance_2277) in the moment more the boat was on her and the man at the oars had leaned over and caught her (utterance_2278) i was tormented my thirst but had abstained from drinking for many days according to the doctor's orders (utterance_2279) that old man cease to give so much annoyance yet sometimes he appeared to me in dreams (utterance_2280) phileachet given them orders not to speak to me of this (utterance_2281) this maid had stolen from me certain little things of some importance and in her fear being detected she would have been very glad if i had died (utterance_2282) accordingly she allowed me twice to take as much as i could of the water so that in good earnest i swallowed more than a flask fool i then covered myself and began to sweat and fell into a deep sleep (utterance_2283) they see that my poor friend was on the point of falling to the ground so grieved was he to hear this (utterance_2284) afterwards he took in a police faith and began to beat the serving girl with all his mind shouting out ah traitorous you have killed him for me then (utterance_2285) she may did have saved my life so led me a helping hand for i have sweated and be quick about it (utterance_2286) phileache recovered his spirits dried and made me comfortable and i being conscious of a great improvement in my state began to reckon on recovery (utterance_2287) just then the other doctor bernardino put in his appearance who at the beginning of my illness had refused to bleat me (utterance_2288) mysterfrenches goes that most able men exclaimed o power of nature (utterance_2289) she knows what she requires and the physicians know nothing (utterance_2290) that simbutan my stubborner nardino made uncassaying if he had drunk another bottle he would have been cured upon the spot (utterance_2291) afterwards he turned to me and asked if i could have drunk more water (utterance_2292) i answered no because i had entirely quenched my thirst (utterance_2293) in like manner she was asking for what she wanted when the poor young man begged you to lead him (utterance_2294) if you knew that his recovery dependent upon his drinking two flasks of water why did you not say so before (utterance_2295) you might then have boasted of this kill (utterance_2296) at this words the wretched quack sulkily departed and never showed his face again (utterance_2297) the very evening i was taken with great precautions in a chair well rubbed up and protected from the cold (utterance_2298) do not permit him any irregularities for though he has escaped this time another disorder now would be the death of him (utterance_2299) then he turned to me and said my ben vinutor be prudent commit no excesses and when you are quite recovered i begg you to make me a madonno with your own hand and i will always pay my devotions to it for your sake (utterance_2300) so i meet my mind up and prepare it to trouble (utterance_2301) that day many friends came to see me among others pierre laudanti who was the best and dearest friend i ever had (utterance_2302) next day there came a certain nikola naumonte agutor who was also a very great friend of mine (utterance_2303) i had harboured him in rome and provided for his costs while he had turned my whole house upside down for the man was subject to a species of dry scab which he was always in the habit of scratching with his hands (utterance_2304) meanwhile that able physician french has called a montevarchi attended to my cue with great skill (utterance_2305) there they seated me to wait until the duke went by (utterance_2306) many of my friends at court came up to greet me and expressed surprise that i had undergone the inconvenience of being carried in that way while so shetted my illness the set that i ought to have waited till i was well and then to have visited the duke (utterance_2307) at this words my strawbustino the duke's tailor made his way through all those gentlemen and said if that's all you want to know you shall know it at this very moment (utterance_2308) george osa painter whom i have mentioned happened just then to pass and my astro augustine i exclaimed there is the man who accused you now you know yourself if it be true or not (utterance_2309) as fiercely as i could not be able to leave my seat i asked george oh if it was true that he had accused me (utterance_2310) he denied that it was so and that he had ever said anything of the sort (utterance_2311) my sir augustinel retorted you galosburg (utterance_2312) don't you know that i know it for most certain (utterance_2313) george oh made off as quickly as he could repeating that he had not accused me (utterance_2314) then after a short while the duke came by whereupon i had myself raised up before his excellency and he halted (utterance_2315) the duke gazed at me and mavoat i was still alive afterwards he bade me take heed to be an honest man and regain my house (utterance_2316) when i reached home mikola da montagutor came to visit me and told me that i had escaped one of the most dreadful perils in the world quite contrary to all his expectations for he had seen my ruin written with indelible ink (utterance_2317) i answered that i had done nothing to displease him but that he had injured me and told him all the affair about the mints (utterance_2318) he repeated get hence as quickly as you can and be of good courage for you will see of vengeance executed sooner than you expect (utterance_2319) i the best attention to my house gave piertro pagolo at vice about stamping the coins and they went off upon my way to rome without saying a word to the duke of anybody else (utterance_2320) you want them to immortalize that ferocious tyrant (utterance_2321) you have never made anything so exquisite which proves you i were evatorate foe and their devoted friend and yet the pope and he have had it twice in mine to hang you without any fault of yours (utterance_2322) it was firmly believed that duke alicider was the son of pope clement (utterance_2323) messr french chesco used also to say and swear by all his saints that if he could he would have robbed me of the dies for that meadow (utterance_2324) i responded that he had done well to tell me so and that i would take such care of them that he should never see them more (utterance_2325) i now sent to florence to request lurin figno that he would send me the reverse of the meadow (utterance_2326) nikolaud da montagutor to whom i had written wrote back saying that he had spoken to that mad melancholy philosopher lorides he not for it he had replied he was thinking night a day of nothing else and that he would finish it as soon as he was able (utterance_2327) nevertheless i was not to set my hopes upon his reverse but i had better invent one out of my own head and when i had finished it i might bring it without hesitation to the duke for this would be to my advantage (utterance_2328) i composed the design of a reverse which deceived to me appropriate and pressed the work forward to my best ability (utterance_2329) this being so as he was a fellow of much humor we used offered to laugh together about the great credit he had gained (utterance_2330) i therefore dismounted at once got my fouling peas ready and at a very long range brought two of them down with a single ball (utterance_2331) i never used to shoot with more than one ball and was usually able to hit my mark at two hundred cubits which cannot be done by other ways of loading (utterance_2332) i lifted my foot and let the water run out then when i had mounted we met haste for rome (utterance_2333) there was no answer and after one or two ineffectual attempts phronsie turned fearfully away (utterance_2334) i'll try and she laid a quick hand on the now (utterance_2335) two red spots burned on her cheeks and her pale blue eyes snapped (utterance_2336) i'm sure i heard it raging up and down (utterance_2337) i don't want any dinner said charlotte drawing back (utterance_2338) yes indeed said polly cheerily just as fine as can be (utterance_2339) assuredly said old mister king with great satisfaction in polly's pleasure and at her success in drawing charlotte out (utterance_2340) and after this there were no more quiet days for charlotte chatterton (utterance_2341) oh bless me a too phronsie in place to prize (utterance_2342) yes grandpapa said phronsie coming in and shutting it or carefully i came on purpose to see you all alone (utterance_2343) so you did dear said mister king highly gratified and pushing away his writing table he held out his hand (utterance_2344) oh no grantapa cried phronsie in a rapture i could never be too big for that so she perched up as if old on his knee then she folded her hands and looked gravely in his face (utterance_2345) well my dear what is it (utterance_2346) asked the old gentleman presently you've come to tell me something i suppose (utterance_2347) yes grind the pot i have said phronsie decidedly and it is most important too grandpapapa and oh i do wish it so much and she clasped her hands tighter and sighed (utterance_2348) well then frogsey if you want it i suppose it must be said mister king quite as a matter of course (utterance_2349) oh she left you everything she had phronsie a couple of millions are so it is why (utterance_2350) charlotte poor repeated the old gentleman (utterance_2351) why no not exactly her father is a rich but charlotte i think they do very well especially as i intend to keep her here for a while and then i shall never let her suffer phronsie never indeed (utterance_2352) grandpapa said phronsie wasn't missus chatterton aunt to charlotte (utterance_2353) if missus chatterton was aunt to charlotte persisted phronsie slowly it seems as if charlotte ought to have some of the money it really does grandpapa (utterance_2354) maybe said the old gentleman with a short laugh and i shouldn't wonder if cousin eunis was sorry over a few other things too phronsie (utterance_2355) wouldn't it make her very glad if i gave charlotte some of the money (utterance_2356) for answer mister king set her down hastily on the floor and took two or three turns up and down the room (utterance_2357) oh i do so wish i might she said there's so much for a little girl like me (utterance_2358) it would be so nice to have charlotte have some with me still no answer (utterance_2359) i was writing a note to missus fargo said phronsie putting up her lips for a kiss (utterance_2360) sure as i can be phronsie said old mister king smiling good bye dear (utterance_2361) there there my sister's boy shall never say that but coming and come in (utterance_2362) not to be young gracious the young man threw himself into a chair (utterance_2363) oh hang it uncle why can't you let me alone (utterance_2364) which is a wonder interpolated pickering (utterance_2365) i know you did uncle said pickering you've done everything that's good (utterance_2366) for heaven's sake