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+gerant as he had been used to do when he was at arthur's court frequented tournaments (utterance_0)
+before during it the scored to the enemy i saw steeds white with foam and after the shout of a battle a fearful torrent (utterance_1)
+these tidings came to urban (utterance_2)
+not i by my confession unto heaven said she there is nothing more hateful unto me than this (utterance_3)
+and the tis she said in the words she had spoken awoke him (utterance_4)
+and evil betide me said he if thou returnest here until thou knowest whether i have lost my strength so completely as thou didst say (utterance_5)
+then your aunt went to see urban (utterance_6)
+sir said he i am going upon a quest and i am not certain when i may come back (utterance_7)
+take heed therefore unto thy possessions until my return (utterance_8)
+but one person only will go with me (utterance_9)
+and he desired enid to mount her horse and to ride forward and to keep a long way before him (utterance_10)
+and unless i speak unto thee say not thou one word either (utterance_11)
+and though thou shouldst desire to see my defeat and my death by the hands of those men yet do i feel no dread (utterance_12)
+and he received him and that not feebly (utterance_13)
+and say not one word unto me unless i speak first unto thee (utterance_14)
+i will do as far as i can lord said she according to thy desire (utterance_15)
+ah maiden said he it is vain to a temper proceeding forward (utterance_16)
+i cannot by any means refrain from sleep through weariness said he do thou therefore watch the horses and sleep not (utterance_17)
+and when she saw the dawn of day appear she looked around her to see if he were waking and thereupon he woke (utterance_18)
+and they left the wood and they came to an open country with meadows on one hand and mow was mowing the meadows (utterance_19)
+my lord he added will it be displeasing to thee if i ask whence thou comest also (utterance_20)
+wilt thou follow my counsel said the youth and take thy meal from me (utterance_21)
+what sort of meal he inquired (utterance_22)
+then they washed and took their repast (utterance_23)
+i go now lord said he to meet the knight and to conduct him to his lodging (utterance_24)
+i will do lord said she as thou sayest (utterance_25)
+and after they had eaten and drank jane went to sleep and so did enid also (utterance_26)
+the dates seem unemployent but throughout the period the offices and men of the ship have been unremittingly busy (utterance_27)
+bows attacked the ship's stores surveyed relisted and resttowed them saving very much space by unstowing numerous cases and stowing the contents in the lazarette (utterance_28)
+without steam the leak can now be kept under with the handpump by two daily efforts of a quarter of an hour to twenty minutes (utterance_29)
+as the ship was and in her present heavily laden condition it would certainly have taken three to four hours each day (utterance_30)
+the large green tent was put up and proper supports made for it (utterance_31)
+the engine room staff and anderson's people on the engines scientists were stowing their laboratories the cookery fitting his galley and so forth not a single spot but had its band of workers (utterance_32)
+the man's space such as is therefore extends from the fore hatch the stem on the main deck (utterance_33)
+under the forecastle are stalls of fifteen ponies the maximum space would hold the narrow irregular space in front is packed tight with fodder (utterance_34)
+immediately behind the forecastle bulkhead is a small booby hatch the only inches to the men's mess deck and bad weather (utterance_35)
+abaft the fore hatch is the ice house (utterance_36)
+we managed to get three tons of ice one hundred sixty two caucasus of mutton and three caucasusses of beef besides some boxes of sweetbreads and kidneys into the space (utterance_37)
+the sacks containing this last added to the goods already mentioned make a really heavy decked cargo and one is naturally anxious concerning it but everything that can be done by lashing and securing has been done (utterance_38)
+forage i originally ordered thirty tons of compressed oatin hay from melbourne (utterance_39)
+the scene is wholly enchanting and such a view from some sheltered sunny corner in a garden which blazes with masses of red and golden flowers tends to feelings of inexpressible satisfaction with all things (utterance_40)
+a great mass of people assembled (utterance_41)
+kane and i lunched with a party in the new zeal and companyship ruperthu (utterance_42)
+telegram to say tarranova had arrived sunday night (utterance_43)
+a third sledge stands across the break of the poop in the space hitherto occupied by the after wench (utterance_44)
+the quantity is two and a half tons and the space occupied considerable (utterance_45)
+the ship was over two feet by the stern but this will soon be remedied (utterance_46)
+they must perforce be chained up and they have given what shelter is afforded on deck but their position is not enviable (utterance_47)
+it is a pathetic attitude deeply significant of cold and misery occasionally some poor beast admits a long pathetic whine (utterance_48)
+there are generally one or two on watch which eases matters but it is a squash (utterance_49)
+later in the day the wind has veered to the westward heading us slightly (utterance_50)
+oates and atkinson with intermittent assistance from others were busy keeping the ponies on their legs (utterance_51)
+there was nothing for it but to grapple with the evil and nearly all hands were laboring for hours in the waste of the ship heaving coal sacks overboard and relashing the petrol cases et cetera in the best manner possible under such difficult and dangerous circumstances (utterance_52)
+no sooner was some semblance of order restored than some exceptionally heavy wave would tear away the lashing and the work had to be done all over again (utterance_53)
+from this moment about four a m the engine room became the centre of interest (utterance_54)
+the water gained in spite of every effort (utterance_55)
+the outlooker paid grimm (utterance_56)
+the amount of water which was being made with the ship so roughly handled was most uncertain (utterance_57)
+williams had to confess he was beaten and must draw fires what was to be done (utterance_58)
+the bill's pump is dependent on the main engine (utterance_59)
+on one occasion i was waist deep when standing on the rail of the poop (utterance_60)
+the after god were organized in two parties by evans to work buckets the men were kept steadily going on the choked hand pumps this seemed all that could be done for the moment and what a measure to count is the sole safeguard of the ship from sinking practically an attempt to bale her out (utterance_61)
+occasionally a heavy sea would bear one of them away and he was only save by his chain (utterance_62)
+now this is how arthur hunted the stag (utterance_63)
+and the last dog that was let loose was a favorite dog of arthur caval was his name (utterance_64)
+then they sounded the death horn for slaying and they all gathered round (utterance_65)
+one wished that it should be given to the lady best be loved by him and another to the lady whom he loved best (utterance_66)
+and after midday they beheld an unshapedly little man upon a horse and after him a dame or a damsel also on horseback and after her a knight of large stature bowed down and hanging his head low and sorrowfully clad in broken and worthless armour (utterance_67)
+i know not who they are said he but i know said guenever this is the knight whom durrant pursued and methinks that he comes not here by his own free will (utterance_68)
+but geranium has overtaken him and a vengeful insult to the maiden to the uttermost (utterance_69)
+lady said he at the gate there was a knight and i saw never a man of so pitiful an aspect to look upon as he (utterance_70)
+i do said he he tells me that he is ederan the son of nud (utterance_71)
+then she replied i know him not (utterance_72)
+so gonarvara went to the gate to meet him and he entered (utterance_73)
+and jeren greets thee well and in greeting thee he compelled me to come hither to do thy pleasure for the insult which thy maiden received from the dwarf now where did he overtake thee (utterance_74)
+sir said she when thinkest thou that duran't will be here (utterance_75)
+to morrow lady i think you will be here with the maiden (utterance_76)
+i am lord said he and i have met with much trouble and received wounds unsupportable (utterance_77)
+well the latter from what i hear behoves gwenevere to be merciful towards thee (utterance_78)
+the mercy which thou desirest lord said she will i grant to him since it is as insulting to thee that an insult should be offered to me as to thyself (utterance_79)
+thus will it be best to do said arthur let this man have medical care until it be known whether he may live (utterance_80)
+to gwenever and her handmaiden said he (utterance_81)
+and the steward of the household so ordered her (utterance_82)
+and being young he changed himself and grew to hate the sin that seemed so like his own of modred ought his nephew and fell at last in the great battle fighting for the king (utterance_83)
+and when jeering came to the place where gwendov her was he saluted her (utterance_84)
+then they went in and dismounted (utterance_85)
+heaven protect thee said arthur and the welcome of heaven be unto thee (utterance_86)
+and inasmuch as thou hast vanquished ednaran the son of nud thou hast had a prosperous career (utterance_87)
+and from that time she became his wife (utterance_88)
+and the maiden took up her abode in the palace and she had many companions both men and women and there was no maiden more esteemed than she in the island of britain (utterance_89)
+and a year and a second and a third he proceeded thus until his fame had flown over the face of the kingdom (utterance_90)
+and he greets thee well as an uncle should greet his nephew and as a vassal should greet his lord (utterance_91)
+and the neighboring chiefs knowing this grow insolent toward him and covered his land in possessions (utterance_92)
+and athos told gerynt the cause of the mission and of the coming of the ambassadors to him out of cornwall truly said gerant be it to my advantage or disadvantage lord i will do according to thy will concerning this embassy (utterance_93)
+what discourse said glenarvan do i hear between you (utterance_94)
+said durrant i think i shall have enough of knighthood with me and they set forth (utterance_95)
+and never was there seen a fair host journeying towards the severn (utterance_96)
+and he said to durrant i am a feeble and an aged man and whilst i was able to maintain the dominions for thee and for myself i did so (utterance_97)
+and every one asked that which he desired (utterance_98)
+and they were not long in giving so eager was every one to bestow gifts and of those who came to ask gifts none departed unsatisfied (utterance_99)
+then geraniums sent ambassadors to the men of cornwall to ask them this (utterance_100)
+and they all said that it would be the fulness of joy and honour to them for durrant to come and receive their homage (utterance_101)
+so he received the homage of such as were there (utterance_102)
+and the day after the followers of arthur intended to go away (utterance_103)
+a number of other dates were observed by the christian church at various times as the birthday of jesus the gospels give no date and appear to be quite uncertain really ignorant about it (utterance_104)
+yet there is no evidence that he was born on that day (utterance_105)
+why this discrepancy in the historical document to say nothing about inspiration (utterance_106)
+again matthew says that to escape the evil designs of herod marion joseph with the infant jesus fled into egypt luke says nothing about this hurried flight nor of herod's intention to kill the infant messiah (utterance_107)
+when we come to the more important chapters about jesus we meet with quicker difficulties (utterance_108)
+it is always on a friday that the crucifixion is commemorated the week in which the day occurs varies from year to year (utterance_109)
+good friday falls not before the spring equinox but as soon after the spring equinox as the full moon allows thus making the calculation to depend upon the position of the sun and the zodiac and the faces of the moon (utterance_110)
+the pagan austeria has become the christian easter (utterance_111)
+but in the absence of evidence origin offers a following metaphysical arguments against the sceptical senses one (utterance_112)
+if we are to have any mythology at all he seems to argue why object to adding to it the myths of jesus (utterance_113)
+the immediate companions of jesus appear to be on the other hand as mythical as he is himself (utterance_114)
+who was matthew who was mark (utterance_115)
+who were john peter judas and mary (utterance_116)
+there is actually no evidence that they ever existed (utterance_117)
+if peter ever went to rome with a new doctrine how is it that no historian has taken note of him (utterance_118)
+here again we see the presence of a myth (utterance_119)
+he was the only one who saw them (utterance_120)
+peter paul john james judas occupy the stage almost exclusively (utterance_121)
+it is impossible to explain why the contemporaries of jesus the authors and the historians of his time do not take notice of him (utterance_122)
+for they had been in a conspiracy against him (utterance_123)
+houses his unanimous science to be accounted for (utterance_124)
+how then are we to decide which of the enumerous candidates for divine honors should be given our votes (utterance_125)
+and such a faith is never free it is always maintained by the sword now and by hell far hereafter (utterance_126)
+yet the most impossible utterances are put in judah's mouth (utterance_127)
+only a mythical jesus could virtually hand over the government of evres to quarters who have petitions to press upon his attention (utterance_128)
+moreover if jesus could keep his promise there would be to day no misery in the world no orphans no childless mothers no shipwrecks no floods no famines no disease no crippled children no insanity no wars no crime no wrong (utterance_129)
+have these prayers been answered (utterance_130)
+how many self deluded profits these extravagant claims have produced (utterance_131)
+and who can number the bitter disappointments caused by such impossible promises (utterance_132)
+the same which the preachers of to day give he parried his answer with many words and at length said that the promise was to be taken with the provision that what we asked for would be given if god thought it for our good (utterance_133)
+but he said if you ask anything in my name i will do it and if it were not so i would have told you (utterance_134)
+did he not mean just what he said (utterance_135)
+self effort and not prayer is a remedy against ignorance slavery poverty and moral degradation (utterance_136)
+but i am determined not only to know if it is possible the whole truth about jesus but also to communicate that truth to others (utterance_137)
+but there is more of a moral tonic in the open and candid discussion of a subject like the one in hand than in a multitude of platitudes (utterance_138)
+i never deliver a lecture in which i do not either directly or indirectly give full and free expression to my faith in everything that is worthy of faith (utterance_139)
+if i do not believe in dogma it is because i believe in freedom (utterance_140)
+oh he tears down but he does not build up is another criticism about my work it is not true (utterance_141)
+no preacher or priest is more constructive (utterance_142)
+clasping truth in a jail gagging the mouth of a student is that building up or tearing down (utterance_143)
+when bruno lighted a new torch to increase the lie of the world what was his reward the stake (utterance_144)
+count your rights political religious social intellectual and tell me which of them was conquered for you by the priest (utterance_145)
+i wish to tell you something (utterance_146)
+the first list be impersonal the epithets irreverent blasphemer atheist and infidel are flung at a man not from pity but from envy (utterance_147)
+not having the courage or the industry of our neighbour who works like a busy bee in the world of men and books searching with the sweat of his brow for the real bread of life weighing the open page afore him with his tears pushing into the wee hours of the night his quest animated but the fairest of all loves the love of truth we ease our own indolent conscience by calling him names (utterance_148)
+as i approached the city i heard bells ringing and a little later i found the streets astir with throngs of well dressed people in family groups winding their way hither and thither (utterance_149)
+looking about me i saw a gentleman in a neat black dress smiling and his hand extended to me with great cordiality (utterance_150)
+he must have realized i was a stranger and wished you tender his hospitality to me i accepted it gratefully i clasped his hand he pressed mine (utterance_151)
+we gazed for a moment slightly into each other's eyes (utterance_152)
+of course you are going there too i said to my friendly guide (utterance_153)
+yes he answered i conduct the worship i am a priest (utterance_154)
+an idol i whispered taken by surprise (utterance_155)
+they worshiped god that they did not exist (utterance_156)
+but the greeks loved their gods i protested my heart clamouring in my breast (utterance_157)
+no i said in a low voice (utterance_158)
+he was an idol then and not a god (utterance_159)
+it made athens a sea of light it created the beautiful the true the good yes our religion was divine (utterance_160)
+it had only one fault interrupted my guide what was that (utterance_161)
+i inquired without knowing what his answer would be it was not true (utterance_162)
+produce him (utterance_163)
+i whispered to myself what blasphemy (utterance_164)
+then taking heart i told my guide how more than once i had felt apollo's radiant presence in my heart and told him of the immortal lines of homer concerned the divine apollo (utterance_165)
+do you doubt homer (utterance_166)
+i said to him homer the inspired bard (utterance_167)
+no no apollo is not an idol (utterance_168)
+he is a god and the son of a god (utterance_169)
+the air was heavy with incense a number of men in gorgeous vestments were passing to and fro bowing and kneeling before their various lights and images (utterance_170)
+observing my anxiety to understand the mean of all this my guide took me aside and in a whisper told me that the people were celebrating the anniversary of the birthday of their beautiful saviour jesus the son of god (utterance_171)
+forget apollo he said with his suggestion of severity in his voice (utterance_172)
+there was no such person he was only an idol (utterance_173)
+if you were to search for apollo and all the universe you would never find any one answering to his name or description (utterance_174)
+i want to see jesus i hasten turning toward him (utterance_175)
+will he not be here this morning (utterance_176)
+will he not speak to his worshippers i asked again (utterance_177)
+will he not permit them to touch him to caress his hand to clasp his divine feet to unheal the ambrosial fragrance of his breath to bask in the golden light of his eyes to hear the music of his immaculate accents (utterance_178)
+i asked my eyes filled with wonder and my voice quivering with excitement (utterance_179)
+would not that then i venture to ask impatiently make jesus as much of an idol as apollo (utterance_180)
+and if faith that jesus is a god proves him a god why will not faith in apollo make him a god (utterance_181)
+a methodist offense or explanation of a given phenomenon (utterance_182)
+the mind craze for knowledge the child asks questions because of an unborning desire to know (utterance_183)
+now and then they came close enough to snap at each other (utterance_184)
+with this mythos the pronetude man was satisfied until his developing intelligence realized its inadequacy science was born of that realization (utterance_185)
+the myth of a one eyed people living in india has been replaced by accurate information concerning the hindus (utterance_186)
+and this is precisely the use to which mice have been put (utterance_187)
+is jesus a myth (utterance_188)
+there is in man a faculty for fiction (utterance_189)
+it thinks less'n it guesses (utterance_190)
+it is reflection which introduces of it into the mouth of imagination curbing its pace and subduing its relentless spirit (utterance_191)
+we feel the space about and over us with spirits fairies gods and other invisible and airy beams (utterance_192)
+we covered the rainbow we reach out for the moon (utterance_193)
+our feet not really begin to touch the firm ground until we have reached the years of discretion (utterance_194)
+science was not born till man had matured (utterance_195)
+grown up people create science (utterance_196)
+the cradle is the womb of all the fairies and faces of mankind (utterance_197)
+this school is the birthplace of science (utterance_198)
+religion is the science of the child (utterance_199)
+in the discussion of this subject i appeal to the mature not to the child mind (utterance_200)
+he is god's mouthpiece and no one may disagree with him (utterance_201)
+the only way i may command your respect is to be reasonable (utterance_202)
+let us place ourselves entirely in the hands of the evidence (utterance_203)
+as intelligent beings would desire to know where this jesus whose worship is not only costing the world millions of the people's money but which is also drawing to his service the time the energies the affections the devotions and the labour of humanity is a myth or reality (utterance_204)
+and again when the artists following malicorne's advice was a little late in arriving and when saint agnes had been obliged to be absent for some time it was interesting to observe that though no one witnessed them those moments of silence full of deep expression which united in one side two souls most disposed to understand each other and who by no means objected to the quite meditation they enjoyed together (utterance_205)
+in a word malicorne philosopher that he was though he knew it not had learned how to inspire the king with an appetite in the midst of play and with desire in the assurance of possession (utterance_206)
+in this manner therefore without leaving her room and having no confidant she was able to return to her apartment thus removing by her appearance a little tardy perhaps the suspicions of the most determined sceptic (utterance_207)
+but the door remained closed and neither satan agnes nor the pain her appeared nor did the hangings even move (utterance_208)
+call them dearest love said the king but to return quickly (utterance_209)
+no no not to day sir (utterance_210)
+i knew but too well that you had not ceased to love me (utterance_211)
+the valori with a gesture partly of extreme terror and partly as if invoking a blessing attempted to speak but could not articulate one word (utterance_212)
+at the moment however when the king threw himself on his knees a cry of utter despair rang through the corridor accompanied by the sound of retreating footsteps (utterance_213)
+the captain sitting buried in his leather arm chair his spurs fixed in the floor his sword between his legs was reading a number of letters as he twisted his moustache (utterance_214)
+d'artagnan uttered a welcome full of pleasure when he perceived his friend's son (utterance_215)
+i own my boy he said by what a lucky incident does it happen that the king has recalled you (utterance_216)
+these words did not sound agreeably in the young man's ears who as he seated himself replied upon my word i cannot tell you all that i know is i have come back hum (utterance_217)
+that the king has not recalled you and you have returned (utterance_218)
+i do not understand that at all (utterance_219)
+raoul was already pale enough and he now began to turn his hat round and round in his hand (utterance_220)
+what they do says the matter that you look as you do and what makes you so dumb (utterance_221)
+said the captain do people nowadays assume that sort of airs in england (utterance_222)
+i have been in england and came here again as lively as a chaffinch (utterance_223)
+will you not say something (utterance_224)
+i had too much to say (utterance_225)
+ah how is your father (utterance_226)
+forgive me my dear friend i was going to ask you that (utterance_227)
+d'artagnan increased his sharpness of his penetrating gaze which no secret was capable of resisting (utterance_228)
+you are unhappy about something he said (utterance_229)
+i am indeed and you know the reason very well monsieur d'artagnan (utterance_230)
+ne did not pretend to be astonished (utterance_231)
+i am not pretending to be astonished my friend (utterance_232)
+i have neither head nor arm do not despise but help me in two words i am the most wretched of living beings oh humph (utterance_233)
+she is deceiving you said d'artagnan not a muscle of whose face had moved those are big words who makes use of them (utterance_234)
+everyone ah (utterance_235)
+if everyone says so there must be some truth in it (utterance_236)
+not for a friend for a son (utterance_237)
+a doose ticket you are really ill from curiosity (utterance_238)
+no it is not from curiosity that is from love (utterance_239)
+could another big word (utterance_240)
+i tell you i love louise to distraction (utterance_241)
+well suppose it were only that (utterance_242)
+no sensible man ever succeeded in making much of a brain when the head was turned (utterance_243)
+i have completely lost my senses in the same way a hundred times in my life (utterance_244)
+you would hear but you would not understand me you would understand but she would not obey me (utterance_245)
+oh try try (utterance_246)
+i go far even if i were unfortunate enough to know something and foolish enough to communicate it to you you are my friend you say indeed yes (utterance_247)
+very good i should quarrel with you (utterance_248)
+i never complain as you know but as heaven and my father would never forgive me for blowing out my brain i will go and get the first person i meet to give me the information which you withhold i will tell him he lies and and you will kill him (utterance_249)
+and a fine affair that would be so much the better what should i care (utterance_250)
+you now assume a different tone instead of killing you will get killed yourself i suppose you mean very fine indeed (utterance_251)
+how much i should regret you (utterance_252)
+of course i shall go about all day saying ah (utterance_253)
+what a fine stupid fellow that bragelonne was (utterance_254)
+as great as stupid as i ever met with (utterance_255)
+go then raoul go and get yourself disposed of if you like (utterance_256)
+i hardly knew who can have touched you logic but deuce take me if your father has not been regularly robbed of his money (utterance_257)
+raoul buried his face in his hands murmuring no no i have not a single friend in the world (utterance_258)
+i don't fancies monsieur i do not laugh at you though i am a gascon (utterance_259)
+a carpenter what do you mean (utterance_260)
+upon my word i do not know some one told me there was a carpenter who made an opening through a certain floor (utterance_261)
+oh i don't know where (utterance_262)
+and who's room then (utterance_263)
+i have told you for the last hour that i know nothing of the whole affair (utterance_264)
+but the painter then the portrait (utterance_265)
+well you seem to have only that name in your mouth (utterance_266)
+i do not suppose it will concern you (utterance_267)
+yes you're right and he made a step or two as if he were going to leave where are you going (utterance_268)
+to look for some one who will tell me the truth (utterance_269)
+who is that a woman (utterance_270)
+you wish to be consoled by some one and you will be so at once she will tell you nothing ill of herself of course so be off (utterance_271)
+you are mistaken monsieur replied raoul the woman i mean will tell me all the evil she possibly can (utterance_272)
+well i admit it (utterance_273)
+and in point of fact why should i play with you as a cat does with a poor mouse (utterance_274)
+you distress me you do indeed (utterance_275)
+wait if you can (utterance_276)
+i could not so much the worse (utterance_277)
+ah said raoul snatching eagerly at the pen which the captain held out to him (utterance_278)
+how very fortunate that is he was looking for you too (utterance_279)
+she said in the same tone of voice it is not i who am going to speak to him who then (utterance_280)
+i accompany my granddaughter to this little attainment her ladyship responded (utterance_281)
+it is scarcely a choice occasion to my mind (utterance_282)
+no neither dressed herself like that if it isn't ejaculated mister grinnie (utterance_283)
+if i were sure this was the same man i'd go myself (utterance_284)
+when i find a fellow who's neither a knave nor a fool i stick to him believe elson to find out (utterance_285)
+the only time he had been any comment upon her was the first time he saw her in the dress she had copied from octavia's nice scanned that he darted out didn't get a here i'll wager (utterance_286)
+doesn't look like it he said graftily (utterance_287)
+no she answered i am not afraid of all (utterance_288)
+i shall not be afraid again (utterance_289)
+in fact she had perfectly confounded her ladyship by her demeanour (utterance_290)
+i beg you will not speak to me of that again she said i will not listen (utterance_291)
+and turning about she walked out of the room (utterance_292)
+and nothing more habited on the subject since (utterance_293)
+before breakfast miss belinda was startled by the arrival of another telegram which rained as follows (utterance_294)
+arrive to day per russia beauty to morrow evening (utterance_295)
+friend with me martin bassett (utterance_296)
+well remarked sercavia i suppose that would have been an advantage (utterance_297)
+octavia was a marked figure upon the ground to that garden party no their dress my dear remarked mister burden (utterance_298)
+and what a charming color she has in it clear she is usually paler (utterance_299)
+perhaps the others to lord lansdown (utterance_300)
+just prettier than ever today in its enjoying herself (utterance_301)
+she was enjoying herself mister francis burrow observed it rather gloomily as he stood apart (utterance_302)
+and then had come lord landsown who on crossing the lawn to shake hands with this host had been observed to keep his eye fixed upon one particular point burmistone he said after having spoken his first words who is that tall girl in white (utterance_303)
+and in ten minutes lady theobald mister burnham mister beryl then reversed others too numerous to mention saw miss seyney octavia's side evidently with no intention of leaving it (utterance_304)
+not long after this francis beryl found his way to miss belinda he was very busy and rather nervous her niece is evidently enjoying herself he remarked (utterance_305)
+octavia is most happy to day answered miss belinda (utterance_306)
+very few people understand octavia said miss belinda i'm not sure that i follow all her moods myself (utterance_307)
+she is not as frivolous as she appears to those who don't know her well (utterance_308)
+barold stood gnawing his mustache and made no reply he was not very comfortable (utterance_309)
+he felt himself ill used by fate and neither wished he had returned to london from bodhiax instead of loitering in slowbridge (utterance_310)
+he had amused himself at first but in time he had been surprised to find his amusement lose something of its zest (utterance_311)
+it's deucedly bad form on his part he said mentally what does he mean by it (utterance_312)
+octavia on the contrary did not ask what he meant by it (utterance_313)
+where are you ejaculated i say what a name (utterance_314)
+i had not observed it answered her ladyship (utterance_315)
+but she glared at beryl that she passed and beckoned to him where is lucia she amended (utterance_316)
+i saw her with burmiston half an hour ago he answered coldly have you any message from my mother i shall return to london to morrow leaving here early turned quite pale (utterance_317)
+what has happened she asked rigidly he looked slightly surprised nothing whatever he replied (utterance_318)
+i have remained here longer than i intended (utterance_319)
+she began to move the manacles on her right wrist (utterance_320)
+she had not brought lucia up under her own eye for nothing (utterance_321)
+chapter twenty three may i go (utterance_322)
+the very day after this octavia opened the fourth trunk (utterance_323)
+evidently something had happened octavia she said mister duckle binny is that old klow who is he (utterance_324)
+he is my grand uncle exclaimed lucia tremulously he has a great deal of money (utterance_325)
+i do not quite understand mamma octavia she said (utterance_326)
+last night she came to my room to talk to me and this morning she came again and oh (utterance_327)
+she broke out indignantly how could she speak to me in such a manner (utterance_328)
+what did you understand (utterance_329)
+i am to run after a man who does not care for me and make myself attractive in the hope that he will condescend to marry me because mister binny may leave me his money (utterance_330)
+do you wonder that it took even lady theomont a long time to say that (utterance_331)
+well remarked octavia you won't do it i suppose i wouldn't worry (utterance_332)
+oh i always do it i didn't guess (utterance_333)
+which she smelled ever sadly (utterance_334)
+that is one of the reasons why she loathes me so she added (utterance_335)
+lucia thought deeply forbidden she recognized all at once several things she had been mystified by before (utterance_336)
+octavia smiled little again (utterance_337)
+lucia sat thinking her hands clasped tightly (utterance_338)
+i am glad i came here said at length (utterance_339)
+i think i shall never be afraid of her any more (utterance_340)
+her delicate nostrils were dilated and she held her head up her breath came fast there was a hint of exultation in her tone (utterance_341)
+she walked very fast after she left the house (utterance_342)
+but it was not against him that lucia's indignation was aroused (utterance_343)
+she wondered if he had heard her last words she fancied he had (utterance_344)
+he took hold of her shaking little hand and looked down on her excited face (utterance_345)
+i am angry she said you have never seen me angry before (utterance_346)
+i am on my way to my to lady theobald (utterance_347)
+he held her hand as calmly as before (utterance_348)
+what are you going to say to her he asked she laughed again (utterance_349)
+he held her hand rather closer (utterance_350)
+she has made you very angry he said (utterance_351)
+and then almost before she knew what she was doing she was pouring forth the whole of her story even more of it than she had told octavia (utterance_352)
+lucia he said i wish you would let me go and talk with lady theobald you should have a little start (utterance_353)
+yes he answered let me go to her (utterance_354)
+if you will say yes to that i think i can promise but you need never be afraid of her any more (utterance_355)
+the fierce color died out of her cheeks and the tears rushed to her eyes (utterance_356)
+she raised her face with pathetic look (utterance_357)
+i am desperately in love with you he answered in this quietest way (utterance_358)
+alloh colonel how do you throw your wood this time (utterance_359)
+why that thing we must charge you three and a quarter this time that don't (utterance_360)
+supper was over and i retired to my upper berth situated alongside and overlooking the brack table where the captain was deeply engaged having now the other pilot as his principal opponent (utterance_361)
+hudder and shore then and taking six cords of its good see to it thompson i can't very well leave the game now it's getting right warm (utterance_362)
+this paddled speeding is all the smash the witty completed to be paddled on again (utterance_363)
+they were anxious to learn the game and they did learn it (utterance_364)
+still with all these disadvantages they continue playing they want it to learn the game (utterance_365)
+oh pretty clubbly sir replied the mate we can scarcely tell what heavy we are making for we are obliged to keep the middle of the river and there is the shadow of a fog rising (utterance_366)
+this wit seems rather better than that we took in the yellow faces but we're nearly out again and must be looking out for more (utterance_367)
+as all led just a hail on the bridge shall we hail (utterance_368)
+yes yes replied the captain bin the bell an after all it's the price of wood up here (utterance_369)
+i thought you lay it here as double kings (utterance_370)
+deal sir if you please better look next time (utterance_371)
+the other pilot's voice was again heard on deck how much have you (utterance_372)
+only bout ten quarts sir was replied the youthful salesman (utterance_373)
+we've happened here told thompson to take six cords which would last till daylight and again turn his attention to the game (utterance_374)
+the palletier changed places when did they sleep (utterance_375)
+with taken in the caravan again took her place in the middle of the stream paddling on as usual day at length dawned (utterance_376)
+i had risen and went out with the captain to enjoy a view of the bluffs (utterance_377)
+there it is exclaimed the captain stop her (utterance_378)
+he was gone (utterance_379)
+no more deep blue skies are crimson and amber tints (utterance_380)
+she sat by herself at the fire with unlighted candles on the table behind her thinking over the day the happy walk happy sketching cheerful pleasant dinner and the uncomfortable miserable walk in the garden (utterance_381)
+here was she disturbed and unhappy because her instinct had made anything but a refusal impossible while he not many minutes after he had met with rejection of what ought to have been the deepest holiest proposal of his life could speak as if its brief success and all the superficial consequences of a good house clever in agreeable society were the sole avowed objects of his desires oh dear (utterance_382)
+her mother came into the room before this whirl of thoughts was adjusted into anything like order (utterance_383)
+mister hale sipped his tea in abstracted silence margaret had the responses on to herself (utterance_384)
+she forgot that he had not made them an offer (utterance_385)
+margaret was repairing her mother's worst at work and rather shrinking from the thought of the long evening and wishing bedtime would come that she might go over the events of the day again (utterance_386)