pickering cried his uncle darting in front of the chair and its restless off to fit don't say that again (utterance_2367) i've been a lazy dog all my life and a good for not but i hope i've not sunk to that (utterance_2368) the church bells were ringing and people on the avenue going by to service turned curious inquiring looks up at the great house and then went on talking at the recent events which had so strangely entered into and made history in the city (utterance_2369) and all through his impassion to peal this morning there was a note of sadness and rebuke and stern condemnation that made many of the members pale with self accusation or with inward anger (utterance_2370) raymond had voted to continue for another year this alone (utterance_2371) the christians of raymond stood condemned by the result (utterance_2372) for that had been the fact in raymond for years the saloon ruled (utterance_2373) president marsh sat there his usual erect handsome firm right self confident bearing all gone his head bowed upon his breast the great tears rolling down his cheeks unmindful of the fact that never before had he shown outward emotion in a public service (utterance_2374) what if he had begun to do as jesus would have done long ago (utterance_2375) one had the first church yielded to such a baptism of tears (utterance_2376) what had become of its regular precise conventional order of service undisturbed by any vulgar emotion and unmoved by any foolish excitement (utterance_2377) they had been living so long on their surface feelings that they had almost forgotten the deeper wells of life (utterance_2378) the meeting was tender it glowed with the spirit's presence it was alive with strong and lasting resolve to begin a war on the whisky power and rayment that would break its rain for ever (utterance_2379) since the first sunday when the first company of volunteers had pledged themselves to do as jesus would do the different meanings had been characterized by distinct impulses or impressions (utterance_2380) and all through it ran one general cry for deliverance from the saloon in its awful curse (utterance_2381) grey and his wife were besieged by inquirers who wanted to know what lorian's friends and acquaintances were expected to do in paying their last respects to her (utterance_2382) grey had gone up to virginia's and after talking it over with her and maxwell the arrangement had been made (utterance_2383) i am and i was happy in opposed a large public funeral said grey whose complete wholesome simplicity of character was one of its greatest sources of strength but the cry of the poor creatures who knew lorrain is so earnest that i did not know how to refuse this desire to see her and pay her poor body some last little honor what do you think mister maxwell (utterance_2384) i will be guided by your judgment in the matter (utterance_2385) i am sure that whatever you and miss page think best will be right (utterance_2386) under the circumstances i have a great distaste for what seems like display at such times but this seems different (utterance_2387) it happened that that afternoon a somewhat noted newspaper correspondent was passing through raymond on his way to an editorial convention in the neighbouring city (utterance_2388) she was a common street drunkard and yet the services of the tent were as impressive as any i ever witnessed in a metropolitan church over the most distinguished citizen (utterance_2389) it struck me of course being a stranger in the place with considerable astonishment to hear voices like those one naturally expects to hear only in great churches or concerts at such a meeting as this (utterance_2390) mister maxwell spoke of the fact that the dead woman had been fully prepared to go but he spoke in a peculiarly sensitive manner of the effect of the liquor business on the lives of men and women like this one (utterance_2391) raymond of course being a railroad town and the centre of the great packing interests for this region is full of saloons (utterance_2392) then followed what was perhaps the queer part of this strange service (utterance_2393) it was one of the simplest and at the same time one of the most impressive sights i ever witnessed (utterance_2394) there must have been a hundred of these women and i was told many of them had been converted at the meetings just recently (utterance_2395) the next moment he fell back in amazement before the impetuous rush of a starry eyed flushed cheeked young woman who demanded (utterance_2396) where is he peter miss billy gasped the old man (utterance_2397) aunt hannah's cheeks too were flushed in her eyes starry but with dismay and anger the last because she did not like the white pete had said miss billy's name (utterance_2398) it was one matter for her to object to this thing billy was doing but quite another for peep to do it of course it's she (utterance_2399) retorted aunt annettessily as if you yourself didn't bring her here with your crazy messages at this time of night peter is he (utterance_2400) interposed billy tell mister bertram i am here or wait i'll go right in in surprise of (utterance_2401) peter covered himself by now but he did not even glance toward aunt hannah (utterance_2402) miss billy miss billy you're an angel stricken heaven you are oh i'm so glad you came (utterance_2403) it'll be all right now all right he's in the den miss billy (utterance_2404) billy turned eagerly but before she could take so much as one step toward the door at the end of the hall aunt hannah's indignant voice arrested her billy's stop (utterance_2405) peter go tell your master that we are here and ask if you will receive us peterslips twitched (utterance_2406) but his face was preternaturally grave when he spoke (utterance_2407) a flying figure brushed by him and fell on its knees by the couch with a low cry bertram's eyes flew open (utterance_2408) dongling found a merriment later polishing a silver teaspoon with a fringed napkin that had been spread over bertram's tray (utterance_2409) in the hall above aunt hannah was crying into william's grey linen duster that hung on the hall rack aunt hannah's handkerchief was on the floor back at hillside (utterance_2410) then very gradually it dawned over them that there was after all something strange and unexplained in all (utterance_2411) as if to make sure that she was here like this he drew her even closer bertram was so thankful that he did have one arm that was useful (utterance_2412) why of course stammered billy i couldn't help thinking that maybe you had found out you didn't want me (utterance_2413) demanded bertram angry and mystified (utterance_2414) as for my not painting again you didn't understand peter (utterance_2415) she pulled herself half away from birchum's incircling arm (utterance_2416) billy drew a quivering sigh (utterance_2417) good heavens is kate and this too bertram's voice was savage now (utterance_2418) well she wrote a letter (utterance_2419) billy laughed gayly but she shifted her position and did not meet her lover's eyes (utterance_2420) and you never did think for a minute billy that you cared for him (utterance_2421) he had not been slow to mark that swift lowering of her eyelids (utterance_2422) billy was so glad bertram had turned the question on her love instead of arcrites (utterance_2423) after a minute billy stirred and sighed happily (utterance_2424) you see i wasn't in love with mister arcrite (utterance_2425) and and you didn't care if specially for for miss winclip (utterance_2426) billy put a soft finger on his lips (utterance_2427) bertram kissed the finger and subsided foop he commented (utterance_2428) well what is that is that kate too demanded bertram grimly (utterance_2429) there was another silence then suddenly bertram stirred (utterance_2430) billy i'm going to marry you to morrow he announced decisively (utterance_2431) i don't know as i can trust you out of my sight till then you'll read something or hear something or get a letter from kate after breakfast to morrow morning that will set you saving me again and i don't want to be saved that way (utterance_2432) i'm going to marry you to morrow i'll get he stopped short with a sudden frown come found that lie forgot (utterance_2433) five days indeed sir (utterance_2434) i wonder if you think i can get ready to be married in five days (utterance_2435) don't want you to get ready retorted bertram promptly i saw maria ready and i had all i wanted of it (utterance_2436) if you really must have all those miles of tablecloths and knapkins and doyleys and lacedrufflings will do it afterwards not before but (utterance_2437) besides i need you to take care of me cunning bertram craftily (utterance_2438) the tender glow on bellis face told its own story and bertram's eager eyes were not slow to read it (utterance_2439) sweetheart see here dear he cried softly tightening his good left arm (utterance_2440) billy my dear (utterance_2441) it was at hannah's plaintive voice at the doorway a little later (utterance_2442) we must go home and will you miss your two and once to see you (utterance_2443) you mean it'll be before oxtoker (utterance_2444) aunt hannah glanced from one to the other uncertainly (utterance_2445) yes nodded belly demurely (utterance_2446) yes i know that is a good while cut in bertramearly (utterance_2447) we wanted it to morrow but we had to wait on account of the new license by (utterance_2448) in my reason travels in the vest i felt that out there freedom as an idea has become feeble and ineffectual (utterance_2449) the same thing is happening now with the people of the rest (utterance_2450) they have flattered into believing that they are free and they have the sovereign part in the hands (utterance_2451) as it has become more and more emptied to me that the ideal of freedom has grown tenuous in the atmosphere of the vest (utterance_2452) the mentality as that of a slave owning community a commutilated multitude of men tied to its commotion and political pregner (utterance_2453) he who cares to have slaves must change himself to them he who builds walls to create exclusion for others builds more secross alone freedom he who distress freedom in others loses his moral right to it (utterance_2454) have they quiet a true love of freedom (utterance_2455) the great epoch of the cell of her people the mahapartia gives us a wonderful vision of an overflowing life full of the freedom of inquiry and experiment (utterance_2456) in the age of the bouder came humanity was told in our country to its autemo's step (utterance_2457) it handed into an age of ignote construction (utterance_2458) the organic unity of a varied and elastic society gave way to a conventional order which proved its artificial character by the next rebel law of exclusion (utterance_2459) life has it been equalities i admit but they are