+margaret (utterance_387)
+i want to speak to you about something very serious to us all (utterance_388)
+very serious to us all (utterance_389)
+mister lennox had never had the opportunity of having any private conversation with her father after her refusal or else that would indeed be a very serious affair (utterance_390)
+but she soon felt it was not about anything which having only lately and suddenly occurred could have given rise to any complicated thoughts that her father wished to speak to her (utterance_391)
+mister hale did not answer for a minute or two (utterance_392)
+margaret could not bear the sight of the suspense which was even more distressing to her father than to herself (utterance_393)
+but why dear papa do tell me (utterance_394)
+because i must no longer be a minister in the church of england (utterance_395)
+but nothing to the shock she received from mister hale's last speech what could he mean (utterance_396)
+it was all the worse for being so mysterious (utterance_397)
+why can you no longer be a clergyman (utterance_398)
+surely if the bishop were told all we know about frederick and the hard and just (utterance_399)
+margaret i will tell you about it (utterance_400)
+or will answer any questions this once but after to night let us never speak of it again (utterance_401)
+i can meet the consequences of my painful miserable doubt but it is an effort beyond me to speak of what has caused me so much suffering (utterance_402)
+no not doubts as to religion not the slightest injury to that he paused (utterance_403)
+margaret sighed as if standing on the verge of some new horror (utterance_404)
+margaret how i love the holy church from return to be shut out (utterance_405)
+he could not go on for a moment or two (utterance_406)
+margaret could not tell what to say it seemed to her as terribly mysterious as if her father were about to turn mahometan (utterance_407)
+the one state foundation of her home of her idea of her beloved father seemed reeling and walking (utterance_408)
+he swallowed down the dry choking sobs which had been heaving up from his heart hitherto and going to his bookcase he took down a volume which he had often been reading lately and from which he thought he had derived strength to enter upon the course in which he was now embarked (utterance_409)
+listen dear margaret said he putting one arm around her waist (utterance_410)
+when god will not use thee in one kind yet he will in another (utterance_411)
+if when thou art charged with corrupting god's worship falsifying thy woes though pretendest a necessity for it owne order to a continuance in the ministry (utterance_412)
+as he read this and glanced at much more which he did not read he gained resolution for himself and felt as if he too could be brave and firm in doing what he believed to be right but as he ceased he heard margaret's low convulsive sob and his courage sang down under the keen sense of suffering (utterance_413)
+i have borne long with self reproach that would have roused any mind less torpid and cowardly than mine (utterance_414)
+he shook his head as he went on (utterance_415)
+margaret i tried to do it i tried to content myself with simply refusing the destrart preferment and stopping quietly here strangling my conscience now as i had strained it before (utterance_416)
+god forgive me (utterance_417)
+he rose and walked up and down the room speaking low words of self reproach and humiliation of which margaret was thankful to hear but a few (utterance_418)
+margaret i return to the old said burden we must leave helstone (utterance_419)
+yes (utterance_420)
+i have written to the bishop i dare say i have told you so but i forget things just now said mister hale collapsing into his depressed manner as soon as he came to talk of hard matter of fact details informing him of my intention to resign this vicarage (utterance_421)
+they are but what i have cried upon myself without a wail (utterance_422)
+that will be a trial but worse far worse will be departing from my dear people (utterance_423)
+you will come to stay with us to morrow (utterance_424)
+was it to be so sudden then (utterance_425)
+what does mamma say (utterance_426)
+margaret i am a poor coward after all i cannot bear to give pain (utterance_427)
+yes indeed she must said margaret (utterance_428)
+perhaps after all she may not oh yes (utterance_429)
+she will she must be shocked as the force of the blow returned upon herself in trying to realize how another would take it (utterance_430)
+to milton know them he answered with a dull indifference for he had perceived that although his daughter's love had made her cling to him and for a moment tried to soothe him with her love yet the keenness of the pain was as fresh as ever in her mind (utterance_431)
+not to know them (utterance_432)
+yes said he in the same despondent and different way (utterance_433)
+but he with this quick intuitive sympathy read in her face as in a mirror the reflections of his own moody depression and turned it off with an effort (utterance_434)
+you shall be told old margaret (utterance_435)
+only help me to tell you mother (utterance_436)
+i'm going out for the day to bid father dobson and the poor people on bracie common good bye (utterance_437)
+would you dislike breaking it to her very much margaret (utterance_438)
+margaret did dislike it did shrink from it more than from anything she had ever had to do in her life before (utterance_439)
+mister hale shook his head despondingly he pressed her hand in token of gratitude (utterance_440)
+margaret was nearly upset again into a burst of crying (utterance_441)
+to turn her thoughts she said now tell me papa what our plans are (utterance_442)
+you and mamma have some money independent of the income from the living had not you on shaw has i know (utterance_443)
+seventy of that has always gone to frederick since he has been abroad (utterance_444)
+he must have some pay for serving with the spanish army (utterance_445)
+frederick must not suffer said margaret decidedly in a foreign country so unjustly treated by his own a hundred is left (utterance_446)
+no (utterance_447)
+said mister hale that would not answer i must do something (utterance_448)
+i can always decide better for myself and not influenced by those whom i love said he as a half apology for having arranged so much before he had told any one of his family of his intentions (utterance_449)
+i cannot stand objections (utterance_450)
+they make me feel undecided (utterance_451)
+mister hale continued a few months ago when my misery of doubt became more than i could bear without speaking i wrote to mister bell you remember mister bell margaret (utterance_452)
+no i never saw him i think (utterance_453)
+at any rate he has property there which has very much increased in value since milton has become such a large manufacturing town (utterance_454)
+i don't know that he gave me my strength (utterance_455)
+a private tutor (utterance_456)
+said margaret looking scornful what in the world in manufactures one with the classics on literature are the accomplishments of a gentleman (utterance_457)
+oh said her father some of them really seem to be fine fellows conscience of their own deficiencies which is more than many a man at oxford is (utterance_458)
+some want their children to be better instructed than they themselves have been (utterance_459)
+and in milton margaret i shall find a busy life if not a happy one and people and scenes so different that i shall never be reminded of helstone (utterance_460)
+discordant as it was with almost a detestation for all she had ever heard of the north of england the manufactures the people the wild and bleak country there was this one recommendation it would be different from helstone and could never remind them of that beloved place (utterance_461)
+when do we go (utterance_462)
+i do not know exactly (utterance_463)
+i want you to talk it over with you (utterance_464)
+you see no mother knows nothing about it yet but i think in a fortnight after my deed of resignation is sent in i shall have no right to remain (utterance_465)
+margaret was all a stand (utterance_466)
+but she recovered herself immediately (utterance_467)
+yes papa it had better be fixed soon and decidedly as you say (utterance_468)
+for poor maria (utterance_469)
+oh if i were not married if i were but myself in the world how easy it would be (utterance_470)
+no said margaret sadly i will do it (utterance_471)
+you must not deceive yourself into doubting the reality of my words my fixed intention and resolve (utterance_472)
+he looked at her in the same steady stony manner for some moments after he had done speaking (utterance_473)
+the blessing of god be upon thee my child (utterance_474)
+the next moment she feared lest this answer to his blessing might be reverent wrong might hurt him as coming from his daughter as she threw her arms around his neck (utterance_475)
+she heard him murmur to himself the martyrs and confessors had even more pain to bear i will not shrink (utterance_476)
+they were startled by hearing missus hale inquiring for her daughter (utterance_477)
+in seventeen fifty he came forth in the character for which he was eminently qualified a majestic teacher of moral and religious wisdom (utterance_478)
+the vehicle which he chose was that of a periodical paper which he knew had been upon former occasions employed with great success (utterance_479)
+when i was to begin publishing that paper i was at a loss how to name it (utterance_480)
+i sat down at night upon my bedside and resolved that i would not go to sleep till i had fixed its title (utterance_481)
+addison's note was a fiction in which unconnected fragments of his lucubrations were purposely jumbled together in as awed a manner as he could in order to produce a laughable effect (utterance_482)
+whereas johnson's abbreviations are all distinct and applicable to each subject of which the head is mentioned (utterance_483)
+for instance there is the following specimen (utterance_484)
+public calamities no sense of the prevalence of bad habits negligent of time ready to undertake careless to pursue all changed by time (utterance_485)
+confidence of others unsuspecting as unexperienced imagining himself secure against neglect never imagines they will venture to treat him ill ready to trust expecting to be trusted (utterance_486)
+youth ambitious as thinking honours easy to be had (utterance_487)
+different kinds of praise pursued at different periods (utterance_488)
+of the fancy and manhood (utterance_489)
+rife (utterance_490)
+scholars friendship like ladies (utterance_491)
+drawn to man by words repelled by passions (utterance_492)
+common danger unites by crushing other passions but they return (utterance_493)
+equality hinders compliance (utterance_494)
+superiority produces insolence and envy (utterance_495)
+too much regard and each to private interest too little (utterance_496)
+of confederacy with superiors every one knows the inconvenience (utterance_497)
+with equals no authority every man his own opinion his own interest (utterance_498)
+man and wife hardly united scarce ever without children (utterance_499)
+computation if two to one against two how many against five (utterance_500)
+in this as in many other cases i go wrong in opposition to conviction for i think scarce any temporal good equally to be desired with the regard and familiarity of worthy men (utterance_501)
+i hope we shall be some time nearer to each other and have a more ready way of pouring out our hearts (utterance_502)
+the greatest benefit which one friend can confer upon another is to god and excite and elevate his virtues (utterance_503)
+this your mother will still perform if you diligently preserve the memory of her life and of her death a life so far as i could learn useful wise and innocent and the death resigned peaceful and holy (utterance_504)
+i cannot forbear to mention that neither reason nor revelation denies you to hope that you may increase her happiness by obeying her precepts and that she may in her present state look with pleasure upon every act of virtue to which her instructions or example have contributed (utterance_505)
+if you write down minutely what you remember of her from your earliest years you will read it with great pleasure and receive from it many hints of soothing recollection when time shall remove her yet farther from you and your grief shall be matured to veneration (utterance_506)
+number thirty two on patience even under extreme misery is wonderfully lofty and as much above the rent of stoicism as the sun of revelation is brighter than the twilight of pagan philosophy (utterance_507)
+it must indeed be allowed that the structure of his sentences is expanded and often has somewhat of the inversion of latin and that he delighted to express familiar thoughts in philosophical language being in this the reverse of socrates who it was said reduced philosophy to the simplicity of common life (utterance_508)
+this idle charge has been echoed from one babeler to another who have confounded johnson's essays with johnson's dictionary and because he thought it right in lexicon of our language to collect many words which had fallen into disuse but were supported by great authorities it has been imagined that all of these have been interwoven into his own compositions (utterance_509)
+their styles differ as plain cloth and brocade (utterance_510)
+our extremest pleasure has some sort of groaning and complaining in it would you not say that it is dying of pain (utterance_511)
+the highest and fullest contentment offers more of the grave than of the merry ipsifelicatos say missitemperot premit even felicity unless it moderate itself oppresses (utterance_512)
+socrates says that some god tried to mix in one mass and to confound pain and pleasure but not being able to do it he bethought him at least to couple them by the tail metrodorus said that in sorrow there's some mixture of pleasure (utterance_513)
+nature discovers this confusion to us painters hold that the same motions and grimaces of the face that serve for weeping serve for laughter too and indeed before the one or the other be finished do but observe the painter's manner of handling and you will be in doubt to which of the two the design tends and the extreme of laughter does at last bring tears (utterance_514)
+and therefore common and less speculative souls are found to be more proper for and more successful in the management of affairs and the elevated and exquisite opinions of philosophy unfit for business this sharp vivacity of soul and the supple and restless volubility attending it disturb our negotiations (utterance_515)
+he who dies into and in his inquisition comprehends all circumstances and consequences hinders his election a little engine well handled is sufficient for executions whether of less or greater weight (utterance_516)
+when the lofty fucidities is about to enter upon his description of the plague that desolated athens one of his modern commentators assures the reader that the history is now going to be exceedingly solemn from a cupboard to regale a favourite that this plague will give his history a most agreeable variety (utterance_517)
+such are the true subjects for the historic pen (utterance_518)
+the fall of empires the desolation of happy countries splendid cities smoking in their ruins the proudest works of art tumbled in the dust the shrieks and groans of whole nations ascending unto heaven (utterance_519)
+thus those swarms of flies which are so often execrated as useless vermin are created for the sustenance of spiders and spiders on the other hand are evidently made to devour flies (utterance_520)
+ancient traditions speak much of his learning and of the gallant inroads he had made into the dead languages in which he had made captive a host of greek nouns and latin verbs and brought off rich booty in ancient saws and apothegma which he was wont to parade in his public harangues as a triumphant general of yore his spolia opima (utterance_521)
+it was observed however that he seldom got into an argument without getting into a perplexity and then into a passion with his adversary for not being convinced gratis (utterance_522)
+his abode which he had fixed at a bowery or country seat at a short distance from the city just at what is now called dutch street soon abounded with proofs of his ingenuity and other wrong headed contrivances that astonished and confounded all beholders (utterance_523)
+it is in knowledge as in swimming he who flounders and splashes on the surface makes more noise and attracts more attention than the pearl diver who quietly dies in quest of treasures to the bottom (utterance_524)
+the romans by this means erected their colonies for perceiving their city to grow immeasurably populous they sometimes also they purposely maintained wars with some of their enemies not only to keep their own men in action for fear lest idleness the mother of corruption should bring upon them some worse inconvenience (utterance_525)
+and we suffer the ills of a long peace luxury is more pernicious than war (utterance_526)
+and this also was one reason why our king philip consented to send his son john upon a foreign expedition that he might take along with him a great number of hot young men who were then in his pay (utterance_527)
+what other end as the impious art of the gladiators proposed to itself what the slaughter of young men what pleasure fed with blood (utterance_528)
+prince take the honours delayed for thy reign and be successor to thy fathers henceforth let none at rome be slain for sport (utterance_529)
+let beaste's blood stain the infamous arena and no more homicides be there acted (utterance_530)
+it was not enough for them to fight and to die bravely but cheerfully too insomuch that they were hissed and cursed if they made any hesitation about receiving their death (utterance_531)
+the very girls themselves set them on (utterance_532)
+beginning of revolt (utterance_533)
+at this unexpected command the surprise was great on board the forward (utterance_534)
+light the fires exclaimed some (utterance_535)
+what with asked others (utterance_536)
+and stuff the stove with the masts added warren (utterance_537)
+did you hear me (utterance_538)
+who spoke cried hatteras (utterance_539)
+i did said penn advancing towards the captain (utterance_540)
+i say answered penn with an oath i say we've had enough of it and we won't go any further (utterance_541)
+you sha'n't kill us with hunger and work in the winter and they sha'n't light the fires (utterance_542)
+if you repeat what the man says answered hatteras i'll have you shut up in your cabin and guarded (utterance_543)
+a murmur was heard (utterance_544)
+the engineer followed by plover and warn went down to his post (utterance_545)
+the steam was soon got up the anchors were weighed and the forward veered away east cutting the young ice with her steel prow (utterance_546)
+between bearing island and beecher point there are a tendency to agglomerate under the relatively low temperature hummocks were formed here and there and these masses already more compact denser and closer together would soon form an impenetrable mass (utterance_547)
+i am beginning not to answered wall (utterance_548)
+hatteras still hoped to find an open sea beyond the seventy seventh parallel as sir edward belcher had done (utterance_549)
+ought he to treat these accounts as apocryphal (utterance_550)
+the next day the sun set for the first time ending thus the long series of days with twenty four hours in them (utterance_551)
+the men had ended by getting accustomed to the continual daylight but it had never made any difference to the animals the greenland dogs went to their rest at their accustomed hour and dick slept as regularly every evening as though darkness had covered the sky (utterance_552)
+the doctor by following johnson's advice accustomed himself to support the low temperature he almost always stayed on deck briving the cold the wind and the snow (utterance_553)
+there is more than one amongst us who would like to and imitate them i think (utterance_554)
+they are cowards mister clawbonny those animals have no provisions as we have and are obliged to seek their food where it is to be found (utterance_555)
+you hope that hatteras will succeed then (utterance_556)
+he certainly will mister clawbonny (utterance_557)
+i'm of the same opinion as you johnson and if he only wanted one faithful companion he'll have two (utterance_558)
+prince albert land which the ford was then coasting bears also the name of grenelle land and though hatteras from his hatred to the yankees would never call it by its american name it is the one it generally goes by (utterance_559)
+on the eighteenth of august they sighted brittania mountain scarcely visible through the mist and the forward weighed anchor the next day in northumberland bay (utterance_560)
+and as a mortal apollo sought to earn his bread amongst men (utterance_561)
+afterward people wondered at admettuses ever smiling face and ever radiant being (utterance_562)
+that was before admetus sailed on the argo with jason and the companions of the quest (utterance_563)
+thereafter admetus having the love of alcestis was even more happy than he had been before (utterance_564)
+a radiant figure it was and at meteors knew that this was apollo come to him again (utterance_565)
+but apollo turned to admetus a face that was without joy (utterance_566)
+what years of happiness have been mine o apollo through your friendship for me said naghitus (utterance_567)
+but still apollo stood before him with a face that was without joy (utterance_568)
+he spoke and his voice was not that clear and vibrant voice that he had once in speaking to admit of (utterance_569)
+admetus admetus he said it is for me to tell you that you may no more look on the blue sky nor walk upon the green earth (utterance_570)
+it is for me to tell you that the god of the underworld will have you come to him at matters and menace know that even now the god of the underworld is sending death for you (utterance_571)
+if one will go willingly in thy place with death thou canst still live on go it matters (utterance_572)
+and then he came upon an ancient woman who sat upon stones in the courtyard grinding corn between two stones (utterance_573)
+there she was sitting as he had first known her with her eyes bleared and her knees shaking and with the dust of the courtyard and the husks of the corn in her matted hair (utterance_574)
+he went to her and spoke to her and asked her to take the place of the king and go with death (utterance_575)
+but when she heard the name of death horror came into the face of the ancient woman and she cried out that she would not let death come near her (utterance_576)
+admetus took the man's shrivelled hand and he asked him if he would not take the king's place and goethe's death that was coming for him (utterance_577)
+then admetus went into the palace and into the chamber where his bed was and he lay down upon the bed and he lamented that he would have to go with death that was common for him from the god of l'onderworld and he lamented that none of the wretched ones round the palace would take his place (utterance_578)
+one should go in your place for you are the keen and have many great affairs to attend to (utterance_579)
+now the footsteps seemed to stop (utterance_580)
+it was not so terrible for him as before (utterance_581)
+and the words he had spoken he would have taken back the words that had brought her consent to go with death in his place (utterance_582)
+death would soon be here for her (utterance_583)
+no not here for he would not have death come into the palace (utterance_584)
+he lifted alcestis from the bed and he carried her from the palace (utterance_585)
+no more speech came from her (utterance_586)
+and as for admetters he went within the chamber and knelt beside the bed on which alcestis had lain and thought of his terrible loss (utterance_587)
+to what god does that sacrifice do (utterance_588)
+and then heraclius felt that another labor was before him (utterance_589)
+i have dragged up from the underworld he thought the hound that guards those whom death brings down into the realm of the god of the underworld (utterance_590)
+why should i not strive with death (utterance_591)
+and what a noble thee it would be to bring back this faithful woman to her house and to her husband (utterance_592)
+he left the palace of admetus and he went to the temple of the gods (utterance_593)
+you are held by me death and you will not be let go unless you promise to go forth from this temple without bringing one with you (utterance_594)
+and death knowing that heraclius could hold him there and that the business of the god of the underworld would be left undone if he were held promised that he would leave the temple without bringing one with him (utterance_595)
+she was veiled and admetus could not see her features (utterance_596)
+here is a woman whom i am bringing back to her husband i won her from an enemy (utterance_597)
+this i cannot do said aunt mettus i have had pains enough (utterance_598)
+then at metis raised the veil of the woman he had taken across the threshold of his house (utterance_599)
+thus when dogmas lead it what the man really and in general wills remain still the same (utterance_600)
+for these are careful only for themselves for their own egoism just like the bandit from whom they are only distinguished by the absurdity of their means (utterance_601)
+the deeds and conduct of an individual and of a nation may be very much modified through dogmas example and custom (utterance_602)
+with an equal degree of wickedness one man may die on the wheel and another in the bosom of his family (utterance_603)
+it is conceivable that a perfect state or perhaps indeed a complete and firmly believed doctrine of rewards and punishments after death might prevent every crime politically much would be gained thereby morally nothing only the expression of the will in life would be restricted (utterance_604)
+we who here seek the theory of virtue and have therefore also to express abstractly the nature of the knowledge which lies at its foundation will yet be unable to convey that knowledge itself in this expression (utterance_605)
+he sees that the distinction between himself and others which to the bad man is so great a gulf only belongs to a fleeting and elusive phenomenon (utterance_606)
+he recognizes himself his will in every being and consequently also in the sufferer (utterance_607)
+but the latter is the necessary and inevitable symptom of that knowledge (utterance_608)
+the opposite of the stain of conscience the origin and significance of which is explained above is the good conscience the satisfaction which we experience after every disinterested deed (utterance_609)
+the good man lives in a world of friendly individuals the well being of any of whom he regards as his own (utterance_610)
+therefore although the knowledge of the lot of mankind generally does not make its disposition a joyful one yet the permanent knowledge of his own nature in all living beings gives him a certain evenness and even serenity of disposition (utterance_611)
+for the interest which is extended to innumerable manifestations cannot cause such anxiety as that which is concentrated upon one (utterance_612)
+accidents which concern individuals collectively equalize themselves while those which happen to the particular individual constitute good or bad fortune (utterance_613)
+thus though others have set up moral principles which they gave out as prescriptions for virtue and laws which it was necessary to follow i as has already been said cannot do this because i have no ought or law to prescribe to the eternally free will (utterance_614)
+further than this it cannot go for there exists no reason for preferring an individuality of another to its own (utterance_615)
+yet the number of other individuals whose whole happiness or life is in danger may outweigh their guard for one's own particular well being (utterance_616)
+so died socrates in giordano bruno and so many a hero of the truth suffered death at the stake at the hand of the priests (utterance_617)
+weeping is accordingly sympathy with our own selves or sympathy directed back on its source (utterance_618)
+it is therefore conditional upon the capacity for love and sympathy and also upon imagination (utterance_619)
+when we are moved to tears not through our own suffering but through that of another this happens as follows (utterance_620)
+either we vividly put ourselves in the place of the sufferer by imagination or see in his fate the lot of humanity as a whole and consequently first of all our own lot and thus in a very roundabout way it is yet always about ourselves that we weep sympathy with ourselves which we feel this seems to be the principal reason of the universal and thus natural weeping in the case of death (utterance_621)
+first of all he certainly weeps for the fate of the dead but he also weeps when after long heavy and incurable suffering death was to this man a wish for deliverance (utterance_622)
+they were in the land this people said before the moon had come into the sky (utterance_623)
+and many of the magicians of egypt who had come with keen cesostrous stayed in that city of aea and they taught people spells that could stay the moon in her going and coming in rising and setting (utterance_624)
+media too his wise daughter knew the secrets taught by those who could sway the moon (utterance_625)
+for jason was the grandson of crettius and crettius was the brother of athamas their grandfather (utterance_626)
+jason took pelias and telamon with him (utterance_627)
+as they came to the city a mist fell and jason and his comrades with the sons of phrixus went through the city without being seen (utterance_628)
+the mist lifted and before the heroes was the wonder of the palace in the bright light of the morning (utterance_629)
+on each side of the courtyard were the palace buildings in one kilneidus lived with obsyrtus his son and in the other chalciope and medeia lived with their handmaidens (utterance_630)
+and then a dove flew toward her it was being chased by a hawk and medea saw the hawk's eyes and beak (utterance_631)
+we pulled away from that place and thereafter we were driven by the winds back to the mouth of the phaeacus (utterance_632)
+with him there came the mightiest of the heroes of greece (utterance_633)
+already he has heard of your bitter foes the sarah mattai (utterance_634)
+he with his comrades would subdue them for you (utterance_635)
+ada's heart was filled with wrath as he looked upon them and his eyes shone as a leopard's eyes (utterance_636)
+and then speaking to the king in a quiet voice jason said (utterance_637)
+his heart was divided as to whether he should summon his armed men and have them slain upon the spot or whether he should put them into danger by the trial he would make of them (utterance_638)
+it may be that ye are truly of the seed of those mortals (utterance_639)
+and it may be that i shall give you the gold fleece to bear way after i've made trial of you (utterance_640)
+she entered softly and she stood away from her father and the four who were speaking with him (utterance_641)
+she had a dark face those made very strange by her crown of golden hair (utterance_642)
+know that on the plain of arras yonder i have two fire breathing bulls with feet a breast (utterance_643)
+then i sowed the furrows not with the seed that demeanor gives but with teeth of a dragon (utterance_644)
+if you can accomplish this that i accomplished in days gone by i shall submit to you and give you the golden fleece (utterance_645)
+but if you cannot accomplish what i once accomplished you shall go from my city empty handed for it is not right that a brave man should yield up to one who cannot show himself as brave (utterance_646)
+then jason utterly confounded cast his eyes upon the ground (utterance_647)
+i will dare this contest monstrous out as it is (utterance_648)
+as he said this he saw the eyes of media grow wide as with fear (utterance_649)
+praontis and mills went to where their mother was (utterance_650)
+but what can i do so small and stupid and shy as i am (utterance_651)
+i must find some way to give the little ones a nice christmas (utterance_652)
+tabo will like to have me go with him and sing while he places harp in the streets (utterance_653)
+yes i will try and then if i do well the little one shall have a merry christmas (utterance_654)
+but see then it is cold in the streets the wind bites and the snow freezes one's fingers (utterance_655)
+she thanked tommo and ran away to get ready for she felt sure her father would not refuse her anything (utterance_656)
+then she washed out little ransas frock and put it to dry because she would not be able to do it next day (utterance_657)
+she longed to make the beds and dress the children over night she was in such a hurry to have all in order but as that could not be she sat down again and tried over all the songs she knew (utterance_658)
+when she had told her plan peter benare shook his head and thought it would never do but tessa begged so hard he consented at last that she should try it for one week and send her to bed the happiest little girl in new york (utterance_659)
+as soon as her father was gone tessa flew about and put everything in nice order telling the children she was going out for the day and they were to mind tom was mother who would see about the fire and the dinner for the good woman loved tessa and entered into her little plans with all her heart (utterance_660)
+poor tessa's heart beat fast as she trudged away with tamo who slung his harp over his shoulder and gave her his hand (utterance_661)
+it was rather a dirty hand but so kind that tessa clung to it and kept looking up at the friendly brown face for encouragement (utterance_662)
+see now have no fear give them belemanica that is marian will make the laugh whispered tommo tuning his harp (utterance_663)
+one fat old frenchman nodded to her and it seemed to help her very much for she began to sing before she thought and that was the hardest part of it (utterance_664)
+but tommo shook his curly head and answered soberly yes i took you there first for they love music and are of our country but up among the great houses we shall not always do well (utterance_665)
+but she had made half a dollar for tommo divided the money fairly and she felt rich with her share (utterance_666)
+her hands were covered with chilblains for she had no mittens but she had put them under her shawl and shuffled merrily away in her big boots feeling so glad that the week was over and nearly three dollars safe in her pocket (utterance_667)
+how gay the streets were that day (utterance_668)
+how brisk everyone was and how bright the faces looked as people trotted about with big baskets holly wreaths and young evergreens going to blossom into splendid christmas trees (utterance_669)
+but i can't so i'll fill the socks all full and be happy said tessa as she looked wistfully into the gay stores and saw the heavy baskets go by (utterance_670)
+who knows what may happen if we do well returned tommo nodding wisely for he had a plan as well as tessa and kept chuckling over it as he trudged through the mud (utterance_671)
+we'll try one more street and then go home thou art so tired little one (utterance_672)
+at the fourth some people let them sing all their songs and gave nothing (utterance_673)
+tessa felt so grateful that without waiting for tommo she sang her sweetest little song all alone (utterance_674)
+i'll ask mamma said rose and away she went into the dining room close by (utterance_675)
+as the door opened tessa saw what looked to her like a fairy feast all silver mugs and flowery plates and oranges and nuts and rosy wine and tall glass pitchers and smoking dishes that smelt so deliciously she could not restrain a little sniff of satisfaction (utterance_676)
+ah yes i shall come with much gladness and play as never in my life before cried tommo with the flourish of the old cap that made the children laugh (utterance_677)
+give these to your brother said the fairy prince stuffing nuts and oranges into tessa's hands (utterance_678)
+ah so kind so very kind i have no way to say thank you but ransas shall be for you a heavenly angel and i will sing my heart out for your tree cried tessa folding the mittens as if she would say a prayer of thankfulness if she knew how (utterance_679)
+she got up early to see if the socks were all right and there she found the most astonishing sight (utterance_680)
+four socks instead of three and by the fourth pinned out quite elegantly was a little dress evidently meant for her a warm woolen dress all made and actually with bright buttons on it (utterance_681)
+tessa screamed and danced in her delight and uff tumbled all the children to scream and dance with her making a regular carnival on a small scale (utterance_682)
+in her long stocking she found all sorts of treasures for tommo had stuffed it full of queer things and his mother had made gingerbread into every imaginable shape from fat pigs to full omnibuses (utterance_683)
+little ronso was accepted with delight by the kind lady and her children and tessa learned the song quite easily (utterance_684)
+arose from the crowd of children gathered to the festival (utterance_685)
+before they went home the kind mamma told tessa she should be her friend and gave her a motherly kiss which warmed the child's heart and seemed to set up seal upon that promise (utterance_686)
+the senator took his seat in the pulpit with the minister on one side of him and the superintendent of the sunday school on the other (utterance_687)
+so awed were they by the presence of a living united states senator that during three minutes not a spit ball was thrown (utterance_688)
+after that they began to come to themselves by degrees and presently the spell was wholly gone and they were reciting verses and polly hair (utterance_689)
+the usual sunday school exercises were hurried through and then the minister got up and bored the house with a speech built on the customary sunday school plan then the superintendent put in his oar then the town dignitaries had there say (utterance_690)
+am i in some populous centre of my own country where the choicest children of the land have been selected and brought together as at a fair for a prize no (utterance_691)
+then where am i yes where am i (utterance_692)
+my soul is lost in wonder at the thought (utterance_693)
+earth has no hire no grander position for me (utterance_694)
+then what is it what did my consciousness reply (utterance_695)
+ah think of that now i could hardly keep the tears back i was so grateful (utterance_696)
+they could not give him a costly education but they were good and wise and they sent him to the sunday school he loved the sunday school (utterance_697)