natural and are in harmony with our vital functions (utterance_2460) my squeezing human beings in the grape of an inelastic system and forcibly held in them fixed we have ignored the laws of life and growth (utterance_2461) we have forced living cells into a poem in passivity making them incapable of molding circumstance to their own intrinsic design and of mastering their own destiny (utterance_2462) asked you faction has become so absolute that we do not even realize that this persistent misfortune dogging us chaffsful ages cannot be a mere accident of history removable only by another accident from outside (utterance_2463) they will be incapable of holding our chest freedom in politics and a fighting in freedom's cause (utterance_2464) it represents the active aspect of inocia which has the appearance of freedom but not its truth when therefore gives rise to slavery built within its boundaries in outside (utterance_2465) it is at the foot of woman that belay the laurels that without a smile would never have been gained it is so image that strings the lyre of the poet that animal needs are voice in the blaze of eloquent faction and guides of brain in the oldest toils of stately counsels (utterance_2466) is there no hope for them so full of help (utterance_2467) it makes the heart ache but to picture such recitatives to their imagination (utterance_2468) the knowledge that such changes can occur flix over the mind like the thought of death with scouring all our gay fancies with its bat like wing and changing the healthy atmosphere of her happiness with its venus explorations (utterance_2469) mine own (utterance_2470) what did what could you do (utterance_2471) i bit about my chamber like a filly board in the cage (utterance_2472) do not think of moaning to day (utterance_2473) do not keep the messenger in instinct (utterance_2474) she's on my pony (utterance_2475) right only one word to your real henry ita (utterance_2476) fultoned to henry ita (utterance_2477) god bless you my henrietta my beloved my matchless henrietta (utterance_2478) what is the deseparation of cost me (utterance_2479) thanks that i could not conceive in a human misery to the occasion (utterance_2480) and yet i ought to be grateful that he was uninjured last night (utterance_2481) i dare not know own how foolish i was (utterance_2482) do not be angry with you henriette but i am nervous about concealing our engagement from papa (utterance_2483) days mister laffs before you can reach bath and i know ferdinand i know your office is more difficult than you will confess (utterance_2484) would come back my own as soon as you can and write to me at the post office as he settled (utterance_2485) the consciousness that your sonia makes me restless (utterance_2486) i wish to meet him but as much calmness as i can command (utterance_2487) on the prads in heights where he had fallen with the flagstaff in his hand leiprints and rubal gaunsky bleeding profusely and unconsciously uttering a gentle piteous and giant like moon (utterance_2488) certainly he again felt that he was alive and suffering from a booning lacerating beam in his head (utterance_2489) was his first thought (utterance_2490) he feebly mooed his leg and uttered a weak sickly groan which aroused his own pity (utterance_2491) lift this young man up and carry him to the present station (utterance_2492) prince andrew remembered nothing more he lost consciousness from the terrible pain of being lifted out to the stretcher the jolting wild being moved and the proping of his wound at the transtation (utterance_2493) during this transfer he felt a little stronger and was able to look about him and even speak (utterance_2494) he asked on seeing the prisoners (utterance_2495) i commanded his courtroom replied regnan (utterance_2496) prince redman named lieutenant suptellan (utterance_2497) after looking at him napoleon smiled (utterance_2498) you does no hindrance to courage muttered sir tellon in a failing voice (utterance_2499) a splendid reply said eppollen (utterance_2500) prince andrew who had also been brought forward before the emperor's eyes to complete the show of prisoners could not fail to attract his attention (utterance_2501) his face shone with self satisfaction and pleasure (utterance_2502) the soldiers who had carried prince andrew had noticed and taken the little gold icon princess mary had hung round her brother's neck but seeing the favour the emperor showed the prisoners they now hastened to return the holy image (utterance_2503) prince andrew did not see how in by whom it was replaced but the little icon with its same gold chain suddenly appeared upon his chest outside his uniform (utterance_2504) how good it had been to know there to seek for help in this life and what would expect after it beyond the dream (utterance_2505) how happy and calm i should be if i could now see lord have mercy on me (utterance_2506) either to a power indefinable in comprehensible which i know toolly cannot address but which i cannot even express in words the great old or nothing said he to himself or to that god who has been so into this amilit by mary (utterance_2507) the straters moored on (utterance_2508) the quiet home life and peaceful happiness of bull hills presented itself to him (utterance_2509) key is a nervous peeliest subject said lyri and will not recover (utterance_2510) that too so you will of course undertake (utterance_2511) than something has happened he has some special information some great news (utterance_2512) when blok appeared it was evident that something had gone wrong with him (utterance_2513) gone now just when he most warned him never (utterance_2514) indeed triple eighty eight (utterance_2515) you shall be dismissed this charge from the sar you are disgraced to the false (utterance_2516) it is that or your great gludge me (utterance_2517) my gentlemen made himself most pleasant (utterance_2518) well at any rate for my since i accepted (utterance_2519) re entered the first restaurant that of the reunited france he knew it perhaps messio (utterance_2520) i had no fear of him not till the very last when he played me the feeble tone (utterance_2521) i suspected nothing when he brought out his pocket book it was tuftful monsieur i saw that and my conscience increased called for the reckoning and paid with an italian bangnote (utterance_2522) excuse me one moment pray (utterance_2523) he bent out my fear and pithbert he was no more to be seen (utterance_2524) why let him out of his sight (utterance_2525) it was only now at the leventar that the italian had become inculpated and the question of his possible anxiety to escape had never been considered (utterance_2526) she left everything behind (utterance_2527) handed to me said the chief and when it came into his hands he began to turn over the leaves hurriedly (utterance_2528) i do not understand not more than a bird hearing there (utterance_2529) it is no doubt we tell him (utterance_2530) of course such a consummate as as you have proved yourself would not think of searching the restaurant of the immediate neighbourhood or of making inquiries as to whether he had been seen or as to rich where he had gone (utterance_2531) it was a note for a hundred liarer a hundred francs and the restaurant beloved no more than seventeen francs ha (utterance_2532) he was much rest in a great hurry (utterance_2533) directly he crossed the threshold he called the first cab and was driving away but he was stopped the dabber (utterance_2534) he wished to pass on to leave her she would not consent then they both guarding to the cab and would drive an aviate together (utterance_2535) but this dihosed so wide this bread wakes in my heart one doubt and dread lest chating rabba good and great ill tarts dighoni stimulate (utterance_2536) he is my eldest brother he is like a father to hear to me (utterance_2537) i go to lead my brother's dance who makes a wood his residence (utterance_2538) no tard but this thy heart should free the simple truth my leaps brought thee (utterance_2539) as go herdaz and vorit each to arthur spoke in friendless page the dayguard sanguit glowy dead and night over all the sky was proud (utterance_2540) soon as king guhas thoughtful care had caught it all the armadair well honoured while it lay his head besides satrogna on a bed (utterance_2541) thus sighing and distressed and misery and beat a grave with fevered heart dead mocked relief distracted in his mind the cheer still maund and found no rest (utterance_2542) rest dittyus mind it i will keep my watch while rama lies asleep for in the whole wide world is none dearer to me than ruggle's son (utterance_2543) harber no doubt or jealous fear i speak the truth with heart sincere for from a grace which he has shown will glory on my name be true great store of marriage shall i gain and duties form no wish in vain (utterance_2544) let me enforce by many a row our followers our butt shaft and bow for well abramas we are propriete who lies asleep by seatter's side (utterance_2545) with wots like these i spoke designed to move the high souled verit's mind but he upon his duty bent plied his parsuous of argument oh how count slumba close my eyes while lowly couched its seat are lies deroild rama (utterance_2546) he whom no mighty demon now nor have a legarch and overtrow see go her how he lies alas with citter couched on gaddered crowds (utterance_2547) now as his son is false to fly the king e'er long will see only die raft of his gujan hand for long in a due grief this land will mourn (utterance_2548) but ah was said gashinia how fair she and my lord madam now how fair is the king (utterance_2549) or to hopes of ensetrugna said my mother miss rib as yet but the sad queen o die who bore de hearer for her grief is sore (utterance_2550) too late the king would cry and conquered by his misery die (utterance_2551) when fate has brought the mournful day who it sees my father passe away how happy in the lives are day allowed his funeral rights to pay (utterance_2552) does for it stood with many a sigh lamenting and nigh to and by (utterance_2553) when guiha saw the long armed chief whose eye was like a low desleef with slynd shoulders strong and fair high mattered prostrate in despair pale bitterly afflicted he reale as an earthquake real setry (utterance_2554) cashellia by how war oppressed the senseless birds lips caressed as if on cow in love and fear caresses of tie younging deer denially to her war she said weeping and sore disquieted what torments of my son are these of sudden pain are swift disease (utterance_2555) the lifes of us and all the line they pound their child are not only done (utterance_2556) ra my lunchman forced to flee i leave by night but seeing d for as the king has passed away thou art my only help to day (utterance_2557) show me the cows whereon he lay tell me the forty eight i pray (utterance_2558) then calm at steel of jold in tart he tracked a water luxman brought and then obedient to his vows he fasted with his gentle spouse (utterance_2559) he has stands the tree who slammed them shade he has the grass beneath it laid where robber and his consults bent the night together ere de went (utterance_2560) he seized (utterance_2561) where way sita (utterance_2562) scorched by the fiery guard of day high on this mighty hill i lay (utterance_2563) each bon an eve he brought me food an filial care my life renealed (utterance_2564) swift to the south his cause he bent and cleft their yielding element (utterance_2565) the wholeest periods of air came round me as i marvelled there and cried as their bride legians met also is sita leaving yet (utterance_2566) those cried the saints and told the name of him who hold the struggling dame (utterance_2567) then front of flood some partipade do offerings to his broader shade (utterance_2568) seven nights in deadly storm i passed but struggling life returned at last (utterance_2569) around i bent my wondering view but i was part was strange and near (utterance_2570) on comrades to the cave i cried and old in the pottle hide (utterance_2571) hyadah with hospitable care hast fatters with the noblest fair preserving us about to die what dis thy plentiful supply (utterance_2572) but how a pious lady say may we digracious boon repay (utterance_2573) he seized the aztic day replied wellbonnas am i satisfied (utterance_2574) a life of holy works i need and from your hands no service need (utterance_2575) then speak again the bonna chief we came to dee and found relief (utterance_2576) now listen to a new distress and ada's holy vrotteres (utterance_2577) our renderings in this vasty cave exhausted times sagreeva gave (utterance_2578) once more than lady grandralyse and let their supplians go in peace again upon the errant's pet forking samevazir we dread (utterance_2579) and a great task our salween set alas is unaccupashed yet (utterance_2580) and hulled his waters raw and rave terrified with each crusted wave (utterance_2581) the montes lost entire and pain and now my friends what hopes remain (utterance_2582) your hearts with strong affection fraught he is will in every labour sought and the true valor of your band was pleasant wide in every land (utterance_2583) come let us all from food upstain and perish does since hope is vain (utterance_2584) far better does to end our lives i leave our wealth our homes and wives leave our dear little runs and arrow than by his vengeful hand to fall (utterance_2585) auver forfeit lives in scharley pay for idle search and long delay and thou a fierce king will beat us die the favour of his friend to buy (utterance_2586) then tara softly spake to gieu the bonner's heart suppressed by fear this be a no more your doubts dispel come in this ample cavern dwell (utterance_2587) thou fondly hopeest in this cave the vengeance of the foe to brave (utterance_2588) but lunchman's arm is shall i will send off that lishav's doze worlds to render (utterance_2589) thy loving kinsmen true onewise looks on these tale with favouring eyes (utterance_2590) he hauled the princess furious tract he saw his eyes glow fiercely red (utterance_2591) swift sprang the boater to his feet up starting from his golden seed (utterance_2592) on grateful bonnet king audow and faithless to die plighted vow (utterance_2593) now if thy pride disown what he i told it prince has done for thee struck by his arrows shalt thou fall and bali meet in yama's hall (utterance_2594) still open to the gloomy god lies the sad pant de braddetrod (utterance_2595) then to die plighted all to be true nor let thy steps step part to pursue (utterance_2596) he seized and taras tarryide does to the angry prince replied not to my lord shouldst thou i trust a speech so fraught or to betonous not this reproach to my lord should be and list of all our princes by thee (utterance_2597) from parts are true he never strays no venturs in falbading ways (utterance_2598) their volts serey was hard forket by ramas saved the lasting depth (utterance_2599) restored the fame by ramas graze to empire over the barna rays from seiztrad and toil set free restored to rumor and to me by grief and care and exile tried kneel to the bliss so long to night like this chamitra once a loaves (utterance_2600) the matrons of the vonar rays sea marks of fury in thy faze they see dynas like blood are red and will not yet become thoughted (utterance_2601) she seized a lunchman gave a scent run by her gentle argument (utterance_2602) so tarros pleading just and mild his softening heart and reconsile (utterance_2603) the hero sighed i will not leave but he the conquest shall achieve (utterance_2604) so strong are thou so brave and belt so pure in taught so humble soul'd that thou deservest well to reign and all thy motterest best to gain (utterance_2605) then thou my brother aid and all his foes spinneth his arm will fall (utterance_2606) whatever hand it was the shot down berban rome after his death was plundered devastated and ravaged by rudal greedy licentious and fanatical soldiery (utterance_2607) wherefore for the future writes nothing at all but appoint us the time and place of meeting and we will bring our sword for you to cross protesting that the shame of any delay in fighting shall be yours seeing that when it comes to an encounter there is mend of all writing (utterance_2608) sir answered the spaniard permit me to do my office and say what the emperor has charged me to say (utterance_2609) nay i will not listen to thee said francis if thou do not first give me a patent sign by thy master containing an appointment of time and place sir i have orders to read you the car tell and give it you afterwards (utterance_2610) burgundy without being put out began again sir (utterance_2611) nay said francis i will not suffer him to speak to me before he has given me a point of time and place (utterance_2612) give it me or return as thou hast come (utterance_2613) i am quite willing said the king let him have it (utterance_2614) the piece of cambrae was called the lady's piece in honor of the two princesses who had negotiated it the morally different in a very unequal worth they both had mines of a rare order and trained to recognize political necessities and not to attempt any but possible successes (utterance_2615) all the great political actor seemed hurrying away from the stage as if the drama were approaching its end (utterance_2616) in fifteen sixty two at the battle of dru he was aged and so ill but none expected to see him on horsebah (utterance_2617) he fully arms save only his head answered him right well sir this is the real medicine that hath cured me for the battle which is toward and up preparing for the honour of god and our camp (utterance_2618) the lady's peace concluded a cambrae in fifteen twenty nine lasted up to fifteen thirty six incessantly troubled however by far from pacific symptoms proceedings and preparations (utterance_2619) at last he decided upon retreating (utterance_2620) it was garselasso dilavaga the prince of spanish posey the spanish petrarch according to his fellow countrymen (utterance_2621) molmerency signed a similar one for pudena (utterance_2622) they all repaired together to the house prepared for their reception and after dinner the emperor being tired lay down to rest on a coach queen eleanor before long went and tapped at his door and sent word to the king that the emperor was awake (utterance_2623) frances with the cardinal de laurine and the constable demomorency soon arrived (utterance_2624) on entering the chamber he found the emperor still lying down and chatting with his sister the queen who was seated beside him on a chair (utterance_2625) yes said charles i had made such cheer that i was obliged to sleep it off (utterance_2626) francis stood the converse with his own color (utterance_2627) only seven of the attendants remained in the emperor's chamber and there the two servants conversed for an hour after which they moved to the hall where a splendid supper awaited them (utterance_2628) the genties pleaded their privilege of not being liable to be text without their own consent (utterance_2629) orders had been sent everywhere to receive him as kings of france are received on their joyous assertion (utterance_2630) will let you go as a delightful child (utterance_2631) there was no other such child there never had been and there never would be (utterance_2632) willoughtrig his mother sir female alexandrovna was sure of that (utterance_2633) lulleych his eyes were dark and large her cheeks were rosy her lips were made for kisses and for laughter (utterance_2634) but it was not these charms in lalechka that gave her mother the keenest joy (utterance_2635) she felt cold with her husband (utterance_2636) he was always fresh and cool with a frigid smile and wherever he passed cold currents seemed to move in the air (utterance_2637) it even seemed acts eraphema outsen drovena that she was in love with her future husband and this made her happy (utterance_2638) the bride was also good looking she was a tall dark eyed dark haired girl somewhat timid but very tactful (utterance_2639) he had connections and his wife came a good invalential people (utterance_2640) this might at the proper opportunity prove useful (utterance_2641) after their marriage there was nothing in the manner of sariama stowvich to suggest anything wrong to his wife (utterance_2642) later however when his wife was about to have a child sargamo the stovich established connections elsewhere of a light and temporary nature (utterance_2643) sarfia alexandrovna found the sauch and to her own astonishment was not particularly hurt she awaited her infinite with a restless anticipation swallowed every other feeling (utterance_2644) safiena alexandrovna drifted farther and farther away from him (utterance_2645) ludgia then ran away stamping with her plump little legs over the carpets and hid herself behind the curtains near her bed (utterance_2646) where is my baby girl the mother asked as she looked for la latchka and may believe that she did not see her (utterance_2647) then she came out a little farther and her mother as though she had only just caught sight of her seized her by her little shoulders and exclaimed joyously here she is my latchka (utterance_2648) her mother's eyes glowed with passionate emotion (utterance_2649) her mother went to hide (utterance_2650) will letch go turned away as they are not to see but watched shimamoch gustathily all the time (utterance_2651) where is mamamachka asked la legishka (utterance_2652) a smile of absolute bliss played on her red lips (utterance_2653) we'll let you go is getting near her mother's corner (utterance_2654) her mother was growing more absorbed