+i hope you love your sunday school ah i see by your faces that you do that is right (utterance_698)
+always love your teachers my children for they love you more than you can know now (utterance_699)
+and by and by the people made him governor and he said it was all owing to the sunday school (utterance_700)
+why the people gave him a towering illustrious position a grand imposing position (utterance_701)
+it was senator of the united states (utterance_702)
+that poor little boy that loved his sunday school became that man that man stands before you (utterance_703)
+above all things my children be honest (utterance_704)
+when senator dilworthy departed from kettleville he left three dozen boys behind him arranging a campaign of life whose objective point was the united states senate (utterance_705)
+never mind polly said jasper there's all next summer and after our winter in dresden and all our hard work over music won't it be fine though to jaunt round again and his eyes glistened (utterance_706)
+and you'll go on drawing and painting till you get to be a great artist ran on polly enthusiastically and then we'll see something you've done in the louvre maybe the louvre cried adela oh dear me polly pepper (utterance_707)
+tom selwyn had been very sober during all this merry chatter and now in his seat across the narrow aisle he drummed his heels impatiently on the floor (utterance_708)
+what's up little mother asked tom in surprise at her unusual manner it's just this tom (utterance_709)
+when the news was circulated as it was pretty soon that the party was not to be broken into at all till paris was a completed story the jubilation was such as to satisfy even tom (utterance_710)
+oh isn't it oats peas beans and barley grow cried polly as they watched them intently (utterance_711)
+and his long arm went out and picked a jack and end of an urchin who incautiously regarding such quiet travellers as not worth minding had hovered too near while trying to tease the girls (utterance_712)
+and presently a woman came and took little blue pinnacle off and then the rest of the girls unclasped their hands and the ring melted away and the game was over (utterance_713)
+i'm glad the girls over here have fun said polly as grandpapa and his party moved off isn't it nice to think they do (utterance_714)
+two or three days of rest at martney put everyone in good shape and gave them all a bit of time to pick up on many little things that were behindhand (utterance_715)
+that's my third letter polly announced jasper on the other side of the table now i'm going to begin on jewels (utterance_716)
+one two said polly counting why i thought i'd written three while this one is most finished jasper (utterance_717)
+dare said tom delighted to think that no terrible result had really ensued from his words that after they were out had scared him mightily (utterance_718)
+i'll post yours too polly give them here (utterance_719)
+then his face brightened and he said and she's right polly while polly fished up frank out of joel's little money bag that hung in her belt (utterance_720)
+do get the stamps please jasper and put them on and he took up her two letters and she gave the bag a little pat for jol's sake wishing it was his stubby black hair that her fingers could touch (utterance_721)
+i don't know where we are going to get nice white paper for a round robin said polly leaning her elbows on the table and her chin in her hands i know ejaculated tom whirling on his heel and dashing out (utterance_722)
+i want polly to said phronsie wriggling away from the pen that polly held out alluringly (utterance_723)
+phronsie who hadn't heard what polly said her small head being full of the responsibility of beginning the important letter and considering since it was to be done it was best to have it over with as soon as possible fell to scribbling the letters as fast as she could all of them running downhill (utterance_724)
+it's all right granny i don't like it he said (utterance_725)
+i tell you you don't know my grand daddy he's got lots of fun in him he added (utterance_726)
+i won't cry any more declared phronsie wiping off the last tear trailing down her nose (utterance_727)
+then i shall be all as well as ever said polly kissing the wet little face (utterance_728)
+we must put in little pictures said polly trying to make herself cheery as the work went busily on (utterance_729)
+polly you always do think of the best things exclaimed jasper beaming at her which made her try harder than ever to smile (utterance_730)
+i wouldn't feel so badly polly he managed to whisper when phronsie was absorbed with her work he'll like it probably just as father did the gint read boy (utterance_731)
+he seems to accomplish something every time he goes observed jasper drily hello just look at him now (utterance_732)
+o dear me exclaimed adela as her scissors slipped now you've joggled the table again then she caught polly's eye (utterance_733)
+rather not much obliged tom bobbed his thanks (utterance_734)
+picture after picture cut from railroad guide books illustrated papers and it seemed to jasper gathered as if by magic with cunning little photographs broke up the letter and wound in and out with funny and charming detail of some of their journey (utterance_735)
+the rest of it is nice whispered jasper and i venture to say that he'll like that the best of all (utterance_736)
+mister king thought so too and he beamed at phronsie so you did he cried now that's fine i wish you'd write me a letter some time (utterance_737)
+i don't know how to say good bye to you nellie told dorothy and anne next morning (utterance_738)
+oh that will be splendid declared nan (utterance_739)
+you are quite rich now aren't you remarked dorothy (utterance_740)
+and dorothy went up and down the room like the pictures of cinderella's proud sisters (utterance_741)
+and we will be on hand thank you replied the joking dorothy (utterance_742)
+come nellie called missus mc glauclan i'm ready where's your hat (utterance_743)
+we might be able to manage that too nellie told him (utterance_744)
+my uncle is a fireman and he can take us through his engine house (utterance_745)
+most of em i guess answered bert (utterance_746)
+well we have had a good vacation and i'm willing to go to work again (utterance_747)
+so am i declared nan vacation was just long enough i think (utterance_748)
+mister bobbsey was down from the city of course to take the family home and now all hands even freddy and flossie were busy packing up (utterance_749)
+there were the shells to be looked after the fish nets beside downy the duck and snooped the cat (utterance_750)
+and so our little friends had spent all their vacation (utterance_751)
+captain bull the commander of a small garrison at sebroke permitted him to land but when the governor began to read his commission bull ordered him to be silent (utterance_752)
+what has happened mister prince wadsworth asked for he could see that the man was greatly excited governor andrews has come again gasped mister prince why should that alarm us the fellow though given to boasting is not dangerous or liable to put his threats into execution but he has grown dangerous declared mister prince the liberties of the colony are involved (utterance_753)
+captain watsworth became a little uneasy though he was still inclined to treat the matter lightly (utterance_754)
+we have stubbornly refused to yield our charter voluntarily for it is the guardian of our political rights (utterance_755)
+that is true captain wadsworth continued mister prince and to subdue our stubbornness this vesuar has come to hartford with sixty armed men to demand the surrender of the charter in person (utterance_756)
+captain watsworth bounded to his feet in a rage and placing his hand on the hilt of his sword declared he shall not have it (utterance_757)
+the day was well nigh spent when he arrived and the members were engaged in a heated debate on a subject of the utmost importance (utterance_758)
+he consented however to await the discussion but as soon as it was ended he declared that he would have the charter (utterance_759)
+after that captain had taken two or three turns across the room he paused and asked (utterance_760)
+what is the assembly doing engaged in the babe (utterance_761)
+and will he wait until it is ended he has promised to do so (utterance_762)
+mister prince fixed his amazed eyes on the captain's face and read there a desperate determination captain he began (utterance_763)
+mister prince bowed and hastily returned to the house where the assembly was in session (utterance_764)
+as soon as he was gone charles stephen said (utterance_765)
+yes charles you will answer what do you mean uncle (utterance_766)
+never did debaters take greater interest in a minor subject (utterance_767)
+what do you intend doing uncle will you fight then (utterance_768)
+remember the work must be done right at the time not too soon nor too late (utterance_769)
+the sun was setting and the captain said (utterance_770)
+come charles let us hasten to the assembly (utterance_771)
+by no means but i want you to be fully impressed with the seriousness of your mission (utterance_772)
+take your place charles and be prepared to do your part whispered captain watsworth (utterance_773)
+charles got as close to the long table used by the secretaries as possible without attracting special attention (utterance_774)
+the discussion went on darkness came and four lighted candles were placed on the table in two set on a shelf on the wall (utterance_775)
+those two candles on the wall were a great annoyance to charles until he saw a man station near them (utterance_776)
+though the lights were extinguished through the window the faint starlit dimly illuminated the scene (utterance_777)
+he followed him as rapidly as he could (utterance_778)
+the youth was close behind him and when they were outside seized his arm (utterance_779)
+boy have i care how you approach me (utterance_780)
+the soldiers began the crowd about the house when at a signal from captain wadsworth the trained dance came on the scene and prepared to grapple with the soldiers (utterance_781)
+where is the charter (utterance_782)
+you have your soldiers at the door and we have the trained bands of connecticut ready to defend us against violence (utterance_783)
+who of you has the charter (utterance_784)
+it was the boy cries the enranched governor (utterance_785)
+every member of the assembly shook their heads (utterance_786)
+we do not know him he does not live in connecticut where does he live (utterance_787)
+little did the captain or his youthful assistant dream that their simple act would make the old tree historic (utterance_788)
+the tree in which the document was hidden was ever afterwards known as the charter oak (utterance_789)
+it remained the grizz sparing fruit every year until a little after midnight august eighteen fifty six when it was prostrated by a heavy storm of wind (utterance_790)
+when the order from the seizure of the chartis was first made known the assembly rhode island sent a most loyal address to the king saying (utterance_791)
+he formerly dissolved the assembly broke the seal of the colony which bore the figure of an anchor and the word hope admitted five of the inhabitants into his legislative council and assumed the function of governor but he did not take away the parchment on which the charter was written (utterance_792)
+from that time until the forced union of the colonies from mutual defense at the birthling out of the french and indian war the inhabitants of rhode island bore their share in the defensive efforts especially when the hostile savages hung along their frontiers of new york like an ill omened cloud (utterance_793)
+the history of that commonwealth is identified with that of all new england from the beginning of king william's war soon after to the expulsion of andrews (utterance_794)
+a beautiful day had grown out of the dreadful storm (utterance_795)
+and everybody was so happy (utterance_796)
+the neptune the vessel that had struck on the sand far was now safely anchored near shore and the sailors came in and out in rowboats back and forth to land just as they wished (utterance_797)
+then we had to go back to work at the logs went on the captain and then one of our crew took a fever (utterance_798)
+that was what delina saw (utterance_799)
+finally we had every wall gloated on the schooner and we started off (utterance_800)
+we counted on getting home last week when this last storm struck us and drove us out of our course (utterance_801)
+about the value asked mister bobbsey who was down from the city (utterance_802)
+the value repeated the captain aside so that the strangers might not hear (utterance_803)
+while i am a rich man now and so is my mate mc glaucon for that wood was contracted for by the largest and richest pianoform in this country and now it is all but delivered to them and the money in our hands (utterance_804)
+yes indeed it would have shaken us a lifetime to accumulate as much money as we have earned in this year (utterance_805)
+maybe aunt emily will take you down to the city on her shopping tour suggested nan (utterance_806)
+she made the clerks remove all the trucks from the aisles and i guess everybody was glad the army fell down (utterance_807)
+the wonderful fresh air that these men lived in night and day had brightened their eyes too so that even the plainest feast and the most awkward man among them was as nimble as an athlete from his perfect exercise (utterance_808)
+called bert who had heard his uncle getting ready to run down to the water's edge (utterance_809)
+it's a schooner said mister bingham to mister mintrel and she has a very heavy cargo (utterance_810)
+to this cord was fastened a heavy rope or cable (utterance_811)
+what's that board for asked bert as he saw a board following the kable (utterance_812)
+that's the directions said hal (utterance_813)
+they are printed in a number of languages and they tell the crew to carry the end of the cable high up to the mast and fasten it strongly there (utterance_814)
+oh i see said bert the line will stretch then and the breeches booley will go out on a pooly (utterance_815)
+it was clear day now and much of the wicked storm had passed (utterance_816)
+with the daylight came girls and women to the beach (utterance_817)
+missus bobbsey missus minturn nellie and her mother besides dorothy and nan were all there flossie and freddie being obliged to stay home with dinah and susan (utterance_818)
+of course the girls asked all sorts of questions and burton hal tried to answer them as best they could (utterance_819)
+it seemed a long time before any movement of the cable showed that the buoy was returning (utterance_820)
+nearer and nearer it came until now a man's head could be seen (utterance_821)
+the girls and women were too frightened to talk and nellie clung close to her mother (utterance_822)
+a big roller dashing in finished the work for the lifeguards and a man in the cork belt banded upon shore (utterance_823)
+everybody gathered around and nellie with a strange face and a stranger hope broke through the crowd to see the rescued man (utterance_824)
+oh it is my father she screamed falling right into the arms of the drenched man (utterance_825)
+but the half drowned man rubbed his eyes as if he could not believe them then the next minute he pressed his little daughter to his heart unable to speak a word (utterance_826)
+and does george bring him out there anxiously asked the brother (utterance_827)
+safe and well came the welcome answer (utterance_828)
+i guess our prayers were heard last night (utterance_829)
+here comes another man exclaimed the people as this time a big man dashed on the sands (utterance_830)
+while i declare we did land on a friendly shore (utterance_831)
+just as mister bingham said the life saving work turned out to be a social affair for there was a great time greeting nellie's father and hal's uncle (utterance_832)
+and how on his father too put in nan (utterance_833)
+what a morning that was at sunset beach (utterance_834)
+i'm so glad we prayed said little flossie to freddie when she heard the good news (utterance_835)
+pray captain cries i as i was going down into the cabin is a man never overtaken by death in this passage (utterance_836)
+why there's not time for a man to be sick in it replied he what a cursed liar for i am sick as a horse quoth i already what a brain upside down heyday (utterance_837)
+sick sick (utterance_838)
+sick sick (utterance_839)
+when shall we get to land (utterance_840)
+the wind chopped about (utterance_841)
+is death then i shall meet him full in the face (utterance_842)
+captain quoth she for heaven's sake let us get ashore (utterance_843)
+was not democritus who loved ten times more than i town clerk of abdira (utterance_844)
+nay if you don't believe me you may read the chapter for your pains (utterance_845)
+i see shores of them depart not perhaps without an innate longing too to get the island along with those happy snobs (utterance_846)
+farewell dear friends i say no little know that the individual who regards you from the beach is your friend and historicographer and prosser (utterance_847)
+i went to day to see our excellent vent snobs on board the queen of the french many scores of snobs were there on the deck of that fine ship marching forth in their pride and bravery (utterance_848)
+they will be at ostend in four hours they will enundate the continent next week they will carry into far lands the famous image of the british snob (utterance_849)
+i have seen snobs in pink coats and hunting boots scouring over the campania rome and have heard as they wrote and their well known slang in the galleries of the vatican and under the shadowy arches of the colosseum (utterance_850)
+my lady marchioness comes on board looks round with said happy air of mingled terror and impertinence which distinguishes her ladyship and rushes to her carriage for it is impossible that she should mingle with the other snobs on deck (utterance_851)
+there she sits and will be ellen private (utterance_852)
+the strawberry leaves on her chariot panels are ingrate on her ladyship's heart (utterance_853)
+and david as you'd best take the pistol case into his cabin (utterance_854)
+look at honest nace in hampsteads and his lady and their little son (utterance_855)
+what a noble air of blazing contentment illuminates the features of those snobs of eastern rays (utterance_856)
+what at one at home's ditches is (utterance_857)
+he will never spare himself any cheap enjoyment (utterance_858)
+i have said before i like to look at the peoples on their gala days they are so picturesquely and outrageously splendid and happy (utterance_859)
+yonder comes captain bull spick and span tied and trim who travels for four or six months every year of his life who does not commit himself by luxury of raiment or insolence of demeanour but i think is as great a snob as any man on board (utterance_860)
+bull passes the season in london sponging for dinners and sleeping in a garret near his club (utterance_861)
+see he's of told caraboos already i told you he would (utterance_862)
+that broad shouldered book with the great whiskers and the cleaned white kid gloves is mister phelim clansey of paul dudie's town he endeavours to disguise his native brogue with the richest superposition of english and if you play at billiards or a cart with him the chances are that you will win the first game and he the seven or eight games ensuing (utterance_863)
+the next person is but hark (utterance_864)
+when a gross instance of snobbishness happens why should not the indignant journalist call the public attention to that delicacy too (utterance_865)
+how for instance could that wonderful cage of the earl of mangelfordeser and his brother be examined in the snobbish point of view (utterance_866)
+all we require is that a man should be recommended to us by the earl of mangovertsoshire (utterance_867)
+oh your pride of all snow blend (utterance_868)
+only crawling truckling self confessed lackeys and parasites (utterance_869)
+it was her snobbish sentiment that misled her and made her vanities a prey to the swindling fortune teller (utterance_870)
+how would you account for the prodigious benevolence exercised towards the interesting young french lady (utterance_871)
+the honors boarding house people were at her feet at once (utterance_872)
+good honor simple lord loving children of snobland (utterance_873)
+finally there was a case of de rite honourable mister vernon at york (utterance_874)
+the right honourable was the son of a nobleman and practised on an old lady (utterance_875)
+then he cast his nets over a family of father mother and daughters one of whom he proposed to marry (utterance_876)
+one day the trade of blood with a tea pot and a basket full of cold pictures (utterance_877)
+it was a right honourable which baited the hook which gorge all these greedy simple snobs (utterance_878)
+would they have been taken in by commoner (utterance_879)
+alas and alas what mortal man this speaks the truth can have for such a landlady (utterance_880)
+and yet all these instances of fond and credulous snobbishness have occurred in this same week's paper with who knows how many school more (utterance_881)
+we are three sisters from seventeen to twenty two (utterance_882)
+we are just the same to persons who was handled with their name as deserves without it (utterance_883)
+if you do i cannot help it but i am of a sanguine disposition and entertain a lingering hope (utterance_884)
+excuse this girl but i always write headlong (utterance_885)
+we never write and perfumed paper in short i can't help singing that if you knew us you would not sink a snobs (utterance_886)
+i shall have a black crape round mine white hat and my usual bamboo came as a richly gilt knob (utterance_887)
+i am sorry there will be no time to get up mustaches between now and next week (utterance_888)
+from seventeen to two and twenty good gods what ages (utterance_889)
+dear young creatures i can see you all three (utterance_890)
+seventeen suits me as near as my own time of life but my don't say two and twenty is too old (utterance_891)
+no no and that pretty roguish demure middle one (utterance_892)
+p s ps their silly little fluttering heart (utterance_893)
+you snobs dear young ladies (utterance_894)
+i will pull any man's nose whose essay (utterance_895)
+there is no harm in being of a good family (utterance_896)
+you can't tell but poor dears what's in a name (utterance_897)
+that very confidence savors of arrogance and to be arrogant is to be a snob (utterance_898)
+but are they no kindly natures no tender hearts no souls humble simple and truth's loving (utterance_899)
+ponder well on this question sweet young ladies (utterance_900)
+interest however still runs on in both cases the periodica or accidental payment of it just serving to keep the memory of the affair alive till at length in some evil hour pop comes creditor upon each and by demanding principle upon the spot together with full interest to the very day makes them both feel the full extent of their obligations (utterance_901)
+as a reader for i hate your rifts has a thorough knowledge of human nature i need not say more to satisfy him that my hero could not go on at this rate without some slight experience of these incidental mementos (utterance_902)
+to speak the truth he had wantonly involved himself in a multitude of small book debts of this stamp which notwithstanding that as not one of them was contracted through any malignancy but on the contrary from an honesty of mind and a mere jocundity of humour they would all of them be crossed out in cause (utterance_903)
+eugenius would never admit this and would often tell him that one day or other he would certainly be reckoned with and he would often add in an accent of sorrowful apprehension to his uttermost might (utterance_904)
+what inclined eugenius to his same opinion was as follows (utterance_905)
+yorick followed eugenius with his eyes to the door he then closed them and he never opened them more (utterance_906)
+alas poor yorick (utterance_907)
+nevertheless in general appearance the harrier and the foxhound are very much alike the one obvious distinction being that of size (utterance_908)
+if you want to hunt your harriers on foot sixteen inches is quite big enough almost too big to run with but if you are riding to them twenty inches is a useful height or even nineteen inches (utterance_909)
+it is useless to lay down any hard and fast rule as to color it is so much a matter of individual taste (utterance_910)
+but puppies are usually sent out to walk and may easily be procured to be kept and reared until they are old enough to be entered to their work (utterance_911)
+he is of course finer but with the length of neck so perfect in the bigger hound the little shoulders of the same pattern and the typical quarters and second thighs (utterance_912)
+and when he is fairly on a line of course he sticks to it as the saying is like a beagle (utterance_913)
+it is quite possible therefore that the beagle was crossed with the welsh southern or otter hound to get more size and power as there certainly was a welsh rough coated beagle of good eighteen inches and an almost identical contemporary that was called the essex beagle (utterance_914)
+that a great many of the true order were bred became very manifest as soon as the harrier and beagle association was formed and more particularly when a section of the peterborough hound show was reserved for them (utterance_915)
+then they seemed to spring from every part of the country (utterance_916)
+one hears now of the chawstan the house hood place very noted indeed the halting the lee park the stoke place the edinburgh the trinity foote the wooddale missus w hilliard's missus price's and missus turner's (utterance_917)
+eyes brown dark hazel or hazel not deep set nor bulgy and with a mild expression (utterance_918)
+ears long set on low fine in texture and hanging in a graceful fold close to the cheek (utterance_919)
+neck moderately long slightly arched the throat showing some du lap (utterance_920)
+shoulders clean and slightly sloping (utterance_921)
+fore legs quite straight well under the dog of good substance and round in the bone (utterance_922)
+feet round well knuckled up and strongly padded (utterance_923)
+coat smooth variety smooth very dense and not too fine or short (utterance_924)
+height not exceeding sixteen inches (utterance_925)
+all things which follow from the absolute nature of any attribute of god must always exist and be infinite or in other words are eternal and infinite through the said attribute (utterance_926)
+proof conceive if it be possible supposing the proposition to be denied that the something in some attribute of god can follow from the attribute thought (utterance_927)
+in its nature infinite (utterance_928)
+must necessarily exist (utterance_929)
+we have now granted therefore thought not constituting the idea of god and accordingly the idea of god does not naturally follow from its nature in so far as it is absolute thought for it is conceived as constituting and also as not constituting the idea of god which is against our hypothesis (utterance_930)
+and beyond the limits of the duration of the idea of god supposing the latter at some time not to have existed without the idea of god which is contrary to our hypothesis for we suppose that thought being given the idea of god necessarily flowed therefrom (utterance_931)
+bear in mind that the same proposition may be affirmed of any thing which in any attribute necessarily follows from god's absolute nature (utterance_932)
+corollary hence it follows that god is not only the cause of things coming into existence but also of their continuing in existence that is in scholastic phraseology god is cause of the being of things as sindy rerum (utterance_933)
+corollary individual things are nothing but modifications of the attributes of god or modes by which the attributes of god are expressed in a fixed and definite manner (utterance_934)
+such a corps such a time you never did see (utterance_935)
+i was wishing somebody would give the conversation a start when indiana made a break (utterance_936)
+this ain't no great stock country says he to the old gentleman with the cane (utterance_937)
+no sir says the old gentleman (utterance_938)
+there is very little grazing here and the range is pretty much wore out (utterance_939)
+the young lady smiled through her veil and the old lady snapped her eyes and looked sideways at the speaker (utterance_940)
+i'm gwine down to orleans to see if i can't get a contract out of uncle sam to feed the boys once been licking them infernal mexicans so bad (utterance_941)
+i've read some accounts of the battle says the old gentleman that didn't give a very flattering account of the conduct of some of our troops (utterance_942)
+the old preacher listened to him with evident signs of displeasure twisting and groaning till he couldn't stand it no longer (utterance_943)
+he shut his mouth right in the middle of what he was saying and looked at the preacher while his face got as red as fire (utterance_944)
+swearing says the old preacher is a terrible bad practice and there ain't no use in it nohow (utterance_945)
+oops but indiana kept shady he appeared to be cowed down (utterance_946)
+the old gentleman with the cane took a part in the conversation and the hoosier listened without ever opening his head (utterance_947)
+he was at sodom and gomorrow and seen the place where lots waff fell ah (utterance_948)
+yes says the preacher he went to the very spot and was the remarkablest thing of all he seen the pillar of salt what she was turned into (utterance_949)
+yes sir he's seen the salts standing thar to this day (utterance_950)
+what says the hoosier real genuine good salt (utterance_951)
+yes sir a pillar of salt jist as it was when that wicked woman was punished for her disobedience (utterance_952)
+right out in the open air he asked (utterance_953)
+we had then but little of that minute and accurate knowledge of the interior of the continent which was requisite for determination of the problem (utterance_954)
+several different parties were therefore organized to examine the various routes supposed to be practicable within the northern and southern limits of the united states (utterance_955)
+the only discrimination made was in the more prompt and thorough equipment of the parties for the extreme northern line and this was only because that was supposed to be the most difficult of execution of all the surveys (utterance_956)
+inquiries were made with regard to gunpowder which subsequently led to the use of a coarser grain for artillery (utterance_957)
+the officers of these regiments were chosen partly by selection from those already in service in the regular army and partly by appointment from civil life (utterance_958)
+under instructions from the president the list was therefore revised and modified in accordance with this new element of geographical distribution (utterance_959)
+after some further discussion of the question the visitors withdrew dissatisfied with the result of the interview (utterance_960)
+the quartermaster general on hearing of this conversation hastened to inform me that it was all a mistake that the appointee to the office had been confounded with his father who was a well known whig but that he the son was a democrat (utterance_961)
+i assured the general that this was altogether immaterial adding that it was a very pretty quarrel as it stood and that i had no desire to effect a settlement of it on any inferior issue (utterance_962)
+the social attitude toward smoking in early victorian days and for some time later was curious (utterance_963)
+now missus creelp he says i feel in a smoking humour and shall probably place away all night (utterance_964)
+but see where you are if you please in case i want you (utterance_965)
+the dwarf's tastes however were catholic (utterance_966)
+but to cripe and breast were now the insocieties (utterance_967)
+there were still plenty of active alpines and denounces of tobacco (utterance_968)
+one of the most distinguished was the great duke of wellington who abominably smoking and was annoyed by the increase of cigar smoking among officers of the army (utterance_969)
+the ladies had a kinsend for the abominable ordeal of tobacco and the distrusted the man who smoked (utterance_970)
+here is fistpoodles or thackeray's common on it what is this smoking that it should be considered a crime (utterance_971)
+i believe in my heart that the women are jealous of it as suffer rival (utterance_972)
+i will delay a guinea that the man and lady who has just been kind enough to read the abalmed lines lays down the book after this confession of mine that i must smoker and say is oh the vulgar wretch and passes on to something else (utterance_973)
+germany has been puffing for three score years france smokes to a man (utterance_974)
+pshaw look at his progress (utterance_975)
+thus the out door of tobacco was not brought into the drawing room (utterance_976)
+the journalists and the bohemians who met at their quarters were about or below the thick pace of fashion unsmoaking was always the feature of their gatherings (utterance_977)
+both queen victoria and the prince consort detested it so tobacco was taboo wherever the port was (utterance_978)
+at that very time at day in the morning of the second of september napoleon was standing among his troops on the picloni heel looking at the panorama spread out before him (utterance_979)
+the brightness of the morning was magical (utterance_980)
+but my clemency is always ready to descend upon the vanquished (utterance_981)
+yet here she is lying at my feet with her golden domes and her crosses sink lading in a twinkling in the sunshine (utterance_982)
+but i shall spare her (utterance_983)
+from the hind of the kremlin yes the earth the kremlin yes i will give them just allow us i will teach them the meaning of true civilization i will make generations of polliards remember their conqueror with love (utterance_984)
+i will tell the debutation that i do not and do not desire war that i forged a war only against the false policy of their court that our love and respect are leander and that i master i will accept her himself peace worthy of myself and of my people (utterance_985)
+i do not wish to utilise the fortunes of war to humiliate in honor the monarch (utterance_986)
+he would have to be told all the same says some gentlemen of this wit but gentlemen (utterance_987)
+a single report of the signalling gun followed and the troops who were already spread out on different sides of moscow moved into the city through murk kaluga and targonlov gates (utterance_988)
+his majordomo came in a second time to say that the frenchman who had brought the letter from the countess was very anxious to see him if only four minutes and thus some one from bezukhov's widow had a cow to ask pierre to take charge of her husband's book as she herself was living for the country (utterance_989)
+there was no one in the passage (utterance_990)
+the hall porter was standing at the front door (utterance_991)
+from the landing where pierre stood there was a second staircase leaning to the back edges (utterance_992)
+he went down the staircase and out into the yard no one has seen him (utterance_993)
+when he felt that he was being looked at he behaved like austerbridge which hid his head in a pushing under now to be seen he hung his head and quickening his face when down the street (utterance_994)
+he hired the first a cap he met and told the driver to go to the patriarch's palace where the widow basildeaves house was (utterance_995)
+this was the authentic scolch axe with pathetic snows and exclamations (utterance_996)
+he set down at the dusty writing table and having laid the manuscript before him opened them out closed them finally pushed them away and resting his head on his hand sank into medication (utterance_997)
+mackroe alexeyevitch came twice that evening shuffling along his slushes as far as the door and stopped and looked ingratiatively at the pier (utterance_998)
+the officers were about to take leave but the prince andrew apparently reluctant to be left alone with his friend asked them to stay and have tea (utterance_999)
+ceased with brow din and a soul was thirteen (utterance_1000)
+the officer's case was surprised at a pierced huge stout figure and listened to his talk of a massacre and the precision of albert army one which he had agreed (utterance_1001)
+so you understand the whole position of our troops (utterance_1002)
+not being a military man they can say they have understood it fully for they understand the general precision (utterance_1003)
+well then you know more than any one else be it who it may said prince andrew (utterance_1004)
+and tell me your opinion of back lately toulid (utterance_1005)
+pure look that malcolm with the condescending interrogative smile with which everybody voluntarily addressed that officer (utterance_1006)
+we shall lie there yes since his serenity has been appointed your excellency sat in mark and timidly and continually turning to glance at his colonel (utterance_1007)
+why so asked the peer (utterance_1008)
+though why was it forbidden (utterance_1009)
+at smolensk too he judged correctly that the french might outflank us as they had large forces (utterance_1010)
+he ordered us to retreat and our efforts and allows this wind for nothing (utterance_1011)
+slowly they asked him with barclay (utterance_1012)
+well russian was well before in her could serve her and be a splendid minister but as soon as she is in danger she needs one of her own kin (utterance_1013)
+and they say he is a skilful commander rejoined peer (utterance_1014)
+i don't understand what is meant by a skilful commander replied prince andrew ironically (utterance_1015)
+a skilful commander replied the peer (utterance_1016)
+pure look at a hymn is surprised (utterance_1017)
+and yet they say that the war is like a game of chess he remarked (utterance_1018)
+the relative strength of bodies of troops can never be known to any one (utterance_1019)
+success never depends and never will depend on position where equipment or even on members and the least of all on position but on what then (utterance_1020)
+on the feeling that is in me and in him he pointed to timalkin an he is soldier (utterance_1021)
+the badaw is swum by those who firmly resolve to win it (utterance_1022)
+why they will loose the pantle and the householders (utterance_1023)
+we've loused so let us run and we won (utterance_1024)
+but to morrow we sha'n't say it (utterance_1025)
+but i want a waiter's to morrow (utterance_1026)
+the fact is that those men with whom you have written round a position not only to now help matters but a hinder (utterance_1027)
+that's the chief the real chief said to malcon (utterance_1028)