every moment by her interest in the game her heart beat with short quick strokes and she pressed even closer to the wall disorranging her hair still more (utterance_2655) will let you suddenly glance toward her mother's corner and screamed with joy (utterance_2656) through the half closed doors he heard the laughter the joyous outcrised the sound of romping (utterance_2657) even phoodosia felt abashed now for her mistress now for herself (utterance_2658) he liked coming here where everything was beautifully arranged this was done by sarah female alexandrovna who wished to surround her little girl from her very invency only with the loveliest things (utterance_2659) sarah thima elks and dovna dressed herself tastefully this too she did for la latchka with the same end in view (utterance_2660) one thing sagay modest ovich had not become reconciled to and this was his wife's almost continuous presence in the nursery (utterance_2661) it's just as i thought i knew that i'd find you here he said with a dure ziving condescending smile (utterance_2662) merely you see that the child should feel its own individuality he exclaimed in answer to serfie met out cinger of na's puzzled glance (utterance_2663) she's still so little said serfima alexandrovna (utterance_2664) i don't insist it's your kingdom here (utterance_2665) i think it over his wife answered smiling as he did coldly but genially (utterance_2666) then they began to talk with something else (utterance_2667) that mistress does it well that's one thing but that the young lady does it that's bad (utterance_2668) why asked fidocio with curiosity (utterance_2669) this expression of curiosity gave her face the look of a wooden roughly painted doll (utterance_2670) yes that's bad repeated agashia with conviction terribly bad well (utterance_2671) it's the truth i'm saying remember my words agathia went on with the same assurance and secrecy (utterance_2672) it's the surest sign (utterance_2673) the old woman had invented this sign quite suddenly herself and she was evidently very proud of it (utterance_2674) madam madam she said quietly in a trembling voice (utterance_2675) sarah female alexandrovna gave a start (utterance_2676) but dosie's face made her anxious (utterance_2677) what is it phydosia she asked with great concern as there anything wrong with valetchka (utterance_2678) no madame said fidosia she gesticulated with her hands to reassure her mistress and to make her sit down (utterance_2679) let's cause asleep make god be with her (utterance_2680) only i'd like to say something you see we'll watch goods always hiding ourself that is not good (utterance_2681) i can't tell you how bad it is said fidosia and her face expressed the most decided confidence (utterance_2682) i understand nothing of what you are saying (utterance_2683) you see madam it's a kind of omen explains vidocia abruptly and a shamefaced way (utterance_2684) nonsense said sarah femaleac saint jovna (utterance_2685) who told you all this asked serfi mattaicson drovena in an austere low voice (utterance_2686) no exclaimed serephy met alexandrovna in irritation as though she wished to protect herself somehow from the sudden anxiety (utterance_2687) what nonsense as though lulute could die (utterance_2688) she saw clearly that there could be no possible connection between a child's quite ordinary diversion and the continuation of the child's life (utterance_2689) she made a special effort that he mean to occupy her mind with other matters but her thoughts turned in long terribly's the fact that lulatchka loved to hide herself (utterance_2690) when the lutch grew was still quite small and had learned a distinguished between her mother and her nurse she sometimes sitting in her nurse's arms made a sudden roguish grimace and hid her laughing face in the nurse's shoulder (utterance_2691) then she would look out with a sly glance (utterance_2692) though she reproached herself at once for this unfounded superstitious dread nevertheless she could not end her wholeheartedly into the spirit of lulutchka's favorite game and she tried to divert lillette cause attention to something else (utterance_2693) she eagerly complied with their mother's new wishes (utterance_2694) safia met alaxon jovna tried desperately to move a musica (utterance_2695) perhaps thought sarah female alax said jovna she is not as strongly drawn to the world as other children who are attracted by many things (utterance_2696) if this is so is it not a sign of a gigantic weakness (utterance_2697) serfie max and drove na herself began the game once or twice though she played it with a heavy heart (utterance_2698) she suffered as though committing an evil deed with full consciousness (utterance_2699) it was a sad day for seraphy malics and jovna (utterance_2700) her mother covered her with a blue blanket (utterance_2701) lulutch could drew her sweet little hands from under the blanket and stretched them out to embrace her mother her mother bent down (utterance_2702) she seemed so small and so frail under the blanket that covered her (utterance_2703) sarfeama alexandrovna remained standing over the lajches bat a long while and she kept looking at lalatchko with tenderness and fear (utterance_2704) i'm a mother is it possible that i shouldn't be able to protect her she thought as she imagined various ills that might be followed logica (utterance_2705) she prayed long that night but the prayer did not relieve her sadness (utterance_2706) several days past the electric cot cold (utterance_2707) the fever came upon her at night (utterance_2708) when sarah came at elics and jovna awakened by fidosia came to la lutchbim saw her looking so hot so restless and so tormented she instantly recalled the evil omen and a hopeless despair took possession of her from the first moments (utterance_2709) a doctor was called and everything was done that is usual on such occasions but the inevitable happened (utterance_2710) and the luncheon grew feebler from hour to hour (utterance_2711) nothing made her so unhappy as the reiterations of phidosia uttered between sobs she hid herself and hid herself our lavatchka (utterance_2712) fever was concealing lavatchka and there were times in she lost consciousness and spoken delirium (utterance_2713) three days passed torturering like a nightmare (utterance_2714) sarfima alexandrovna hid her face behind the curtains near lalatchka's bed how tragic (utterance_2715) a white mamatchka whispered la leggia (utterance_2716) my watch for his white face became blurred and everything grew dark before la legga (utterance_2717) she met her husband (utterance_2718) sarfiama alexandrovna standing by the coffin and looking dully at her dead child (utterance_2719) see well my dear don't agitate yourself said sir gamada sovich in a whisper (utterance_2720) you must resign yourself to your fate (utterance_2721) she'll be up in a minute persisted sarah femaleics and jovna her eyes fixed on the dead little girl (utterance_2722) sarah came on a stovich looked round him cautiously he was afraid of the unseemly and of the ridiculous (utterance_2723) see my don't agitate yourself he repeated (utterance_2724) he was confused and annoyed (utterance_2725) her face seemed tranquil and her eyes were dry (utterance_2726) she went into the nursery and began to walk round the room looking into those places where la letchka used to hide herself (utterance_2727) she walked all about the room and bent now and then to look under the table or under the bed and captain repeating cheerfully where's my little one where is my lulatchka (utterance_2728) after she had walked on the room once she began to make her question you (utterance_2729) phydosia motionless with the detective face sat in a corner and looked frightened at her mistress then she suddenly burst out sobbing and she wailed loudly (utterance_2730) she hid herself and hid herself are lullette garret and jalah little soul (utterance_2731) when she entered the parlour there were several people between her and lavatchka (utterance_2732) there was an oppressive feeling of heaviness and serfy malics and javna's hide as she approached lulatchka (utterance_2733) we'll watch go lay there still in pale and smiled pathetically (utterance_2734) the little one did not reply (utterance_2735) serfeemax and jovna stood up erect side in a lost way smiled and called loudly will watch gha (utterance_2736) lulutchko's being carried out (utterance_2737) at this moment the heavy bead of the storm on the roof ceased with miraculous suddenness leaving the outside world empty of sound save for the drip drip drip drip of ease (utterance_2738) we had ever sort of people with the sophinon and as i was looked at that popular game i saw them all (utterance_2739) at the same instant a heard the rip of still through cloth and felt a sharp stab in the left leg (utterance_2740) then i scouted to see what it cut me and found that the fellow had lost a hand (utterance_2741) and place of it he wore a sharp still hook (utterance_2742) there was no doubt of his being a lie for he was breathing hard like a man does when he gets it over the head it didn't sound good (utterance_2743) when a man breathes that way he's mostly all gone (utterance_2744) minca betted over here often enough in those days (utterance_2745) sorrow on his finer put a wound in shape to heal but it's no soothing syrup (utterance_2746) their coffin wears their ship and the grave was the sea blow high blow low what care we and the quarter that we gave them was to sink them in the sea done on the coast of the high barbary (utterance_2747) if fair made mahaer rise to hear him with a big still solemn desert outside and the quiet moonlight in the shadows and him settin up straight and gone his eyes blazing each side his big eagle nose and his snaky hair hanging over the raw cut across his head (utterance_2748) however i made out to getting bandage up and in shape and pretty soon he sought it once to sleep (utterance_2749) and again it seemed that barbery song he thought go on look at the old colorado flowing by just to be sure i hadn't died gone below or else he just talked (utterance_2750) he began when he was a kid and he gave his sight of conversations pausing for replys (utterance_2751) i used to listen by the hour but i never made out anything really important as to who the man was where he'd come from or what he done (utterance_2752) i didn't pay any attention to him for he was quiet (utterance_2753) usually i didn't bother what this talk for i didn't mean anything something in his voice made me turn (utterance_2754) he was lying on his side those black eyes of his blazing at me but now both of them saw the same distance (utterance_2755) where are my clothes he asked growing tense (utterance_2756) one little squeeze talk about you deadly weapons (utterance_2757) but he'd been too sick too long a bit (utterance_2758) in a minute or so he came too (utterance_2759) now you're a nice sweet proposition said i as soon as i was sure he could understand me (utterance_2760) there's safe enough let me have them he begged (utterance_2761) now look here said i you can't get up to day you ain't fit (utterance_2762) i know he pleaded but let me see them (utterance_2763) just a satisfied amount passed over his old birds (utterance_2764) i've been robbed she cried (utterance_2765) where's my coat he asked (utterance_2766) you had no coat when i picked you up i replied (utterance_2767) he looked at me mighty suspicious but didn't say anything more he wouldn't even ask her when i spoke to him (utterance_2768) after he didn't a fair meal he fell asleep (utterance_2769) when i came back that even in the bunk was empty and he was gone (utterance_2770) i didn't seem to go for two days (utterance_2771) and i caught sight of him quite away's all (utterance_2772) guess he's suspicious i stole that will go to his thinks i and afterwards i found that my surmise had been correct (utterance_2773) however he didn't stay long in that frame of mind (utterance_2774) arranah poohmagan (utterance_2775) the mix was flat on his face his arm stretched out (utterance_2776) on the middle of his back neuma one armed friend (utterance_2777) anyway i thrust the muzzle of my colds into the salage face what's this i asked (utterance_2778) i'll eat he meant montior of antonial curves said he (utterance_2779) the gleam died from his eye the snarl left his lips (utterance_2780) in any case he flew pococo pratto leave me and my friend together (utterance_2781) during the next two months she was a good deal about town mostly doin i jobs i saw him often on (utterance_2782) however i didn't pay much attention to that bein at the time already busy holdin down a card games (utterance_2783) that's all right said i which you'd better stay right there (utterance_2784) i want to make up to you for your trouble said he (utterance_2785) what kind of good thing i asked treasure said he (utterance_2786) he looked all right enough now the drunk nor loco (utterance_2787) set out said i over there the other side of the table (utterance_2788) he did so a far away said i (utterance_2789) and it's a big thing said handy solemn at him he for they's not only go but all to jewels and diamonds (utterance_2790) it will make us rich and as doesn't like us and you can kiss the book on that (utterance_2791) that may all be true said i but why do you tell me (utterance_2792) why don't you get you chose without a need of dividement (utterance_2793) why made he answered is just plain gratitude (utterance_2794) didn't you say me life and nus me and take care of me when i was not killed (utterance_2795) look here anderson nor handy solomon or whatever you please to call yourself i rejoined to this he frequently do business with me and i do not understand yet just what it is you want of me you'll have to talk straight (utterance_2796) it's all very well to say gratitude but that don't go with me (utterance_2797) the devil's a preacher if you may lost your pen father said he (utterance_2798) well this then i got to have a boat to get there and she must be stopped (utterance_2799) and i got to have help with the treasure if his luck was fell said it was (utterance_2800) this money i've got to have and his money i haven't got and can't get and less a lit somebody in his partner (utterance_2801) while me i asked why not he retorted (utterance_2802) we talked the matter over at length (utterance_2803) i stood after a larger party (utterance_2804) he strongly opposed this as depreciating the shares but i had no intention of going alone into what was then considered a wild and dangerous country finally we compromised (utterance_2805) a third of the treasure was to go to him a third to me and the rest was to be divided among the man whom i should select this scheme did not appeal to him (utterance_2806) the sister existed for us no responsibility we each reported dutifully at the roll call of habit and draw back into our blankets with a grateful sigh (utterance_2807) i remember the moon sailing a good gate among apparently stationary clouds i recall a deep black shadow line with four distant silvery mountains i glanced over the starg motionless canvass each of which concealed a man they are trembled with a bellowin of cattle and the corrals (utterance_2808) singingly but a moment later the cook's house brought me to consciousness again (utterance_2809) three were to care for the remuda far were to move the stray herd from the cross to good feed three brend crews are told to brand the cows we had collected in the cut of the afternoon before that's a good about half the man (utterance_2810) the rest were to make a short drive in a soft grass (utterance_2811) we were the only ones who did go foot however although the crowds were not more than two hundred yards as distance (utterance_2812) between the upright bars of grease wood we could see the cattle and near the opposite side the men built in a fire next the fence (utterance_2813) we pushed open the wide gate and entered (utterance_2814) one stood waiting for him to finish the chief of long g stepan arkadyevitch in his hand (utterance_2815) all the rest squatted on their heels among the prince smoking cigarettes and chattanagether (utterance_2816) the first rays of the sun signed across in one great sweep from the remote mountains (utterance_2817) homer wooden the note california john wrote in among the cattle (utterance_2818) as a loop settled he jerked sharply upward exactly as one would strike to hook a big fish (utterance_2819) homer wrapped a rope twice or thrice about the horn and set over in one strip to avoid the tightened line and to preserve the balance (utterance_2820) nobody paid any attention to the calf (utterance_2821) behind him followed his anxious mother her head swinging from side to side near the fire the horse stopped (utterance_2822) the two bulldogers immediately pass upon the victim (utterance_2823) it was promptly flopped over on its right side (utterance_2824) thus the calf was unable to struggle (utterance_2825) when once you have had the wind knocked out of you or a rab or two broken you cease to think this unnecessarily rough (utterance_2826) hot iron yield one of the bulldoggers (utterance_2827) margar yelled the other (utterance_2828) the brand oppressed the iron smoothly against the flank (utterance_2829) perhaps the cat blaiter little less the heat scorched (utterance_2830) the brand show cherry which is the proper color to indicate due penland and a successful mark (utterance_2831) then he nicked out a swale tellin the other (utterance_2832) it seems to me that great deal of unnecessary toddle is abroad as to the extreme cruelty of brandon (utterance_2833) undoubtedly it is to some extent painful it could some other method of ready a defication be devised it might be as well to adopt it in preference (utterance_2834) an instinguishable laughter fall the spread of this doctor through arizona (utterance_2835) imagine a puncher descending to examine politely the ear tags of wild cattle on the open range were in around up (utterance_2836) a caffusionly bellows when the iron bites but as soon as released he almost invariably goes to feeton or to look an idlely about (utterance_2837) besides which it happens but once in a live time and is over in ten seconds a comforted knight to those of us who have had our teat field (utterance_2838) one of the little animals was but a few months old so the rider did not bother with its hind legs but caused his lupopope rig's neck (utterance_2839) mister frost's bullcaff alone in pictoral history shows the attitudes (utterance_2840) and then of course there was a gorgeous contrast between all this frantic and uncomprehignan excitement and the absolute matter of fact in propetibility of horse and rider (utterance_2841) as he knew his business and as the calf was a small one the little beast went over promptly bit the ground with the weck and was pounds upon and held (utterance_2842) he would catch himself on one foot scrambled vigorously and in by struggling back to the upright (utterance_2843) he could imagine what happened next (utterance_2844) this is productive of some fun of it fails (utterance_2845) but now the brand was full of sweet (utterance_2846) when the news is fell they turned and walked toward the fire as a matter of course rarely did the caste fail (utterance_2847) men ran to and fro busy and intent (utterance_2848) sometimes through four calves were on the ground at once (utterance_2849) thus aided anticipated (utterance_2850) no more neck calfs they announced (utterance_2851) then he was spit on his hands and go out at alone (utterance_2852) of a luck attended his first effort his sarcasm was profound there's your little calf said he (utterance_2853) would you like to have me toad it to you or do you reckon you could toddle this far with your little odyron (utterance_2854) towards noon the work slacked (utterance_2855) finally homer rode over to the cattleman and reported the brandon finished (utterance_2856) the latter counted the marks in his tawley book (utterance_2857) one hundred and seventy six he announced (utterance_2858) the marker squatted on their heels told over the bits of ears they had saved (utterance_2859) the total amount of but an hundred and seventy five (utterance_2860) finally wouldn't discover it in his hit pocket (utterance_2861) they had been doing a restless heavy work all the morning they did not seem to be tired (utterance_2862) i saw once in some crank physical culture periodical that if caboy's life was physically ill bounds like an oarseman's in that it exercised only certain muscles of the body (utterance_2863) durrain as he had been used to do when he was at at this court frequent determines (utterance_2864) before gerant the squad to the enemy i saw steeds white with foam and after the shout of a battle a fearful torrent (utterance_2865) these tidings came to urban (utterance_2866) not i by my confession under heaven said she there is nothing more hateful unto me than this (utterance_2867) and the tears she said in the word she had spoken awoke him (utterance_2868) and ye will be tied me said he if thou returnest here until thou knowst whether i have lost my strength so completely as thou dost say (utterance_2869) then geran went to see urban (utterance_2870) sir said he i am going upon a question i am not certain when i may come back (utterance_2871) take heed therefore unto thy possessions until my return (utterance_2872) but one person only will go at me (utterance_2873) and he desired eat it to mount her horse and to ride forward and to keep a long way before him (utterance_2874) and unless i speak unto