+it's now the day for that they say (utterance_1029)
+all were silent the officers rules (utterance_1030)
+yes yes answered the prince andrew absently (utterance_1031)
+the french has destroyed my home and our only way to destroy a moscow they have outraged and are outragen me every moment they are my enemies (utterance_1032)
+in my opinion dear our criminals (utterance_1033)
+and so thinks to malchi and the whole army (utterance_1034)
+since they are my foes they cannot be my friends whatever may have been said at a closet (utterance_1035)
+yes yes muttered pierre looking with shining eyes at the prince andrew (utterance_1036)
+the talk to us of rules of war of chivalry of flax of truth of mercy to the unfortunate and so on its owl rubbish (utterance_1037)
+the plunder other people's houses issue false paper money and the worst of all they kill my children and my father and name talk of rules of war and magnanimity to false (utterance_1038)
+take no prisoners but the keel and be keel (utterance_1039)
+prince andrew who had felt it was all the same to him whether or not moscow was taken as mallins had been or suddenly checked in his speech by an inspected crammish throat (utterance_1040)
+he paced up and down a few times in silence but his eyes glittered feverishly and his lips quivered as he began speaking (utterance_1041)
+and when there was a war like this one it would be war (utterance_1042)
+what is needed for success in warfare (utterance_1043)
+and in spite of all this it is the highest class respected by every one (utterance_1044)
+hot as god above look at them and hear them (utterance_1045)
+i see that i have began to understand too much (utterance_1046)
+and it doesn't do for men to taste of the tree of knowledge of good and evil ah well it is now forelong he added (utterance_1047)
+however you're sleepy and there's time for me to sleep (utterance_1048)
+go back to ghurky said prince andrew suddenly (utterance_1049)
+go go before battle one must have one's sleep out but kit prince andrew (utterance_1050)
+no he does not want it pure concluded (utterance_1051)
+and i know that this is our last meeting (utterance_1052)
+one picture succeeded another in its imagination (utterance_1053)
+and one of them he dwelt long and cheerfully (utterance_1054)
+his characters get drunk or go mad with jealousy or fall in epileptic fits or rave hysterically (utterance_1055)
+if dosservsky had had less vision he would have been string berg (utterance_1056)
+like them he is a novelist of torture (utterance_1057)
+certainly the last of cruelty the last of destruction for destruction's sake is the most conspicuous of the deadly sins in dosteus gives men and women (utterance_1058)
+he may not be a cruel author (utterance_1059)
+but they are never in balance they are always in demoniacal conflict (utterance_1060)
+even the lost is never or hardly ever the lust of a more or less sane man (utterance_1061)
+tuskegee could not have described the sin of nekhludoff in resurrection (utterance_1062)
+this is a madhouse cries someone in deities (utterance_1063)
+one result of this is a multiplicity of action (utterance_1064)
+even their talk is of actions more than of ideas (utterance_1065)
+he saw his violent deeds not with the hand but with the suck (utterance_1066)
+but one had noticed during those last two days that the other was wearing a silver watch on a yellow bead chain which he seemed not to have seen on him before (utterance_1067)
+he took a knife and when his friend had turned away he approached him cautiously from behind took aim turned his eyes heavenwards crossed himself and praying fervently god forgive me for christ's sake (utterance_1068)
+he never paints every man he always projects dostoevsky or a nightmare of dostoevsky (utterance_1069)
+that is why crime and punishment belongs to a lower range of fiction than any corona or fathers and sons (utterance_1070)
+we sympathize indeed with the fears the bravido the despair that succeed the crime (utterance_1071)
+he is a grotesque made alive by sheer imaginative intensity and passion (utterance_1072)
+one does not grudge an artist an abnormal character or two (utterance_1073)
+he invents vicious greatests as dickens invents comic greatests (utterance_1074)
+was very fond of hanging cats and burying them with great ceremony (utterance_1075)
+as for the karamazovs themselves he betrays the old father and the eldest of his sons hating each other and fighting like brutal maniacs (utterance_1076)
+serve him right shouted dmitri breathlessly (utterance_1077)
+if i haven't killed him i'll come again and kill him (utterance_1078)
+it is easy to see where dostoevsky has become a popular author (utterance_1079)
+no melodramatist ever poured out incidents upon the stage from such a horn of plenty (utterance_1080)
+tuskegee is always ready to show them all in at once (utterance_1081)
+on two opposite pages of the idiot one finds the following characters brought in by name general le parchment prince s adelaida ivanovna on two opposite pages of the idiot one michigan koyeilerisenko nestacia philipovna gonya tissen and general witholgan (utterance_1082)
+but the secret of dostoevsky's appeal is something more than the multitude and thrill of his incidents and characters (utterance_1083)
+mister murray bore their faces a difficulty and attempts to definition (utterance_1084)
+to him thus d'ye ask his work is the record of a great mind seeking for a way of life it is more than a record of a struggle it is the struggle itself (utterance_1085)
+and those voices take shape in certain unforgettable fragments of dialogue that have been spoken by one spirit to another in some ugly mean tavern certain surrounding darkness (utterance_1086)
+ultimately they are the creations not of a man who desired to be but of a spirit which sought to know (utterance_1087)
+because they are possessed they are no longer men and women (utterance_1088)
+this is all in a measure true (utterance_1089)
+to say this is not to deny the spirit or content of dostoevsky's work the anguish of the imprisoned soul is at battles with doubt and denial and despair (utterance_1090)
+there is in dosseer skeez a suggestion of caliban trying to discover some better gourd than sir tevos (utterance_1091)
+the ultimate attitude of dostoevsky is as christian as the apostle peter's lord i believe help thou mine unbelief (utterance_1092)
+and beyond the dark night of suffering and dissipating the night desposiersky still sees the light of christian compassion (utterance_1093)
+or even by the compassion of others like prince michigan in the idiot (utterance_1094)
+his work like his face bears the mark of this terrible conflict (utterance_1095)
+the novels are the perfect image of the man (utterance_1096)
+as to the man himself the vicomte de beaugee described him as he saw him in the last years of his life (utterance_1097)
+when he became excited on a certain point one could have sworn that one had seen him before seated on a bench in a police court awaiting trial or among vagabonds he passed their time begging before the prison doors (utterance_1098)
+at all other times he carried that look of sad and gentle meekness seen on the images of old stvonic saints (utterance_1099)
+that is a portrait of the man one sees behind dosservsky's novels a portrait one might almost have inferred from the novels (utterance_1100)
+it is a figure that at once fascinates and repels (utterance_1101)
+he is not by temperament a singer (utterance_1102)
+his music is a still small voice unevenly matched against his consciousness of midnight and storm (utterance_1103)
+truth to tell mister hardy is neither sufficiently articulate nor sufficiently fastidious to be a great poet (utterance_1104)
+he does not express life easily in beautiful words or in images (utterance_1105)
+thus he writes in i found her out there of one who (utterance_1106)
+there could not be an uglier and more prosaic exaggeration than is contained in the image in the last line (utterance_1107)
+and prose intrudes in the choice of words as well as in images (utterance_1108)
+take for example the use of the word domiciled in the passage in the same palm about (utterance_1109)
+when we as strangers sought their catering care veiled smiles bespoke their thought of what we were (utterance_1110)
+catering care is an appalling phrase (utterance_1111)
+is a line of good poetry (utterance_1112)
+ye did not come and marching time drew on and warmed me numb yet loss for loss of your dear presence there than that i thus found lucking in your make that higher compassion which can overbear reluctance for pure loving kindness sake grieved i when as the hope hour stroked its sum ye did not come (utterance_1113)
+there are hints of the grand style of lyric poetry in these lines but phrases like in your make and as the hope hour stroked its song a discords that bring it tumbling to the levels of victorian commonplace (utterance_1114)
+he has a temperament sensitive beyond that of all but a few recent writers to the pain and passion of human beings (utterance_1115)
+one can remember poem after poem of his with a theme that might easily have served for mister hardy too late christina the last mistress the last ride together the statue and the boss to name a few (utterance_1116)
+but what a sense of triumph there is in browning's tragedies (utterance_1117)
+his world is a place of opulence not of poverty (utterance_1118)
+to have loved even for an hour is with browning to live forever after in the inheritance of a mighty achievement (utterance_1119)
+to have loved for an hour is in mister hardy's imagination to have deepened the sadness even more than the beauty of one's memories (utterance_1120)
+for then i undistrest by hearts growing cold to me could lonely wait my endless rest with equanimity (utterance_1121)
+but time to make me grieve part steals lets part abide and shakes this fragile frame at eve with throbbings of noontide (utterance_1122)
+and despair is by no means triumphant in what is perhaps the most attractive of all mister hardy's poems the oxen (utterance_1123)
+we pictured the meek mild creatures where they dwelt in their story pen nor did it occur to one of us there to doubt they were kneeling then (utterance_1124)
+the murder faith however or rather of delight in the memory of faith is not mister hurd's prevailing mood (utterance_1125)
+he can enter upon a wall without ironical darts as we see in the song men who march away (utterance_1126)
+how long he cried in a poem written some years ago (utterance_1127)
+when shall the sanus softer politys whereof we dream have sway in each proud land and patriotism grown gord like scorn to stand born slave to realms but circle earth and seas (utterance_1128)
+but perhaps his characteristic attitude to war is to be found not in lines like these but in that melancholy poem the souls of the slain in which the souls of the dead soldiers return to their country and question as senior sole flame as to how their friends and relatives have kept their doughty deeds in remembrance (utterance_1129)
+and general hell hold out our sweethearts sworn loyal as dogs (utterance_1130)
+some fickle and fleet hearts have found them new loves (utterance_1131)
+and our wives quoth another resignedly doldray on our deeds (utterance_1132)
+mister hardy has too bitter a sense of reality to believe much in the glory of war (utterance_1133)
+the real world mister hardy is the world of ancient human things in which war has come to be a hideous irrelevance (utterance_1134)
+it may be thought on the other hand that mister hardy's poems about war are no more expressive of tragic futility than his poems about love (utterance_1135)
+futility and frustration are ever recurring themes in both (utterance_1136)
+his lovers like his soldiers wrought in the grave defeated of their glory (utterance_1137)
+lovers are always severed both in life and in death (utterance_1138)
+in beyond the last lamp we have the same mournful cry over severance (utterance_1139)
+no shade of pinnacle or tree or tower while earth endures will fall on my mound and within the hour still unto yours one robin never haunt our two green covertures (utterance_1140)
+they bring us face to face with an experienced intenser than our own (utterance_1141)
+nothing of tiniest worth have i wrought pondered planned no one thing asking blame or praise since the pale corkscrew birth of this diurnal unit bearing blanks in all its rays dullest of dull hued days (utterance_1142)
+in one corner of the little room kenneth forbes squatted upon a bench with an empty pine box held carelessly in his lap (utterance_1143)
+while duncan worked the boy was busy with his pencil but neither had spoken for at least a half hour (utterance_1144)
+then riding slowly up the hedge bordered road his troubles once more assailed him and he wondered if there was not some sport upon the broad earth to which he could fly for retirement until the girls had left elmhurst for good (utterance_1145)
+norah shied and he looked up to discover that he had nearly run down a pedestrian a stout little man with a bundle under his arm who held up one hand as if to arrest him (utterance_1146)
+where do you want to go asked the boy (utterance_1147)
+that is the same jane as ever he responded with a shake of his grizzled head (utterance_1148)
+do you know i saw a hope she's performed and i'd be glad to see her again they tell me she's got money (utterance_1149)
+aunt jane's rich aunt jane (utterance_1150)
+echoed the man quickly what your name lad (utterance_1151)
+don't like girls i pick it (utterance_1152)
+another long pause then the boy suddenly turned questioning (utterance_1153)
+you know aunt miss mirick sir (utterance_1154)
+i used to when we were both younger (utterance_1155)
+kennicott stopped short and the mayor stopped and the little man with a whimsical smile at the boy's astonishment also stopped (utterance_1156)
+john mevick that may (utterance_1157)
+you were a pinsmith (utterance_1158)
+they kept track of her because she suddenly became rich and a great lady and that was a surprising thing to happen to america (utterance_1159)
+thank you lad returned the man dreadfully i thought a little exercise would do me good but this three mile has seemed like thirty to me (utterance_1160)
+i will said the man (utterance_1161)
+the boy turned away but in a moment halted again (utterance_1162)
+his interest in miss jane's brother john was extraordinary (utterance_1163)
+there's little danger in this quarter i'm sure so i may as well be friends with the poor child (utterance_1164)
+ah why not (utterance_1165)
+but hesitated (utterance_1166)
+the letter asking me to visit her was the first i had ever received from her (utterance_1167)
+but since she asked me to visit her we judged she had softened and might wish to become friendly and so i accepted the invitation (utterance_1168)
+surely two girls will have a better time in this lonely old place than one could have alone (utterance_1169)
+oh yes she has corrected louise (utterance_1170)
+you mean patricia dora yes (utterance_1171)
+then we may conclude she's left out of the arrangement said beth calmly (utterance_1172)
+you'll fight for your own chance and fight mighty hard (utterance_1173)
+why my dear cousin i don't want aunt jane's money (utterance_1174)
+my mother and i are amply provided for and i am only here to find dress for my social duties and to get acquainted with my dead father's sister that is all (utterance_1175)
+my father teaches music and mother scores him continually for not being able to earn enough money to keep out of debt (utterance_1176)
+we've never seen her scent of her money although father has tried at times to borrow enough to help him out of his difficulties (utterance_1177)
+i even kiss her when she asked me to and it sent a shiver all down my back (utterance_1178)
+for my part i am fond of every one and it delights me to fasten on invalids and assist them (utterance_1179)
+you say you like to care for invalids and i don't (utterance_1180)
+you're trying to make me think you don't want elmhurst but you're as anxious to get it as i am (utterance_1181)
+they called me beth suddenly (utterance_1182)
+i couldn't live in this out of the way corner of the world you know (utterance_1183)
+but suppose she needs it too persisted beth (utterance_1184)
+louise seemed to meditate (utterance_1185)
+it's a magnificent estate said beth looking at her cousin doubtfully (utterance_1186)
+now shall we be friends she asked lightly (utterance_1187)
+to be sure i should want her to my dear (utterance_1188)
+such a girl then it had never been her privilege to have before and when her suspicions were forgotten she became fairly responsive and brightened wonderfully (utterance_1189)
+silas she said when he entered what do you think of my nieces (utterance_1190)
+they are very charming girls he answered although they are at an age when few girls show to good advantage (utterance_1191)
+why did you not invite kenneth to deny jean the boy (utterance_1192)
+he is constantly saying disagreeable things (utterance_1193)
+very well said the lawyer quietly which of my nieces do you prefer (utterance_1194)
+asked the old lady after a pause i cannot say on so short an acquaintance he answered with gravity which do you prefer jane (utterance_1195)
+they are equally unsatisfactory she answered (utterance_1196)
+i cannot imagine elmhurst belonging to either silas (utterance_1197)
+i must see that other niece the one who defies me and refuses to answer my second letter (utterance_1198)
+there would be a dozen airs to fight for my money and dear all elmhurst would be sold to strangers she resumed with bitterness (utterance_1199)
+they are but lukewarm lovers who can content themselves with a dialogue carried on at both short distance (utterance_1200)
+if there be an elysium on earth it is this (utterance_1201)
+his own daughter his only daughter of the best blood of southern aristocracy beautiful accomplished everything to secure him a splendid alliance holding nightly assignation with a horse hunter (utterance_1202)
+he could well concede so much to her caprice since her staying at home could be no disadvantage to the cause that had prompted him to the stern council (utterance_1203)
+it is already known that this road passed the hacienda of casa del corbou at some distance from the house and on the opposite side of the river (utterance_1204)
+on reaching the corpse he dismounted led his horse in among the underwood hitched him by looping his bridle rein around the topmost twigs of an elastic boar then detaching a long rope of twisted horsehair from the horn of his saddle and inserting his arm into its coil he glided out to the edge of the island on that side that lay towards the hacienda (utterance_1205)
+before forsaking the shadow of the corpse he cast a glance toward the sky and at the moon sailing supremely over it (utterance_1206)
+the droll conceit which has so oft amused the nocturnal inebriate of great cities appear to produce a like effect upon the night patrola of the prairie and for a moment the shadow late darkening his brow disappeared (utterance_1207)
+it's not likely if these are unless it be the owner of a bad conscience who can't sleep (utterance_1208)
+trot there's one such within those walls (utterance_1209)
+if he be abroad there's a good chance of his seeing me on the open ground not that i should care a straw if it were only myself to be compromised (utterance_1210)
+it's no use waiting upon the moon jussed acre (utterance_1211)
+it is true he had designs upon the hacienda but these did not contemplate either its cash plate or jewellery if we except the most precious jewel it contained the mistress of the mansion herself (utterance_1212)
+he tarried at genesis a few days and came up to gardael where i then resided he was apparently without any business that would support him but he soon became acquainted with my son thomas with whom he hunted for a long time and made his home with him at my house winter came on and he continued his stay (utterance_1213)
+the enraged husband well knowing that he should feel a blow if he waited to hear the order repeated instantly retreated and went down the river to his cattle (utterance_1214)
+we protected the poor antiquoquewoman and gave her victuals and allan sympathized with her in her misfortunes till spring when her husband came to her acknowledged his former errors and that he had abused her without a cause promised a reformation and she received him with every mark of renewal of her affection (utterance_1215)
+the indians were soon answered by the american officer that the wampum was cordially accepted and that a continuance of peace was ardently wished for (utterance_1216)
+my son thomas went with them with islands horse and carried the good (utterance_1217)
+alleyne on finding that his enemies had gone came back to my house where he lived as before but of his return they were soon not to fight at niagara and nettles who married priscilla ramsey with a small party of indians came out to take him (utterance_1218)
+nettles at length abandoned the chase went home and al en all in tatters came in (utterance_1219)
+by running in the woods his clothing had become torn into rags so that he was in a suffering condition almost naked (utterance_1220)
+allen made his trousers himself and then built a raft on which he went down the river to his own place at mount maris (utterance_1221)
+there an indian gave him some refreshment and a good gun with which he hastened on to little beard's town where he found his cork (utterance_1222)
+not daring to risk himself at that place for fear of being given up he made her but a short visit and came immediately to gardel (utterance_1223)
+the love of liberty however added to his natural swiftness gave him sufficient strength to make his escape to his former castle of safety (utterance_1224)
+his pursuers came immediately to my house where they expected to have found him secreted and under my protection (utterance_1225)
+still unsatisfied and doubting my veracity they advised my indian brother to use his influence to draw from me the secret of his concealment which they had an idea that i considered of great importance not only to him but to myself i persisted in my ignorance of his situation and finally they left me (utterance_1226)
+he came to my house in the night and awoke me with the greatest caution fearing that some of his enemies might be watching to take him at a time when and in a place where it would be impossible for him to make his escape (utterance_1227)
+at that time allan lay in a secret place in a gulph a short distance above my flats in a hole that he accidentally found in the rock near the river (utterance_1228)
+the pavlovskrads held feast after feast celebrating a wars they had received for the campaign and made expeditions to all moats to visit a certain caroline hungarian who had recently opened a restaurant there with girls as waitresses (utterance_1229)
+the guards had made their whole march as if on a pleasure trip parading their cleanliness and discipline (utterance_1230)
+the regiments had entered and left the town with their bands playing and by the grand duke's orders the men had marched all the way in step a practice on which the guards prided themselves the officers on foot and at their proper posts (utterance_1231)
+boris had been quartered and had marched all the way with berg who was already in command of a company (utterance_1232)
+boris during the campaign had made the acquaintance of many persons who might prove useful to him and by a letter of recommendation he had brought from pierre had become acquainted with prince andrew bolkonski though whom he hoped to obtain a post on the commander in chiefstaff (utterance_1233)
+berg and boris having rested after yesterday's march were sitting clean and neatly dressed at a round table in the clean quarters allotted to them plain chess (utterance_1234)
+well how are you going to get out of that he remarked (utterance_1235)
+at that moment the door opened (utterance_1236)
+dear me how you have changed (utterance_1237)
+he was about to embrace his friends but nicholas avoided him (utterance_1238)
+he wanted to pinch him push him do anything but kiss him a thing everybody did (utterance_1239)
+but notwithstanding this boris embraced him in a quiet friendly wee and kissed him three times (utterance_1240)
+they had not met for nearly half a year and being at the age when young men took their first steps on life's road each saw immense changes in the other quite a new reflection of the society in which they had taken those first steps (utterance_1241)
+i did not expect you to day he added (utterance_1242)
+you know of course that his imperial highness wrote with our regiment all the time so that we had every comfort and every advantage (utterance_1243)
+what receptions we had in poland's (utterance_1244)
+what dinners and balls i can't tell you (utterance_1245)
+oh you guard said rostov i say a service of wine (utterance_1246)
+he went to his bed drew a parson under the clean pillow and sent for wine (utterance_1247)
+yes and i have some money and our letters to give you he added (utterance_1248)
+oh don't mention it count i quite understand said berg getting up and speaking in a muffled and guttural voice (utterance_1249)
+go across to our host they invited you added boris (utterance_1250)
+berg put on the cleanest of coats without a spot or speck of dust stood before a looking glass and brushed the hair on his temples upwards in the way affected by the emperor alexander and having insured himself from the way rostov looked at it that his court had been noticed left the room with a pleasant smile (utterance_1251)
+oh dear what a beast i am muttered rostov as he read the letter why (utterance_1252)
+well have you sent gabriel for some wine all right let's have some (utterance_1253)
+in the letter from his parents was enclosed a letter of recommendation to bagration which the old countess at anna mikhaylovna's advice had obtained through an acquaintance and sent to her son asking him to take it to his destination and make use of it (utterance_1254)
+why have you thrown that away asked boris (utterance_1255)
+it is some letter of recommendation what the devil do i want it for (utterance_1256)
+he looked intently and inquiringly into his friend's eyes evidently trying in vain to find the answer to some question (utterance_1257)
+which you believe at count i was not at all alarmed because i knew i was right (utterance_1258)
+i came forward berg stood up and showed how he presented himself with his hand to his cap and really it would have been difficult for a feast to express greater respect and self complacency than his did (utterance_1259)
+well he stormed at me as the saying is stormed and stormed and stormed (utterance_1260)
+it was not a matter of life but rather of death as the seeing is (utterance_1261)
+albanians and devils and to siberia said berg with a sagacious smile (utterance_1262)
+still i remained silent and what do you think coat (utterance_1263)
+the next day it was not even mentioned in the orders of the day (utterance_1264)
+that's the weak out said berg lighting his pipe and emitting rings of smock (utterance_1265)
+yes that was fine said rostov smiling (utterance_1266)
+rostov with a truthful young man and would on no account have told a deliberate lie (utterance_1267)
+he began his story meaning to tell everything just as it happened but imperceptibly involuntarily and inevitably he lapsed into falsehood (utterance_1268)
+prince andrew who liked to help young men was flattered by being asked for his assistance and being well disposed toward boris who had managed to please him the day before he wished to do what the young man wanted (utterance_1269)
+in spite of prince andrew's disagreeable ironical tone in spite of the contempt with which rostov from his fighting army point of view regarded all these little adjutants on the staff of whom the newcomer was evidently one rostov felt confused blushed and became silent (utterance_1270)
+boris inquired what news there might be on the staff and what without indiscretion one may ask about our plans (utterance_1271)
+we shall probably advance replied bolkonski evidently reluctant to say more in the presence of a stranger (utterance_1272)
+berg took the opportunity to ask with great politeness whether as was rumoured the allowance of forage money to captains of companies would be doubled (utterance_1273)
+i was there said rostov angrily as if intending to insult the aide de camp (utterance_1274)
+with a slightly contemptuous smile he said yes that i many stories now told them at that affair (utterance_1275)
+but our stories are the stories of men who have been under the enemy's fire (utterance_1276)
+our stories have some wheat not like the stories of those fellows on the staff who get the wars without doing anything (utterance_1277)
+however he added rising you know my name and where to find me but don't forget that i do not regard either myself or you as having been at all insulted and as a man older than you my advice is to let the matter drop (utterance_1278)
+exclaimed prince andrew and with a bow to them both he went out (utterance_1279)
+and he was still more angry at having omitted to see it (utterance_1280)
+he ordered his horse at once and coldly taking leave of boris rode home (utterance_1281)
+should he go to headquarters next day and challenge that affected adjutant or really let the matter drop was the question that worried him all the way (utterance_1282)
+it was long since the rostovs had news of nicholas (utterance_1283)
+not till midwinter was the count at last handed a letter addressed in his son's handwriting (utterance_1284)
+on receiving it he ran on tiptoe to his study in alarm and haste trying to escape notice closed the door and began to read the letter (utterance_1285)
+each time that these hints began to meet the countess anxious and she glanced uneasily at the count and at anna mikhaylovna the latter very adroitly turned the conversation to insignificant matters (utterance_1286)
+but for god's sake be careful you know how it may affect your mamma (utterance_1287)
+no on my true word of honor said natasha crossing herself i won't tell any one (utterance_1288)
+and she ran off at once to sonya (utterance_1289)
+she rushed to sonya hugged her and began to cry (utterance_1290)
+it's true that all you women are cry babies remarked petya pacing the room with large resolute strides (utterance_1291)
+you're all blubberers and understand nothing (utterance_1292)
+natasha smiled through her tears (utterance_1293)
+what nasty brutes they are (utterance_1294)
+hold your tongue peter what a goose you are (utterance_1295)
+sonya smiled do i remember nicholas (utterance_1296)
+i remember nikolaenka too i remember him well she said (utterance_1297)
+no she shut her eyes (utterance_1298)
+she felt that sonya was speaking the truth that there was such love as sonya was speaking of (utterance_1299)
+she believed it could be but did not understand it (utterance_1300)
+shall you write to him she asked (utterance_1301)
+now that he was already an officer and a wounded hero would it be right to remind him of herself and as it might seem of the obligations to her he had taken on himself (utterance_1302)
+i don't know (utterance_1303)
+sonya smiled no (utterance_1304)
+it's because she was in love with that fat one in spectacles that was how petya described his namesake the new count bezukhov and now she's in love with that singer he met natasha's italian singing master that's why she's ashamed (utterance_1305)
+petya you are stupid said natasha (utterance_1306)
+the countess had been prepared by anna mikhaylovna's hints at dinner (utterance_1307)
+on retiring to her own room she sat in an arm chair her eyes fixed on a miniature portrait of her son on the lid of a snuff box while the tears kept coming into her eyes (utterance_1308)
+the carriage put his ear to the keyhole and listened (utterance_1309)
+at first he heard a sound of indifferent voices then anna mikhaylovna's voice alone in a long speech then a cry then silence then both voices together with glad intonations and then footsteps (utterance_1310)
+anna mikhaylovna opened the door (utterance_1311)
+when she heard this sonya blushed so that tears came into her eyes and unable to bear the looks turned upon her ran away into the dancing hall whirled round it at full speed with her dress puffed out like a balloon and flushed and smiling plumped down on the floor (utterance_1312)
+the countess was craye (utterance_1313)
+from all he says one should be glad and not cry (utterance_1314)
+how charmingly he describes said she reading the descriptive part of the letter and what a soul (utterance_1315)
+i always said when he was only so high i always said (utterance_1316)
+i have been told that mister van brandt is in prison for debt i said (utterance_1317)
+and i saw for myself last night that he had left you helpless (utterance_1318)
+he left me the little money he had with him when he was arrested she rejoined sadly (utterance_1319)
+his cruel creditors are more to blame than he is for the poverty that has fallen on us (utterance_1320)
+even this negative defence of van brandt stung me to the quick i ought to have spoken more guardedly of him i said bitterly (utterance_1321)
+i ought to have remembered that a woman can forgive almost any wrong that a man can inflict on her when he is a man whom she loves (utterance_1322)
+she put her hand on my mouth and stopped me before i could say any more (utterance_1323)
+how can you speak so cruelly to me she asked (utterance_1324)
+you know to my shame i confessed it to you the last time we met you know that my heart in secret is all yours (utterance_1325)
+what wrong are you talking of (utterance_1326)
+is it the wrong i suffered when van brandt married me with a wife living at the time and living still (utterance_1327)
+do you think i can ever forget the great misfortune of my life the misfortune that has made me unworthy of you (utterance_1328)
+it is no fault of mine god knows but it is not the less true that i am not married and that the little darling who is playing out there with her doll is my child (utterance_1329)
+and you talk of my being your wife knowing that the child accepts me as her second father i said (utterance_1330)
+it would be better and happier for us both if you had as little pride as a child pride she repeated (utterance_1331)
+in such a position as mine (utterance_1332)
+a helpless woman with a mock husband in prison for debt (utterance_1333)
+am i to marry you for my food and shelter (utterance_1334)
+am i to marry you because there is no lawful tie that binds me to the father of my child (utterance_1335)
+bad as he is he has not forsaken me he has been forced away (utterance_1336)
+my only friend is it possible that you think me ungrateful enough to consent to be your wife (utterance_1337)
+the woman in my situation must be heartless indeed who could destroy her place in the estimation of the world in regard of your friends (utterance_1338)
+the wretchedest creature that walks the streets would shrink from treating you in that way (utterance_1339)
+oh what are men made of (utterance_1340)
+how can you how can you speak of it (utterance_1341)
+i yielded and spoke of it no more (utterance_1342)
+every word she uttered only increased my admiration of the noble creature whom i had loved and lost (utterance_1343)
+bitterly as i hated the man who had parted us i loved her dearly enough to be even capable of helping him for her sake hopeless infatuation (utterance_1344)
+i don't deny it i don't excuse it hopeless infatuation you have forgiven me i said (utterance_1345)
+let me deserve to be forgiven (utterance_1346)
+it is something to be your only friend (utterance_1347)
+you must have plans for the future tell me unreservedly how i can help you (utterance_1348)
+complete the good work that you have begun she answered gratefully help me back to health (utterance_1349)
+make me strong enough to submit to a doctor's estimate of my chances of living for some years yet (utterance_1350)
+a doctor's estimate of your chances of living i repeated what do you mean (utterance_1351)
+i hardly know how to tell you she said without speaking again of mister van brandt (utterance_1352)
+does speaking of him again means speaking of his debts i asked (utterance_1353)
+why made you hesitate (utterance_1354)
+you know that there is nothing i will not do to relieve your anxiety (utterance_1355)
+never let me tell you the plain truth (utterance_1356)
+there is a serious necessity for his getting out of prison (utterance_1357)
+yes this is his position in two words a little while since he obtained an excellent offer of employment abroad from a rich relative of his and he had made all his arrangements to accept it (utterance_1358)
+unhappily he returned to tell me of his good fortune and the same day he was arrested for debt (utterance_1359)
+the snare that had been set for her was plainly revealed in those four words (utterance_1360)
+in the eye of the law she was of course a single woman she was of age she was to all intents and purposes her own mistress (utterance_1361)
+what was there to prevent her from insuring her life if she pleased and from so disposing of the insurance as to give amphra a direct interest in her death (utterance_1362)
+thanks to the happy accident of my position the one certain way of protecting her lay easily within my reach (utterance_1363)
+i could offer to lend the scoundrel the money that he wanted on an hour's notice and he was a man to accept my proposal quite as easily as i could make it (utterance_1364)
+you are quite mistaken i replied (utterance_1365)
+i am only doubting whether your plan for relieving mister van brandt of his embarrassments is quite so simple as you suppose (utterance_1366)
+are you aware of the delays that are likely to take place before it will be possible to borrow money on your policy of insurance (utterance_1367)
+i know nothing about it she said sadly (utterance_1368)
+will you let me ask the advice of my lawyers (utterance_1369)
+they are trustworthy and experienced men and i am sure they can be of use to you (utterance_1370)
+cautiously as i had expressed myself her delicacy took the alarm (utterance_1371)
+promise that you won't ask me to borrow money of you for mister van brandt she rejoined and i will accept your help gratefully (utterance_1372)
+i could honestly promise that (utterance_1373)
+my one chance of saving her lay in keeping from her knowledge the corset i had now determined to pursue (utterance_1374)
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+kiss me she whispered before you go (utterance_1376)
+it is only your goodness that overpowers me (utterance_1377)
+it's a sad thing for a body to lack brains when she wants to be a teacher isn't it (utterance_1378)
+penelope has studied so hard all winter and she hasn't gone anywhere thought the other sister wistfully (utterance_1379)