thee say not thou one word either (utterance_2875) and though thou shouldst desire to see my defeat in my death by the hands of those men yet do i feel no dread (utterance_2876) and he received him and that not feebly (utterance_2877) and say not one word unto me unless i speak first unto thee (utterance_2878) i will do as far as i can lord said she according to thy desire (utterance_2879) i maiden said he it is vain to a temperaseating forward (utterance_2880) i cannot by any means refrain from sleep through weariness said he do thou therefore watch the horses and sleep not (utterance_2881) and when she saw the dawn of day appear she looked around her to see if you were waking and thereupon he woke (utterance_2882) and they left the wood and they came to an open country with meadows on one hand and mow was molly the meadows (utterance_2883) my lord he added will it be displeasing to thee if i ask whence thou comest also (utterance_2884) wilt thou follow my counsel said to you and take thy meal for me (utterance_2885) what sort of meal he inquired (utterance_2886) then they washed and took their repast (utterance_2887) i go now lord said he to meet the knight and to conduct him to his lodging (utterance_2888) i will do lord said she as thou sayest (utterance_2889) and after they had eaten and dragged draim went to sleep and so did eat it also (utterance_2890) the date seemed unimportant but throughout the period the officers and men of the ship have been unremittingly busy (utterance_2891) bows attacked the ship's doors surveyed reliss and restold them saving very much space by unstowing numerous cases and stowing the contents in the lazarette (utterance_2892) without steam the leak can now be kept under with the handponpomt by two daily efforts of a quarter of an hour to twenty minutes (utterance_2893) as the ship was and in her present heavily laid in condition it would certainly have taken three to four hours each day (utterance_2894) the live green tent was put up in purpose of fords made for it (utterance_2895) the engine rooms staff and edison's people on the engines scientists was stolen their lava toys the cookery fitting his galley and so forth not a single spot but had his band of workers (utterance_2896) the men's base such as it is therefore extends from the forehache the stem on the main deck (utterance_2897) under the four castleor stalls of fifteen ponies the maxim in the space would hold the narrow irregular space in front is packed tight with fodder (utterance_2898) meat behind the four castle bulkhead is a small boobey hatch the only anxious to the men's mess deck and bad weather (utterance_2899) about the four hatches the ice house (utterance_2900) we manage to get three tons of ice one hundred sixty two cockasses of mud and three cockasses of beef besides some boxs of sweet breads and kidneys into the space (utterance_2901) the sex containing this last added to the goods already mentioned make a really heavy decago and one is naturally anxious concerning it but everything that can be done by lashing and scurrying has been done (utterance_2902) porridge i originally ordered thirty tons of compressed oat in hay from melbourne (utterance_2903) the scene is wholly enchanting in such a view from some sheltered sunny corner in a garden which blazes with masses of red and golden floes tends to feelings of inexpressible satisfaction with all things (utterance_2904) a great mass of people assembled (utterance_2905) cayani lunch with the party in the de zilian companyship rupahu (utterance_2906) telegram to say taranova had arised sunday night (utterance_2907) a third sledge stands across the break of the poop in the space here the two occupied by the after which (utterance_2908) the quantities to an half tons and the space occupied considerable (utterance_2909) the ship was over two feet by the stern but this will soon be remediated (utterance_2910) they must perform be changed up and they have given what shelters afforded on deck but their position is not enviable (utterance_2911) it was a pathetic attitude deeply significant of cold and misery occasionally some poor beasts amidst a long pathetic wine (utterance_2912) there are generally one of two on watch which eases matters but it is a squash (utterance_2913) later in the day the wind has viewed to the westward heading us slightly (utterance_2914) oakes and atkinson with intimate and assistance from others were busy keeping the ponies on their legs (utterance_2915) there was nothing for it but to grapple with the evil and nearly all hands were laboring for hours in the weights of the ship heathing coal sacks overboard and relashing the petral cases et cetera and the best man are possible under such difficult and dangerous circumstances (utterance_2916) no sooner was some semblance of order restored than some exceptionally heavy wave would tear away the lashing and the work had to be done all over again (utterance_2917) from this moment about four a m the engine room became the centre of interest (utterance_2918) the water gained his spite of every effort (utterance_2919) the outlook of pad grim (utterance_2920) the amount of water which was being made but the ship so roughly handled was most uncertain (utterance_2921) williams had to confess he was beaten and must draw fires what was to be done (utterance_2922) the bill's pomp is depended on the main engine (utterance_2923) on one occasion i was waste deep when standing on the rail of the pooh (utterance_2924) the afterguard were organized in two parties by evans to work buckets the men were kept steadily going on the choked hand pumps this seemed all that could be done for the moment and what a measured account is a sole safegut of the ship from sinking practically an attempt of balerotte (utterance_2925) occasionally a heavy sea would bear one of them away and he was only save by his chain (utterance_2926) now this is how author hunted the stag (utterance_2927) and the last dog that was let loose was a favorite dog of atho cava was his name (utterance_2928) then they sounded the death horn for slaying and they all gathered round (utterance_2929) one wish that it should be given to the lady best beloved by him and another to the lady whom he loved best (utterance_2930) and after midday they beheld an unshapely little man upon a horse and after him a dame or damsel also on horseback and after her a knight of large stature bowed down and hanging his head low and sorrowfully and clatton broken and worthless armour (utterance_2931) i know not who they are said he but i know said glenarva this is the knight whom gerant pursued and me things that he comes not here by his own free will (utterance_2932) but gerant has overtaken him an avenged insult to the maiden to the uttermost (utterance_2933) lady said he at the gate there was a night and i saw never a man of so pitiful an aspect to look upon as he (utterance_2934) i do said he he tells me that he is ediron the sum of nod (utterance_2935) then she replied i know him not (utterance_2936) saguiniver went to the gate to meet him and he entered (utterance_2937) and gerank greets thee well and in greeting thee he compelled me to come hither to do thy pleasure the insult which thy maiden received from the dwarf know where did he overtake thee (utterance_2938) sir said she when thinkest thou that your aunt will be here (utterance_2939) to morrow late i think you will be here with the maiden (utterance_2940) i am lord said he and i have met with much trouble and received wounds unsupportable (utterance_2941) well ah that for one i hear it be whose blemiver to be merciful towards thee (utterance_2942) the mercy which thou desirest lord said she will i grant to him since it is insulting to thee that an insult should be offered to me as to thyself (utterance_2943) thus will it be best to do said arthur let this man have medical care until it be known whether he may live (utterance_2944) to go over in her handmaid and said he (utterance_2945) and the steward of the household so awedded her (utterance_2946) and being young he changed himself and grew to hate the sin that seemed so like his own of moderate othis nephew and fell at last in the great battle fighting for the king (utterance_2947) and when jeuring came to the place where one of her was he saluted her (utterance_2948) then they went in and dismounted (utterance_2949) heaven protect thee said arthur and the welcome of heaven be unto thee (utterance_2950) and inasmuch as thou hast vanquished ednuin the son of nud thou hast had a prosperous career (utterance_2951) and from that time she became his wife (utterance_2952) and the maiden took up her about in the palace and she had many companions both men and women and there was no maiden more steamed than she in the island of britain (utterance_2953) and a year and a second and a third he proceeded thus until his fame had flown over the face of the kingdom (utterance_2954) and he greets thee well as an uncle should greet his nephew and as a vassal should greet his lord (utterance_2955) and the neighbouring chief's knowing miss grow insolent toward him and covered his land in possessions (utterance_2956) and atholjo joined the cause of the mission and of the coming of the ambassadors to him out of conwell truly said gerant be it to my advantage your disadvantage lord i will do according to thy will concerning this embassy (utterance_2957) what discourse said glenarva do i hear between you (utterance_2958) said gerant i think i shall have enough of knighthood with me and they sat forth (utterance_2959) and never was this seen a fair host journeying towards the seven (utterance_2960) and he said to jeuringt i am a feeble and a natured man and whilst i was able to maintain the dominions for thee and for myself i did so (utterance_2961) and everyone asked that which he desired (utterance_2962) and they were not long in giving so eager was every one to bestow gifts and of those who came to ask if none departed unsatisfied (utterance_2963) then geraine sent ambassadors to the men of cornwall to ask them this (utterance_2964) and they all said that it would be the fullness of joy and honour to them for gerank to come and receive their armage (utterance_2965) so he received the armage of such as were there (utterance_2966) and the day after the followers of arthur intended to go away (utterance_2967) a number of other days were observed with a christian church of various times as a birthday of jesus the gospels give no date and appear to be quite uncertain really ignorant about it (utterance_2968) yet there is no evidence that he was born on that day (utterance_2969) might his description see an historical document to say nothing about inspiration (utterance_2970) again matthew says that to escape the evil designs of herod marian joseph with the infant jesus fled into egypt looks as nothing about this hurried flight nor of hair is intention to kill the infant siah (utterance_2971) only come to the more important chapters of a jesus will be with greater difficulties (utterance_2972) or is always on a friday that the cruspituents commorated the week in which the day occurs very severe to year (utterance_2973) good friday falls not before the spring equinox but as soon after the spring equinox is the full moon louse thus making the calculation to depend upon the position of the sun and the zobiac and the phases of the moon (utterance_2974) the pagan austeria has become a christian easter (utterance_2975) that in the actions of evidence origin offers of following metaphysical arguments against the spectacle senses one (utterance_2976) if we are to have any mythology at all he seems to argue why object to adding to it the miss of jesus (utterance_2977) the immediate companions of jesus appear to be on the other hand as mythical as he is himself (utterance_2978) who was matthew who was marked (utterance_2979) who were john peter judas and mary (utterance_2980) there is actually no evidence that they ever existed (utterance_2981) if peter ever went to rome with the new doctrine how was it that no historian has taken note of him (utterance_2982) here again we see the presence of amith (utterance_2983) he was the only one who saw them (utterance_2984) peter paul john james judas occupy the stage almost exclusively (utterance_2985) it is impossible to explain why the contemporaries of jesus the authors and the historians of this time you not take notice of him (utterance_2986) could they have been a conspiracy against him (utterance_2987) how is his unanimous science be accounted for (utterance_2988) how then are we to decide which are the innumerable candidates for divine honour should be given our votes (utterance_2989) and such a faith is never free it is always maintained but a sword now and by hell fire hereafter (utterance_2990) if the most impossible utterances are put in juda's mouth (utterance_2991) only a mythical jesus could virtually hand over the gome of euvres to quarters who have petitions to press upon his attention (utterance_2992) moreover if jesus could keep his promise there would be to day no misery in the world no orphans no child of mothers no shipwrecks no floods no famines no disease no crippled children no insanny no wars no crime no wrong (utterance_2993) have these prayers been answered (utterance_2994) how me self delude profits these extravagant claims have produced (utterance_2995) and who can number the bitter disappointments caused by such impossible promises (utterance_2996) the saying which approaches us to day give he parried his answer with many words and at length said that the promise was to be taking with the provision that will we ask for would be given if god thought it for our good (utterance_2997) but he said if he asked anything in my name i will do it and if it were not so i would have told you (utterance_2998) did he not mean just what he said (utterance_2999) self effort and not prayer is a rimia against ignorance slavery poverty and moral degradation (utterance_3000) but i am determined not only to know if it is possible the whole truth about jesus but also to communicate that truth to others (utterance_3001) but there is more of a moral tonic in the open and can a discussion of a subject like a one hand than in the multitude of pletitutes (utterance_3002) i never deliver a lecture in which i do not be it directly or indirectly if full and free expression to my faith in everything that is warily afface (utterance_3003) if i do not believe in dagma is because i believe in freedom (utterance_3004) oh he tears down but he's not build up is another criticism about my work it is not true (utterance_3005) no preacher a priest is more constructive (utterance_3006) clasping truth and jail jagged the mouth of a student is that building up or tearing down (utterance_3007) when winnell lighted a new torch to increase the lie of the world who was as reward the stake (utterance_3008) count your rights political religious social and intellectual and tell me which of them was conquered for you by the priest (utterance_3009) i wish to tell you something (utterance_3010) the first list be impersonal the epithets irrevrant blastumer apheist and infidel are flung at a man not from pity but from envy (utterance_3011) not having the courage or the industry of our neighbour who works like a busy bee in the world of men and books searching with a sweat of his brow for the real bread of life weighing the open page afore him with his tears pushing into the weir hours of the night his quest and made by the fairest of our loves the love of truth we ease our own indolent conscience by calling him names (utterance_3012) as i approached the city i heard bells ringing and a little later i found the streets of stir with throngs of well dressed people in family groups winding their way hither and thither (utterance_3013) looking about me i saw gentlemen in a neat black dress smiling and his hand extended to me with great cordiality (utterance_3014) he must have realized i was a stranger and wished you tender his hospitality to me i accepted it gratefully i clasped his hand he pressed mine (utterance_3015) regained for a moment slightly into each other's eyes (utterance_3016) of course you are going there too i said to my friendly guide (utterance_3017) yes he answered i can have the worship i am a priest (utterance_3018) an idle i whispered taken by surprise (utterance_3019) they worship god they did not exist (utterance_3020) but the greeks loved their gods i protested my heart clamoring in my breast (utterance_3021) no i said in a low voice (utterance_3022) he was an idle then and not a god (utterance_3023) emit athens a sea of light he created the beautiful the true the good yes our religion was divine (utterance_3024) it had only one fault and wrote to my guide what was that (utterance_3025) i inquired without knowing what his answer would be it was not true (utterance_3026) produce him (utterance_3027) i was with you to myself what blasphemy (utterance_3028) then taking heart i told my guide how more than once i had felt apollo's radiant presence in my heart and told him of the immortal lines of homer concerned the divine apollo (utterance_3029) do you doubt hummer (utterance_3030) i said to him homer be inspired bard (utterance_3031) no no papa was not an idle (utterance_3032) he is a god and the son of a god (utterance_3033) the air was heavy with incense a number of men and gorgeous vestments were passing to and fro bowing and kneeling before the various lives and images (utterance_3034) observing my anxiety to understand the mean of all this my guide took me aside and in a whisper told me that a people were celebrating the anniversary of the birth the other readiful saviour jesus the son of god (utterance_3035) forget apollo he said with his asjection of severiting his voice (utterance_3036) there was no such person he was only an idle (utterance_3037) if you would assert for apolloan all the universe you would never find any one answering to his name or description (utterance_3038) i will diseges us i hasten turning toward him (utterance_3039) will he not be here this morning (utterance_3040) will he not speak to his worshippers i asked again (utterance_3041) will he not permit them to touch him to caress his hand to class his divine feet to unheal the embrosial fragrance of his breath too bask in the golden light of his eyes to hear the music of his immaculate accents (utterance_3042) i asked my eyes filled with wonder in my voice quivering with excitement (utterance_3043) would not that then i venture to ask impatiently make jesus as much of an idle as apollo (utterance_3044) and if faith it jesus is a god proves him a god why will not faith in apollo make him a god (utterance_3045) i make his a fanciful explanation of a given phenomenon (utterance_3046) the mine craye's renolege the child as questions because of an emborning desire to know (utterance_3047) now in then they came close enough to stop at each other (utterance_3048) with this mythos the prone to man was satisfied and who his developing intelligence realized its inarequacy science was born of that realization (utterance_3049) the mereth of a one eyed people live in an india has in replace by accurate information concerning the hindoos (utterance_3050) and this is precisely the use to which miss heaven put (utterance_3051) is genusamith (utterance_3052) there is a man of faculty for fiction (utterance_3053) a faint less than a guesses (utterance_3054) in his reflection which introduces a bit into the mouth of imagination carbon is place and subduing its relentless spirit (utterance_3055) we feel the space abounding over us with spirits fairies gods and other invisible and airy beings (utterance_3056) recovered the rainbow we reach out for the moon (utterance_3057) our feet not really begin to touch the firm ground under we have reached the years of discretion (utterance_3058) science was not born till man had a church (utterance_3059) grown up people create science (utterance_3060) the cradle is the room of all the fairies and face to mankind (utterance_3061) the school was the birthplace of science (utterance_3062) religion is the science of the child (utterance_3063) in the discussion of this subject i appeal to the mature not to the child mind (utterance_3064) he is god's mouthpiece and no one may disagree with him (utterance_3065) the only way i may command your respect is to be reasonable (utterance_3066) let us place ourselves entirely in the hands of the evidence (utterance_3067) as intelligent beings would desire to know where this jesus whose worship is not only costing the world millions of the people's money but which is also drawing to his service the time the energies the affections the devotions and the labor of humanity is a myth or reality (utterance_3068) and again when the artists following malicorne's advise was a little late in arriving and when saint agnon had been obliged to be absent for some time it was interesting to observe so no one witnessed them those moments of silence full of deep expression which united in one side to souls most disposed to understand each other and who by no means objected to the quite meditation they enjoyed together (utterance_3069) in a word malicorne philosopher that he was no he knew it not had learned how to inspire the king with an appetite in the midst of pony and with desire in the assurance of possession (utterance_3070) in this manner therefore without leaving her room and having no confident she was able to return to her apartment thus removing by her appearance a little tardy perhaps the suspicions of the most determined sceptic (utterance_3071)