+doris dreamed of pretty dresses all that night and thought about them all the next day (utterance_1380)
+so it must be confessed did penelope though she would not have admitted it for the world (utterance_1381)
+she knew that penelope had started out to say a new dress (utterance_1382)
+doris hunter i believe it's an old quilt (utterance_1383)
+listen penelope my dear doris (utterance_1384)
+love to pennelope and yourself (utterance_1385)
+your affectionate aunt adela hunter (utterance_1386)
+i don't see it's beauty said penelope with a great (utterance_1387)
+it may have been pretty once but it is all faded now (utterance_1388)
+tell me dorry does it argue a lack of proper respect for my ancestors that i can't feel very enthusiastic over this heir loom especially when grandmother hunter died years before i was born (utterance_1389)
+it was very kind of aunt adela to send it said torres dutifully (utterance_1390)
+why the wrong side is ever so much prettier than the right exclaimed penelope (utterance_1391)
+what lovely old tiny stuff at not a bit fatted (utterance_1392)
+i declare it is as good as new (utterance_1393)
+well let us go and have tea said penelope i decidedly hungry (utterance_1394)
+besides i see the poverty partner coming (utterance_1395)
+it is something to horses and her loom after all (utterance_1396)
+penelope was surprised as much as the tender sisterly heart could wish the evening on the party with the black skirt nicely pressed and rehung and the prettiest waist imaginable a waist that was a positive creation of dainty rosebudsprinkled silk with a girdle and knots of black velvet (utterance_1397)
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+she looks as if she had just stepped out of the frame of some lovely old picture she said to herself (utterance_1400)
+my aunt adela gave me gave us their material she stammered (utterance_1401)
+i am named after her missus fairwater suddenly put her arm about penelope and drew the young girl to her her lovely old face aglow with delight and tenderness (utterance_1402)
+then you are my grand niece she said (utterance_1403)
+when i saw your dress i felt sure you were related to her i should recognize that rosebud seal if i came across it in thibet (utterance_1404)
+penelope was four years older than i was but we were devoted to each other (utterance_1405)
+soon after this our mother died and our house called was broken up (utterance_1406)
+my dear i am a very lonely old woman which nobody belonging to me (utterance_1407)
+now she patted missus fairwither's soft old hand affectionately (utterance_1408)
+doris and panelope found their leaves and plants changed in the twine cling of an eye (utterance_1409)
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+as she slipped into her blue print afternoon dress her aunt called to her from below (utterance_1411)
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+i want to run over and see how missus biggsby is this evening seedy and you must take care of the baby till i get back (utterance_1414)
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+the room was more a mare box above the kitchen which suddenly shared with two small cousins (utterance_1418)
+her bed and the cot where the little girl slept filled up almost all the available space (utterance_1419)
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+sydney hated that mirror as very lightly as she could hate anything (utterance_1421)
+her mother had died the day after and sydney their upborn had come into the hands of good aunt jane with those books for her dolly since nothing else was left after the expenses of the double funeral had been paid (utterance_1422)
+presently she began to write with a flush of real excitement on her face (utterance_1423)
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+he wrote that although his age to bear the him from membership in the club he was twenty and the limit was eighteen he read the letters of the department with much interest and often had thought of answering some of the requests for caressed on debts (utterance_1425)
+she never had done so but ellen douglas's letter was so interesting that he had decided to write to her (utterance_1426)
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+he was two years out from the east and had not yet forgotten to be homesick at times (utterance_1428)
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+she never expected to meet john lincoln nor did she wish to do so (utterance_1430)
+in the correspondence itself she found her pleasure (utterance_1431)
+john lincoln wrote breezy accounts of french life and adventures on the far western plains so alien and remote from snug humdrum brainfield life that signet always had the sensation of crossing a garf when she opened a letter from the bar and as for signnette's own letter this is the way it read as she wrote it (utterance_1432)
+the evergreens plainfield dear mister lincoln (utterance_1433)
+i love life and its bloom and brilliancy i love meeting new people i love the ripple of music the hum of laughter and conversation (utterance_1434)
+the man i had been talking with was all more the great novelist (utterance_1435)
+as it was i had contradicted him twice and he had laughed and liked it but his books will always have a new meaning to me henceforth through the inside he himself has given me (utterance_1436)
+it is such meetings at these that give life its sparkle for me (utterance_1437)
+you will be weary of my rhapsodies over her (utterance_1438)
+she has sympathy and understanding for my every mood (utterance_1439)
+yours sincerely sinewy richmond (utterance_1440)
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+everything i told you about it and my life was just imagination (utterance_1452)
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+oh i didn't mean to deceive you i never thought of such a thing (utterance_1455)
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+those letters made that other life seem real to me i never expected to meet you (utterance_1459)
+this last four days since your letter came have been dreadful to me (utterance_1460)
+oh please go away and forgive me if you can (utterance_1461)
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+for whether in that state men would have be master or man (utterance_1475)
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+signally disreproved by the order of divine providence which house governs imperial things by the superior (utterance_1478)
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+now whatever is part is painted is subject to what is essential and universal (utterance_1480)
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+they would not however on this account have been accepted from the mastership of men as neither at present nor they for that reason accepted from the mastership of god whose providence has ordained all this (utterance_1482)
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+objection one it would seem that in the sapnenses man would not have had mastership over all other creatures (utterance_1485)
+much less therefore would he have a bit men in the state of innocence (utterance_1486)
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+there might also have been bodily disparity (utterance_1490)
+an equality might also rise on the parts of nature as above described without any defects of nature (utterance_1491)
+objection one it'll seem that in my stitudiomiscence men would not have been massed over men (utterance_1492)
+therefore in the state of innocence man would now have been subject to men (utterance_1493)
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+such a kind of mastership would have existed in the stedifimisms between man and man for two reasons (utterance_1495)
+more than this he hath been heard to rail on you my lord for i now his judge (utterance_1496)
+judge thy just doom would be to die on the spot stoop let us hear what thou hast to say (utterance_1497)
+then the judge to some of the kings spoke this yo'll see this man who has made such a stirring now at town (utterance_1498)
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+hopeful i have my fears from the first and so gave you a hate christian good friend i grieve that i hath brought you out of the right path (utterance_1502)
+hopeful say no more no doubt it is for our good (utterance_1503)
+christian we must now stand thus let us try to go back (utterance_1504)
+then sat trying despair you have no right to force your way in here the ground on which you lie is mine (utterance_1505)
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+christian i have come to see it a good man at the house (utterance_1509)
+christian sir i am come from the city of destruction and am on my way to monsiah and (utterance_1510)
+i was stood by the men that stands at the gate that if i came here you would show me good things that would help me (utterance_1511)
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+christian what does this mean (utterance_1513)
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+christian what means this (utterance_1515)
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+as he stood those and wept lo three broad ones came to him and one of them said he speak to thee thou hast raised from thy sins (utterance_1518)
+christian gave three leaves for joy and said as he went ah what a place is this blest cross blessed too (utterance_1519)
+he went on thus till he came to a vale where he saw three men who were in a sound sleep with chains on their feet (utterance_1520)
+christian sirs whence come you and where do you go (utterance_1521)
+formalist and hypocrisy we were born in the land of plain glory and are on our way to mount dyne for praise (utterance_1522)
+knowing not that he that comes not in at a door would climb up to getting the same as a thief (utterance_1523)
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+timorous said that zion was the hew they meant to come but that when they had got half way they found that they met with more and more risk so that great fear came on them and all they could do was to turn back (utterance_1531)
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+ho fool that i am said he to sleep in the day time so they gave way to the flesh as to use for yeast that rest which lord of the hue had made but for the help of the soul (utterance_1536)
+such was the lot of the jews for their sin they were sent back by the way of the ratise and i and mate tread those steps with grief which i might have drunk with joy had it not been for the sleep (utterance_1537)
+how far would i have been on my way by this time (utterance_1538)
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+ha thought he these bees ranging the night for their prey and if they should meet with me in the dark how should i fly from them (utterance_1543)
+the name of the men who kept the lodge of their house was watched for and when he saw their christian made a halt as if he would go back he came out to him and said is by strength so small (utterance_1544)
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+christian sir what house is this may i rest here to night (utterance_1548)
+when watchpole told her why question had come there she said what is your name (utterance_1549)
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+heighten calm good christian since our love prompts us to take you into rest let us talk with you before that you have seen on your way (utterance_1551)
+christian with a right good will and i am glad that she should ask it of me (utterance_1552)
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+there they say is no death and there i shall dwell with such as love the lord (utterance_1554)
+charity have you a wife and babies christian yes i have (utterance_1555)
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+what is the name of this land said christian (utterance_1560)
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+there poles asunder from me he said (utterance_1627)
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+if you ready wish it you shall go he said (utterance_1635)
+and a blue one to be buried in alas me (utterance_1636)
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+i sooner see you darned my worst in stockings sweetheart (utterance_1638)
+i can do that too (utterance_1639)
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+he could not forget missus pinaven's eyes though he remembered nothing of her other facial details (utterance_1642)
+afterwards they kept apart awhile in the drawing room for form's sake but eventually gravitated together again and finished the evening in each other's company (utterance_1643)
+but this was not all (utterance_1644)
+but was he able (utterance_1645)
+it was unfair to go further without telling her even though hitherto such explicitness had not been absolutely demanded (utterance_1646)
+he determined to call immediately on the new incarnation (utterance_1647)
+she lived not far from the long fashionable hamptonshire square and he went thither with expectations of having a highly emotional time at least (utterance_1648)
+but somehow the very bell pool seemed cold although she had so earnestly asked him to come (utterance_1649)
+raising her eyes in a slightly inquiring manner from the book she was reading she leant back in her chair as if soaking herself in luxurious sensations which had nothing to do with him and replied to his greeting with a few commonplace words (utterance_1650)
+just as they turn madeira into port in the space of a single night so this old air has been taken and doctored and twisted about and brought out as a new popular ditty indeed (utterance_1651)
+she thawed a little and then they went on to talk about her house which had been newly painted and decorated with greenish blue satin up to the height of a person's head an arrangement that somewhat improved her slightly faded though still pretty face and was helped by the awnings over the windows (utterance_1652)
+yes i have had my house some years she observed complacently and i like it better every year (utterance_1653)
+don't you feel lending it sometimes oh never (utterance_1654)
+what an uncivil thing to say she murmured in surprise (utterance_1655)
+it is rather uncivil (utterance_1656)
+as a punishment she did not ring the bell but left him to find his way out as he could (utterance_1657)
+i saw him at lady chanticleff's other night (utterance_1658)
+joscelyn pearson (utterance_1659)
+oh didn't he marry her (utterance_1660)
+said missus pinafort with a start (utterance_1661)
+but joscelyn was receding from the pretty widow's house with long strides (utterance_1662)
+lady arris had left the drawing room for a moment to see that all was right in the dining room and when he was shown in there stood alone in the lamplight niccolo pinafore neven (utterance_1663)
+she had been the first arrival (utterance_1664)
+as the other guests dropped in the pair retreated into a shady corner and she talked beside him till all moved off for the eating and drinking (utterance_1665)
+he had not been appointed to take her across to the dining room but at the table found her exactly opposite (utterance_1666)
+the spring in the present case was the artistic commendation she deserved and craved (utterance_1667)
+the lady on docilda's left wife of a lord justice of appeal was in like manner talking to her companion on the outer side so that for the time he was left to himself (utterance_1668)
+it came from the wife of one of his father's former workmen and was concerning her son whom she begged joscelyn to recommend as candidates for some post in turn that she wished him to fill (utterance_1669)
+what is necessary to the completeness of the story at this stage is not to recapitulate but to take up some of the loose ends of the threads woe venene and follow them through until the clear and comprehensive picture of events can be seen (utterance_1670)
+the way of the inventor is hard (utterance_1671)
+he can sometimes raise capital to help him in working out his crude conceptions but in then it is frequently done and it is droespocaste a personal surrender (utterance_1672)
+when the result is achieved the invention makes its appeal on the score of economy our material are of effort and then labor often awaits with crushing and tyrannical spirit smash the epatridis of her bed is very used (utterance_1673)
+possibly our inactionary optism as we viewed in the mansion the seeking the higher good knit some check (utterance_1674)
+possibly the letters would travel too fast and too far on the road to perfection if consul venison did not also place salutary part in consisting that the procession moved forward as a hoe (utterance_1675)
+on the contrary the conditions for its perceptions have been whitening fast (utterance_1676)
+yes the very vulgar of the electric art light made harder the arrival of the incandescent (utterance_1677)
+a number of parent arch lineac companies were in existence and a great many local companies had been caught into being under franchise for commercial business and to execute regular city contracts for the street lining (utterance_1678)
+thus in the curious manner the modern art of electric lighting was in a very true sense divided against itself with in times reveries and jealousies which were none the less real because they were but temporary and occurring fodder ultimate union in the force was inapptible (utterance_1679)
+hence twenty years after the first addison station were established the methods they involved could be fairly credited with no less than sixty seven per cent (utterance_1680)
+it will be readily understood that under these conditions the modern lining company supplies to its customers both incandescent and arch lining frequently from the same dynamo electric machinery as is source of current and that the old food as between the rival systems has died out (utterance_1681)
+in fact for some years past the residence of the national electric light association had been chosen almost exclusively from among the managers of the great addison lining companies in the leading cities (utterance_1682)
+the other strong opposition to the incandescent light came from the gas industry (utterance_1683)
+there also the most bitter feeling was shown (utterance_1684)
+the gas manager did not like archway but it interfered only with his treat service which was not his large source of income by enemys (utterance_1685)
+here again was given the most convincing demonstration of the truth that such an addition to the resources of mankind always carries with it unsuspected benefits even for his enemies (utterance_1686)
+this was not long not universally the spirit shown and to day in hundreds of cities the electric and gas progress are united under the one management which does not find it impossible to push in a friendly and progressive way the use of both illuminates (utterance_1687)
+the most conspicuous example of this identity of interest is given in new york itself (utterance_1688)
+so much for the early opposition of which they are worth plenty (utterance_1689)
+but it may be questioned whether inertia is not equally to be dreaded with active ill will (utterance_1690)
+of course a great many counts were written and read but while genuine interest was aroused it was necessarily a pathetic (utterance_1691)
+we got it at the great bargain and only paid us more sum dam and the ballast and waddiage (utterance_1692)
+we sell them for forty cents though they were only about twenty or thirty thousand of them (utterance_1693)
+the fourth year i got it on to thirty seven cents and i made all the money out in one year that i had lost previously (utterance_1694)
+when of the incidents which caused a very great cheapening was that when we started when of the important processes had to be done by experts (utterance_1695)
+after feeling around for some days i got a clue how to do it (utterance_1696)
+i then made another machine which did the work nicely (utterance_1697)
+incidentally it may be doubted as a loose traitor of the problem brought to edison debt while he had the factory at harrison and importing the chinese trader went to him and wanted a dynamo to be run by hint power (utterance_1698)
+for making the dynamos addison secured as noted in the preceding chapter the roach iron works on goworth street new york and this was also equipped (utterance_1699)
+to sigmund burtmann who had worked privacy with addison on telephone paradise and phonographs and was already making addison specialist in a small way in the loft on rooster street new york was a sign that has of constructing sockets fixtures metres sifty fuses and numberless other details (utterance_1700)
+in the early part of eighteen eighty one the edison electric light company leased a ode b shell mansion act sixty five fifth avenue close to fording street for his headquarters and show rims (utterance_1701)
+this was one of the finest homes in the city of that period and its acquisition was a premonitor's sign of the surrender of the famous residential avenue to commerce (utterance_1702)
+they experienced with a little gas engine was rather startling (utterance_1703)
+one day it was not going very well and it went on to the man in charge and got exploring the ranch (utterance_1704)
+for the next four or five year sixty five was a veritable bhithe day and night (utterance_1705)
+the routine was very much the same as that at the laboratory in its ardenacoid of the clerk (utterance_1706)
+i was telling the gentlemen one day that i could not keep a secret even if i locked them i would be my desk they would break it open (utterance_1707)
+he suggested to me that he had a friend over on eighth avenue who made a superior grade of secrets and who would show them a treat (utterance_1708)
+he said that he would have some of them made up with hair and oh paper and i could put them in without a word and see the result (utterance_1709)
+i thought no more about the matter (utterance_1710)
+i didn't remember anything about it (utterance_1711)
+i was too busy on other things to denote this (utterance_1712)
+speaking of those days of nights andison says years ago one of the great violinists was rammini (utterance_1713)
+who would talk with me but i never asked him to bring his violin (utterance_1714)
+why not he came with his violin about twelve o'clock (utterance_1715)
+after that every time he came to new york he used to call at sixty five late a night with his violinsk (utterance_1716)
+another visitor who had used to give us a good deal of amusement and pleasure was captain shaw the head of lent in firebury gate (utterance_1717)
+who'll go out among the fire ladies and have a great time (utterance_1718)
+speaking of telling stories i once got telling a man stories at the harrison land factory in the yard as he was leaving (utterance_1719)
+he was winter and he was all in furs (utterance_1720)
+i had nothing long to protect me against the code (utterance_1721)
+then a gob plury sea and had to be shipped to florida for cure (utterance_1722)
+he had merely enjoyed the delights of anxious anticipation and the perilous pleasure of fattening allison's experiments (utterance_1723)
+now active exploitation was required (utterance_1724)
+london is goat and glory (utterance_1725)
+they say best men are moded out of thoughts and for the most become much more the better for being a little bad (utterance_1726)
+standing on the broken column of the oak steeper three hundred feet above prem roth hill william struck an attitude of theoretrico fashion and uttered the falling oratorical flight (utterance_1727)
+collorious london (utterance_1728)
+sad how sad a thing that the day will come when not a vastige of this wonderful mass of human energy shall remain where the cry of the wharf bad and beaten shall only be heard and nature again resume her rustic splendid desolation (utterance_1729)
+the devil's tavern was a resort for actors authors bohemian floors and ladies who did not retire early to their downing couches (utterance_1730)
+william and myself soon found rest in deep slumber and wafted away into a dreamless rim our tide bodies lay in the inflowing arms and morphers unto the pot and knock at our door next morning as the clock of the tower struck the hour of nine (utterance_1731)
+our first sight of the sun rising london gave us great expectations of fame and fortune for surely all we had was glowing expectations (utterance_1732)
+oft expectation fowls and most oft there were most a promises and oft a hitch where hope is coldest and despair most fits (utterance_1733)
+deuces one double when six is treppaclein (utterance_1734)
+william to the great amazement of the dinner flung a guinea in the cinnapot which was immediately tapped by jack while the others looked on in silent expectation (utterance_1735)
+the polite jack replied all right sir take your work for it (utterance_1736)
+i have set my life upon the cast i will stand the hazard of the dye (utterance_1737)
+i immediately followed in his footsteps and found him joking with the landlady about a cup of infant boo perhaps she was fondling her capacious lap (utterance_1738)
+if he had dropped out of the clouds william could not have been more pleased or surprised and the feeling was reciprocal (utterance_1739)
+the preenning shop of fowl was only a short distance from the devil's table and we were invited to visit the establishment (utterance_1740)
+james verbitch gazed for a moment on the manly former william and blurred out in his bluff manner what do you know (utterance_1741)
+the next day everybody in the house began to make preparations for the journey (utterance_1742)
+everything was done very leisurely though there was a lot of talking and disputeing and the giving of contrary orders (utterance_1743)
+the old porter was there directing escorting the servants as they piled the rugs and blankets and bags of food and pots and pans and dishes into the wagon (utterance_1744)
+there was quite a procession when at last the big wagon rumbled out through the gateway (utterance_1745)
+behind i came the grandmother and heard juliette a foot of a litter or easy chair some between two long poles (utterance_1746)
+besides the family there were many servants and several others walked beside the slow moving wagon (utterance_1747)
+the cook too was with them (utterance_1748)
+good bye shouted little nell from his garden while they went by good bye (utterance_1749)
+they shouted greetings to their friend the potter as they passed them and also to the old fakir smeared all over with ashes who sat in a little brick hut by the bridge and pretended to make wonderful cures (utterance_1750)
+this is more fun than going to school said colin as the oxen plodded along through clouds of dust (utterance_1751)
+these lovely birds are found nearly everywhere in india and in some parts or in quite wild (utterance_1752)
+his long matted hair hung on his shoulders and he was saying his prayers with the help of a rosary of beads which he continually passed through his hands (utterance_1753)
+as the wagon came up a young man who accompanied the holy man ran up and held out a begging bowl saying give o charitable people to this holy one (utterance_1754)
+no country in the world has so many beggars as india (utterance_1755)
+many of them are called holy men because they do nothing but make pilgrimages from one sacred place to another living solely on the alms that are given to them (utterance_1756)
+when they had eaten their lunch the young people went to explore the garden near them (utterance_1757)
+perhaps they are dogs said mahomel a little fearfully but they forgot about dogs when they saw a thicket of sugar cane down by a stream (utterance_1758)
+perhaps we can buy some from the man there he is now flowing by the stream said cola (utterance_1759)
+it is looking for water said the farmer as he took a long stock of cane and gently guided it down to the stream (utterance_1760)
+the snake is another sacred animal of the hindoos and they will not kill or injure wind for anything (utterance_1761)
+as they were but to move on again they saw a great cloud of dust down the road (utterance_1762)
+i turned out that it was a great and powerful raja going in state on a journey to with another raja or ruler of one of the small kingdoms or states of which modern india was formerly made up (utterance_1763)
+first there came a big elephant all decorated with silk and gold and silver (utterance_1764)
+on the elephant's back was the howder which was like a big chair with a canopy over it and in this sitting crosslight was the rajah a big fat fellow dressed in colored silks and jewels with a great diamond set plume in his turban (utterance_1765)
+behind the haw desk stood a servant holding a big umbrella of fine feathers over the rajah's head (utterance_1766)
+the driver sat on the neck of the elephant and guided the big beast about prodding him on one side or the other with an iron shod stick or gold (utterance_1767)
+it's in it fine to ride like that on a big elephant (utterance_1768)
+now the rest of the day the little folk talked of nothing but the great roger on his escort (utterance_1769)
+our party came to a halt among many other bulwark carts the owners of which were already sitting around on the ground cooking their suppers or bargaining for food at a little booth (utterance_1770)
+these they used for plates keeping them up with their boiled rice and curry and fish and all sorts of puddings and sweets (utterance_1771)
+a supper was being eaten another party stopped at the parais and camped not far away (utterance_1772)
+when the lidder was put down a young boy stepped out looking very proud and haughty (utterance_1773)
+his servants at once spread a handsome rug on the ground for him to sit on and rushed about waiting on him taking good care to keep everyone at a distance (utterance_1774)
+yes and how he orders everyone about him (utterance_1775)
+around the little brown man's neck was a thin quarter thread which was the sign of his high caste (utterance_1776)
+meanwhile the haughty little bramin ate his supper when the said turned away so no one could see him eat and then growing tired of respectful glances of the crowd around him he got into his litter again and the servants fastened the curtains tightly around him (utterance_1777)
+everybody slept soundly in spite of the fact that one of the servants was beating a drum most of the night which they really believed was the way to keep off evil spirits (utterance_1778)
+oh the thieves he cried (utterance_1779)
+they are as bad as the beggars (utterance_1780)
+what art thou guarding so carefully sheir asked her brother (utterance_1781)
+he and colo were walking beside the wagon for a change (utterance_1782)
+the latices were as the susia and her mother and aunt could enjoy the fresh air (utterance_1783)
+they're my dolls said the little girl sadly as she patted the bundle beside her (utterance_1784)
+i take them as an offering to the holy river poor little woman (utterance_1785)
+must all sacrifice thy toys too (utterance_1786)
+smaller uncle as he patted her head (utterance_1787)
+chapter forty nine griggs is stubborn (utterance_1788)
+the days glided by with the stiffness in crisply's limbs growing less painful and the pony recovering fast for the clear mountain air seemed to act like a cure for wounds (utterance_1789)
+every day the cairn showed the injured animal in better condition (utterance_1790)
+its efforts to move no longer made chris wince and forget his own pains in those he felt at seeing the mustang suffer (utterance_1791)
+everyone was busy for the keeping watch regularly took up a good deal of time (utterance_1792)
+it's all nonsense ned cried chris for them to think that they're staying on account of us hullo griggs were you listening (utterance_1793)
+how did your pony go this morning splendid (utterance_1794)
+just hearted a little on the bare leg but is better than it was yesterday (utterance_1795)
+did you count her this morning canter (utterance_1796)
+we went at a good swing gallop and what about you (utterance_1797)
+oh i'm only a little stiff still (utterance_1798)
+we shall get straw more quickly journeying over the plains or climbing in and out among the mountains (utterance_1799)
+he says we're to start to morrow at daybreak (utterance_1800)
+hurrah cried chris (utterance_1801)
+but we sha'n't my lad why not (utterance_1802)
+because i've seen indians again (utterance_1803)
+oh you're always seeing indians again (utterance_1804)
+well they show themselves to me i didn't want them said griggs dryly (utterance_1805)
+then artful lot never been away at all i believe (utterance_1806)
+we couldn't see em but if we made a start they had been close upon our heels directly (utterance_1807)
+ah you had to trap them chris said ned maliciously (utterance_1808)
+look here if you say that again we shall quarrel hear that griggs (utterance_1809)
+oh yes i hear serve you right (utterance_1810)
+if you can't show us the better way you had better hold your tongue (utterance_1811)
+very well i can do that said ned haughtily (utterance_1812)
+there that's enough cried chris don't be so petty ned (utterance_1813)
+that's right cried griggs (utterance_1814)
+look here lads i've just been trying that place again (utterance_1815)
+and he told the doctor likes (utterance_1816)
+being shot at by fellows with bows and arrows sounds bad enough but there's not much risk here (utterance_1817)
+i don't know about that said chris anxiously (utterance_1818)
+don't you well i do (utterance_1819)
+i should be running fast and dodging in and out among the rocks and trees (utterance_1820)
+but the enemy won't be standing still continued griggs (utterance_1821)
+don't believe there's a bitter risk for me i shall be all right (utterance_1822)
+but the animals will be well back in that hollow said chris (utterance_1823)
+yes my lad but i want them to be planted further backsville (utterance_1824)
+i'm afraid father will say that the ponies ought to be close at hand (utterance_1825)
+yes that's right if it can be done but it will go hard with us all if the indians gave up the bait of the trap and turned upon those who said it (utterance_1826)
+well you must talk it a ruth father said chris (utterance_1827)
+too many redskins about as i told you (utterance_1828)
+there are always too many red skins about cried chris impatiently (utterance_1829)
+i wish you could charge them boldly and send them flying over the plains (utterance_1830)
+never to come back again said ned sharply (utterance_1831)
+not quite my lads don't you see that we're playing over ticklish game (utterance_1832)
+just then the doctor came into the shelter where the boys had been talking bringing with them wharton who had been shooting or rather trying to shoot for he had had no success and they too were talking earnestly about ways and means (utterance_1833)
+oh here you are griggs cried the doctor (utterance_1834)
+had a good turn of scouting yessir (utterance_1835)
+the indians have shifted their quarters and they are in the bow as outward a position as we could contrive for our purpose (utterance_1836)
+we must get away from here to some good hunting ground (utterance_1837)
+to the indians seem to be camping or only on the move (utterance_1838)
+this seemed to me to be hatching up some dodger another replied griggs (utterance_1839)
+then he began to walk up and down slowly evidently deep in thought (utterance_1840)
+there he said as made up my mind (utterance_1841)
+it is very evident that we may wait here till our stores are exhausted and be as far off the opportunity we seek as ever (utterance_1842)
+the indians can wait we cannot and they seem to know it (utterance_1843)
+going to give up young chris's plan said griggs slowly (utterance_1844)
+no i'm going to put it in force at once we start to night (utterance_1845)
+but all the same we could be making our preparations (utterance_1846)
+the barrels can be filled with water and every one's bottle (utterance_1847)
+provisions can be packed in all wallets in fact everything held ready for a start (utterance_1848)
+finally just at dusk the animals can be driven in for food and water and (utterance_1849)
+exactly replied the doctor (utterance_1850)
+but before any more is said griggs i want to offer you the opportunity to draw back (utterance_1851)
+what for said grooves sharply (utterance_1852)
+not a bit of it sir i'm going to take care they don't hit me (utterance_1853)
+i mean to do a bit to carry out young chris's plan and shut up the rescue for a week or two p'r'aps a month while we get right away (utterance_1854)
+there is a horrible subject griggs (utterance_1855)
+what be if we let them get the better for us sir (utterance_1856)
+you mean the shutting up the enemy here to stars (utterance_1857)
+ejaculated griggs so sharply that the boy started serve em right if they did sir (utterance_1858)
+what business have they to want our sculpts but we shouldn't shut them up to starve (utterance_1859)
+they'd have weeks of work before they could get their horses out but without horses they'd be out and awake (utterance_1860)
+star nonsense (utterance_1861)
+but there i don't want to make speeches it's all subtle gentlemen (utterance_1862)
+oh you've got to tell the lookout with coming off (utterance_1863)
+now every one understands that he is to be ready without showing any wash foot and dinsgau that there is something on the way (utterance_1864)
+yet so strong was the effect upon him of contemplating a large fortune that in despite of reason and desire he lived in eager expectation of the word which should make him rich (utterance_1865)
+a part of that impression was due to the engagement which he must now fulfil (utterance_1866)
+to shuffle out of this duty would make him too ignoble even in his own eyes (utterance_1867)
+because in his solid days he dallied with a girl who had indeed many charms step by step he had come to the necessity of sacrificing his prospects to that raw attachment (utterance_1868)
+unable to think of work he left the house and wandered gloomily about regent's park (utterance_1869)
+he felt himself ill used by destiny and therefore by marian who was fate's instrument (utterance_1870)
+he wrote to marian (utterance_1871)
+will you let me hear or come and see me (utterance_1872)
+i scarcely thought of biffin as likely to kill himself (utterance_1873)
+but why the deuce did he go all the way out there (utterance_1874)
+i hoped you would bring me some news (utterance_1875)
+poverty i can only suppose (utterance_1876)
+but i will see whelptown i hadn't come across biffin for a long time (utterance_1877)
+was he still so very poor (utterance_1878)
+asked amy compassionately (utterance_1879)
+i am afraid so his book failed utterly (utterance_1880)
+oh if i had imagined him still in such distress surely i might have done something to help him (utterance_1881)
+perchance his death was in part attributable to that hopeless love (utterance_1882)
+he sent me a copy of his novel she said and i saw him once or twice after that (utterance_1883)
+having this subject to converse upon put the two more quickly at ease than could otherwise have been the case (utterance_1884)
+amy might take a foremost place among brilliant women (utterance_1885)
+especially now that her father is threatened with blindness (utterance_1886)
+is it so serious (utterance_1887)
+even if mister yule recovers his sight it is not at all likely that he will be able to work as before (utterance_1888)
+our difficulties are so grave that (utterance_1889)
+he paused and let his hand fail despondently (utterance_1890)
+i have a good deal of will you remember and what i have set my mind upon no doubt i shall some day achieve (utterance_1891)
+there was silence (utterance_1892)
+the last three years he continued have made no slight difference in my position (utterance_1893)
+recall where i stood when you first knew me (utterance_1894)
+just now i am in need of a little encouragement (utterance_1895)
+you don't notice any falling off in my work recently (utterance_1896)
+do you see my things in the current and so on generally (utterance_1897)
+sometimes i believe i have detected you when there was no signature (utterance_1898)
+her story in that girl's paper has attracted attention (utterance_1899)
+and i could so easily put her at rest by renouncing all claim upon her (utterance_1900)
+i surmise that that you yourself would also be put at rest by such a decision (utterance_1901)
+giant look at me with that ironical smile he pleaded (utterance_1902)
+i couldn't go about declaring that i was heartbroken in any event i must be content for people to judge me according to their disposition and judgments are pretty sure to be unfavorable what can i do (utterance_1903)
+the case is too delicate i fear for my advice (utterance_1904)
+well i'll go back to my scribbling (utterance_1905)
+again jasper held the white soft hand for a superfluous moment (utterance_1906)
+yet for such feelings he reproached himself and the reproach made him angry (utterance_1907)
+marian could not mistake the air of restless trouble on her companion's smooth countenance (utterance_1908)
+she had divined that there was some grave reason for this summons and the panting with which she approached was half caused by the anxious beats of her heart (utterance_1909)
+he began abruptly (utterance_1910)
+he gave her such details as he had obtained then added (utterance_1911)
+there are two of my companions fallen in the battle (utterance_1912)
+i ought to think myself a lucky fellow marian what (utterance_1913)
+you were better fitted to fight your way jasper (utterance_1914)
+more of a great you mean (utterance_1915)
+you know very well i don't (utterance_1916)
+i have made up my mind about our affairs he went on presently (utterance_1917)
+yes (utterance_1918)
+will you marry me and let us take their chance (utterance_1919)
+you feel yourself indispensable to your father at present (utterance_1920)
+i should be so afraid of the effect upon his health jasper (utterance_1921)
+she paused and looked up at him touchingly (utterance_1922)
+dear i can't feel it would be my duty to announce you because my father had become blind (utterance_1923)
+has one thing occurred to you (utterance_1924)
+will he consent to receive an allowance from a person whose name is missus milvain (utterance_1925)
+and if he obstinately refuses what then what is before him (utterance_1926)
+she listened anxiously and reflected (utterance_1927)
+as i have said there is a very serious doubt whether your father would accept money from you when you were my wife (utterance_1928)
+it isn't your fault marian and well then there's only one thing to do (utterance_1929)
+accept jasper that if father is helpless i must find means of assuring his support (utterance_1930)
+do you think them insurmountable (utterance_1931)
+that is just what i have decided is impossible marian you shall have the plain truth (utterance_1932)
+i don't trust myself (utterance_1933)
+but shall you face them willingly (utterance_1934)
+put up your umbrella marian (utterance_1935)
+what do i care for a drop of rain she exclaimed with passionate sadness when all my life is at stake how am i to understand you (utterance_1936)
+every word you speak seems intended to dishearten me (utterance_1937)
+why need you conceal it if that is the truth (utterance_1938)
+is that what you mean by saying you distrust yourself (utterance_1939)
+we must see each other again marian (utterance_1940)
+how am i to live an hour in such uncertainty as this (utterance_1941)
+i do wish it (utterance_1942)
+her emotion had an effect on him and his voice trembled (utterance_1943)
+there is no natural law that a child should surrender everything for her parents (utterance_1944)
+you know so much more of the world than i do can't you advise me (utterance_1945)
+is there no way of providing for my father (utterance_1946)
+good god this is frightful marian i can't stand it (utterance_1947)
+i will be faithful to you (utterance_1948)
+he had made a pretence of holding his umbrella over her but marian turned away and walked to a little distance and stood beneath the shelter of a great tree her face averted from him (utterance_1949)
+moving to follow he saw that her frame was shaken by soundless sobbing (utterance_1950)
+in what can there be more selfishness (utterance_1951)
+but i couldn't say a word that would seem to invite such misery as this (utterance_1952)
+you don't love me jasper and that's an end of everything (utterance_1953)
+happiness or misery come to us by fight (utterance_1954)
+as if in my power to make you happy (utterance_1955)
+but if you had said you loved me before that i should have it always to remember (utterance_1956)
+if i believe anything i believe that i did love you (utterance_1957)
+what can you say to me more than you have said now (utterance_1958)
+remember me as a man who disregarded priceless love such as yours to go and make himself a proud position among fools and knaves indeed that's what it's come to (utterance_1959)
+soon enough you would thoroughly despise me and though i should know it was merited my perverse pride would revolt against it (utterance_1960)
+what can be simpler than the truth (utterance_1961)
+it is a thing that happens every day either in a man or woman and all that honour demands is the courage to confess the truth (utterance_1962)
+marian will you do this will you let her engagement last for another six months but without her meeting during that time (utterance_1963)
+that seems to me childish (utterance_1964)
+the rain fell unceasingly and with it began to mingle an autumnal mist (utterance_1965)
+jasper delayed a moment then asked calmly (utterance_1966)
+are you going to the museum yes (utterance_1967)
+go home again for this morning marian you can't work (utterance_1968)
+i must and i have no time to lose (utterance_1969)
+good bye she gave him her hand (utterance_1970)
+they looked at each other for an instant then marian left the shelter of the tree opened her umbrella and walked quickly away (utterance_1971)
+jasper did not watch her he had the face of a man who was suffering a severe humiliation (utterance_1972)
+his sister said very little for she recognized genuine suffering in his times and aspect (utterance_1973)
+a few weeks ago he actually proposed to a woman for whom he does not pretend to have the slightest affection but who was very rich and who seemed likely to be foolish enough to marry him (utterance_1974)
+yesterday morning he received her final answer a refusal (utterance_1975)
+you will understand though surely you need no fresh proof how utterly unworthy he is of you (utterance_1976)
+you are the only friend i have of my own sex and i could not bear to lose you (utterance_1977)
+several days passed before there came a reply (utterance_1978)
+i must only ask that you will write to me without the least reference to these troubles tell me always about yourself and be sure that you cannot tell me too much (utterance_1979)
+we have succeeded in amassing two hundred ounces of silver enough i trust to erect a handsome bronze figure (utterance_1980)
+to be sure it seems a shame yet if i could steal the money this priest is boasting about i could live at ease for the rest of my days and so he began casting about how best he might compass his purpose (utterance_1981)
+but the priest far from guessing the drift of his comrade's thoughts journeyed cheerfully on till they reached the town of cuana (utterance_1982)
+here there is an arm of the sea which is crossed in ferry boats that start as soon as some twenty or thirty passengers are gathered together and in one of these boats the two travellers embarked (utterance_1983)
+when the boatmen and passengers heard the splash and saw the priest struggling in the water they were afraid and made every effort to save him but the wind was fair and the boat running swiftly under the bellying sails so they were soon a few hundred yards off from the drowning man who sank before the boat could be turned to rescue him (utterance_1984)
+when he saw this the roon feigned the utmost grief and dismay and said to his fellow passengers this priest whom we have just lost was my cousin he was going to kiyoto to visit the shrine of his patron and as i happened to have business there as well we settled to travel together (utterance_1985)
+now alas by this misfortune my cousin is dead and i am left alone (utterance_1986)
+he spoke so feelingly and wept so freely that the passengers believed his story and pitied and tried to comfort him (utterance_1987)
+then the roman said to the boatman (utterance_1988)
+what thank you gentlemen added he turning to the other travellers (utterance_1989)
+they of course were only too glad to avoid any hindrance to their onward journey and all with one voice agreed to what the romans had proposed and so the matter was settled (utterance_1990)
+when at length they reached the shore they left the boat and every man went his way but the roenne overjoyed in his heart took the wandering priest's luggage and putting it with his own pursued his journey to kiyoto (utterance_1991)
+fortune favouring his speculations he began to amass great wealth and lived at his ease denying himself nothing and in the course of time he married a wife who bore him a child (utterance_1992)
+since then all has gone well with me yet had i not been poor i had never turned assassin nor thief (utterance_1993)
+he would have fled into the house but the ghost stretched forth its withered arm and clutching the back of his neck scowled at him with a vindictive glare and a hideous ghastliness of mien so unspeakably awful that any ordinary man would have swooned with fear (utterance_1994)
+at length undone by such ceaseless vexation took a bay fell ill and kept muttering oh misery misery the wandering priest is coming to torture me (utterance_1995)
+now it chanced that the story reached the ears of a certain wandering priest who lodged in the next street (utterance_1996)
+and hiding his head under the coverlet he lay quivering all over (utterance_1997)
+three years ago at the coon a ferry you flung me into the water and well you remember it (utterance_1998)
+happily continued the priest i had learned to swim and to dive as a boy so i reached the shore and after wandering through many provinces succeeded in setting up a bronze figure to buddha thus fulfilling the wish of my heart (utterance_1999)
+on my journey homewards i took a lodging in the next street and there heard of your marvelous ailment (utterance_2000)
+thinking i could divine its cause i came to see you and am glad to find i was not mistaken (utterance_2001)
+and would it not ill become me to bear malice (utterance_2002)
+repent therefore and abandon your evil ways (utterance_2003)
+to see you do so i should esteem the height of happiness (utterance_2004)
+be of good cheer now and look me in the face and you will see that i am really a living man and no vengeful goblin come to torment you (utterance_2005)
+in a fit of madness i was tempted to kill and rob you (utterance_2006)
+fortune befriended me ever after but the richer i grew the more keenly i felt how wicked i had been and the more i foresaw that my victim's vengeance would some day overtake me (utterance_2007)
+haunted by this thought i lost my nerve till one night i beheld your spirit and from that time forth fell ill (utterance_2008)
+but how you manage to escape and are still alive is more than i can understand (utterance_2009)
+a guilty man said the priest with a smile shudders at the rustling of the wind or the chattering of a stork's beak a murderer's conscience preys upon his mind till he sees what is not (utterance_2010)
+every well ordered japanese home of the old fashioned kind has its little shrine which is the center of the religious life of the house (utterance_2011)
+she it is who sets the rice in wine before the ancestral tablets who lights the little lamp each night and who sees that at each feast day in anniversary season the proper food is prepared and set out for the household gods (utterance_2012)
+these must be kept carefully by the mother is a safe guard against the many evils that beset child life (utterance_2013)
+visits to noted temples by relatives and friends often result in additions to the child's collection (utterance_2014)
+all these are put together by the careful mother and preserved as jealously as queen olthea kept the charred stick that governed the destiny of her son (utterance_2015)
+as the children arrive at years of discretion these treasures pass out of the mother's faithful keeping into the hands of their actual owners and they're usually kept stored away in some little use drawer or cabinet until death removes the necessity for any further safeguards over life (utterance_2016)
+each animal brings its own kind of good or bad luck into the hour day or year over which it presides and only a skilful balancer of pros and cons can read or write the combinations and understand what the luck of any particular hour in any particular day of any particular year will be (utterance_2017)
+for the greater events of family life the home prophecies are felt to be too uncertain and the services of the fortune teller must be called him (utterance_2018)
+no well managed family would think of building a new house without finding in what direction to pace the front door (utterance_2019)
+after this manner has been settled and the house is fairly begun there are occasional crises in its construction upon which much depends (utterance_2020)
+of these the most important is the day when the roof is raised (utterance_2021)
+the house owner then decides whether the day set by the builder is a lucky one for himself and his family (utterance_2022)
+a present of money to each workman is also in order and will conduce to the rapid and faithful execution of the job at hand when at last the house is finished and carpenters and plasterers are ready to leave it the local firemen who have assisted all along in the building as unskilled laborers often ascend to the roof and from the bridge pole cast down cakes for which the children in the neighborhood scramble joyfully (utterance_2023)
+all come who can and those who cannot come send servants or provisions (utterance_2024)
+on the day after the death often in the evening the body must be placed in the cask shaped coffin that until recently was the style commonly in use in japan (utterance_2025)
+now among the wealthier classes the long coffin has superseded the small square or round one but the smaller expense connected with the burial in the old way makes a survival of an old type a necessity for the majority of japanese (utterance_2026)
+at an appointed time all the relatives assemble in the death chamber and preparations are made for the bathing of the corpse (utterance_2027)
+there is no official ceremonial mourning of parents for their children nor does custom require them to perform any of the last rites or attend the funeral (utterance_2028)
+upon the younger brothers and sisters falls the duty of attending to all the last sad ministrations (utterance_2029)
+when the body has been washed it is dressed in white in silk haboti whenever the family can afford it (utterance_2030)
+the body to be placed in the coffin must be folded into a sitting posture and the chin resting upon the knees the position of the mummies found in many aboriginal american tombs (utterance_2031)
+this difficult to us apparently impossible feat safely accomplished there are placed in the coffin a number of small things that the dead takes with him to the next world (utterance_2032)
+the single exception to this rule about metal is that small copper coins may be put in to feed the old hag who guards the bank of the river of death (utterance_2033)
+last of all the vacant spaces in the coffin are filled in with bags of tea (utterance_2034)
+so long as the coffin is in the house it must be watched over continually (utterance_2035)
+it is their duty to see that the incense burning before the coffin is never allowed to go out while the food for the dead is renewed at regular intervals by the mourners themselves (utterance_2036)
+there are few enlightened japanese who will defend the present system of cruelty to the afflicted or who do not long for some change but so great is the force of conservatism in this regard so haunting the fear that any change may indicate a lack of respect for the dead that reform advances slowly (utterance_2037)
+individual instances occur in which some of the worst features of these customs are modified (utterance_2038)
+a case in point is that of the late mister fucasaua a man whose life was devoted to the advancement of his countrymen in modern ways and who in his death continued his teaching (utterance_2039)
+in his will he provided that his body was to be buried without washing in the clothing in which he died (utterance_2040)
+through this growing feeling and the unselfishness of maternal affection may come in time the release from these mournful ceremonies (utterance_2041)
+just before the procession starts a religious ceremony is held at the house which is attended by the friends of the deceased and which is substantially the same as that performed at the cemetery (utterance_2042)
+on the day of the burial great bunches of natural flowers are sent to the dead each bunch so large as to require the services of one man to carry it (utterance_2043)
+sometimes with a gift a man is sent to take part in the possession but if the giver feels too poor to hire a man this burden too falls upon the bereaved household for etiquette requires that all flowers sent be borne to the grave by uniform coolies who march in the funeral train (utterance_2044)
+another favorite president at this time among buddhist is a cage of living birds too be born to the grave and released thereon (utterance_2045)
+it seems more like a bridle than a burial (utterance_2046)
+during this period the spirit of the deceased is supposed to be still inhabiting the house and a tablet or shrine is set up in the death chamber before which food and flowers are renewed daily (utterance_2047)
+of course you must be alone anne said diana (utterance_2048)
+of course it would be romantic conceded jane andrews but i know that i couldn't keep still (utterance_2049)
+but it's so ridiculous to have a red headed elaine mourned anne (utterance_2050)
+and elaine was a living maid (utterance_2051)
+your complexion is just as fair as rubies said diana earnestly and your hair is ever so much darker than it used to be before you cut it (utterance_2052)
+it was splendid to fish for trot over the bridge and the two girls lured to row themselves about in the little flat bottomed doory mister barry kept for duck shooting (utterance_2053)
+it was anne's idea that they dramatize a lane (utterance_2054)
+those days she said were so much more romantic than the present (utterance_2055)
+they had often gone down like this and nothing could be more convenient for playing a lane (utterance_2056)
+the black shell having been procured anne spread it over the flat and then lay down on the bottom with closed eyes and hands folded over her breast (utterance_2057)
+it spoils the effect because this is hundreds of years before missus lynde is born (utterance_2058)
+to e n your adventures (utterance_2059)
+it's silly fer er lane to be talking when she's done (utterance_2060)
+jane rose to the occasion (utterance_2061)
+left behind the landing (utterance_2062)
+anne gave one gasping little scream which nobody ever heard she was white to the lips but she did not lose her self possession (utterance_2063)
+there is one chance just one (utterance_2064)
+under such circumstances you don't think much about making a flowery prayer (utterance_2065)
+the flat drifted under the bridge and then promptly sank in mid stream (utterance_2066)
+ruby jane and diana already awaiting it on the lower headland saw it disappear before their very eyes and had no doubt but that anne had gone down with it (utterance_2067)
+the minutes passed by each seeming like an hour to the unfortunate lily maid (utterance_2068)
+why didn't somebody come where had the girls gone (utterance_2069)
+her imagination began to suggest all manner of gruesome possibilities to her (utterance_2070)
+anne shirley (utterance_2071)
+how on earth did you get up there he exclaimed (utterance_2072)
+it was certainly extremely difficult to be dignified under the circumstances (utterance_2073)
+what has happened anne (utterance_2074)
+asked gilbert taking up his oars (utterance_2075)
+we were playing in lane explained anne frigidly without even looking at her rescuer and i had to drift down to camelot and the barge i mean the flat (utterance_2076)
+for a moment anne hesitated (utterance_2077)
+her heart gave a quick queer little beat (utterance_2078)
+her resentment which to other and older people might be as laughable as its cause was in no wit allayed and softened by time seemingly (utterance_2079)
+no she said coldly i shall never be friends with you gilbert blythe and i don't want to be (utterance_2080)
+all right (utterance_2081)
+i'll never ask you to be friends again anne shirley and i don't care either (utterance_2082)
+of course he had insulted her terribly but still (utterance_2083)
+everything i do gets me or my dearest friends into escape (utterance_2084)
+anne's presentiment prove more trustworthy than presentiments are apt to do (utterance_2085)
+will you ever have any sense anne groaned marilla (utterance_2086)
+i don't say how said marilla (utterance_2087)
+ever since i came to green gables i've been making mistakes and each mistake has helped to cure me of some great shortcoming (utterance_2088)
+vanity and vexation of spirit (utterance_2089)
+the spring was abroad in the land and marilla's sober middle aged step was lighter and swifter because of its deep primal gladness (utterance_2090)
+i must say with all her faults i never found her disobedient or untrustworthy before and i'm real sorry to find her so now (utterance_2091)
+perhaps you're judging her too hastily marilla (utterance_2092)
+of course i knew you'd take her part matthew but i'm bringing her up not you (utterance_2093)
+demanded marilla anxiously going over to the bed (utterance_2094)
+anne cowered deeper into her pillows as if desirous of hiding herself forever from mortal eyes no (utterance_2095)
+get right up this minute and tell me (utterance_2096)
+this minute i say there now what is it (utterance_2097)
+anne had slid to the floor in despairing obedience (utterance_2098)
+yes it's green moaned anne (utterance_2099)
+i thought nothing could be as bad as red hair (utterance_2100)
+you haven't got into any scrape for over two months and i was sure another one was due (utterance_2101)
+now then what did you do to your hair (utterance_2102)
+anne shirley didn't you know it was a wicked thing to do (utterance_2103)
+yes i knew it was a little wicked admitted anne (utterance_2104)
+i know what it feels like to heavier words datted (utterance_2105)
+and missus allan says we should never suspect anyone of not telling us the truth unless we have proof that they're not (utterance_2106)
+but i hadn't then and i believed every word he said implicitly (utterance_2107)
+who said who ye talking about (utterance_2108)
+oh i didn't let him in the house (utterance_2109)
+in a trice i saw myself with beautiful rayve and black hair and the temptation was irresistible (utterance_2110)
+oh marilla what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive (utterance_2111)
+you hear must be cut off there is no other way you can't go out without looking like that (utterance_2112)
+with a dismal sigh she went for the scissors (utterance_2113)
+but there was nothing comforting and having your hair cut off because you've dyed it a dreadful color is there (utterance_2114)
+i'm going to weep all the time you're cutting it off if it won't interfere (utterance_2115)
+it seems such a tragic thing (utterance_2116)
+anne wept then but later on when she went upstairs and looked in the glass she was calm with despair (utterance_2117)
+yes i will too (utterance_2118)
+i never thought i was vain about my hair of all things but now i know i was in spite of its being red because it was so long and thick and curling (utterance_2119)
+i expect something now will happen to my nose next (utterance_2120)
+anne's clipped head made a sensation in school on the following monday but to her relief nobody guessed the real reason for it not even joseph pye who however did not fail to inform anne that she looked like a perfect scarecrow (utterance_2121)
+it's hard to be told you look like a scarecrow and i wanted to say something back but i did it (utterance_2122)
+it makes you feel very virtuous when you forgive people doesn't it (utterance_2123)
+i mean to devote all my energies to being good after this and i shall never try to be beautiful again (utterance_2124)
+of course it's better to be good (utterance_2125)
+i do really want to be good marilla like you and missus allan and miss stacy and grow up to be a credit to you (utterance_2126)
+diana says when my hair begins to grow to tie a black velvet ribbon around my head with a bow at one side (utterance_2127)
+i will call it a snood it sounds so romantic (utterance_2128)
+my head is better now (utterance_2129)
+it was terrible about this afternoon though (utterance_2130)
+junior avonlea found it hard to settle down to humdrum existence again (utterance_2131)
+perhaps after a while i'll get used to it but i'm afraid concerts spoil people for everyday life (utterance_2132)
+i suppose that is why marilla disapproves of them (utterance_2133)
+i feel just now that i may grow up to be sensible yet (utterance_2134)
+i just lay awake and imagine the concert over and over again (utterance_2135)
+eventually however avonlea school slipped back into its old groove and took up its old interests (utterance_2136)
+none of the sloanes would have any dealings with the bells because the bells had declared that the sloanes had too much to do in the programme and the sloanes had retorted that the bells were not capable of doing the little they had to do properly (utterance_2137)
+the winter week slipped by (utterance_2138)
+on anne's birthday they were tripping lightly down it keeping eyes and ears alert amid all that chatham for miss stacy had told them that they must soon write a composition on a winter's walk in the woods and it behooved them to be observant (utterance_2139)
+i can scarcely realize that i'm in my teens (utterance_2140)
+it's a great comfort to think that i'll be able to use big words then without being laughed at (utterance_2141)
+ruby gillis thinks of nothing but beaus said anne disdainfully (utterance_2142)
+she is actually delighted when anyone writes her name up and take notice for all she pretends to be so mad (utterance_2143)
+i'm trying to be as much like missus allan as i possibly can for i think she's perfect (utterance_2144)
+if i had alice bell's crooked nose said anne decidedly i wouldn't but there (utterance_2145)
+i'm afraid i think too much about my nose ever since i heard that compliment about it long ago (utterance_2146)
+oh diana look there's a rabbit (utterance_2147)
+they're so white and still as if they were asleep in dreaming pretty dreams (utterance_2148)
+i wrote it last monday evening (utterance_2149)
+is called the jealous rival or in death not divided (utterance_2150)
+i read it to marilla and she said it was stuff and nonsense (utterance_2151)
+it's a sad sweet story (utterance_2152)
+cordelia was a regal brunette with a cornet of midnight hair and duskly flashing eyes (utterance_2153)
+you know still much more than you did when you were only twelve (utterance_2154)
+they grew in beauty side by side until they were sixteen (utterance_2155)
+i asked ruby gillis if she knew anything about how men proposed because i thought she likely being authority on the subject having so many sisters married (utterance_2156)
+but she pretended to be geraldian's friend the same as ever (utterance_2157)
+let's you and me have a story club all our own and write stories for practice (utterance_2158)
+you ought to cultivate your imagination you know miss stacy says so (utterance_2159)
+only we must take the right way (utterance_2160)
+this was how the story club came into existence (utterance_2161)
+no boys were allowed in it although ruby gillis opined that their admission would make it more exciting and each member had to produce one story a week (utterance_2162)
+each girl has to read her story out loud and then we talk it over (utterance_2163)
+mine is rosamond montmorecerie all the girls do pretty well (utterance_2164)
+i am sure that must have a wholesome effect (utterance_2165)
+the more was the great thing mister allan says so (utterance_2166)
+i read one of my stories to him and missus allen and they both agreed that the moral was excellent (utterance_2167)
+jane and ruby almost always cry when i come to the pathetic parts (utterance_2168)
+miss josephine barry wrote back that she had never read anything so amusing in her life (utterance_2169)
+i'm sure missus allan was never such a silly forgetful little girl as you are (utterance_2170)
+i felt so encouraged when i heard that (utterance_2171)
+missus lynde's has she always felt shocked when she hears of any one ever having been naughty no matter how small they were (utterance_2172)
+now i wouldn't have felt that way (utterance_2173)
+pelecksnuckers the general livelihoodimen of the hall had just brought the boys up from siderville to its place they had journeyed from etaara on the regular afternoon boat running up cayugalec (utterance_2174)
+winterdovers had come fred garrison larry colvin and several others of their old school chums (utterance_2175)
+oh how do you do missus thong (utterance_2176)
+and he ran to meet the head teacher (utterance_2177)
+well thomas i hope you have left all your ranks behind observed george stung (utterance_2178)
+holloa alec (utterance_2179)
+i've gained fifteen pounds and (utterance_2180)
+you'll let me go say you're a stick and pinch in my hand hold pup (utterance_2181)
+he moaned and tom ran off throwing away several tiny tacks as he did so (utterance_2182)
+so you've come back have you (utterance_2183)
+observed missus green as tom stopped at the kitchen door (utterance_2184)
+asked tom and then his face fell (utterance_2185)
+oh dear you always did put me down as the first boy in the school when i i do my very best and almost sobbing tom put his face up against the coat sleeve (utterance_2186)
+missus green was very tender hearted in spite of her somewhat freed hung and she was all sympathy immediately (utterance_2187)
+there that's home i don't mean to hurt your feelings she said soothingly (utterance_2188)
+ay i don't know sobbed tom (utterance_2189)
+come sit down and have a pie that's a good boy (utterance_2190)
+it's fairly like home he murmured presently (utterance_2191)
+missus green when you die they ought to edict an awfully big monument over your grave (utterance_2192)
+what was her trouble tom consumption (utterance_2193)
+and yet with it all she couldn't help but liked the boy (utterance_2194)
+and to think the terms just began (utterance_2195)
+and he mopped his bow with his thread bandanna handkerchief (utterance_2196)
+what kind of joke is that master ober (utterance_2197)
+oh it's not a joke you're handsome (utterance_2198)
+have you got a camera to be sure here it is (utterance_2199)
+sam drew a tiny box from his pocket (utterance_2200)
+now stand still and i'll take a snatch out (utterance_2201)
+those stand up straight and look happy (utterance_2202)
+cried sam as the crowd collected around (utterance_2203)
+raise your right hand to your breast just as all statesmen do (utterance_2204)
+no wait a minute and the picture will be finished (utterance_2205)
+no this is a new patented process (utterance_2206)
+sam drew a square of the ten from the box (utterance_2207)
+i don't see any fisher groaned slubbers looking at the square blankly (utterance_2208)
+that's a little fresh yet (utterance_2209)
+the boys gathered around set up a shout (utterance_2210)
+sam rowar alkit square see if i don't (utterance_2211)
+demanded sam innocently is it that good picture (utterance_2212)
+throw me off for the donkey (utterance_2213)
+a donkey o pelic i did nothing of the kind (utterance_2214)
+it's a donkey's head i say (utterance_2215)
+and i say it's your picture (utterance_2216)
+i guess i know a donkey's head when i say it mastered over (utterance_2217)
+halleck there is some mistake here (utterance_2218)
+oh you can't joke me no more (utterance_2219)
+one night when both were sleeping the prince had a remarkable dream (utterance_2220)
+they rushed into the room added their cries to hers and forgetting all their former precautions left the doors open so that the guards outside hearing the clamour entered and saw the prince (utterance_2221)
+she is a disgrace to her family and she'll soon see her husband impelled on a stake (utterance_2222)
+then with his forehead disfigured by a fearful frown he continued to abuse the prince and having tied his hands behind him dragged him from the room (utterance_2223)
+treated thus like some wild beast roughly shaken and neglected najibana would have suffered greatly had he not been protected by the magic wove given to him in parta la and which he had contrived to conceal in his hair (utterance_2224)
+advancing therefore with a large army he prepared to besiege shama the capital city (utterance_2225)
+a terrible battle ensued in which both kings were formed prodigies of valor (utterance_2226)
+should there be any pity for the violator of the harem (utterance_2227)
+if the old king my father now in his stotage was foolish enough to favour the criminal for the sake of his worthless daughter you had no need of his permission and ought not to have been influenced by him (utterance_2228)
+let that wise seducer be immediately put to that my torture and his paramour be shut up in prison till i come (utterance_2229)
+have ready also a fierce elephant suitably equipped which i shall mount immediately after the wedding who overtake my army in march against the enemy and as i set out i will make the elephant trample the life out of that criminal (utterance_2230)
+while he stood there calmly awaiting death which now seemed inevitable he suddenly felt his feet free and a beautiful lady appeared before him (utterance_2231)
+she humbly bowing down said let my lord pardon his servant for the injury which she has unconsciously caused (utterance_2232)
+i am in absence born from the rays of the moon (utterance_2233)
+one day as i was flying through the air wearing a white dress a swan mistaking me for a lotus lard attack me (utterance_2234)
+in his anger he cursed me saying o wicked one for this offence you are condemned to be changed into a piece of unconscious metal (utterance_2235)
+the change took place immediately and i fell to the ground turned into a civil chain (utterance_2236)
+on his way he saw the silver fetter descend it to the ground picked it up and continued his fight (utterance_2237)
+the slayer of saint rodolph hearing this came out of the palace and quickly mounting the elephant who held down his trunk to deceive him placed himself behind the prince (utterance_2238)
+grateful said mutual astonishment and joy when david recognised each other the prince exclaiming is it possible (utterance_2239)
+is it really you my dear friend a pasha rama who have done the steed (utterance_2240)
+to these they forced their way employing with good effects the weapons placed on the elephant for the use of saint elimina (utterance_2241)
+before however they had gone far they heard the noise of battle at a distance and saw the soldiers in front of them scattered in all directions (utterance_2242)
+we have just now encountered and utterly defeated the enemy so that there is no fear of any further assistance (utterance_2243)
+rather than on her agreed to this (utterance_2244)
+out of curiosity he hung one of them outside his house (utterance_2245)
+in cases of scorpion sting the marah medicine men rub up patent pluses with human milk or juice of the milk hedge plant euphrapea through calic and apply them to the parts (utterance_2246)
+when the umvolical cord of aconte papist laws off a spider is burnt in the fire and its ashes are placed in a cocoa nut shell mixed with castor oil and applied by means of a fowl's feather to the navel (utterance_2247)
+they then called the dead man by his name and eagerly weighed till some insects settled on the cloth (utterance_2248)
+blood was described as oozing out of his eyes (utterance_2249)
+make the patient suck the milk off depressed of a woman whose baby is more than eight days old (utterance_2250)
+his camp oi told him of a case in which death was said to have the sultan from eating one of these animals cooked with some jack fruit (utterance_2251)
+a few years ago a scare arose in connection with an insect which was said to have taken up its average in imported german class spangles which complete with the indigenous industry of the gas librangle makers the insect was supported to lie low on the pangle till it was purchased when it would come out and nip the bearer after warning her to get her affairs in order before sucumbrangh (utterance_2252)
+his body was long and slender hard and agile his sight keen his aim unerring (utterance_2253)
+in the month of agraheim kandi had gone out shooting near the swamp of nizii with a few sporting companions (utterance_2254)
+one morning as kanty was seated in his port cleaning a favorite gun he suddenly started at what he thought was the cry of a wild duck looking up he saw a valet's maiden coming to the water's edge with two white tucklings clasped to her breast (utterance_2255)
+the girl put the birds into the water and watched them anxiously (utterance_2256)
+looking round county saw one of his men pointing an unloaded gun at the rocks (utterance_2257)
+cant he went on cleaning his gun (utterance_2258)
+after conti had eaten and drunk the bramin pecked him to introduce himself conti gave his own name his father's name and yet this of his home and then said in the usual way if i can be of any service sir i shall gain myself fortunate (utterance_2259)
+so saying kanty repeated his salute and went back (utterance_2260)
+the brickbuilt mansion of the mazzumas had been borrowed for the burning ceremony which was fixed for the next mark as kanti did not wish to delay (utterance_2261)
+in due time the bridegroom arrived on his elephant with drums and music and with a torchlight procession and the ceremony began (utterance_2262)
+in that bashful downcast face crowned with the railing coronel and bedacked with sandal paste he could scarcely recognize the village maiden of his fancy and in the fullness of his emotion a mist seemed to be cloud his eyes (utterance_2263)
+the light of the lamp seemed to grow dim and darkness to vanish the face of the pride herself (utterance_2264)
+at first he felt angry with his father in law the old stone drill had shown him one girl and married him to another (utterance_2265)
+close upon it followed the girl he had seen before (utterance_2266)
+oh the mad girl cried the woman as they made signs to her to leave the room (utterance_2267)
+all the women in the room began to titter (utterance_2268)
+the increasing laughter in the room betokened an amusing joke (utterance_2269)
+with a sigh of intense relief as of escape on dilemmady he looked once more into the face of his pride (utterance_2270)
+the farm had taken this morning meal and now lay curled up on a bed of moss (utterance_2271)
+whenever the fawn caught up he was quite content to frisk about (utterance_2272)
+the danger was certain now it was near (utterance_2273)
+the hounds had struck a trail where she turned and the farm was safe (utterance_2274)
+one was rowing the other had a gun in his hand what should she do (utterance_2275)
+her tired lakes could not propel the tired body rapidly (utterance_2276)
+the doe saw the boat nearing her (utterance_2277)
+in a moment more the boat was on her and the men at the oars had leaned over and caught her (utterance_2278)
+i was tormented by thirst but had abstained from drinking for many days according to the doctor's orders (utterance_2279)
+that old man ceased to give so much annoyance yet sometimes he appeared to me in dreams (utterance_2280)
+feligia given them orders not to speak to me of this (utterance_2281)
+this maid had stolen from me certain little things of some importance and in her fear of being detected she would have been very glad if i had died (utterance_2282)
+accordingly she allowed me twice to take as much as i could of the water so that in good earnest i swallowed more than a flask full i then covered myself and began to sweat and fell into a deep sleep (utterance_2283)
+they say that my poor friend was on the point of falling to the ground so grieved was he to hear this (utterance_2284)
+afterwards he took an ugly state and began to beat the serving girl with all his mind shouting out ah traitress you have killed him for me then (utterance_2285)
+she may indeed have saved my life so let me a helping hand for i have sweated and be quick about it (utterance_2286)
+felicia recovered his spirits dried and made me comfortable and i being conscious of a great improvement in my state began to reckon on recovery (utterance_2287)
+just then the other doctor bernardino put in his appearance who at the beginning of my illness had refused to bleed me (utterance_2288)
+my true francesco that most able man exclaimed oh power of nature (utterance_2289)
+she knows what she requires and physicians know nothing (utterance_2290)
+that simpleton miserru bernardino made unsussane if he had drunk another bottle he would have been cured upon the spot (utterance_2291)
+afterwards he turned to me and asked if i could have drunk more water (utterance_2292)
+i answered no because i had entirely quenched my thirst (utterance_2293)
+in like manner she was asking for what she wanted when the poor young man begged you to bleed him (utterance_2294)
+if you knew that his recovery depended upon his drinking two flasks of water why did you not say so before (utterance_2295)
+you might then have boasted of his cure (utterance_2296)
+at these words the wretched quiet sulkily departed and never showed his face again (utterance_2297)
+the very evening i was taken with great precautions in a chair well wrapped up and protected from the cold (utterance_2298)
+do not permit him any irregularities for though he has escaped this time another disorder now would be the death of him (utterance_2299)
+then he turned to me and said my ben venomoto be prudent commit no excesses and when you are quite recovered i beg you to make me a madonna with your own hand and i will always pay my devotions to it for your sake (utterance_2300)
+so i made my mind up and prepared to trouble (utterance_2301)
+that day many friends came to see me among others pierre launy who was the best and dearest friend i ever had (utterance_2302)
+next day there came a certain nicolauda monte aguta who was also a very great friend of mine (utterance_2303)
+i had harboured him in rome and provided for his costs while he had turned my whole house upside down for the man was subject to a species of dry scab which he was always in the habit of scratching with his hand (utterance_2304)
+meanwhile that able physician francesco de montevaraki attended to my cure with great skill (utterance_2305)
+there they sit at me to wait until the duke went by (utterance_2306)
+many of my friends at court came up to greet me and expressed surprise that i had undergone the inconvenience of being carried in that way while so shattered by illness was said that i ought to have waited till i was well and then to have visited the duke (utterance_2307)
+at these words my strog of stino the duke's tailor made his way through all those gentlemen and said if that's all you want to know you shall know it at this very moment (utterance_2308)
+george was a painter whom i have mentioned happened just then to pass and my astro augustino exclaimed there is the man who accused you now you know yourself if it be true or not (utterance_2309)
+as fiercely as i could not being able to leave my seat i asked georgeo if it was true that he had accused me (utterance_2310)
+he denied that it was so and that he had ever said anything of the sort (utterance_2311)
+my thro augustino retorted you gallows bird (utterance_2312)
+don't you know that i know it for most certain (utterance_2313)
+georgia made off as quickly as he could repeating that he had not accused me (utterance_2314)
+then after a short while the duke came by whereupon i had myself raised up before his excellency and he halted (utterance_2315)
+the duke gazed at me and marvelled i was still alive afterwards he bade me take heed to be an honest man and regain my health (utterance_2316)
+when i reached home mikolo da monte agutto came to visit me and told me that i had seen my ruin written with indelible ink now i must make haste to get well and afterwards take french leaf because my jeopardy came from a quarter and a man who was able to destroy me (utterance_2317)
+i answered that i had done nothing to displease him but that he had injured me and told him all the affair about the mint (utterance_2318)
+he repeated get hence as quickly as you can and be of good courage for you will see your vengeance executed sooner than you expect (utterance_2319)
+i the best attention to my health gave pietro pagolo advice about stamping the coins and then went off upon my way to rome without saying a word to the duke or anybody else (utterance_2320)
+you want them to immortalize that ferocious tyrant (utterance_2321)
+you have never made anything so exquisite which proves you our inveterate foe and their devoted friend and yet the pope and he have had it twice in mind to hang you without any fault of yours (utterance_2322)
+it was firmly believed that duke ali sandro was the son of pope clement (utterance_2323)
+messrs francesco used also to say and swear by all his saints that if he could he would have robbed me of the dyes for that medal (utterance_2324)
+i responded that he had done well to tell me so and that i would take such care of them that he should never see them more (utterance_2325)
+i now sent to florence to request laurentino that he would send me the reverse of the medal (utterance_2326)
+niccolo de monte ghuto to whom i had written wrote back saying that he had spoken to that mad melancholy philosopher lorrainsino for it he had replied that he was thinking night and day of nothing else and that he would finish it as soon as he was able (utterance_2327)
+nevertheless i was not to set my hopes upon his reverse but i had better invent one out of my own head and when i had finished it i might bring it without hesitation to the duke for this would be to my advantage (utterance_2328)
+i composed the design of a reverse which seemed to me appropriate and pressed the work forward to my best ability (utterance_2329)
+this being so as he was a fellow of much humour we used often to laugh together about the great credit he had gained (utterance_2330)
+i therefore dismounted at once got my fowling peas ready and at a very long range brought two of them down with a single ball (utterance_2331)
+i never used to shoot with more than one ball and was usually able to hit my mark at two hundred cubits which cannot be done by other ways of loading (utterance_2332)
+i lifted my foot and let the water run out then when i had mounted we made haste for rome (utterance_2333)
+there was no answer and after one or two ineffectual attempts phronsie turned fearfully away (utterance_2334)
+i'll try and she laid a quick hand on the now (utterance_2335)
+two red spots burned on her cheeks and her pale blue eyes snapped (utterance_2336)
+i'm sure i heard it raging up and down (utterance_2337)
+i don't want any dinner said charlotte drawing back (utterance_2338)
+yes indeed said polly cheerily just as fine as can be (utterance_2339)
+assuredly said old mister king with great satisfaction in polly's pleasure and at her success in drawing charlotte out (utterance_2340)
+and after this there were no more quiet days for charlotte chatterton (utterance_2341)
+oh bless me it's you phronsie in pleased surprise (utterance_2342)
+yes grandpapa said phronsie coming in and shutting the door carefully i came on purpose to see you all alone (utterance_2343)
+so you did dear said mister king highly gratified in pushing away his writing table he held out his hand (utterance_2344)
+oh no grandpapa cried phronsie in a rapture i could never be too big for that so she perched up as of old on his knee then she folded her hands and looked gravely in his face (utterance_2345)
+well my dear what is it (utterance_2346)
+asked the old gentleman presently you've come to tell me something i suppose (utterance_2347)
+yes grandpapa i have said phronsie decidedly and it is most important too grandpapa and oh i do wish it so much and she clasped her hands tighter inside (utterance_2348)
+well then phronsie if you want it i suppose it must be said mister king quite as a matter of course (utterance_2349)
+oh she left you everything she had phronsie a couple of millions or so it is why (utterance_2350)
+charlotte poor repeated the old gentleman (utterance_2351)
+why no not exactly her father isn't rich but sure that i think may do very well especially as i intend to keep her here for a while and then i shall never let her suffer phronsie never indeed (utterance_2352)
+grandpapa said phronsie wasn't missus chatterton aunt charlotte (utterance_2353)
+if missus chatterton was aunt of charlotte persisted phronsie slowly it seems as if charlotte ought to have some of the money it really does grandpapa (utterance_2354)
+maybe said the old gentleman with a short laugh and i shouldn't wonder if cousin yunda was sorry over a few other things too phronsie (utterance_2355)
+wouldn't it make her very glad if i gave charlotte some of the money (utterance_2356)
+for answer mister king set her down hastily on the floor and took two or three turns up and down the room (utterance_2357)
+oh i do so wish i might she said there's so much for a little girl like me (utterance_2358)
+it would be so nice to have charlotte have some with me still no answer (utterance_2359)
+i was writing a note to missus fargo said phronsie putting up her lips for a kiss (utterance_2360)
+sure as i can be phronsie said old mister king smiling good bye dear (utterance_2361)
+there there my sister's boy shall never say that but come in come in (utterance_2362)
+not to be ungracious the young man threw himself into a chair (utterance_2363)
+oh hang it uncle why can't you let me alone (utterance_2364)
+which is a wonder interpolated pickering (utterance_2365)
+i know you did uncle said pickering you've done everything that's good (utterance_2366)
+for heaven's sake pickering cried his uncle darting in front of the chair and its restless occupant don't say that again (utterance_2367)
+i've been a lazy dog all my life and a good for naught but i hope i've not sunk to that (utterance_2368)
+the church bells were ringing and people on the avenue going by to service turned curious inquiring looks up at the great house and then went on talking of the recent events which had so strangely entered into and made history in the city (utterance_2369)
+and all through his impassioned appeal this morning there was a note of sadness and rebuke and stern condemnation that made many of the members pale with self accusation or with inward anger (utterance_2370)
+raymond had boated to continue for another year the saloon (utterance_2371)
+the christians of raymond stood condemned by the result (utterance_2372)
+for that had been the fact in raymond for years the saloon ruled (utterance_2373)
+president march sat there his usual erect handsome firm bright self confident bearing all gone his head bowed upon his breast the great tears rolling down his cheeks unmindful of the fact that never before had he shown outward emotion in a public service (utterance_2374)
+what if he had begun to do as jesus would have done long ago (utterance_2375)
+when had the first church yielded to such a baptism of tears (utterance_2376)
+what had become of its regular precise conventional order of service undisturbed by any vulgar emotion and unmoved by any foolish excitement (utterance_2377)
+they had been living so long on their surface feelings that they had almost forgotten the deeper wells of life (utterance_2378)
+the meeting was tender it glowed with the spirit's presence it was alive with strong and lasting resolve to begin a war on the whisky power and raiment that would break its rain for ever (utterance_2379)
+since the first sunday when the first company of volunteers had pledged themselves to do as jesus would do the different meanings had been characterized by distinct impulses or impressions (utterance_2380)
+and all through it ran one general cry for deliverance from the saloon in its awful curse (utterance_2381)
+grey and his wife were besieged by inquirers who wanted to know what loreen's friends and acquaintances were expected to do in paying their last respects to her (utterance_2382)
+grey had gone up to virginia's and after talking it over with her and maxwell the arrangement had been made (utterance_2383)
+i am and always have been opposed to large public funerals said grey whose complete wholesome simplicity of character was one of its greatest sources of strength but the cry of the poor creatures who knew loreen is so earnest that i do not know how to refuse this desire to see her and pay her poor body some last little honour what do you think mister maxwell (utterance_2384)
+i will be guided by your judgment in the matter (utterance_2385)
+i am sure that whatever you and miss page think best will be right (utterance_2386)
+under the circumstances i have a great distaste for what seems like display at such times but this seems different (utterance_2387)
+it happened that that afternoon a somewhat noted newspaper correspondent was passing through raymond on his way to an editorial convention in a neighbouring city (utterance_2388)
+she was a common street drunkard and yet the services of the tent were as impressive as any i ever witnessed in a metropolitan church over the most distinguished citizen (utterance_2389)
+it struck me of course being a stranger in the place with considerable astonishment to hear voices like those one naturally expects to hear only in great churches or concerts at such a meeting as this (utterance_2390)
+mister maxwell spoke of the fact that the dead woman had been fully prepared to go but he spoke in a peculiarly sensitive manner of the effect of the liquor business on the lives of men and women like this one (utterance_2391)
+raymond of course being a railroad town and the center of the great packing interests for this region is full of saloons (utterance_2392)
+then followed what was perhaps the queer part of this strange service (utterance_2393)
+it was one of the simplest and at the same time one of the most impressive sights i ever witnessed (utterance_2394)
+there must have been a hundred of these women and i was told many of them had been converted at the meetings just recently (utterance_2395)
+the next moment he fell back in amazement before the impetuous rush of a starry eyed flushed cheeked young woman who demanded (utterance_2396)
+where is he pete miss billy gasped the old man (utterance_2397)
+aunt hannah's cheeks too were flushed and her eyes starry but with dismay and anger the last because she did not like the way pete had said miss billy's name (utterance_2398)
+it was one matter for her to object to this thing billy was doing but quite another for pete to do it of course it's she (utterance_2399)
+retorted aunt hannah testily as if you yourself didn't bring her here with your crazy messages at this time of night pete where is he (utterance_2400)
+interposed billy tell mister bertram i am here or wait i'll go right in and surprise him (utterance_2401)
+pete had recovered himself by now but he did not even glance toward aunt hannah (utterance_2402)
+miss billy miss billy you're an angel straight from heaven you are you are oh i'm so glad you came (utterance_2403)
+it'll be all right now all right he's in the den miss billy (utterance_2404)
+billy turned eagerly but before she could take so much as one step toward the door at the end of the hall aunt hannah's indignant voice arrested her billy stop (utterance_2405)
+pete go tell your master that we are here and ask if he will receive us pete's lips twitched (utterance_2406)
+but his face was preternaturally grave when he spoke (utterance_2407)
+a fine figure brushed by him and fell on its knees by the couch with a low cry bertram's eyes flew open (utterance_2408)
+don lynde found him there a minute later polishing a silver teaspoon with a fringed napkin that had been spread over bertram's tray (utterance_2409)
+in the hall above aunt hannah was crying into william's grey linen duster that hung on the hall rack aunt hannah's handkerchief was on the floor back at hillside (utterance_2410)
+then very gradually it dawned over them that there was after all something strange and unexplained in it all (utterance_2411)
+as if to make sure that she was here like this he drew her even closer bertram was so thankful that he did have one arm that was usable (utterance_2412)
+why of course stammered billy i couldn't help thinking that maybe you had found out you didn't want me (utterance_2413)
+demanded bertram angry and mystified (utterance_2414)
+as for my not painting again you didn't understand pete deary (utterance_2415)
+she pulled herself half away from bertram's encircling arm (utterance_2416)
+billy drew a quivering sigh (utterance_2417)
+good heavens is kate and this too bertram's voice was savage now (utterance_2418)
+well she wrote a letter (utterance_2419)
+billy laughed gaily but she shifted her position and did not meet her lover's eyes (utterance_2420)
+and you never did think for a minute billy that you cared for him (utterance_2421)
+he had not been slow to mark that swift lowering of her eyelids (utterance_2422)
+billy was so glad bertram had turned the question on her love instead of arkwright's (utterance_2423)
+after a minute billy stirred and sighed happily (utterance_2424)
+you see i wasn't in love with mister arkwright (utterance_2425)
+and and you didn't care specially for for miss winthrop (utterance_2426)
+billy put a soft finger on his lips (utterance_2427)
+bertram kissed the finger and subsided hum he commented (utterance_2428)
+well what is that is that kate too demanded bertram grimly (utterance_2429)
+there was another silence then suddenly bertram stirred (utterance_2430)
+billy i'm going to marry you to morrow he announced decisively (utterance_2431)
+i don't know as i can trust you out of my sight till then you'll read something or hear something or get a letter from kate after breakfast to morrow morning that will set you saving me again and i don't want to be saved that way (utterance_2432)
+i'm going to marry you to morrow i'll get he stopped short with a sudden frown confound that law i forgot (utterance_2433)
+five days indeed sir (utterance_2434)
+i wonder if you think i can get ready to be married in five days (utterance_2435)
+don't want you to get ready retorted bertram promptly i saw marie get ready and i had all i wanted of it (utterance_2436)
+if you really must have all those miles of table cloths and napkins and doilies and lace rufflings will do it afterwards not before but (utterance_2437)
+besides i need you to take care of me cut in bertram craftily (utterance_2438)
+the tender glow on billy's face told its own story and bertram's eager eyes were not slow to read it (utterance_2439)
+sweetheart see here dear he cried softly tightening his good left arm (utterance_2440)
+billy my dear (utterance_2441)
+it was aunt hannah's plaintive voice at the doorway a little later (utterance_2442)
+we must go home and william is here too and wants to see you (utterance_2443)
+you mean it'll be before october (utterance_2444)
+aunt hannah glanced from one to the other uncertainly (utterance_2445)
+yes nodded billy demurely (utterance_2446)
+yes i know that is a good while cut in bertram merrily (utterance_2447)
+we wanted it to morrow but we had to wait on account of the new license law (utterance_2448)
+in my recent travels in the vest i felt that out there freedom as an idea has become feeble and ineffectual (utterance_2449)
+the same thing is happening now with the people of the west (utterance_2450)
+they are flattered into believing that they are free and they have the sovereign power in their hands (utterance_2451)
+thus it has become more and more evident to me that the ideal of freedom has grown tenuous in the atmosphere of the vast (utterance_2452)
+the mentality as that of a slave owning community with a mutilated multitude of men tied to its commercial and political treadmill (utterance_2453)
+he who cares to have slaves must chain himself to them he who builds walls to create exclusion for others builds walls across his own freedom he who distrusts freedom in others loses his moral right to it (utterance_2454)
+have they acquired a true love of freedom (utterance_2455)
+the great epic of the cell of her people the maharata gives us a wonderful vision of an overflowing life full of the freedom of inquiry and experiment (utterance_2456)
+when the age of the buddha came humanity was told in our country to its autumnal depth (utterance_2457)
+it hardened into an age of inert construction (utterance_2458)
+the organic unity of a varied and elastic society gave way to a conventional odor which proved its artificial character by its inexorable law of exclusion (utterance_2459)
+life hath its inequalities i had met but they are natural and are in harmony with their vital functions (utterance_2460)
+by squeezing human beings in the grip of an inelastic system and forcibly holding them fixed we have ignored the laws of life and growth (utterance_2461)
+we have forced living selves into a permanent passivity making them incapable of moulding circumstances to their own intrinsic design and of mastering their own destiny (utterance_2462)
+our stupefaction has become so absolute that we do not even realize that this persistent misfortune dogging us chaps for ages cannot be a mere accident of history removable only by another accident from outside (utterance_2463)
+they will be incapable of holding a just freedom in politics and of fighting in freedom's cause (utterance_2464)
+it represents the active aspect of inertia which has the appearance of freedom but not its truth and therefore gives rise to slavery both within its boundaries and outside (utterance_2465)
+it is at the foot of woman that we lay the laurels that without her smile would never have been gained it is her image that strings the lyre of the poet that animates our voice in the blaze of aliquin faction and guides her brain in the august toils of stately councils (utterance_2466)
+is there no hope for them so full of hope (utterance_2467)
+it makes the heart ache but to picture such vicissitudes to their imagination (utterance_2468)
+the knowledge that such changes can occur flits over the mind like the thought of death obscuring all our gay fancies with its bat like wing and changing the helvy atmosphere of her happiness with its venomous expirations (utterance_2469)
+mine own (utterance_2470)
+what did what could you do (utterance_2471)
+i bit about my chamber like a filly bird in a cage (utterance_2472)
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+ferdinand to henrietta (utterance_2477)
+god bless you my henrietta my beloved my matchless henrietta (utterance_2478)
+would have that separate shame not cause me (utterance_2479)
+pangs that i could not conceive any human misery could occasion (utterance_2480)
+and yet i ought to be grateful that he was uninjured last night (utterance_2481)
+i dare not now own how foolish i was (utterance_2482)
+do not be angry with your henrietta but i am nervous about concealing our engagement from papa (utterance_2483)
+days must elapse before you can reach bath and i know ferdinand i know your office is more difficult than you will confess (utterance_2484)
+but combat my own as soon as you can and write to me at the post office as you settled (utterance_2485)
+the consciousness that your sonia makes me restless (utterance_2486)
+i wish to meet him with as much calmness as i can command (utterance_2487)
+on the pradds and heights where he had fallen with the flagstaff in his hand lay prince andrew bolkonski bleeding profusely and unconsciously uttering a gentle piteous and childlike moan (utterance_2488)
+suddenly he again felt that he was alive and suffering from a burning lacerating pain in his head (utterance_2489)
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+he feebly moaned his leg and uttered a weak sickly groan which aroused his own pity (utterance_2491)
+lift this young man up and carry him to the dressing station (utterance_2492)
+prince andrew remembered nothing more he lost consciousness from the terrible pain of being lifted out to the stretcher the jolting while being mowed and the probing of his wound at the dressing station (utterance_2493)
+during this transfer he felt a little stronger and was able to look about him and even speak (utterance_2494)
+he asked on seeing the prisoners (utterance_2495)
+i commanded his quarter replied rattling (utterance_2496)
+prince ratman named lieutenant subtillan (utterance_2497)
+after looking at him napoleon smiled (utterance_2498)
+you with no hindrance to courage muttered the lieutenant in a failing voice (utterance_2499)
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+prince andrew who had also been brought forward before the emperor's eyes to complete the show of prisoners could not fail to attract his attention (utterance_2501)
+his face shone with self satisfaction and pleasure (utterance_2502)
+the soldiers who had carried prince andrew had noticed and taken the little gold icon princess mary had hung round her brother's neck but seeing the favour the emperor showed the prisoners they now hastened to return the holy image (utterance_2503)
+prince andrew did not see how and by whom it was replaced but the little icon with its thin gold chain suddenly appeared upon his chest outside his uniform (utterance_2504)
+how good it had been to know where to seek for help in this life and what to expect after it beyond the grave (utterance_2505)
+how happy and calm i should be if i could now say lord have mercy on me (utterance_2506)
+either to a power indefinable incomprehensible which i not only cannot address but which i cannot even express in words the great old or nothing said he to himself or to that god who has been sewn into this amulet by mary (utterance_2507)
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+it is that or your great gluttony (utterance_2517)
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+i had no fear of him not till the very last when he played me this evil turn (utterance_2521)
+i suspected nothing when he brought out his pocket book it was toughed for monsieur i saw that and my conscience increased call for the reckoning and pay with an italian band note (utterance_2522)
+excuse me one moment pray (utterance_2523)
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+he was much pressed in a great hurry (utterance_2533)
+directly he crossed the threshold he called the first cab and was driving away but he was talked the devil (utterance_2534)
+he wished to pass on to leave her she would not consent then they both got into the cab and were driven away together (utterance_2535)
+but this thy host so widely spread wakes in my heart one doubt and dread lest treating in rama good and great ill thoughts thy journey stimulate (utterance_2536)
+he is my eldest brother he is like a father dear to me (utterance_2537)
+i go to lead my brother dance who makes the wood his residence (utterance_2538)
+no tar but this thy heart should frame this simple truth my lips proclaim (utterance_2539)
+as gujadas and worried each two ardors spoke in friendless pitch the day god sank which glowy dead and night over all the sky was prayed (utterance_2540)
+soon as king huhdar's thoughtful care had quartered all the armadaire well honoured while it laid his head beside saturna on a bed (utterance_2541)
+thus sighing and distressed and misery and bitter grief with fevered heart dead mocked relief distracted in his mind the chief still mourned and found no rest (utterance_2542)
+rest teachers mind it i all keep my watch while ramah lies asleep for in the whole wide world is none dearer to me than rague's son (utterance_2543)
+harbour no doubt or jealous fear i speak the truth with hearts sincere for from the grace which he has shown will glory on my name be trome great store of marriage shall i gain and duties form no wish in vain (utterance_2544)
+let me unforced by many a row our follios armoured shaft and bow for well the brahma's wheel required who lies asleep by sitta's side (utterance_2545)
+which wot like these i spoke design'd to move the high soul'd poet's mind but he upon his duty bent plied his persuasive argument o how can slumber close mine eyes while lonely couch'd with seats our lives the royal drama (utterance_2546)
+he whom no mighty demon now no heavenly guard can overthrow siguher how he lies alas would seat her couched on guarded grass (utterance_2547)
+now as his son is forced to fly the king ere long will see only die reft of his gorge in hand forlorn in idiot grief this land will mourn (utterance_2548)
+but ah forsake caution ni'a how fair she and mine own mother now how fares the king (utterance_2549)
+old hopes upon cetruc new said my mother may sarrah web as yet but the said queen will die who bore the hero for her grief is sore (utterance_2550)
+too late a king would cry and conquered by his misery die (utterance_2551)
+when fate has brought the mournful day who it sees my father pass away how happy in their lives are day allowed his funeral rights to pay (utterance_2552)
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+when guja saw the long armchief whose eye was like a lotus leaf what linen shoulders strong and fair high metalled prostrate in despair pale bitterly afflicted he reeled as an earthquake reeles a tree (utterance_2554)
+concilia by her war oppressed the senseless bird's limbs caress'd as if on cow in love and fear caresses oft her youngling deer then yielding to her war she said weeping and sore disquieted what torments o my son are these of sudden pain or swift disease (utterance_2555)
+the lives of us and all the line depend dear child on only dying (utterance_2556)
+ramah and luxman forced to flee i leave by nought but seeing thee for as the king has passed away thou art my only help to day (utterance_2557)
+show me the cows whereon he lay tell me the food he ate i pray (utterance_2558)
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+here stands the tree with slandom shade here is the grass venet it laid where ramah and his consort spent the night together ere they went (utterance_2560)
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+the holy spirits of the air came round me as i marvelled there and cried as their bright legions met o say his seat are leaving yet (utterance_2566)
+does cried the saints and told the name of him who hold the struggling dame (utterance_2567)
+then from the flood some party paid due offerings to his broader shade (utterance_2568)
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+he adow with hospitable care hast fed us with the noblest fare preserving us about to die with this thy plentiful supply (utterance_2572)
+but how o pious lady say may we thy gracious boon repay (utterance_2573)
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+in life of holy walks i lead and from your hands no service need (utterance_2575)
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+now listened to a new distress and aiders holy waterers (utterance_2577)
+our wanderings in this vast cave exhaust at times sir gregor gave (utterance_2578)
+once more then lady grandrelies and let their suppliants go in peace again upon their errants pet for king sogree vasiah we dread (utterance_2579)
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+far better does to end our lives and leave our wealth our homes and wives leave our dear little once and all than by his vengeful hand to fall (utterance_2585)
+our forfeit life will surely pay for idle search and long delay and our fierce king will beat us die the favour of his friend to buy (utterance_2586)
+then tara softly spake to cheer the banners halt suppressed by fear despair no more your doubts dispel come in this ample cavern dwell (utterance_2587)
+thou fondly hope'st in this cave the vengeance of the foe to brave (utterance_2588)
+but luxman's arm a shower will send of deadly shafts those walls to rend (utterance_2589)
+thy loving kinsman true and wise looks on these till with favouring eyes (utterance_2590)
+he hauled the prince's furious tread he saw his eyes glow fiercely red (utterance_2591)
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+ungrateful monarch king art thou and fateless to dileplighted vow (utterance_2593)
+now if thy pride disown what he high tolted prince has done for thee struck by his arrows shalt thou fall and barley meat in yamah's hall (utterance_2594)
+still open to the gloomy god lies the sad path thy brother trod (utterance_2595)
+then to thy plighted world be true nor let thy steps dead part pursue (utterance_2596)
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+from parts of true he never strays nor wonders in forbidden ways (utterance_2598)
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+so strong art thou so brave and bold so pure in taught so humble sold that thou deservest well to reign and all thy monarchs bless to gain (utterance_2605)
+then thou my brother aid an all his foes beneath his arm will fall (utterance_2606)
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+wherefore for the future write us nothing at all but appoint us the time and place of meeting and we will bring our sword for you to cross protesting that the shame of any delay in fighting shall be yours seeing that when it comes to an encounter there is an end of all riding (utterance_2608)
+sir answered the spaniard permit me to do my office and say what the emperor has charged me to say (utterance_2609)
+nay i will not listen to thee said francis if thou do not first give me a patent sign by thy master containing an appointment of time and place sir i have orders to read you the cartel and give it you afterwards (utterance_2610)
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+nay said francis i will not suffer him to speak to me before he has given me appointment of time and place (utterance_2612)
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+i am quite willing said the king let him have it (utterance_2614)
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+he fully armed save only his head answered him right well sir this is the real medicine that hath cured me for the battle which is towards and are preparing for the honour of god in our camp (utterance_2618)
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+yes said charles i had made such cheer that i was obliged to sleep it off (utterance_2626)
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+it's just as i thought i knew that i'd find you here he said with a derisive and condescending smile (utterance_2662)
+merely you see that the child should feel its own individuality he explained in answer to serfema alexandrovna's puzzled glance (utterance_2663)
+she's still so little said serfima alexandrovna (utterance_2664)
+i don't insist it's your kingdom here (utterance_2665)
+i'll think it over his wife answered smiling as he did coldly but genially (utterance_2666)
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+yes that's bad repeated agathier with conviction terribly bad well (utterance_2671)
+it's the truth i'm saying remember my words agatha went on with the same assurance and secrecy (utterance_2672)
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+madam madam she said quietly in a trembling voice (utterance_2675)
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+no madam said fidosia she gesticulated with her hands to reassure her mistress and to make her sit down (utterance_2679)
+the lutch causes sleep may god be with her (utterance_2680)
+only i'd like to say something you see lulushka is always hiding herself that is not good (utterance_2681)
+i can't tell you how bad it is said fidosia and her face expressed the most decided confidence (utterance_2682)
+i understand nothing of what you are saying (utterance_2683)
+you see madam it's a kind of omen explains fidocia abruptly in a shamefaced way (utterance_2684)
+nonsense said seraphima alexandrovna (utterance_2685)
+who told you all this asked seraphima alexandrovna in an austere low voice (utterance_2686)
+nos exclaimed seraphima alexandrovna in irritation as though she wished to protect herself somehow from this sudden anxiety (utterance_2687)
+what nonsense as though lolotchka could die (utterance_2688)
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+she eagerly complied with her mother's new wishes (utterance_2694)
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+i'm a mother is it possible that i shouldn't be able to protect her she thought as she imagined the various ills that might befall a logica (utterance_2705)
+she prayed long that night but the prayer did not relieve her sadness (utterance_2706)
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+a doctor was called and everything was done that is usual on such occasions but the inevitable happened (utterance_2710)
+and the lettshka grew feebler from hour to hour (utterance_2711)
+nothing made her so unhappy as the reiterations of phidosia uttered between sobs she hid herself and hid herself our lolletshka (utterance_2712)
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+three days passed torturing like a nightmare (utterance_2714)
+serfima alexandrovna hid her face behind the curtains near luetshka's bed how tragic (utterance_2715)
+await mamothska whispered lulatshka (utterance_2716)
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+serfea alexandrovna was standing by the coffin and looking dully at her dead child (utterance_2719)
+sima my dear don't agitate yourself said sergey motossovich in a whisper (utterance_2720)
+you must resign yourself to your fate (utterance_2721)
+she'll be up in a minute persisted seraphima alexandrovna her eyes fixed on the dead little girl (utterance_2722)
+sergey modestovitch looked round him cautiously he was afraid of the unseemly and of the ridiculous (utterance_2723)
+see my don't agitate yourself he repeated (utterance_2724)
+he was confused and annoyed (utterance_2725)
+her face seemed tranquil and her eyes were dry (utterance_2726)
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+she walked all about the room and bent now and then to look under the table or under the bed and kept on repeating cheerfully where's my little one where is my loettska (utterance_2728)
+after she had walked round the room once she began to make her question new (utterance_2729)
+fidosia motionless with dejected face sat in a corner and looked frightened at her mistress then she suddenly burst out sobbing and she wailed loudly (utterance_2730)
+she hid herself and hid herself our lulatchgar our angelic little soul (utterance_2731)
+when she entered the parlour there were several people between her and loewitchka (utterance_2732)
+there was an oppressive feeling of heaviness and sarah fumar alexandria's head as she approached loetshka (utterance_2733)
+luletchka lay there still and pale and smiled pathetically (utterance_2734)
+the little one did not reply (utterance_2735)
+serfima alexandrovna stood up erect sighed in a lost way smiled and called loudly lulutshka (utterance_2736)
+luitchko's being carried out (utterance_2737)
+at this moment the heavy beat of the storm on the roof ceased with miraculous suddenness leaving the outside world empty of sound save for the drip drip drip of eaves (utterance_2738)
+we had every sort of people with us off and on and as i was looking out at a poplar game i saw them all (utterance_2739)
+at the same instant i heard the rib of steel through cloth and felt a sharp stab in my left leg (utterance_2740)
+then i scouted to see what had cut me and found that the fellow had lost a hand (utterance_2741)
+in place of it he wore a sharp steel hook (utterance_2742)
+there was no doubt of his being alive for he was breathing hard like a man does when he gets hit over the head it didn't sound good (utterance_2743)
+when a man breathes that way he's mostly all gone (utterance_2744)
+min got betted over the head often enough in those days (utterance_2745)
+sour wine is fine to put a wound in shape to heel but has no soothing syrup (utterance_2746)
+their coffin wears their ship and their grave it was the sea blow high blow low what care we and the quarter that we gave them was to sink them in the sea done on the coast of the high barbary (utterance_2747)
+it fair made my hair rise to hear him with the big still solemn desert outside and the quiet moonlight in the shadows and him settin up straight and gaunt his eyes blazing each side his big eagle nose and his snaky hair hanging over the raw cut across his head (utterance_2748)
+however i made out to getting bandaged up and in shape and pretty soon he sort of went to sleep (utterance_2749)
+then again he'd sing that barbary song until i'd go out and look at the old colorado flowing by jist to be sure i hadn't died and gone below or else he jest talk (utterance_2750)
+he began when he was a kid and he gave his sight of conversations pausing for replies (utterance_2751)
+i used to listen by the hour but i never made out anything really important as to who the man was or where he'd come from or what he done (utterance_2752)
+i didn't pay any attention to him for he was quiet (utterance_2753)
+usually i didn't bother with his talk for it didn't mean anything a something in his voice made me turn (utterance_2754)
+he was lying on his side those black eyes of his blazoned at me but now both of them saw the same distance (utterance_2755)
+where are my clothes he asked very intense (utterance_2756)
+one little squeeze talk about your deadly weapons (utterance_2757)
+but he'd been too sick and too long a bed (utterance_2758)
+in a minute or so he came to (utterance_2759)
+now you're a nice sweet proposition said i as soon as i was sure he could understand me (utterance_2760)
+they're safe enough let me have them he begged (utterance_2761)
+now look here said i you can't get up to day you ain't fit (utterance_2762)
+i know he pleaded but let me see them (utterance_2763)
+just to satisfy him i passed over his old duds (utterance_2764)
+i've been robbed she cried (utterance_2765)
+where's my coat he asked (utterance_2766)
+you had no coat when i picked you up i replied (utterance_2767)
+he looked at me mighty suspicious but didn't say anything more he wouldn't even answer when i spoke to him (utterance_2768)
+after he'd eaten a fair mail he fell asleep (utterance_2769)
+when i came back that evening the bunk was empty and he was gone (utterance_2770)
+i didn't seem again for two days (utterance_2771)
+then i caught sight of em quite a ways all (utterance_2772)
+guess he's suspicious i stole that old cod o his thinks i and afterwards it found that my surmise had been correct (utterance_2773)
+however he didn't stay long in that frame of mind (utterance_2774)
+i ran out poor m'gown (utterance_2775)
+the mexican was flat on his face his arms stretched out (utterance_2776)
+on the middle of his back number one armed friend (utterance_2777)
+anyway i thrust some muzzle off my colts into the sailor's face what's this i asked (utterance_2778)
+i ween him at montero for antonio curvis said he (utterance_2779)
+the gleam died from his eye the snarl lifted his lips (utterance_2780)
+in any case he flew pococoponto leaving me and my friend together (utterance_2781)
+during the next two months she was a good deal bout town mostly doin odd jobs i saw him off and on (utterance_2782)
+however i didn't pay much attention to that bein at the time almighty busy holding down my card games (utterance_2783)
+that's all right said i but you'd better stay right there (utterance_2784)
+i want to make up to you for your trouble said he (utterance_2785)
+what kind of a good thing i asked treasure said he (utterance_2786)
+he looked all right enough neither drunk nor loco (utterance_2787)
+set out said i over there the other side of the table (utterance_2788)
+he did so afar away said i (utterance_2789)
+and it's a big thing said handy solomon to me for they's not only gold but alter jewels and diamonds (utterance_2790)
+it will make us rich and a dozen like us and you can kiss the book on that (utterance_2791)
+that may all be true said i but why do you tell me (utterance_2792)
+why don't you get your treasure without the need of dividement (utterance_2793)
+why mate he answered is just plain gratitude (utterance_2794)
+didn't you save my life and ness me and take care of me when i was not killed (utterance_2795)
+look here anderson or handy solomon or whatever you please to call yourself i rejoined to this if you're going to do business with me and i do not understand yet just what it is you want of me you'll have to talk straight (utterance_2796)
+it's all very well to say gratitude but that don't go with me (utterance_2797)
+the devil's a preacher if you may lost your pen father said he (utterance_2798)
+well was this then i got to have a boat to get there and she must be stopped (utterance_2799)
+and i got to have help with the treasure if it's like this fellow said it was (utterance_2800)
+it's money i got to have and it's money i haven't got and can't get unless i let somebody end his partner (utterance_2801)
+why me i asked why not he retorted (utterance_2802)
+we talked the matter over at length (utterance_2803)
+i stood after a larger party (utterance_2804)
+he strongly opposed this as depreciating the shares but i had no intention of going alone into what was then considered a wild and dangerous country finally we compromised (utterance_2805)
+a third of the treasure was to go to him a third to me and the rest was to be divided among the men whom i should select this scheme did not appeal to him (utterance_2806)
+but since there existed for us no responsibility we each reported dutifully at the role call of habit and draw back into our blankets with a grateful sigh (utterance_2807)
+i remembered the moon's sailing a good gate among apparently stationary clouds i recall a deep black shadow lying before distant silvery mountains i glanced over the stark motionless canvases each of which concealed a man the air trembled with the bellowing of cattle in the corrals (utterance_2808)
+seemingly but a moment later the cook's howl brought me to consciousness again (utterance_2809)
+three were to care for the remoter five were to move the stray herds from the carouse to good feed three brandon crews were told to brand the cast we had collected in the cut of the afternoon before that's hook up about half the men (utterance_2810)
+the rest were to make a short drive in the solid grass (utterance_2811)
+we were the only ones who did go afoot however although the crowds were not more than two hundred yards this distance (utterance_2812)
+between the upright bars of greasewood we could see the cattle and near the opposite side the men building a fire next the fence (utterance_2813)
+we pushed open the wide gate and entered (utterance_2814)
+one stood waiting for them to finish the sheaf of long j h stamping irons in his hand (utterance_2815)
+all the rest squatted on their heels along the fence smoking cigarettes and chatting agether (utterance_2816)
+the first rays of the sun signed across in one great sweep from the remote mountains (utterance_2817)
+homer woodman and old california john rode in among the cattle (utterance_2818)
+as the loop settled he jerked sharply upward exactly as one would strike to hook a big fish (utterance_2819)
+homer wrapped the rope twice or thrice about the horn and set over in one strip to avoid the tightened line and to preserve the balance (utterance_2820)
+nobody paid any attention to the calf (utterance_2821)
+behind him followed his anxious mother her head swinging from side to side near the fire the horse stopped (utterance_2822)
+the two bulldogers immediately pounced upon the victim (utterance_2823)
+it was promptly flopped over on its right side (utterance_2824)
+thus the calf was unable to struggle (utterance_2825)
+when once you have had the wind knocked out of you or rib or two broken you cease to think this unnecessarily rough (utterance_2826)
+hot iron yelled one of the bulldogers (utterance_2827)
+mark her yelled the other (utterance_2828)
+the brand pressed the iron smoothly against the flank (utterance_2829)
+perhaps the calf bladed a little less the heat scorched (utterance_2830)
+the brand show cherry which is the proper color to indicate due peulin and a successful mark (utterance_2831)
+then he nicked out a swallow tell on the other (utterance_2832)
+it seems to me that a great deal of unnecessary twaddle is abroad as to the extreme cruelty of brandon (utterance_2833)
+undoubtedly it is to some extent painful it could some other method of ready identification be devised it might be as well to adopt it in preference (utterance_2834)
+inextinguishable laughter followed the spread of this doctrine through arizona (utterance_2835)
+imagine a puncher descending to examine politely the ear tags of wild cattle on the open range ran around up (utterance_2836)
+a caff usually bellows when the iron bites but as soon as released he almost invariably goes to feed and are to look an idly about (utterance_2837)
+besides which it happens but once in a lifetime and is over in ten seconds a comfort to night to those of us who have had our teeth filled (utterance_2838)
+one of the little animals was but a few months old so the rider did not bother with his hind legs but tossed his loop over its neck (utterance_2839)
+mister frost's bull calf alone in pictorial history shows the attitudes (utterance_2840)
+and then of course there was the gorgeous contrast between all this frantic and uncomprehended excitement and the absolute matter of fact and proputability of horse and rider (utterance_2841)
+as he knew his business and as the calf was a small one the little beast went over promptly bit the ground with the whack and was pounced upon and held (utterance_2842)
+he would catch himself on one foot scrambled vigorously and in by struggling back to the upright (utterance_2843)
+you can imagine what happened next (utterance_2844)
+this is productive of some fun if it fails (utterance_2845)
+but now the brandon was in full swing (utterance_2846)
+when the nooses fell they turned and walked toward the fire as a matter of course rarely did the cast fail (utterance_2847)
+men ran to and fro busy in and tent (utterance_2848)
+sometimes three or four cows were on the ground at once (utterance_2849)
+dust aided and dissipated (utterance_2850)
+no more neck calves they announced (utterance_2851)
+then he was spit on his hands and go at it alone (utterance_2852)
+of luck intended his first effort his sarcasm was profound there's your little calf said he (utterance_2853)
+would you like to have me tote it to you or do you reckon you could toddle this far with your little old iron (utterance_2854)
+toward noon the work slept (utterance_2855)
+finally homer rode over to the cattleman and reported the brandon finished (utterance_2856)
+the latter counted the marks in his tallybook (utterance_2857)
+one hundred and seventy six he announced (utterance_2858)
+the markers squatted on their hills told over the bits of ears they had saved (utterance_2859)
+the toll amounted to but an hundred and seventy five (utterance_2860)
+finally wooden discovered it in his hip pocket (utterance_2861)
+they had been doing wrestler's heavy work all the morning they did not seem to be tired (utterance_2862)
+i saw once in some crank physical culture periodical that a cowboy's life was physically ill balanced like a norseman's and that it exercised only certain muscles of the body (utterance_2863)
+gerant as he had been used to do when he was at arthur's court frequented tournaments (utterance_2864)
+before during it the scored to the enemy i saw steeds white with foam and after the shout of a battle a fearful torrent (utterance_2865)
+these tidings came to urban (utterance_2866)
+not i by my confession unto heaven said she there is nothing more hateful unto me than this (utterance_2867)
+and the tis she said in the words she had spoken awoke him (utterance_2868)
+and evil betide me said he if thou returnest here until thou knowest whether i have lost my strength so completely as thou didst say (utterance_2869)
+then your aunt went to see urban (utterance_2870)
+sir said he i am going upon a quest and i am not certain when i may come back (utterance_2871)
+take heed therefore unto thy possessions until my return (utterance_2872)
+but one person only will go with me (utterance_2873)
+and he desired enid to mount her horse and to ride forward and to keep a long way before him (utterance_2874)
+and unless i speak unto thee say not thou one word either (utterance_2875)
+and though thou shouldst desire to see my defeat and my death by the hands of those men yet do i feel no dread (utterance_2876)
+and he received him and that not feebly (utterance_2877)
+and say not one word unto me unless i speak first unto thee (utterance_2878)
+i will do as far as i can lord said she according to thy desire (utterance_2879)
+ah maiden said he it is vain to a temper proceeding forward (utterance_2880)
+i cannot by any means refrain from sleep through weariness said he do thou therefore watch the horses and sleep not (utterance_2881)
+and when she saw the dawn of day appear she looked around her to see if he were waking and thereupon he woke (utterance_2882)
+and they left the wood and they came to an open country with meadows on one hand and mow was mowing the meadows (utterance_2883)
+my lord he added will it be displeasing to thee if i ask whence thou comest also (utterance_2884)
+wilt thou follow my counsel said the youth and take thy meal from me (utterance_2885)
+what sort of meal he inquired (utterance_2886)
+then they washed and took their repast (utterance_2887)
+i go now lord said he to meet the knight and to conduct him to his lodging (utterance_2888)
+i will do lord said she as thou sayest (utterance_2889)
+and after they had eaten and drank jane went to sleep and so did enid also (utterance_2890)
+the dates seem unemployent but throughout the period the offices and men of the ship have been unremittingly busy (utterance_2891)
+bows attacked the ship's stores surveyed relisted and resttowed them saving very much space by unstowing numerous cases and stowing the contents in the lazarette (utterance_2892)
+without steam the leak can now be kept under with the handpump by two daily efforts of a quarter of an hour to twenty minutes (utterance_2893)
+as the ship was and in her present heavily laden condition it would certainly have taken three to four hours each day (utterance_2894)
+the large green tent was put up and proper supports made for it (utterance_2895)
+the engine room staff and anderson's people on the engines scientists were stowing their laboratories the cookery fitting his galley and so forth not a single spot but had its band of workers (utterance_2896)
+the man's space such as is therefore extends from the fore hatch the stem on the main deck (utterance_2897)
+under the forecastle are stalls of fifteen ponies the maximum space would hold the narrow irregular space in front is packed tight with fodder (utterance_2898)
+immediately behind the forecastle bulkhead is a small booby hatch the only inches to the men's mess deck and bad weather (utterance_2899)
+abaft the fore hatch is the ice house (utterance_2900)
+we managed to get three tons of ice one hundred sixty two caucasus of mutton and three caucasusses of beef besides some boxes of sweetbreads and kidneys into the space (utterance_2901)
+the sacks containing this last added to the goods already mentioned make a really heavy decked cargo and one is naturally anxious concerning it but everything that can be done by lashing and securing has been done (utterance_2902)
+forage i originally ordered thirty tons of compressed oatin hay from melbourne (utterance_2903)
+the scene is wholly enchanting and such a view from some sheltered sunny corner in a garden which blazes with masses of red and golden flowers tends to feelings of inexpressible satisfaction with all things (utterance_2904)
+a great mass of people assembled (utterance_2905)
+kane and i lunched with a party in the new zeal and companyship ruperthu (utterance_2906)
+telegram to say tarranova had arrived sunday night (utterance_2907)
+a third sledge stands across the break of the poop in the space hitherto occupied by the after wench (utterance_2908)
+the quantity is two and a half tons and the space occupied considerable (utterance_2909)
+the ship was over two feet by the stern but this will soon be remedied (utterance_2910)
+they must perforce be chained up and they have given what shelter is afforded on deck but their position is not enviable (utterance_2911)
+it is a pathetic attitude deeply significant of cold and misery occasionally some poor beast admits a long pathetic whine (utterance_2912)
+there are generally one or two on watch which eases matters but it is a squash (utterance_2913)
+later in the day the wind has veered to the westward heading us slightly (utterance_2914)
+oates and atkinson with intermittent assistance from others were busy keeping the ponies on their legs (utterance_2915)
+there was nothing for it but to grapple with the evil and nearly all hands were laboring for hours in the waste of the ship heaving coal sacks overboard and relashing the petrol cases et cetera in the best manner possible under such difficult and dangerous circumstances (utterance_2916)
+no sooner was some semblance of order restored than some exceptionally heavy wave would tear away the lashing and the work had to be done all over again (utterance_2917)
+from this moment about four a m the engine room became the centre of interest (utterance_2918)
+the water gained in spite of every effort (utterance_2919)
+the outlooker paid grimm (utterance_2920)
+the amount of water which was being made with the ship so roughly handled was most uncertain (utterance_2921)
+williams had to confess he was beaten and must draw fires what was to be done (utterance_2922)
+the bill's pump is dependent on the main engine (utterance_2923)
+on one occasion i was waist deep when standing on the rail of the poop (utterance_2924)
+the after god were organized in two parties by evans to work buckets the men were kept steadily going on the choked hand pumps this seemed all that could be done for the moment and what a measure to count is the sole safeguard of the ship from sinking practically an attempt to bale her out (utterance_2925)
+occasionally a heavy sea would bear one of them away and he was only save by his chain (utterance_2926)
+now this is how arthur hunted the stag (utterance_2927)
+and the last dog that was let loose was a favorite dog of arthur caval was his name (utterance_2928)
+then they sounded the death horn for slaying and they all gathered round (utterance_2929)
+one wished that it should be given to the lady best be loved by him and another to the lady whom he loved best (utterance_2930)
+and after midday they beheld an unshapedly little man upon a horse and after him a dame or a damsel also on horseback and after her a knight of large stature bowed down and hanging his head low and sorrowfully clad in broken and worthless armour (utterance_2931)
+i know not who they are said he but i know said guenever this is the knight whom durrant pursued and methinks that he comes not here by his own free will (utterance_2932)
+but geranium has overtaken him and a vengeful insult to the maiden to the uttermost (utterance_2933)
+lady said he at the gate there was a knight and i saw never a man of so pitiful an aspect to look upon as he (utterance_2934)
+i do said he he tells me that he is ederan the son of nud (utterance_2935)
+then she replied i know him not (utterance_2936)
+so gonarvara went to the gate to meet him and he entered (utterance_2937)
+and jeren greets thee well and in greeting thee he compelled me to come hither to do thy pleasure for the insult which thy maiden received from the dwarf now where did he overtake thee (utterance_2938)
+sir said she when thinkest thou that duran't will be here (utterance_2939)
+to morrow lady i think you will be here with the maiden (utterance_2940)
+i am lord said he and i have met with much trouble and received wounds unsupportable (utterance_2941)
+well the latter from what i hear behoves gwenevere to be merciful towards thee (utterance_2942)
+the mercy which thou desirest lord said she will i grant to him since it is as insulting to thee that an insult should be offered to me as to thyself (utterance_2943)
+thus will it be best to do said arthur let this man have medical care until it be known whether he may live (utterance_2944)
+to gwenever and her handmaiden said he (utterance_2945)
+and the steward of the household so ordered her (utterance_2946)
+and being young he changed himself and grew to hate the sin that seemed so like his own of modred ought his nephew and fell at last in the great battle fighting for the king (utterance_2947)
+and when jeering came to the place where gwendov her was he saluted her (utterance_2948)
+then they went in and dismounted (utterance_2949)
+heaven protect thee said arthur and the welcome of heaven be unto thee (utterance_2950)
+and inasmuch as thou hast vanquished ednaran the son of nud thou hast had a prosperous career (utterance_2951)
+and from that time she became his wife (utterance_2952)
+and the maiden took up her abode in the palace and she had many companions both men and women and there was no maiden more esteemed than she in the island of britain (utterance_2953)
+and a year and a second and a third he proceeded thus until his fame had flown over the face of the kingdom (utterance_2954)
+and he greets thee well as an uncle should greet his nephew and as a vassal should greet his lord (utterance_2955)
+and the neighboring chiefs knowing this grow insolent toward him and covered his land in possessions (utterance_2956)
+and athos told gerynt the cause of the mission and of the coming of the ambassadors to him out of cornwall truly said gerant be it to my advantage or disadvantage lord i will do according to thy will concerning this embassy (utterance_2957)
+what discourse said glenarvan do i hear between you (utterance_2958)
+said durrant i think i shall have enough of knighthood with me and they set forth (utterance_2959)
+and never was there seen a fair host journeying towards the severn (utterance_2960)
+and he said to durrant i am a feeble and an aged man and whilst i was able to maintain the dominions for thee and for myself i did so (utterance_2961)
+and every one asked that which he desired (utterance_2962)
+and they were not long in giving so eager was every one to bestow gifts and of those who came to ask gifts none departed unsatisfied (utterance_2963)
+then geraniums sent ambassadors to the men of cornwall to ask them this (utterance_2964)
+and they all said that it would be the fulness of joy and honour to them for durrant to come and receive their homage (utterance_2965)
+so he received the homage of such as were there (utterance_2966)
+and the day after the followers of arthur intended to go away (utterance_2967)
+a number of other dates were observed by the christian church at various times as the birthday of jesus the gospels give no date and appear to be quite uncertain really ignorant about it (utterance_2968)
+yet there is no evidence that he was born on that day (utterance_2969)
+why this discrepancy in the historical document to say nothing about inspiration (utterance_2970)
+again matthew says that to escape the evil designs of herod marion joseph with the infant jesus fled into egypt luke says nothing about this hurried flight nor of herod's intention to kill the infant messiah (utterance_2971)
+when we come to the more important chapters about jesus we meet with quicker difficulties (utterance_2972)
+it is always on a friday that the crucifixion is commemorated the week in which the day occurs varies from year to year (utterance_2973)
+good friday falls not before the spring equinox but as soon after the spring equinox as the full moon allows thus making the calculation to depend upon the position of the sun and the zodiac and the faces of the moon (utterance_2974)
+the pagan austeria has become the christian easter (utterance_2975)
+but in the absence of evidence origin offers a following metaphysical arguments against the sceptical senses one (utterance_2976)
+if we are to have any mythology at all he seems to argue why object to adding to it the myths of jesus (utterance_2977)
+the immediate companions of jesus appear to be on the other hand as mythical as he is himself (utterance_2978)
+who was matthew who was mark (utterance_2979)
+who were john peter judas and mary (utterance_2980)
+there is actually no evidence that they ever existed (utterance_2981)
+if peter ever went to rome with a new doctrine how is it that no historian has taken note of him (utterance_2982)
+here again we see the presence of a myth (utterance_2983)
+he was the only one who saw them (utterance_2984)
+peter paul john james judas occupy the stage almost exclusively (utterance_2985)
+it is impossible to explain why the contemporaries of jesus the authors and the historians of his time do not take notice of him (utterance_2986)
+for they had been in a conspiracy against him (utterance_2987)
+houses his unanimous science to be accounted for (utterance_2988)
+how then are we to decide which of the enumerous candidates for divine honors should be given our votes (utterance_2989)
+and such a faith is never free it is always maintained by the sword now and by hell far hereafter (utterance_2990)
+yet the most impossible utterances are put in judah's mouth (utterance_2991)
+only a mythical jesus could virtually hand over the government of evres to quarters who have petitions to press upon his attention (utterance_2992)
+moreover if jesus could keep his promise there would be to day no misery in the world no orphans no childless mothers no shipwrecks no floods no famines no disease no crippled children no insanity no wars no crime no wrong (utterance_2993)
+have these prayers been answered (utterance_2994)
+how many self deluded profits these extravagant claims have produced (utterance_2995)
+and who can number the bitter disappointments caused by such impossible promises (utterance_2996)
+the same which the preachers of to day give he parried his answer with many words and at length said that the promise was to be taken with the provision that what we asked for would be given if god thought it for our good (utterance_2997)
+but he said if you ask anything in my name i will do it and if it were not so i would have told you (utterance_2998)
+did he not mean just what he said (utterance_2999)
+self effort and not prayer is a remedy against ignorance slavery poverty and moral degradation (utterance_3000)
+but i am determined not only to know if it is possible the whole truth about jesus but also to communicate that truth to others (utterance_3001)
+but there is more of a moral tonic in the open and candid discussion of a subject like the one in hand than in a multitude of platitudes (utterance_3002)
+i never deliver a lecture in which i do not either directly or indirectly give full and free expression to my faith in everything that is worthy of faith (utterance_3003)
+if i do not believe in dogma it is because i believe in freedom (utterance_3004)
+oh he tears down but he does not build up is another criticism about my work it is not true (utterance_3005)
+no preacher or priest is more constructive (utterance_3006)
+clasping truth in a jail gagging the mouth of a student is that building up or tearing down (utterance_3007)
+when bruno lighted a new torch to increase the lie of the world what was his reward the stake (utterance_3008)
+count your rights political religious social intellectual and tell me which of them was conquered for you by the priest (utterance_3009)
+i wish to tell you something (utterance_3010)
+the first list be impersonal the epithets irreverent blasphemer atheist and infidel are flung at a man not from pity but from envy (utterance_3011)
+not having the courage or the industry of our neighbour who works like a busy bee in the world of men and books searching with the sweat of his brow for the real bread of life weighing the open page afore him with his tears pushing into the wee hours of the night his quest animated but the fairest of all loves the love of truth we ease our own indolent conscience by calling him names (utterance_3012)
+as i approached the city i heard bells ringing and a little later i found the streets astir with throngs of well dressed people in family groups winding their way hither and thither (utterance_3013)
+looking about me i saw a gentleman in a neat black dress smiling and his hand extended to me with great cordiality (utterance_3014)
+he must have realized i was a stranger and wished you tender his hospitality to me i accepted it gratefully i clasped his hand he pressed mine (utterance_3015)
+we gazed for a moment slightly into each other's eyes (utterance_3016)
+of course you are going there too i said to my friendly guide (utterance_3017)
+yes he answered i conduct the worship i am a priest (utterance_3018)
+an idol i whispered taken by surprise (utterance_3019)
+they worshiped god that they did not exist (utterance_3020)
+but the greeks loved their gods i protested my heart clamouring in my breast (utterance_3021)
+no i said in a low voice (utterance_3022)
+he was an idol then and not a god (utterance_3023)
+it made athens a sea of light it created the beautiful the true the good yes our religion was divine (utterance_3024)
+it had only one fault interrupted my guide what was that (utterance_3025)
+i inquired without knowing what his answer would be it was not true (utterance_3026)
+produce him (utterance_3027)
+i whispered to myself what blasphemy (utterance_3028)
+then taking heart i told my guide how more than once i had felt apollo's radiant presence in my heart and told him of the immortal lines of homer concerned the divine apollo (utterance_3029)
+do you doubt homer (utterance_3030)
+i said to him homer the inspired bard (utterance_3031)
+no no apollo is not an idol (utterance_3032)
+he is a god and the son of a god (utterance_3033)
+the air was heavy with incense a number of men in gorgeous vestments were passing to and fro bowing and kneeling before their various lights and images (utterance_3034)
+observing my anxiety to understand the mean of all this my guide took me aside and in a whisper told me that the people were celebrating the anniversary of the birthday of their beautiful saviour jesus the son of god (utterance_3035)
+forget apollo he said with his suggestion of severity in his voice (utterance_3036)
+there was no such person he was only an idol (utterance_3037)
+if you were to search for apollo and all the universe you would never find any one answering to his name or description (utterance_3038)
+i want to see jesus i hasten turning toward him (utterance_3039)
+will he not be here this morning (utterance_3040)
+will he not speak to his worshippers i asked again (utterance_3041)
+will he not permit them to touch him to caress his hand to clasp his divine feet to unheal the ambrosial fragrance of his breath to bask in the golden light of his eyes to hear the music of his immaculate accents (utterance_3042)
+i asked my eyes filled with wonder and my voice quivering with excitement (utterance_3043)
+would not that then i venture to ask impatiently make jesus as much of an idol as apollo (utterance_3044)
+and if faith that jesus is a god proves him a god why will not faith in apollo make him a god (utterance_3045)
+a methodist offense or explanation of a given phenomenon (utterance_3046)
+the mind craze for knowledge the child asks questions because of an unborning desire to know (utterance_3047)
+now and then they came close enough to snap at each other (utterance_3048)
+with this mythos the pronetude man was satisfied until his developing intelligence realized its inadequacy science was born of that realization (utterance_3049)
+the myth of a one eyed people living in india has been replaced by accurate information concerning the hindus (utterance_3050)
+and this is precisely the use to which mice have been put (utterance_3051)
+is jesus a myth (utterance_3052)
+there is in man a faculty for fiction (utterance_3053)
+it thinks less'n it guesses (utterance_3054)
+it is reflection which introduces of it into the mouth of imagination curbing its pace and subduing its relentless spirit (utterance_3055)
+we feel the space about and over us with spirits fairies gods and other invisible and airy beams (utterance_3056)
+we covered the rainbow we reach out for the moon (utterance_3057)
+our feet not really begin to touch the firm ground until we have reached the years of discretion (utterance_3058)
+science was not born till man had matured (utterance_3059)
+grown up people create science (utterance_3060)
+the cradle is the womb of all the fairies and faces of mankind (utterance_3061)
+this school is the birthplace of science (utterance_3062)
+religion is the science of the child (utterance_3063)
+in the discussion of this subject i appeal to the mature not to the child mind (utterance_3064)
+he is god's mouthpiece and no one may disagree with him (utterance_3065)
+the only way i may command your respect is to be reasonable (utterance_3066)
+let us place ourselves entirely in the hands of the evidence (utterance_3067)
+as intelligent beings would desire to know where this jesus whose worship is not only costing the world millions of the people's money but which is also drawing to his service the time the energies the affections the devotions and the labour of humanity is a myth or reality (utterance_3068)
+and again when the artists following malicorne's advice was a little late in arriving and when saint agnes had been obliged to be absent for some time it was interesting to observe that though no one witnessed them those moments of silence full of deep expression which united in one side two souls most disposed to understand each other and who by no means objected to the quite meditation they enjoyed together (utterance_3069)
+in a word malicorne philosopher that he was though he knew it not had learned how to inspire the king with an appetite in the midst of play and with desire in the assurance of possession (utterance_3070)
+in this manner therefore without leaving her room and having no confidant she was able to return to her apartment thus removing by her appearance a little tardy perhaps the suspicions of the most determined sceptic (utterance_3071)